I confess that I am a guy that gets turned on by dicks. I am not attracted to men, though dicks really turn me on. I also end up talking to guys on services such as grindr, and swapping pictures, though never have enough nerve to meet up with them. I have met up with 2 guys in the past. I had oral sex with the first guy that I met (who was bicurious), though I lost my erection right after he wanted me to put my dick up his ass. The second guy I met was gay, and I found myself making out with him a lot before having oral sex, I really did not enjoy the making out, the fact that he was ugly didn't help.
Should I try meeting up with another guy? What should I try and do?
