I haven't gotten laid in a long time because of PTSD from a woman who really screwed me up. I thought I was in love with her. Anyway, after 2 years of disparaging and acting like a complete depressed fool, I was walking my dog and went to the dog park. I sat on a bench and let my dog run around and have fun.

As I sat there just taking in the cool winter fresh air - I noticed this woman casually glancing at me. I didn't know how to react, I had a few flashbacks of my ex so I just looked down at the ground and didn't want to make eye contact.

"Hey." I heard a sweet voice ask me.
I looked up, it was the woman that was looking at me. She was right next to me. I stood up and smirked.
"Hello."
"Hope I'm not disturbing you, I've seen you here before and I just wanted to say hi. My name is Lori."
I told her my name and shyly looked away.
"No you're totally not disturbing me. My dog has a lot of energy so, yeah I'm here a lot."
"Oh they can have way too much energy!" She laughed.
Anyway we made small talk and hung out for a good 3 hours until it got dark.
"Hey, can we exchange numbers?" She asked me, "I don't want to be too forward but - you're a nice guy I'd really like to get to know you."
We exchanged numbers and she went in for a hug, and I let her - I hugged her back. She smelled so good.
She was petite with short black hair, red lips and pink cheeks (the cold weather gave her a natural blush). I'm 6 ft 2 inches tall, and she's about 5ft tall. She had a nice frame that her winter jacket accented well.
A few days later after meeting her I get a text on my phone from her, "You want to get some coffee?"
So after I got out of work, I met her at a coffee shop and we really clicked well. It seemed we liked the same movies, the same TV shows, the same music... we hit it off well.
"Hey would you like to come over and watch a movie?"
She blushed, "Of course I would love that! I'll follow you in my car."

We got inside my house and we both decided to geek out and watch Lord of the Rings (we're both Tolkien fans). She sat next to me, and I put my arm around her and immediately she moved in for a kiss. I froze.
She pulled away and was a bit confused, "are you ok? Did I do something wrong?"
I shook my head, "no, it's not you - look I like you a lot, but I'm in therapy for PTSD because a few years ago my ex really damaged me... and it's not that I'm hung up on her, it's that my mind reverts to the trauma she's caused me."
She was silent for a bit, so I said, "And I totally understand if you want to leave, it's fucked up - I know."
She smiled and held my hand, "I'm not going anywhere - thank you for being honest with me. I like honest men."
Out of nowhere, "yeah I haven't dated in over 2 years, haven't had sex... nothing."
"Oh that's going to change, whenever you're ready I'm here for you."
My cock got immediately hard.
"I mean I'm ready but my brain acts stupid," I said chuckling and pointing at my cock making a tent in my jeans.
She chuckled, "well - I'll be honest with you too. I've had a crush on you for a long time and I kind of been stalking you, I know it sounds creepy... but I just couldn't work up the nerve to talk to you. I thought you maybe were married, or had a girlfriend."
"Yeah I've never had a stalker before, that's kind of sexy honestly," I laughed.
"I'd sit there and watch you and think to my self - why is such a nice guy so out of reach... I really didn't want to date anyone because I had this major crush on you so I was turning people down for dates!"
"I'd really like to get to know you, just understand that I do have some trauma and I'm still in therapy - I'm working on it."
"Can you tell me what she did? Or does it hurt too much?"
"Oh, I can talk about it. I've been talking about it with my therapist for two years! Where to start... Well I met her online, and we met. We hit it off really well. She'd come over, we'd have fun but eventually it turned into her programming me. We'd be having sex and she'd start calling me her husband, saying that she wanted me to cum in her to get her pregnant so we can make a baby."
I paused, reflecting back on it.
"Anyway, she'd look into my eyes while she was on top of me begging me to give her a child, calling me her soulmate, her husband... this happened over and over. One day at work I get a call, it's her telling me she's pregnant. She demanded to know what I wanted to do, if I was man enough to take care of her and the baby. I told her of course; I was happy and couldn't wait to start a life with her. I went home from work, and she was waiting outside of my house. It was a bit odd because she never showed up unannounced. She seemed different, but I didn't think anything of it. We went inside and she broke down crying. Then she punched me in the face. She turned into a wild woman, grabbing and pulling at my hair, clawing at my chest and throat screaming 'you ruined my fucking life! I have a husband, I have a child!'. I was shocked and then she calmed down, "I'm aborting the baby and you're going to pay for it. If you don't I'm going to ruin you. Every waking moment I'll be making your life miserable."
I took a deep breath, "and she did. She made my life miserable. She would call the police on me and pushed false allegations of sexual harassment, and even tried to tell the police I raped her. I took her to court, I won - but when she went away it's like I lost my mind. I wanted the baby, I wanted her, but everything was a complete mindfuck - including her being 'madly in love with me.'"
Lori listened intently, "Sounds like a complete psycho... that's a lot to go through. But hey, on a better note, I'd love practicing making babies with you when you're ready!"
We laughed and I leaned in for a kiss. My hand cupped her soft breast through her shirt as our tongues danced in each other's mouths. Her hand unzipped my pants and stroked my cock.
"I---" I stammered.
"Shhh, lean back and enjoy it," Lori whispered.
Her mouth enveloped my hard cock, her head pumping slowly up and down. Lori would look up at me, and fondle my balls and continue working my dick with her mouth.
Lori pulled her top of, and took off her pants and undies. I pulled her head gently off my dick and laid her down and kissed her body. My fingers probed her hot wet pussy and she moaned. My mouth made it's way down to her pussy and my tongue slid inside and licked her salty wet clit. She moaned and grabbed my hair, calling my name.
"I'm going to cum!" and she did. I've never witnessed a woman squirt, ever - but she did - all over my face. I really didn't like the taste of it, it wasn't what I was expecting but it was a huge turn on.
"Lay back, it's my turn to make you cum," she said with a smile.
She mounted my hard cock and it slid in her. I didn't last long.
"Oh Lori, I'm going to explode!" I told her, I didn't know if she was on the pill or anything and suddenly, I was worried about getting her pregnant and started to panic. I tried pulling her off, but she pressed down harder and rode my cock harder.
"I'm not going anywhere. I'm not her, I'm me and I want my fantasy man to finish inside me. I want every inch of that cock deep in my pussy and I want every last drop of cum that you have in me too. Relax, feel me...."
I fucking came. I came and came. I came so hard it hurt. When she got off of me, cum was dribbling from her pussy, dripping on to me, and down her leg.
"Holy fuck," I said. She kissed me.
She spent the night, we fucked twice more. In the morning she had to go to work and so did I but we did meet up later on and I went to her place. I spent the night.
"So, are we a thing? Can I call you my girlfriend or what?"
"You better be calling me your girlfriend! Hell yeah we're a thing. If you ever have any concerns, you can always talk to me - I won't do you wrong like your ex did."
So I guess after 2+ years of being single, I now have a very sexy girlfriend. I have to confess that I'm still afraid, but also confess that Lori is way better in bed than my ex is - and I know I shouldn't even compare... but I think that's part of my psychological issues. And yes, I'm writing this as part of my therapy because I can't go on facebook and post shit like this... I just hope I'm not going to get fucked over again, I can't handle it - and she's the most beautiful woman I've ever been with.
Might delete later. peace.

I confess that I want a good wife who fits the following description.It has deep rooted unresolved trauma. It has an inability to set and keep boundaries.It struggles with self-love, deep rooted feelings of worthlessness and fear of abandonment. Its life experiences before meeting it’s husband has already conditioned it to believe that it’s wants and feelings are irrelevant. It has a history of slutty impulsive behavior and genuinely enjoys being degraded and used like a whore.For anyone who already has a good wife what characteristics need to be added ?

I have done a dangerous thing.

I am 43, married, and me and my husband had a rough year. Without going into details, there was this tragedy, that struck someone close to our kids, and we had lots going on to help them get over it. In the process, our mental health was really bad, and we started therapy etc.

After a few months, I felt better, kids are ok, but hubby has become numb, and seems that he has started slipping further into depression. Our best friends, a couple our age, with whom we used to socialize every weekend, were there for us. At first, we needed our time, but after more than six months, we met up, like we used to. My husband ruined the evening, by being really down. Ok, we will try it again.

Same thing. So, I started seeing them, mostly my girl friend, once a week, for coffee, and we would catch up, and it would be so good for me, our talks had a healing effect on me. I told her that, thanked her, and she told me she will always be there for me.

Then, she had to travel for a month, due to work, and I was left all alone. It is hard, when you are coming out of a mental trauma, and have no one to lean on. So I called her, talked to her on the phone. It helped. She eventually told me, if I have no one to talk to, that she will call her husband to call us for coffeee (they were always inviting both of us, only my husband wouldnt come).

So he did, and I went by myself.

I cant quite pinpoint the moment I felt attracted to him, but I always was in a way, but never really thought about it. He is tall, and that is important, because I am really tall for a woman. Still, much taller than me, but unlike my husband, who is tall, with a bit of excess of flesh, especially on his stomach, he is built like an athlete.

His wife, my friend, looks so much better than me, she is a blonde, I am a brunette, she is a petite, slim beauty, with feminine and elegant posture, I am tall (still slim, but too tall) woman, who always felt self conscious about my back side.

On our third coffee meet up, he said he cant go out, and asked me to come to their home. I was the one who made the first move.

I went in for a kiss, he backed off, but when I grabbed his groin, he surrendered.

It was the best sex of my life. I came three times, and he came in me, twice.

After our heads cooled off, we agreed that this shall never happen again, and I am sure it wont. I feel like a total scum, bet he does too, I have repented, but I just cant stop thinking about it.

Degrade me and tell me how you'd fuck a dirty cumslut like me. My breasts are sensitive, anal makes me cry and scream, I have a lot of sexual trauma from my cousin and uncle, NC and r@pe are both turn ons for me - I want to know that men would take me for just for my body, given the chance, not caring for me as a woman or even a human being.

Not looking to meet up, just like hearing what you'd do if you had me. Go wild and tell me what fantasies my milf body stirs in your loins. How would you r@pe me and make me your toy for the night?

Married MILF's pussy needs a good fucking that will ruin her. Her tits are sensitive, she has trauma from lots of r@pe, f0rced oral, and tit t0rture by several guys. How will you use her for the night?

MILF with sensitive tits and a squirter when she cums. Hates BJs and having her nipples twisted because of trauma. Wwyd?

I confess:

Stupid dumb people like this woman really piss me off!

http://www.lbc.co.uk/how-dare-you-black-lives-matter-clash-134965

It is the same with dumb idiots claiming to have Post Slavery Trauma issues, are these people fucking stupid!

If you ask them about blacks killing blacks, they will tell you that is not the problem. They are just desperate to count the times a black has been killed by a white person. Ask them about black on black or white on white killings, they are not interested!

These people are so desperate to feel themselves as victims, that they don´t care about truth. Anything that is said to them, they draw it down to their colour! They just cannot accept that they are total losers and the only person really responsible is they themselves.

OK creepy guys of porn land, I'm a squirter with sensitive tits. I don't like doing BJs or any nonconsensual rp stuff because trauma but I want to explore some kink and surprise my man. If I were in your bed, what would you make me try?

Read a porn story the other day about a couple that was driving through a rural road when they got ambushed by a gang of rapists that proceeded to tie the guy and do all kind of fucked up shit to the girl (connecting a car battery to her tits, fisting her like her uterus was in a boxing match, letting a big angry dog sodomize her, forcing her to eat some dry cowshit that was laying around) and fuck her and coming inside her over and over until she passes out.

They eventually let them go, and there's this twist where it turns out the boyfriend hired the rapists to impregnate his girl, he just didn't anticipate how violent they would get. Not that he minded, he got it on tape and liked to watch it while he girlfriend was on trauma treatment.

Anyway, this is my best friend and I wish that happened to her.

Hey everyone, I have a quick confession to make. Some will probably find me horrible but I don't care. I just have confess it here to get it of my chest. To be short I brutally raped my ex. So here's what happened:

My ex gf cheated on me and so I broke up with her. She is very young so I could somehow understand that she wanted to explore some more, but still I don't want to stay with a cheating gf. However, ass time went by I started to hate her more for what she did to me, but somewhere I also still love her. Love and hate really are close. But one night when I was going out and got a bit drunk we saw each other again and went outside the club to talk. After a long talk we split up to go home. However, since I was drunk, horny, hartbroken, hatefull and still in love with her I followed her at some distant. I know the route she has to take to get home and when she walked through the park I went to her and grabbed her around the neck and mouth and dragged her down. I really lost it in some kind of frenzy. I hit her in the face and tore her dress a bit. She struggled of course but I split her legs and lowered her legging and undies. I hit her again before I opened my own pants to bring my dick out. She was crying and murmering 'No!' As I entered her and started to fuck her. I lossened her bra and trew it away so I could squeeze her breasts with one of my hand, while the other was holding her hands down. It really turned me on to hit her, tell her to 'Shut up, slut!' and fuck her without a condom. She always wanted to use a condom when we were together. She didn't use a pill since she always got sick with it or something. And the thought of cumming inside her made me fuck her even harder. When I was about to cum I told her and she was still crying and sobbing. I came really good and filled her up nicely. When I was done I got up and just left her there. I still heard her crying when I was walking away.

This has been a few months already and I heard she got pregnant. I gueass she didn't realise that it was me who raped her because of the trauma and beating I gave her. I hope she takes good care for my child

I was staying at my sisters house for the week as I had contractors renovating my kitchen and making it bigger! Iwork nights as a trauma nurse. Friday night I had off and was just hanging out watching TV my sister yells for me to come into her room! I open the door and she is on all fours! I say to her wtf re you doing! She says hopefully you! I see that ass up in the air and my dick is raging hard! I sttod there for a second and walked over and started licking that asshole and worked my way to that fat pussy! She was moan and I could feel her clit getting bigger and she let out a omg and just gushed! Then she says I can suck your cock or you can fuck me but I rather suck your cock! I let her suck my cock and she swallowed every drop! I said can I take a pic of that ass and pussy! She says yes and you can post it on motherless and I saw what you were looking at! Maybe tomorrow you can hit this ass! Apparently she went through the history and saw I love incest porn!