Heres my confession....
Ive always had this thing for anal sex...Freudian psychology and his bullshit may play a roll but I was never touched or done wrong as a child, anyway...

The first time I had anal sex was with a girl in College...she really didnt like giving head but she loved sex..so one night in a drunkin talk I told her I wanted to stick her in the ass, she would be my first...she replied "its been a long time!" lol yeah right bitch you in college fucking everybody lolol... She agreed and I grabbed some "baby oil" lol...I was still using comdoms at the time so I gently proceeded to put myself inside of her...she moaned low and deep until it was all the way in :-) I started to stoke her gently as she told me to not go to fast. Soon after about 5 mins her asshole was open enough to pound!!! I absolutely loved it!!! Of course I came and that was it :-):-):-)

Alight so the next time we linked I told her I wanted to do it again she agreed but this time half way thru the anal session the condom broke. I felt it immediately but I couldn't stop myself...I kept going and it felt so so so so so so good. And actually before this point in my sexual history I had never raw sex..only protected so this sensation was very new :-):-):-):-):-):-):-)

Okay now here is my true confession....A few years later, I had sex with a chick and she was used to anal sex. I trusted her so I proceeded in her raw...about 15min later I looked down at my dick and it was becoming brown...at first I wanted to stop because I started to smell the odor but then I found myself not able to control myself...I LOVE DIRTY ANAL SEX!!!! ITS JUST SOO RAW and NASTY. I LUV I LUV I LUV....I begin to fuck her harder and harder harder and busted a big ass nut in her ass. She then bent over and pushed it all out...I almost fainted from excitment!

My Confession!!!

I'm confused. I love sexually dominating women. But I'm not sure if the attraction is the power you get from the bondage, or the power from teasing them and driving them beyond the limits they previously had, or the knowledge that they're letting you do what you want to do and trusting you won't lose control.

The thought of a woman in a 4 point, be it hog tie or tied to bed or spreader... fucking exhilarating. There's that moment when I gently pour oil down their ass crack, and they know exactly where this goes. They feel the slight pressure. They feel it build. There's this conflict, they want to tighten up, but they're also wanting to relax. Then there's that moment, and they slip over, and it's in. They don't want it in their ass. I know they don't like it in their ass. But I patiently pressed, and there it is, they've got a plug in their ass. That's just the beginning.

Once it's in I'll tease, nipples, back, neck, fingering them right to that edge. To be a real asshole I even leave their panties on. They want to cum, but they don't want to seem easy, so they resist... but eventually there's no choice and it sends them over. They're so sensitive... Theres always this feeling of bliss and failure. Always a big wet spot and a reminder that i got them off with a plug up their ass.

Most would assume you plug, you finger, you fuck... nope. Now it's personal. Now I find something else to tease them with. Could be their toy, could be a paint brush, maybe a toothbrush, could be a vegetable, possibly their high heel, or a marker, or a hairbrush, could even be their husband's favorite cigar. But I'll have something personal to make sure they get fucked good. Something personal, something theyll remember. I want them cumming even harder this time. After they cum I'll usually leave it in. If they're tied to the bed I'll ride their face. If they're hog tied or bent over they know they're getting skull fucked. But it's not rough, it's not gagging... I throat fuck them and I enjoy it. If I cum I try to cum on their face. Again they don't want a facial. I know they hate cum on their face, but they let me do it. A few times they've asked me to wipe it off. If they do I use their panties.

So by the time I finally fuck them they've accepted a plug in their ass, sticky warm cum on their face, and two really good teasings. All of that builds to a great fuck... I let them think i forgot but i never do. Its like a cherry on top. They felt it the whole time. As they feel it start to slide they know.... the plug is coming out and they're about to get ass fucked. Putting it in their ass is fun. Hearing them admit I'm in their ass is even better... but yeah as dominant as I can be it's the tease that really gets me.

The women I've dominated range from 23 to 56. So many firsts for so many of them. Most never let a partner put even a finger in their ass before. Half never used objects, a few never gave blowjobs and most never had cum play... Some have done cuffs, or a leash, but full bondage is new for them. And yet they let me do all that and more, because they trust me.

I confess that I don't feel sorry for the people in Calgary whose homes are flooded and destroyed. They're all rich assholes so why the fuck should anyone care? If they can afford their million dollar homes, then they sure as hell can afford to replace them.

That entire province is full of greedy fucks. They didn't want to share the fortune from their oil sands with the rest of Canada and now they're crying for help. Ha! Let them suffer and clean the mess up themselves.

My favorite thing to do is fuck a woman in the ass. It takes so much patience. They never want it. You have to take it slow, takes months. Get her off. Keep getting her off. Get her to the point that just thinking about you gets her wet. They always react the same. They're willing to bend over. They're excited by the oil poured down their crack. They're hesitant to move their arms back and hold their ass cheeks but they do it. They usually jump as the fingertips brush against their asshole. But fingering her pussy with the other hand quickly calms her down. Get her worked up, gently work a finger in her ass. She squirms, but you'll get there. More oil, more fingering, more ass play. By the time I start to press my cock against her asshole she's already overloaded. Slight pressure, let it build, let her struggle and complain as I slide it in. There's always 4 stages, doesn't want it in her ass, can't believe it's in her ass, begging you to take it out, and finally accepting her fate. I love that last stage. She's relaxed, I keep going, I get her to admit it's in her ass a couple times, keep going, and just unload. I always leave it in after. She knows I went. I know I went. But it comes out when I feel like it. Afterwards I always get that defiant, angry look of defeat. That's when you know she'll never tell her husband. She may have cheated before, but she'll never risk her husband knowing she took it up the ass. I own her now.

I always wished to find an Asian massage parlor that gave the happy ending. I recently discovered there are dif sites that show parlors local to your area that do just that. So today I got up the nerve and went to one. The first time I’d ever even been to any massage parlor. It was awesome! I could tell right away that the place was shady enough that this was the place for me! Not danger shady but happy ending shady. So I walk in was guided straight to a room and asked to pay $50. She then told me to take my clothes off and I asked everything? She said yes and walked out for a moment. I almost set my phone up in a way to record but chickened out. Got naked and laid down with a small towel over my ass. Unfortunately I prob got the oldest lady there but she looked decent so it didn’t bother me. When she got back she almost immediately took the towel off and began massaging me. She would lean forward at my head to rub down my back and put her crotch right on my hands. I guess testing the waters I would rub lightly every time. She began to rub my ass and kind of spread my legs open more and more so when she was massaging my add she would touch my asshole and balls a little. That went on for about 30 mins or more. The massage was actually great. Then she finally told me to roll over so I did and she did the hand job gesture asking me if I wanted to. Obviously I said yes and she asked how much more I’d pay. I said $50. So $100 in total. She got the oil and bare handed began to jack me off. I asked if I could touch her while she did and she put my hand on her ass which was cool. It wasn’t long and I busted all over her hand and myself while I was squeezing her ass. She cleaned me up I gave her the $ and that was it. Can’t wait to go back and get one of the younger girls that were there!Oh and another note as I was laying there naked other girls would come in and out to get snacks or something out of her mini fridge in the room lol. I’ll also set my phone up to capture what I can. It will be low but we should be able to get the action shot!!so to anyone thinking about it DO IT! If you’ve ever seen a place in your town and thought I bet that place does happy endings they probably do! I had ridden by this place 100 times thinking they probably did! 

Somewhere around 2018, I decided I wanted to finally get a happy ending massage. I went into one of those generic "Massage" parlors that's in a small shopping center. It actually had a buzzer at the door for them to unlock.At the desk was an older Asian woman probably in her late 40s. I asked for a 30 minute deep tissue massage and she took me over to one of the rooms. She told me to undress, lay facedown, and put the towel over my back. I did it the short way which only covered my butt but when she came in she lifted it totally off my body, for sure got a look at me naked, and put the towel lengthwise. Overall, the massage was okay and not too strong, although I wished it was. I can tell I was at the right place when eventually she took the towel off and are rubbing my bare ass. Also, she definitely focused on my inner thighs. Before the flip over to the front, there was the hot towel wipe down, followed by a light touch, almost tickle with the fingertips all over my body especially the inner thighs and basically near my asshole. This got my really hard.When she asked me to flip over she actually did cover my privates.  While standing at my head, she did a little massage of my chest, and not too long she worked her way down to my to abs and grazed my dick. I opened my eyes and to my surprise, it was a different woman who was a younger 20 something Asian and cute. She gave a stroking gesture and asked if I wanted it. I said, "Sure if that's okay with you" and she said, "I don't want to get in trouble". I said that I won't tell anyone. She went ahead and poured more oil on my dick and went on with the happy ending. They really know how to give good hand jobs with a nice firm grip on the shaft when stroking and massaging the balls and taint. I'll be honest, I probably lasted only 1 minute at most because I hadn't masturbated or had sex in a week on purpose for a huge load. And it was definitely hard and a lot. She got me so good my first squirt went past my head and the others up my neck. She was certainly surprised but pleased with her job. 

Since that day I've gone to a handful of different places, some more than once. It's been a few years since the last time but I plan on going again.

For those that have had a happy ending massage, what have your experiences been like? Please share too. 🙂