You would be rather dead than accept that family means nothing?
Estella_Kuch
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Well his reply is something I don't need.
"couldn't you just pee before you went to bed or stop drinking water in the afternoon" sure I could've had I known. But instead of telling me this my parents even made me undergo surgery. No joke, unfortunately. That's what you get when your mother is a doctor who thinks about everything but the obvious..
I am male.
I am only interested in women.
I am 31 now.
Thanks I needed that
shut up you faggot perv.
So I was in a naturist area the other day and it felt awesome to not be bothered by any faggot when being nude. I thought to myself: wouldn't it be awesome to have No-Gay-Areas?
For instance naturist areas for straight men and women only. Or shops for straight men and women only.
If you agree, elaborate why. If you don't agree, shut up you faggot perv.
No. You girl, are fake.
I am a straight male. I confess I go to an inofficial nudist bathing lake and walk on the nearby pathways naked. I enjoy being seen by unexpecting bicycle drivers who are dressed normally. I love how they first look but then shy away especially when females do this...
I could justify this with "it's natural" and shit but those arguments don't work for me. I do it cause it makes me horny. When I go home I jerk off to it. I found this to be true because having jerked off and the not-being-horny moment within 10 minutes after it I don't find it appealing at all.
I am afraid and excited at the same time whether somebody films me illegally and puts that on motherless or xnxx or xhamster. I would browse, see myself and think "Why did I do this?". Then I'd think: "Well why not? Better being seen naked nearby a nudist area than having sex with a man - or better yet, some animal - on trafalgar square at noon."
I am 5'11 at 167 pounds.
I have a problem. Don't make fun of me. Listen.
I am male and I had sex with 2 women. It is hard for me to have sex with women as I lack masculinity and experience. I try to be mean towards girls I try to be tough but I often get "you're a nice guy" with a disappointed face from them, anyways. Why can't I have the aggression and dominance other men have? Even fucking a girl hard(from behind all the way to the stop) made some complain, but not really complain. It still wasn't enough. No matter what I do I never satisfy women and boy they let me feel that. I read about pickup and applied it. But this mainly relies on great brains or dominance.
I thought maybe working out does the job. So I've been doing Insanity and P90X since March this year now. But still whenever I get angry people ridicule me. Not what happens to the bouncer who gets angry, obviously. I don't see how to really be chosen over other men by women I like. In comparison I always am not good enough in the eyes of the women I meet. I guess I lack so many things I am not even aware of. And nobody I met pointed anything out, not to mention my parents. It seems right in front of me.
I need to find it.
Translate that into english or german
I confess I am drawn to revealing things about myself on internet boards with the intent of getting the approval and help of foreign people, whom I wouldn't tell my story if I saw them in person and whose advice I would never take. I confess that I have been doing that for 10+ years now and that there has been no single advice that helped me advance in life but instead keep me in the rat race. I confess that my brain tricks me into doing it again thinking that somehow somewhere there would be people thinking like me and doing things in my favour. Even though I have been disappointed by other males since the moment I could think I still think that they like me if I am nice enough.
Even though I get what I want more often when I am not nice I go back to being nice all the time and wonder - like a fish with short-term memory - why it doesn't work.
Having been doing this for 30 years I gave up hope to ever get out of this in the long run. I don't think I have the ability to think outside the box.
