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So Friday�..let�s back up to Thursday night. My wife and I had a short time to talk before I had to leave for work. First of all she thinks the husband is cute and indeed wants to fuck him, which I told her was fine by me. She was also surprised my moms actions on Wednesday and couldn�t believe she had so openly enjoyed rubbing lotion on her body while I sat there playing with her daughter. She said I could fun with either or both the girls as long as I told her the details. She also agreed if it ever became a possibility she would like to bed the mom herself. She never offered or mentioned seducing the daughter but I think if the situation arose she would go with it. I told her to try and get off work a half hour early the next day (Friday) and quietly come home. I told her to text me 5 minutes before she gets here. She is to watch us from inside the house for a bit. If there is anything that looks like a compromising situation between mom and me, she is to �bust� us and call the mom inside for a chat where she can let her know she is cool with everything and maybe even seduce mom. The thought of this really turned on my wife as she practically raped me and almost made me late for work.
Anyway Friday afternoon found me laying half awake in my boxers on the bed dreaming of the possibilities. My cock was nice and hard, though still confined, when I see a head peek inside the bedroom door. When she saw I was awake she came on in, followed by her mom, and jumped on the bed with me. She was wearing a short summer dress and as she flew on the bed, it flew up and I saw she was not wearing panties. She sat on me, straddling my hips and I know she felt my hard cock on her ass through her dress. I know because she kind of ground down on it. Mom chided her and told her to leave me alone and let me wake up. I explained I was already wide awake and it was ok. Mom asked if she could get changed and I said sure. While her back was turned going into the bathroom I slid the girls dress out from under her ass so her bare skin was on me and also pushed the hem up to give me another peek at her pussy. My hands came to rest on her hips with the dress bunched up in them. I could not see her mom unless I turned and looked in the mirror (which I didn�t want to do as I was happy looking up the girls dress) but I knew her mom could see me from about the chest down. I slowly rocked the girl, feeling my hard cock slide between her ass cheeks, the only barrier being my boxers. I asked her if she was going to get changed for the pool too and she said she already did. She shocked me by grabbing the hem of her dress and pulling it over her head, leaving her sitting there naked, settling back down on my now harder than ever cock. Her mom got a little pissed and said she couldn�t believe she just did that. The girl said mom you told me I could swim naked today. I know replied mom, but I didn�t expect you to just strip off right here and now she exclaimed. At least wrap up in a towel until we get in the pool ordered mom. The girl got off me and headed to the bathroom, I got up and followed. Once there I said I might as well get changed too and dropped my boxers without waiting for a reply or them to leave. Moms eyes got wide and she licked her lips as my cock sprang free. Oh wow is that what was poking me in the butt the girl asked. I told her it probably was as I gingerly pulled my trunks on as casually as if I were brushing my teeth. Ya�ll ready I asked, snapping mom out of a trance. Oh yeah, I�m ready mom replied huskily, and then changing her tone said um yes lets go get in the pool and cool off. I let them lead the way and said I would go make a couple of drinks and watched them till they were out the door. As usual I made moms double strength, and when I went out and set it on the table she downed half of it in one shot before stripping her bikini top off. I may as well get that out of the way huh she asked. I told her to do whatever she felt comfortable with then got in the pool myself. I couldn�t believe the girl was really playing in the water naked much less that mom allowed it. As usual, as soon as I got in the girl jumped up on me, wrapping her arms and legs around me. Only this time she was naked and nothing in the way of my fingers playing with her cunt or asshole as I supported her in my cupped hands. I bounced her up and down feeling her slide on my hard cock through my trunks before dunking her, running my finger through her slit as I did. As she came up coughing and sputtering I stepped over by mom and dried my hands so I could have a smoke. I saw she had already downed her drink so I asked if she wanted another. She said that might help, so I picked up the cold glass and casually ran it across one of her nipples, watching it harden. You should put some lotion on so they don�t burn I mentioned as I turned to leave the pool.
I dried off and went in to make her drink. Wanting to spend time in the pool rather than going in and out for refills I found an Ice bucket, filled it up and grabbed the bottles and mixer that way I could make drinks poolside without getting out of the water. Standing at the back door I decided to watch for a few minutes and see how they interacted. The girl was wrapped legs and arms around mom like she did with me. Moms hands were under her ass holding her like I did and I had to wonder if her fingers were playing. I didn�t have to wonder long. Mom fell backwards, taking her daughter with he and I could see her hands spread the girls ass cheeks apart and a finger on her asshole. After they surfaced, mom picked the girl up again, finger through her slit and dunked her again. She was mimicking my actions as she played with her daughter. Finally I stepped out and set the tray of mixer on the table and got back in the pool. The girl got on a floating chair while I went over and made mom a drink and talked while having another smoke. I asked if she had put sun tan lotion on and she said no she was waiting for me to get back. Without asking I picked up the bottle and squirted some on her tits. You put it on there so you have to rub it in she told me. Rub it in I did. I made sure to pinch and squeeze her titties and nipples and I could see the lust building in her eyes. I asked her if she minded me taking my trunks off, she said it was my pool and I could do what I wanted in it. What if I want you to take your bottoms off? Like I said it�s your pool your rules she whispered. Take your bottoms off I ordered. She shook her head no. Take your bottoms off or I will do it for you. I can�t she said, shaking her head no again. When she said I can�t I took it to mean that I could do it for her. I took the sides of her bikini in my hands and pulled them down and over her hips. She shifted her legs so they fell to the bottom of the pool and stepped out of them, leaving them at the bottom. I didn�t get a look at her cunt as it was below the water but at this point I began to wonder if I had a submissive on my hands. Think about it, it all adds up. Doesn�t complain, is quiet and goes along with whatever takes place, easily to manipulate. I wanted so bad to be naked with them but thought it best not to push it any faster than I already had. There was no doubt in my mind I could do whatever I wanted with either of them if I didn�t push too hard.
Mom got in a floating chair and I handed her the drink before asking the girl if I could have my chair. She asked if she could set on my lap and I told her sure, anytime. As I got in the chair I managed to pull the leg of my trunks open so my hard cock stuck out the leg hole then helped the naked girl into my lap. I had my shades on so mom couldn�t see my eyes watching her as I slowly begin to stroke the girls chest and thighs. Her eyes were focused on her daughters pussy and I could see her getting more and more tense as my fingers slowly stroked their way up. Finally, as I reached her slit, mom relaxed and licked her lips. As I slowly stroked up and down her slit, the daughter had her head back and eyes closed. I noticed mom stroking her fingernail on a hard nipple in time to my stroking. I shifted positions and brought her up so her pussy was out of the water and began probing at her entrance. Soon I pulled the finger up to my lips and locked eyes with mom as I sucked it into my mouth tasting what little taste there was, as the water had washed most of it away. I dipped my finger in her again and held it out, offering it to mom. I could see the look of lust and want in moms eyes, yet she made absolutely no move other than to lick her lips hungrily. I couldn�t coax her over, so I put the fingertip in her daughters mouth and she gently sucked on it, weather she knew it or not she was cleaning herself off my finger tip. I heard my cell phone chime and I knew it was my wife letting me know she was almost home. About this time mom slowly opened her legs and gave me my first good look at her cunt. Like her daughter, she was totally hairless, but as expected a fuller, more womanly cunt. I told her to do what I do and I resumed rubbing the girls slit, to which she dropped a hand in her lap and started rubbing herself. As I brought my finger to either my or her daughters lips, she brought hers to her own lips. My cock was harder than ever and poking up out of the water between the girls legs, though not touching her. I made sure mom saw me wipe a drop of precum off the head and put it to her girls lips and push it in her mouth. Mom dug her fingers in deep and came as she watched her baby girl taste my precum for the first time. Moms cell phone rang, breaking the magic moment. She answered it with a frustrated tone in her voice. After a few short words she hung up and said her husband was almost home and they had to go before he got there. About that time my wife came out the door wrapped in a towel. Mom was startled and I acted surprised. What are you doing home early I asked her. She asked what I was doing while she wasn�t home with a knowing smile on her face. Mom sputtered and stammered out something unintelligible and my wife told her it was ok, she is not the jealous type. Mom explained to her they had to get home and sorry to leave so quickly. The girl complained she didn�t want to leave and my wife asked if it would be ok for her to stay and swim and we would send her home later. With much pleading from her daughter, she finally gave in but said only for another half hour. The girl jumped off my lap and hugged her mom, thanking her profusely. Not quite the way I wanted everything to go, but I guess we take what we can get. Mom got her suit on before getting out of the pool and my wife complained it wasn�t fair, that she didn�t get to play with all of us, meaning mom basically.
Mom left hastily, not even bothering to change and sure enough not ten minutes later we saw her husband pull up. In the mean time my wife had removed her towel and revealed she was naked as she got in the pool. I decided now was a good time to take my trunks off and the girl cheered that we were all naked. We tossed the girl back and forth to her delight. I don�t know about my wife but I was defiantly taking liberties with my hands. We tired after a bit and moved by the table for a smoke. The girl put her goggles on and began swimming around under water as we watched. My wife was stroking my cock and at one point went under water and began sucking on it. As close as she was, and having goggles on I know the girl could see what was going on as she swam around but she never commented about it. My wife came up for air and said she would finish that later, so I took my place in a chair, as did my wife. The girl got in my lap again and this time my cock was free to press against her slit. She rubbed her hand up and down it pressing it into her cunt and against her clit as I toyed with her tiny nipples trying to get them to come to a point. My cell phone rang and I told my wife to answer as she was the closest and I wasn�t expecting any calls. After a hello and a brief pause she said Oh shit, ok thanks and hung up. She said it was the girls mom, and dad was on the way over to get her and we had to get dressed fast. I put my trunks on and the girls had to run in the house fast as both of them had nothing out here to put on. Sure enough dad came around the corner into the pool area just after the gals got inside. He asked where they were and I told him they had went inside a few minutes ago to change as we were about to send his daughter home. He said he hoped she wasn�t being a pest or outstaying her welcome. I assured him they were all welcome over any time, then offered him a beer. He accepted and we went out to the garage in the back to get one. During the conversation he told me he knew his wife and daughter came over a lot for the pool but if at any time they were a bother, what with me working nights and all, to just let him know. I told him that they were no trouble and while he was on the subject I thought he should come over more and learn to relax. He started to make excuses and I interrupted him and said bullshit. You have time after work and on the weekends, my wife loves to entertain and by God he was going to come over and get entertained. He laughed about it and promised to come over tomorrow afternoon. About that time the gals appeared. My wife had on a string bikini that left little to the imagination and his eyes about popped out of his head at the sight of her big tits and hard nipples. If that�s not a good enough reason to come over I don�t know what is I told him as he stared. The girl was in her dress and I knew she was naked underneath. My wife had the sense to grab one of her suits she had left her, get it wet and put it in a bag to make it look as if she actually came over with a suit. The girl ran and jumped into my arms and my hands went under her dress to support her. And to play with her pussy one last time. I wasn�t worried about dad catching me as he was too busy giving my wife a look over. She thanked me for letting her stay and swim and as I sat her down I let my finger trail through the crack of her ass, pausing to tickle her asshole. We said our goodbyes and my wife escorted them to the gate. After she got back to the garage I handed her a beer and told her about the afternoon and instructed her to get as friendly as she could with the dad. Actually I think I told her point bland to try and fuck him to keep him busy while I worked on mom and daughter. If he was fucking her, he couldn�t complain about me fucking his wife. His daughter might be a different story, but you never know, he might be into that too. By the way, my wife finished that blow job right there in the garage with the door open so anyone driving or walking by could see.
Thanks for everyone patiently waiting for the update on Friday. It is really hard with my new schedule to get things down and ready to post as I want to detail as much as I can. As for pictures with the faces blurred out�Are you freaking nuts? They can be unblurred with the right software. As far as pictures, I will get them and post them when and where i can. Afterall this is my adventure, my pool and my rules :)

Finding Daddy in a Good Girl

Hello, Everyone,

From the first person, so a lot of I me my... Am working through a painful D/s breakup and was hoping this would help others, so you're the I me my.

After the blind-siding end of a second long-term DD/lg relationship-- the first a 10-year marriage (not surprising), the last a 10-month 24/7 LDR (breathtakingly surprising. Does 10 months count as long-term?)-- and finding once again that I was moaning about passive-aggressive, narcissistic pussies who THINK they're Daddy Doms but are really submissive cowards, I made myself very quiet and asked myself exactly what I thought a good Daddy was.

As a result, instead of moaning some more, crying into my pillow, or sending him a bajillion texts asking him why he was being such a cunt and letting him talk me back into the relationship (or, rather, manipulate me into talking myself back into the relationship), I went out on a tear (thank God for New Orleans), sloshed home to create a FetLife account, joined some relevant groups, contacted a couple of local people who seemed like they knew their way around the scene, and read myself back into soberville for almost 24 hours straight. And then, I started a list of the qualities I thought were essential in a Daddy Dom.

The list of words became fairly lengthy, so I started a taxonomy and they ended up fitting into groups of three. I'm sure the information architect in me (yes, I'm a geek, shut up.) will further categorize these groups, but it just began to seem... I don't know, lyrical. And then, the word, "compassionate" started resonating. First, my eyes were drawn again and again to that 13-letter composition, and then the sound of its 4 syllables echoed fluidly in my head like water moving, and finally that reciprocal beating of the rhythm of the word with my heart that happens when my body's trying to tell me something began.

It occurred to me that it might be the little girl in me that was trying to soften toward him again after he betrayed my trust for the 4th time in as many months. But no, that softening wasn't happening this time (and still isn't, thank you very much). While thinking about this, the question, "What exactly is a Good Girl?" started whispering, and a new list began. And, guess what?

The lists are virtually identical.

To an independent, perceptive, dominant woman in all other aspects of life, this shouldn't have been the epiphany that it was. How could a woman who prides herself on her unerring spidey sense and strength of character be suckered in by not one, but two men of low character who manipulated the very D/s abandon that led her to them initially?

And that's when I realized that compassion wasn't supposed to be reserved solely for others. Unless you consider the little girl inside of a strong woman to be other. And, I don't anymore. That little girl, I, deserve(s) the same compassion, forgiveness and understanding as Daddy does. A Good Girl requires a Daddy with a strength of character to match her own. Even if that requisite reciprocity comes from being her own Daddy while she searches for the man who truly deserves and appreciates her considerable love, power and control.

So, sit tight, little girl. You've got everything you need in the interim.

Here are the lists, if you're interested:

Daddy Is (1) The Law Of Threes:
https://fetlife.com/users/1864710/posts/1228667]

A Good Girl Is (1) The Law Of Threes:
https://fetlife.com/users/1864710/posts/1229514]

XOXOX,
Rain

We could be PC and pretend masturbating and internet porn don’t exist, but they do. And there is a very big problem with internet porn. Internet porn is a succubus whore from Hell intent on draining you of your vital seed, your testosterone, your energy, and your desire to succeed and conquer.

Or, to put it mildly, masturbating to internet porn does not do a body good. Internet porn is like a drug addiciton. The access to endless variety of porn causes you to constantly search for the “perfect” scene. This leads to massive overstimulation of the brain, the overstimulation causes a dopamine (dope) release into the brain (your fix). After you have an orgasm it’s like coming down off a drug. After all that excitement, that endless stimuli for the brain, your body just shuts off and you turn into a lazy piece of shit. How many time have you been about to do something, decided to just have a “quick one”, and by the end 30 minutes later had no motivation to do anything? I already know the answer: a lot.

Here are 10 reasons to stop masturbating to internet porn:

1) Internet porn saps you of precious energy – When you give up the porn and the endless masturbation sessions you have a lot more energy and drive. You want to get out and take care of business. You want to make money, you want to hit the weights, and you want to go and talk to that cute little blonde in the cereal aisle – and you just may have blueballs enough to do it.

2) Internet porn can lead to erectile dysfunction – Keep at it and eventually you will only be aroused by internet porn. Right now guys in their TWENTIES and even guys in their TEENS are having trouble getting hard without porn. They have to keep finding more and more disgusting and outrageous porn scenes to satisfy their hunger. Eventually nothing will do it but seeing a naked black man buttfucking a dog. That’s serious business. Keep up with the porn and it will happen to you too.

3) Internet porn will make you want to stop having sex – Why bother with sex when you have every fantasy in the world available at one of your hands? Japan is a notoriously porn friendly country. Japan is saturated with porn. In Japan there is an entire culture of young guys called “Herbivores”. These herbivores have no desire for sex. All this porn and now the guys don’t want girls, they want sex with their hand, or sex with robots or nothing at all. Japan now has the lowest birthrate in the world. Can you see the connection?

4) After you stop masturbating to internet porn your voice may become deeper – Straight from the horses mouth, this is what guys who have stopped masturbating are saying happens.

5) After you stop masturbating to internet porn you will have more self control and will power – I’m telling you from personal experience you just plain feel better and stronger and more masculine. It’s the opposite feeling after masturbating to internet porn.

6) After you stop masturbating to internet porn your Testosterone will rise – According to this article, Testosterone is slightly higher when abstaining from orgasm. And it does rise slightly during sexual activity—before dropping back down to normal. Having sex with a real life girl increases your testosterone while having sex with your hand and sitting in front of a computer with 5 different pages open decreases it. I don’t need a science article to tell me that, I know it to be true from experience.

7) After you stop masturbating to internet porn you will become calmer, more rational, and less anxious – Again, straight from the horses mouth. Check out the link below to see all the positive results guys are getting.

8) You will become more attractive to women – Let’s assess the situation. Who do you think women find more attractive? A) Guys who spend their time in the dark, jacking off to endless streams of porn, finish after about an hour, take a nap, finally make it out in the sunlight (or not) and can’t even look them in the eye. Or B) Guys who don’t spend their time playing with themselves for hours, are full of testosterone, not having spilled their precious seed twice that day, have a deeper voice, and have the ability to make eye contact.

Easy answer.

9) You can stop getting viruses on your computer- Viruses are a pain in the ass and can sometimes take days to deal with. Most computer viruses come from porn. Eliminate the source, eliminate the virus.

10) If you can’t believe me, then take the word of these gentlemen who beat their addiction to internet porn and reaped the benefits – There are 90 pages worth of positive results. I’ve only quoted from the first few pages:

“I really like where I’m at now. I am so much calmer. I am losing my rage and anger which I am glad about. I have found out that the temper I had was linked to this addiction.”
“Social anxiety was the problem I faced right from my childhood. (I was too much interested in science, unlike normal kids, so I always had a feeling that I was not “one of them.”) I experienced huge improvement in my confidence and selfassurance since cutting out porn. I have more energy now and I am exercising daily. (I never did before.) I now perceive myself as a self-assured, successful guy, rather than some introverted jerk.”
“Daily exercise and porn abstinence really seem to help. I am enjoying my new lifestyle now. In contrast, after I started watching porn, my social anxiety was boosted.”
“I’ve noticed the longer I stay away from porn that it’s easier to talk to them [women], flirt and get into conversations.”
“One week after quitting porn and masturbation I met a new girl, which even a month ago would have been unimaginable to me”.
“Another thing is the extra attention I’m getting from the opposite sex. I’ve never really had a problem talking to girls and they’ve spoke to me in the past of course, but it’s incredible how often girls start random conversations with me now! At a recent wedding I went to, for example, there were few people on the dance floor and I decided to get up and have a dance with my aunties. Then all of a sudden I was surrounded by women who were all grabbing me and wanting to dance with me! I’ll be honest; it felt good to have that attention!”
“It’s amazing how much of a difference there is. I’m a lot less nervous, more coherent, confident, everything. It really does feel like my real personality can come out.”
“The effect on my social life keeps getting better. I’m finding it really easy to talk to people, especially women. Someone made a comment to me the other day at my salsa class. Something like, “You like to talk to the ladies, don’t you?” I didn’t even notice because I was having so much fun but, when I think about it, he was right.”
“[Later] I started doing push-ups at work with some of the guys. When I started out I was at like 15 push-ups, and I was struggling. Well today is the first time I have been able to do them with these guys since I have gone 60 days with just a couple orgasm/ejaculations. They were shocked at how many push ups I could do. They all commented on not seeing anyone increase from where I was at about 2 months ago to what I am at now. Today I did 200 (not all at one time ). Maybe not superman but a big improvement in a couple months.”
“The other is the way I carry myself. I walk with more confidence. I feel better about myself. I do not feel like isolating myself as much as I did in the past. Well actually the longer I go without porn the more the desire to be with a woman is increasing.”
“[Later] Today is day 50 without porn. My body has healed very well. NO ED problems or weak ejaculations like I suffered from just a few months ago. So giving up porn and fantasy and going without orgasm (mostly) for just this period of time has made big steps in healing the damage I had done to myself. I also learned that I have gone far enough that I can recover my peace of mind a little more easily after an ejaculation.”
“When I do semen retention for 2 weeks, I notice these benefits: 1) Face looks radiant and energetic (I may get occasional double glances from girls in shopping mall or street) 2) Expression looks carefree (not struggling for more energy, or not worrying about negative stuff) More natural confidence without needing to adjust thoughts. 3) Voice gets deeper and more charming (This, strangely, makes both men and women like to talk with you.) 4) More positive thoughts (The negative thoughts that used to bother seem so minor and irrelevant – I can ‘get over’ issues easier.) 5) More calm emotionally and easier to control myself 6) Exponential increase of stamina and physical energy/strength.”

Sounds like the guys quoted above had other social problems in addition to porn addiction, but even for the Average Joe quitting porn and masturbation has real benefits. Keep your precious seed for yourself. Don’t give it away every few hours while taking the drug of internet porn. Let the confidence and the testosterone build up inside of you instead of spilling it every day. And when you do give it away, give it to a girl and not a kleenex. Winners don’t spend their time jacking off. Of this I am sure. Try it for 30 days and see for yourself. You may just like the results. I know I do.

The circle of Life
We are driven by expectations.
And because of that we crash, we burn.
But we stand from Ashes
and then make new memories.
Even on those times when you remember the pain can get something good from it, a lesson, strength or wisdom.
And there will be some that even with the pain, will draw a smile on your face.
" If she's amazing, she won't be easy.
If she's easy, she won't be amazing.
If she's worth it, you won't give up.
If you give up, you're not worthy...
Truth is, everyone is going to hurt you;
you just gotta find the ones worth
suffering for " Bob Marley

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Part 3 of gyno story

The doctor was seriously waiting for my ass to get tighter. He said that my anus is turned inside ouf after fisting and it wouldn't be fun.
After about 5-10 minutes, when I had calmed down a bit, he came and said "I finished my coffee, now we can start".
He put his gloves back on and started lubricating that 40"inch colon tube that starting with 1" diameter and gradually increases to 3" in diameter with two 3,5" retaining balls before end.

The doctor started pushing that thing in my asshole. The first few inches weren't that painful, but after about 10 inches the pain started to increase sharply. I started screaming through the gag and started shedding tears. He didn't care, he just kept pushing deeper and deeper.

About 15 inches from the end, he couldn't push it any deeper. I kept crying and snot flowing when I was in pain.

 He was pulling out and pushing deeper inside little by little. It got bigger and deeper in my body and it hurt more and more. It was probably a soundproof room because it was impossible for anyone to hear my crying and screaming.

When he thrust the entire 40 inches into me, including the larger 3.5" ball part, nurse connected it to the hose from the water bag.She turned it on and my stomach started to get bigger as my anus filled with water. He slowly pulled colon tube out of me. 

When he pulled it out of me, he quickly thrust 9" long huge 4" diameter butt plug in. He couldn't push the end in anymore, so he pushed with all his strength to get it in. It was an extreme pain, that I could feel my pelvis expanding.

I cried so much that my whole body was shaking. I was so tied up that it was impossible to get out of that chair. 

After a while, they pulled plug out of my anal and told me to empty it all into a bucket.

The doctor said we're going to finish but he still wants to try the new DP fucking machine with "horse" dildos. The nurse brought the machine in and spread the lubricant all over dildos.
The doctor came in and stuck one in my ass and the other in my vagina. Set machine to 30min with full insertion. It was really painful in both holes, but I felt a pleasant sensation in my vagina a little, but still it hurts a lot.

After 30 minutes, both huge dildos were pumped fake cum in my holes. Doctor pulled out dildos from my pussy and ass. Cum started to flow out of both holes. I was relieved that it was all over.

He looked at my tearful and sobbing face with a gag in my mouth for a moment and then said "One last time". He put all 5 fingers together and shoved his hand into my ass with all his strength. I started screaming and moving around with my whole body (not much because I was strapped to gyno chair)

When he finished fisting my asshole, he quickly pulled out his hand. It hurt terribly but at the same time I felt relieved. My ass was turned inside out. 

He shoved a tampon the size of a penis up my ass after the hole was a little tighter and then gave me a diaper. It was so humiliating.When the doctor finished his work, he told the nurse to "clean up and untie her" and he sat down at the table. He began writing papers evaluating the performance of experiment.

When she untied me, I wiped away the tears and snot, that were both all over my face after this 4 hours hell. I didn't say a word, I just kept sobbing and crying. After this "experiment" of theirs, I was almost unable to walk. When they saw me, they gave me crutches and helped me get into the taxi that they called. Thanked me and waved at me. When I got home, I was glad it was over.

Prof keeps asking when and the teacher messaged to lol.. I’m getting in trouble again :p
thought maybe to wear this dress for my date with her my Lord, slave is all ready and well have some new thoughts that you might like. Actually my Master inspired me for a lot.. I think i was a little dumbass again lol… oh and i can cash I gave it a thought.. actually wanted to tell you the other day but you were busy.. a little sad that my Master feels unwell. Hope by tomorrow you feel all better and let me make it up for you. Because I can’t be selfish at all x.. 
I know you are unwell but if you find strength for one message before i start my task tomorrow would be perfect x

My girlfriend had been on her course of the pill and it had fucked with her guts, for some reason her cycle wasn't right. she had been bleeding for what seemed an entire life time and my cock needed some loving. i would normally just throw her in the shower and make the sea go red but because of complicated living arrangements, we have kinda got to behave ourselves. . . .anyway, i couldn't hold out any longer and one night as we got into bed, i greased my poll with lube and forced ass sex upon her. we had done this before but she had always complained and moaned and never really got into it but this particular time i had caught her at a good moment and i think the absence of some good dick really got her in the mood. i started off slow but after not getting any for 2 weeks, begun to really get a fuck on and her ass was taking a pounding, she cum hard and when she did, her cheeks squeezed so tight, i couldnt't help it and exploded. next day she tx'd me saying how she loved it and enjoyed it so much that i had to knock one out on the strength of it. . . . amazing?

I missed an opportunity to be bad (and I'm having regrets of not going through with it). LONG STORY

Was in a work setup where a female colleague (let's call her R) and I had to stay in an Airbnb condo for a couple of weeks. I admit that R was my type body-wise (she had small love handles, her armpit to sideboob area is very "eatable" and her hips and thighs are to die for). Unfortunately, I had kept a professional distance with R. Other than office events, I had never been with R outside of office settings and we have kept mostly professional with our interactions. It was safe to say that I find her attractive but we were only office friendly (we were both with someone at the time).

On the early weeks of our stay, it became very apparent to me that R likes to drink and party hard. She usually does old-game in our place before heading out (she'd down a couple shots of tequila and some cans of beer). I've even went with her in some of her outings. Nothing special, just hard drinking and harder partying.

Now here's the part where the opportunity presented itself:
There was a night where she came home drunk from a party and decided to start drunk dancing while chugging down shots of tequila. She pulled me out from my room (was doing work) and asked me to be her drinking buddy (of course I indulged her). As a testament to her drinking strength, she downed half a bottle of Patron all by herself within 30 mins (I also got drunk with a couple shots of gin and 2 bottles of Blue Moon). She was so drunk that she could longer stand without swaying and she was practically zonked out. As a good friend and colleague, I carried her (we were shoulder to shoulder) to her room and laid her on the bed (at this point there was nothing inappropriate going on). While I was moving her to her side (so she won't asphyxiate in case she vomits) she started undressing to her underwear (pair of black lingerie). I was trying not to stare while positioning her but R started pulling down my shorts while she was kicking off her dress. By instinct, I stepped back in surprise. With me out of her reach, she tells me to take pictures of her. She starts moving around attempting to look seductive. She even moved her panties to the side as a tease (showing her pussy with a good trim of bush). Better judgement aside (note that I'm drunk too), I started taking a video of her. She was clearly drunk in the vid but it was hot nonetheless. After a minute or two of her drunk posing, she passes out. Given that she is on her back again, I approached to set her to her side. While my hand was on her back, she wakes up and reaches out again to my shorts. This time around, I let her pull it down since I want to already move her to her side (boxers were still on). After my shorts were at my ankles, she pulled her panties down, completely exposing herself. She then grabbed my hand and placed it on top of her pussy (I think she wanted to put it in but she was so drunk). At this point, I was shocked and still. I was not sure what to do (this is the first time I ended in this situation). After a couple of moments, she said "fuck me already". After hearing this, I instinctively started fingering her (what can I say, I got horny too). She reacted to my fingers (2 digits, g spot rubbing) with light moaning and saying "Good, but I want hard dick..." She was too drunk that she did not finish and passed out. At this point my dick was hard and bulging through my boxers. I'm also sure that she was staring at it before she passed out.

Now the painful part: Given that she's passed out, I ultimately decided to not pursue it forward (in hindsight, it was my good boy reflex). I pulled my fingers out, fixed her bra (a tit was out at this point) set her on her side, covered her with her blanket and got out of the room. For the remaining period that we were there, we never got that risky again. We never got to talked of what happened again. We remained colleagues until I transferred to another company.

I could have fucked her and HARD. Thinking about it, if I was a little move devious back then, I could have tested all of her holes without any problems (I have never tried rough anal at that point).

My perverted checklist (that I have obviously missed):

1. Rough Anal (she was passed out. Just a rub of lotion to my dick and I could go in already)
2. Throat Fuck
3. Fucking her in Kama Sutra Positions
4. Tit and Armpit fuck
5. Fuck Buddy opportunity (I think she wanted something to happen between us. She just never brought it up )

My wife just laughed when I told her about the OraJel thing but told me she had a friend who worked at a store and she would talk to him and see if he could steal a case or two from work. About a week later I got a call ,the guy said he was my wifes friend and he had the orajel I asked for and he would come over with it on Friday after five and to have his money . I wasnt expecting two cases but had the money to pay him ,I was suprised that he sold it to me so cheap and said he would have two more cases every month and id better have the money or else,so I agreed .Everything was going smoothly till he asked me if I really used it on my sissy dick like my wife said or was she lying.I was so humiliated but she made me explain it .When you use extra strength orajel as lube when you jack off as well as filling the end of a condom and wearing it all day it makes you lose feeling in your penis,eventually it goes away forever from what I read.Also if it is squirted in the pee ho;e it makes it so you cant feel it when you cum or pee He laughed and told me to jack off with it right then ,I had to obey ,,or be punished then forced to obey .My wife made sure I always did what I was told and loved to spank me if I didnt,,so I undressed ,squirted several tubes into my hand and was teased and humiliated till I exploded in my free hand,then to make it worse I licked my cum up while they watched also. That was just over two months ago and now my sissy clitty is totally numb and has stopped getting hard . I keep a jell filled condom on at all times except to shower and when I used to play with it . Even if I am lucky enough to have an orgasm I kind of feel it inside me but I dont feel it in my dick like before. Also if you dont feel it when you are peeing you dont know it is happening and cant stop it till you are soaked.The man who my wife said was just a friend is really one of her lovers,thats why he sells it so cheap so I would make it so I cant get it up and he takes my place fucking my wife.

I love the feeling of satisfying a man. Feeling hungry hands on my body, searching and looking and feeling the strength and desire within the hands.

A very recement memory is when I met Ali, never been with a brown dude before, but the way he kissed me, sucked on my nipples, folded my legs over my head and started to fuck me.

He came in my ass without telling me, for a split second i was enraged. What the fuck I dont know this man, but as I felt his manliness empty inside me and felt his body relaxing after seeding me I was overjoyed.

I need to feel that again

I confess I hate my peaceful upbringing. By that I mean that my parents and all the surrounding people always said, violence was no solution. As a child you dig that. You dig that so strong that you don't increase your strength because you don't need it as violence was no solution. Women don't respect you cause you cannot win through without a basis in strength. I told my parents about being beaten and all they did was say "violence is no solution".

Even now I still have this belief that was proven false a zillion times in my life instilled in myself. I think the reason why my punches are still weak stem from this. And the pieces of shit called my parents still think what they did was right.

And others tune in. No one looks at violence as an opportunity all they do is judge even the slightest amount of violence. All of that while the state uses violence on a daily basis. And when I was attacked, instead of suggesting to learn how to fight - and what is more to support me doing that(there are more than enough reasons to stop martial arts) they said the one attacking was stupid and did something wrong. That's all. He did something wrong. Yeah right. He shagged beautiful women, he accomplished an university degree and he beat me. And all these pieces of shit say is "he did something wrong". As if he cared.

The tip of iceberg: I told my mother I was attacked recently and she said, you are old enough you should be able to defend yourself.

All my life she prepared me for helplessness just to tell me that a man should be able to do X and Y just because he is grown up..