I'm a 21 year old guy and tonight I'm going to suck my first cock! I've been masturbating to gay porn for a while and I met a guy online who is willing to swap head. I hope I love it cuz I feel like I'd be a great slut. I might even ask him to top me if I'm lucky! I'll let you all know how it goes and maybe even get pics

took 120mg of adderall xr and masturbated for nearly twelve hours. i thought i was straight until after about the 8th hour my friend (who's gay) showed up i told him what i had going on....he offered to help me out. never done anything gay/bi until today and i skipped every levell and ended up letting him cum in my mouth....and enjoyed it! now i have someone to swap oral with! strangely wonderful!

I am born male.
I truly feel alone and afraid.
Mid 50's and still anytime there is interest in me I am placed in the same two boxes be it any gender or how one wishes to be seen.

Females so far lean to me being alpha/Dom or beta/sub and in all cases told I am to provide for them in all ways.

Males are kinda the same.

Trans are same except for one person who I wish did get the job and move here (it was talking about the area I live in that in time included watching tv on the phone together and as close as one can that way).
We had so much in common and she got and was fine with how being white and not around many people told her I feared messing up not knowing if I had learned any bad ways of being or thinking by years of growing up with all that goes on in the south. She laughed and said already I so kind that she assumed If I did anything it would be small and a simple goof and she would guide me as I was a keeper. If we had got together, she said she was who she wanted to be and would not change. We were open and just blunt. She was a woman with a dick that worked. I was so sweet it did not matter how when we did share our self with each other the way we did. She wanted me to be at ease and we would figure it out. She did ask me to consider all the ways we could. We talked about it. It would have worked as we both (for the pleasure of the other) wanted slow foreplay,kissing,touching,masturbation,oral,anal finger and toying and anal both ways.
She would help me get clean and said she knew how to treat her man and keep him very happy. She wanted me to let her care for me and please me in any way I ever had dreamed and new ways we found. She could hear on the phone my breath and voice sound like my heart was pounding.
We knew what we looked like and at the paper she worked at I could verify the pic she sent was her :)

With her there was no alpha/beta/Dom/sub... That was what we both found so great about what was going on with us. We would guide each other and she was upfront that she was a giving person wanting to give me pleasure and make me happy. She told me to be open as she never would be like others had I told her of....

I told her I wanted to please her too. I was a giving lover and if it was ok then at any time I may feel the urge to cuddle, hold, want to touch her and fondle her and just melt away doing that. I also did not fear just out of the blue giving oral and swallowing or sharing a kiss if that was ok. She was the same and told me we would be little bunny rabbits cuddling alot then.

She told me their would be times she would want to watch me as I gave anal and she wanted me to only do it in ways it felt the best for me and cum freely, she take care of everything. With her and how she was I told her I wanted her to do the same. Being equal and not into all the who takes from who and all that, we were free to do anything we felt be it for us or the other or together....
That is so hard to find and why I wish someone had not just change their mind and give the job to someone else... (being local I could keep up with what was going on at the paper and it seemed odd how it all went to someone who in the end got fired...
She would have been great there and in my life...

I guess the point is inside I have emotions and love not shown like males in porn and what many seem to want.
I find I am like many vids and pics of females who love each other and show it with care and much warmth but no domination or degrading for ones pleasure.

After so many years of being told my place would be this and that, She was of same soul as I am.

She had to go far west of even where she was to get the same better job. I was happy for her but still dream of what so far no one else is.....

I keep it to myself as It has been made clear from others idea of who I should be that I would be used or hurt. I wait for someone who is like her and also like her, finds interest in the same things I think of that I favor here. People have truly had hate just because I am pansexual or in short, If shown love and cared for as I dream then I can love anyone as long as they have real love for me.

I have wrote before how I respect all who respects others and truly care and their actions back that up.
I wrote how with all the harm in the world being done to others that I do not understand why so much open hate is shown to others here when that type of "play" should be between them and who wants it and not someone they do not even know....

I wrote that as it seems nothing I say is defended or supported who ever it is about and how truly nice I mean it about the pic or vid or post...
When a stranger just blocks you and you never have said a thing or they write you with hate and degrading words or attack your posts the same way it just makes someone like me so afraid and I just leave everyone alone keeping out of their way...

Please do not take this next part in a bad way. It is based on a real post and what I would think if it could be trusted.

A gay father has a son who is afraid of people like I am and seem to have been beat and so on at a young age as I did by others my age in school.

Seems they all have much in common with me so that would have been a good start.

I am over 50, the son is over 40, the father and his husband are early 60s.
The son is a full vers. ad the father is a vers top and his husband is a vers top.
They have the means and wish to find someone with much in common with their son who is very giving and they do not want taken advantage of....

The son and they talked... He is ok if the person they find becomes in bond married to him and them.
The son is not huge and that is fine with me. He has the same issue as no one is freely full vers and giving but not a sub.

His size with my help WOULD make me cum anal only. He is 3". And yes I would want to please him too and find what makes him cum from anal only.

That is just anal... All other ways above with the transgender I spoke of I think he would like too.

What the son talked about to them is if they could love that person as he did then chances are his size would not be an issue (as I said it would not for me)...

I would if real love be open to a real loving bond with all of them.
The father was a virgin when married his wife and then divorced and got the son. The only other IS his husband he is with now and they all are clean (and think of it, They would not risk their son or them self so it makes sense they wish someone who would not and has not taken risks or cheat as an option for all of them).

To have three people who care and love you and take care of you as they listed is like a family but also allows deeper connections and bonds.

In that setting, I could be as dirty as my inner desires dream.
They do not seem to do anything with the son so I assume I could be with the son or when them. The son can watch of that is what they want or what ever.
If I am in the middle and that's ok then I have no issues with what is ok with them all.

They say they and their son in private are more feminine than males and hope the other is also.

In that setting for sure of giving to each other, A few dreams I have some nights I would like to try.

One is they fondle and kiss me all over, play and suck my nipples. They slowly anal play till I am slick and ready on my own. They slowly penetrate me little bits at a time. When all is smooth they make love till they get to their edge and then swap.
I would like them to do this as long as they can and see how many times they can make me orgasm from anal only.
When we all are about given out, I want them to orgasm in me and we cuddle.

Another is I am in the middle giving anal and getting it.
Many ways that can go.
If the one giving cums then they swap.
I edge for my pleasure as they swap till I cum.

Another is before anal, we enjoy oral many times till we all have given to each other.
Then if they are still turned on by my desires, They swap one giving oral as one gives anal.
When I cum the one swallows and sucks hard as I tell the one giving anal to take me.
After they cum, swap places.

There are times it would be nice for any of them to fine me, show me their clean hole, suck me hard and tell me to take them.

If they are ok with their son and my lover being there, Then I have a special idea :)

My lover and I 69...
As we nurse on the others cock, the others give me anal swapping and we do that as long as we can as many times we can cum as we can.

It is funny I am not ever going out and doing all I dream... But I hope someone who is like minded and loves in ways as I do sees this and will do anything to care for and love me for all I am to and for them for all they do and give to me.

Well... That's all for now... If you are someone who hides and wishes for me as I am like you, Well, Keep looking here as you can find me if you will give and do anything for me. Hire a PI or what ever :)
Just be ready to prove your not like what I have run into on my own so far.... I look and try but domination is all they want to do to me or make me a slave....

It is not that I can not be sexual and be that like crazy... I just will not be ab_used ( I can not believe the bot banned the way I used that word. Soon all will be banned sadly), harmed, degraded ,placed at risk or used.

To real loving souls who would move the world for me, protect me, care for all of me, wish to make me happy and content forever..... My mind opens to much more than many. No harm or such.... But I will only say this... A woman is not the only being who can be attracted to a being whose loyal and will protect with all they are and show real love. As long as it is with love and care, So much is open to dream.....

If this draws hate, that backs what I have said. I have done nothing to anyone.

an asian dude walks into a bar.
theres a gay dude working as the bartender.
asian- "gimme a beer you queer"
bartender- "hey dont talk like that to me"
asian- "just hurry up, beer, here, queer!"
bartender- "how would you like it if you were working here and i came in and said something like that to you?"
asian- "what do you mean"
bartender- "come behind the bar and then i'll go out there and show you"
so they swap sides.
bartender- "hey gimme a drink, chink!"
asian- sorry we dont serve faggots in here!!!! lol

I AM A PROFESSIONAL HARDCORE TECHNO DJ AND PRODUCER BUT MY PANTY FETISH HAD GONE I TO FULL BODY SWAP ROLEPLAY. NO NOT GAY OR CURIOUS I AM A HARDCORE LESBIAN READY TO BE ABUSED BY SOME HARDCORE LADIES. I LOVE ROLEPLAYING TO BE ASLUTTY WHORE. ADDICTED TO YOGA PANTS PANTIES AND SATANIC RITUALS WHEN I SMOKE 💨 ICE. I live e panties making tho HGH wearing yoga pants use a razor like a girl to cum.

I am a straight white guy. I love interracial porn. I would never do anything with a man. But there's a few things that I question and leans towards the gay side. I know some of it's fucked up when I get spun I dont give a fuck I would do it. If 2 huge black dicks were both fucking a white girls pussy at the same time and somehow I could slide my dick in between theirs while they fucked her. Id also love to fuck a girl missionary while she was surrounded all around by black dicks. black dicks hanging all over,jacking off cumming all over her. Cover her in cum while I watch and fuck her. There couldnt be enough black dicks on her 4 me. I would gladly turn my wife out to black men. I'm not above blindfolding her tieing her up and quitely swapping out with a black man and never telling her. I would let him get her pregnant and let her think it was mine. I'd even tie her up and let her watch as i opened up the door for big dicked black guys to come in and run a train on her for hours. cumming in her while she could do nothing about it but take it. I'd love black guys to wreck her pussy.

So my wife has been trying to have me open up so she can get kinky in bed and stick her finger in my butt during sex, but I won't let her. For some reason, I just can't let her, but secretly she doesn't know that I have used her dildo in my ass. I have used it 4times and though it takes me days to recover I love it. For seem reason I have the hardest time letting her touch anywhere near that area, but I love using her dildo on my ass.

So we have an open marriage and are also are swingers. Well we met this couple where both were bi, now my wife is bi, but I was not so we swapped but I just did things with his wife. Well about a month later he texted my wife asking if we could swap again but after I finished in his wife, he could suck my dick. Now at first, I was disgusted by this, but lately I have been rethinking it, and well.........I want to lose my anal virginity to him.

Idk why, but suddenly I almost get hard thinking of anal sex. I know i am not gay, and I could never kiss a man, but for some reason I want to be fucked by a dude. And sadly I still can't let my wide touch my ass. Idk how I am going to let him fuck me, I can't even let my wife touch my ass, but I get hard just thinking of him fucking my ass.

Saturday night I invited a guy over to experience my first gay experience. I was extremely nervous, but excited when there was a knock on the door. I opened the door to him naked and erect. He walked in and immediately got naked got on his knees and started sucking my cock. I was desperate to suck my first cick and after a little while we swapped positions. His cock wasn't as large as mine but it was exciting to first touch and then take it into my mouth. Within a short while he said he was going to cum, I went harder, he took this as a sign j would swallow and it was exactly what I was wanting. His thrusting became erratic and his sounds louder immediately before his cock throbbed and he came.

I confess i am a 20 yr old GUY looking to experiment with other guys..im not gay but i really like cocks i want to suck someones and i want mine played with as welll;)i stay in Los Angeles California if anyones interested!!ill swap pics beforehand
if necessary

I confess that I am a guy that gets turned on by dicks. I am not attracted to men, though dicks really turn me on. I also end up talking to guys on services such as grindr, and swapping pictures, though never have enough nerve to meet up with them. I have met up with 2 guys in the past. I had oral sex with the first guy that I met (who was bicurious), though I lost my erection right after he wanted me to put my dick up his ass. The second guy I met was gay, and I found myself making out with him a lot before having oral sex, I really did not enjoy the making out, the fact that he was ugly didn't help.

Should I try meeting up with another guy? What should I try and do?

i confess im not gay but i want a bloke to suck me as my gf watches and when i cum in his mouth i want him and my gf to cum swap it.