This might be long, so if you do not have the patience, you've been warned.

I am a 40 year old divorcee, single mother. My life is work, and my daughter, trying to survive paycheck to paycheck.

You can imagine that such life, that has been going on for the past four years, since our divorce, left it's toll on my social, and sexual life. Somehow, I found refuge on the internet, and here I am.

I was never a beauty, far from it, but I had my ways of making up for it, covering my flaws with a long, blonde hair, and a fit body, men were after me, and I got pregnant with one of them, which led to marriage. Soon enough, we found out we weren't compatible, and ended it after less than a year. After that, said life made me lose focus on my looks, my sexuality, I gained a few pounds, and it all went to hell, men stopped noticing me, I felt a huge fall in my self esteem, and became lonely, and desperate, so desperate, that I found my went here, among other places.

At first, it was just stories, then it went to forums, images, and in the end porn. I can't quite describe what made me lustful in porn, but it felt nice, I saw some things I never did, even though I felt like a pretty open minded woman, some things intrigued me, and I just felt the spark of passion, lighting up inside me.

Soon enough, I started online sexting, had a few cam sex sessions, and it got even more exciting.

So, I would, once a month, leave my daughter at my parents house, not to go out, even though I told them that is the reason, but to stay in, relax, and immerse myself into the world of fantasy. I would spend two days, almost completely naked, with wine, and my lap top. Started taking care of my looks again, bought some lingerie, shaved myself down there, made some cheeky photos, for my future sexting adventures, and it was all fun, and very, very exciting.

Never saw that going any further, I was not interested in a real man, from flesh and blood, and I was ok with it, until...

One of those weekends, it was morning, I just got online, and the guy I had some fun with a few times, was there. We started sexting, he asked me what am I doing, if I am alone, and I said yes . Then he told me he would love to come over, I responded - me too. Now, till this point we never talked about our location, and he asked me where I am from. When I said it, he smiled - we live in the same city, not such an outrageous coincidence, considering I live in a small country in Europe.

And I gave him my adress.

I waited for him for about an hour, and in that period of time, I was elated at one point, while shivering in fear the next. I couldn't wait for him to touch me, and at the same time thought how I would end up dead, since he must be some lunatic, god knows what he will do to me.

He wasn't, he was just a married guy, whose wife and kids are away often, during the weekends. I didn't know what to do, how to behave, so I ended up opening the door in a one piece lingerie. He kissed me on the doorstep, and we went straight to the bedroom.

He was still fully clothed, when he went down on me. I was so sex starved, that I think I came in a few minutes, but honestly, I do not know, it might have been an hour, since I was totally out of it. When I looked down, after getting back my senses, he was already naked, big, fully erect, and standing by the bed. I went down on my knees so fast, and it tasted so good. I was never a fan of sucking, I did it many times, but this was the first one, that I fully enjoyed. I wanted to swallow it, I licked his balls, kissed his leg, rubbed his cock against my face, while burning from lust.

He bent me over the bed, with my knees still on the floor, moved my onepiece to the side, and I felt his hand on my clit. I was so wet, that with every move, I made that sound, you know... Then I felt his lips on my bottom, and eventually, his tongue on my anus. At that moment, the realization that I didn't shave that, made me anxious, but as he continued to work on it with his full tongue, made me relaxed, once again.

That was another thing I never experienced, and it was good, and his hand was doing all the right things, and I was so close, when he pulled my hand down, and guided me, to continue it, by myself. I did, and he stood up, I could her the condom wrapper break, and I loved the idea that he is standing there, looking at me, as I pleasured myself, while moving my hips in a circular motion. I wanted him so badly, and I didn't want to cum before he enters, and I was so close, so damn close, when I felt his head on my anus.

I wanted to protest, to say something, since, that was another thing I never experienced, but I was so close, and as he started going in, slowly, inch by inch, pull out almost fully, and start going back in, even slower, I started cumming so hard, that it made me sob.

I guess that was too much for him too, so he grabbed my hair, thrusted four or five times, really fast, and really hard, and started roaring like a fucking lion. It did hurt, but it was the sweetest pain I ever felt.

I was so weak, that I couldn't even make coffee, so he did. We talked till sunset, when he had to go. He told me we will do this often, he told me he is mesmerized by me, he told it, and went away.

His profile got deleted the same night. I can't say that I am surprised, but I am disappointed. Still, I have no regrets, that one afternoon, was the highlight of my sex life, from the day I was born. And it brought a lots of self esteem back, I am now trying to better myself in more ways than one.

I still have my weekends, and this is my first free weekend, since it happened, at the end of October. I am not looking for anything right now, and who knows, weekends like that one might never happen again, but who knows.

And that is it.

P.S. I hope you won't judge.

I confess that I go through phases of sexual mania—during which I seek out people who will let me send them pictures of my spread asshole, or licking up/drinking my own piss, dry-fingering my asshole and licking/sucking the shit off of it, or using a piece of it to hold in my mouth. I once completed a dare to piss in to a shot glass, clip off some pubes to top-off the shot glass and drink. If i wanted to get the hair out of my teeth, my only option was to take another shot of piss. I snap out of these manic episodes and feel deep shame, but it keeps happening anyway.

I have pissed all over my hands and licked them clean. I have fucked my ass with a plunger handle. I have laid my tongue flat on the rim of a dirty toilet. I have put toothpaste in my asshole and let someone watch me squirm as I let it burn and burn, fingering and adding more toothpaste all the while, and eventually putting my toothbrush in my asshole and brushing my teeth with it until the burning stopped.
I fantasize about my s/o one day admitting to me that he wants to piss in my mouth. I’d let him—I’d probably gag, but if he did it just a little bit at a time and pinched my nose I could probably do it.
I’ve only been fucked in the ass once, and it was by him. I want him to do it again, but rougher. I want to be laid on my stomach and tied down, fully spread, as far as my body is able to go. I want him to whip my ass with his belt until I cry, and I want him to then lick and finger fuck my asshole. I want him to periodically shove his fingers down my throat when more lube is needed so I can clean his fingers. And I want him to slip his cock in and fuck me until he cums. I want him to make me lick his cock clean.
Today, I think I’m going to get a rubber band and snap it on my asshole repeatedly while I’m on break. I want to be aware of how my asshole feels for the rest of the day. I need to get a buttplug to wear to work.

Life, the Universe & everything.

Quotes from Douglas Adams, one of the funniest guys that ever lived.

RIP 1952 - 2001.
So long, & thanks for all the books.

“In the beginning the Universe was created. This has made a lot of people very angry and been widely regarded as a bad move.”

"A common mistake that people make when trying to design something completely foolproof is to underestimate the ingenuity of complete fools."

"Arthur hoped and prayed that there wasn't an afterlife. Then he realised there was a contradiction there and merely hoped that there wasn't an afterlife.”

“Bypasses are devices that allow some people to dash from point A to point B very fast while other people dash from point B to point A very fast. People living at point C, being a point directly in between, are often given to wonder what's so great about point A that so many people from point B are so keen to get there and what's so great about point B that so many people from point A are so keen to get there. They often wish that people would just once and for all work out where the hell they wanted to be.”

“For a moment, nothing happened. Then, after a second or so, nothing continued to happen.”

“God puts an apple tree in the middle of the Garden of Eden and says, do what you like guys, oh, but don't eat the apple. Surprise surprise, they eat it and he leaps out from behind a bush shouting "Gotcha." It wouldn't have made any difference if they hadn't eaten it... because if you're dealing with somebody who has the sort of mentality which likes leaving hats on the pavement with bricks under them you know perfectly well they won't give up. They'll get you in the end.”

“He shifted his weight from foot to foot, but it was equally uncomfortable on each.”

“Human beings, who are almost unique in having the ability to learn from the experience of others, are also remarkable for their apparent disinclination to do so.”

“Humans are not proud of their ancestors, and rarely invite them round to dinner.”

“I love deadlines. I like the whooshing sound they make as they fly by.”

“I may not have gone where I intended to go, but I think I have ended up where I intended to be.”

“I'm spending a year dead for tax reasons.”

“If human beings don't keep exercising their lips, he thought, their mouths probably seize up. After a few months' consideration and observation he abandoned this theory in favour of a new one. If they don't keep on exercising their lips, he thought, their brains start working.”

“If it looks like a duck, and quacks like a duck, we have at least to consider the possibility that we have a small aquatic bird of the family anatidae on our hands.”

“If somebody thinks they're a hedgehog, presumably you just give 'em a mirror and a few pictures of hedgehogs and tell them to sort it out for themselves.”

"INFINITE: Bigger than the biggest thing ever and then some. Much bigger than that, in fact, really amazingly immense, a totally stunning size, real "wow, that's big" time. Infinity is so big that by comparison, bigness itself looks really titchy. Gigantic multiplied by colossal multiplied by staggeringly huge is the sort of concept we're trying to get across here.”

“Isn't it enough to see that a garden is beautiful without having to believe that there are fairies at the bottom of it too?”

“It is a mistake to think you can solve any major problems just with potatoes.”

“It is a rare mind indeed that can render the hitherto non-existent blindingly obvious. The cry 'I could have thought of that' is a very popular and misleading one, for the fact is that they didn't, and a very significant and revealing fact it is too.”

“It is a well-known fact that those people who must want to rule people are, ipso facto, those least suited to do it... anyone who is capable of getting themselves made p******** should on no account be allowed to do the job.”

“It is an important and popular fact that things are not always what they seem. For instance, on the planet Earth, man had always assumed that he was more intelligent than dolphins because he had achieved so much - the wheel, New York, wars and so on - whilst all the dolphins had ever done was muck about in the water having a good time. But conversely, the dolphins had always believed that they were far more intelligent than man - for precisely the same reasons.”

“Life... is like a grapefruit. It's orange and squishy, and has a few pips in it, and some folks have half a one for breakfast.”

“Life is wasted on the living.”

“Many men of course became extremely rich, but this was perfectly natural and nothing to be ashamed of because no one was really poor, at least no one worth speaking of.”

“Many words and expressions which only a matter of decades ago were considered so distastefully explicit that, were they merely to be breathed in public, the perpetrator would be shunned, barred from polite society, and in extreme cases shot through the lungs, are now thought to be very healthy and proper, and their use in everyday speech and writing is evidence of a well-adjusted, relaxed and totally unfucked-up personality.”

"Space is big. You just won't believe how vastly, hugely, mind-bogglingly big it is. I mean, you may think it's a long way down the road to the drug store, but that's just peanuts to space.”

“That young girl is one of the least benightedly unintelligent organic life forms it has been my profound lack of pleasure not to be able to avoid meeting.”

“The difficulty with this conversation is that it's very different from most of the ones I've had of late. Which, as I explained, have mostly been with trees.”

“The Guide is definitive. Reality is frequently inaccurate.”

“The History of every major Galactic Civilization tends to pass through three distinct and recognizable phase, those of Survival, Inquiry and Sophistication, otherwise known as the How, Why and Where phases. For instance, the first phase is characterized by the question How can we eat? the second by the question Why do we eat? and the third by the question Where shall we have lunch?”

“The impossible often has a kind of integrity which the merely improbable lacks.”

“The knack of flying is learning how to throw yourself at the ground and miss.”

“The major difference between a thing that might go wrong and a thing that cannot possibly go wrong is that when a thing that cannot possibly go wrong goes wrong it usually turns out to be impossible to get at and repair.”

“The mere thought hadn't even begun to speculate about the merest possibility of crossing my mind.”

“The ships hung in the sky in much the same way that bricks don't.”

“There is a theory which states that if ever anyone discovers exactly what the Universe is for and why it is here, it will instantly disappear and be replaced by something even more bizarre and inexplicable. There is another theory which states that this has already happened.”

“This planet has - or rather had - a problem, which was this: most of the people living on it were unhappy for pretty much of the time. Many solutions were suggested for this problem, but most of these were largely concerned with the movements of small green pieces of paper, which is odd because on the whole it wasn't the small green pieces of paper that were unhappy.”

“Time is bunk.”

“Time, we know, is relative. You can travel light years through the stars and back, and if you do it at the speed of light then, when you return, you may have aged mere seconds while your twin brother or sister will have aged twenty, thirty, forty or however many years it is, depending on how far you traveled. This will come to you as a profound shock, particularly if you didn't know you had a twin brother or sister.”

“We demand rigidly defined areas of doubt and uncertainty!”

“We have normality. I repeat, we have normality. Anything you still can't cope with is therefore your own problem.”

“You live and learn. At any rate, you live.”

“A computer terminal is not some clunky old television with a typewriter in front of it. It is an interface where the mind and body can connect with the universe and move bits of it about.”

“It's no coincidence that in no known language does the phrase "As pretty as an airport" appear.”

“If on the other hand he went to pay his respects to The Door and it wasn't there...what then?

The answer, of course, was very simple. He had a whole board of circuits for dealing with exactly this problem, in fact this was the very heart of his function. He would continue to believe in it whatever the facts turned out to be, what else was the meaning of belief? The Door would still be there, even if the Door was not.”

"He felt that his whole life was some kind of dream and he sometimes wondered whose it was and whether they were enjoying it."

“Far out in the uncharted backwaters of the unfashionable end of the Western Spiral arm of the Galaxy lies a small unregarded yellow sun. Orbiting this at a distance of roughly ninety-eight million miles is an utterly insignificant little blue-green planet whose ape-descended life forms are so amazingly primitive that they still think digital watches are a pretty neat idea ...”

“Men were real men, women were real women, and small, furry creatures from Alpha Centauri were real small, furry creatures from Alpha Centauri. Spirits were brave, men boldly split infinitives that no man had split before. Thus was the Empire forged.”

“You know, it's at times like this when I'm trapped in a Vogon

airlock with a man from Betelgeuse and about to die of asphyxiation in

deep space that I really wish I'd listened to what my mother told me

when I was young!

Why, what did she tell you?

I don't know, I didn't listen!”

“...was there a reason behind it? There would be no point in asking... he never appeared to have a reason for anything he did at all: he had turned unfathomably into an art form. He attacked everything in life with a mixture of extraordinary genius and naive incompetence and it was often difficult to tell which was which.”

“Anything that happens, happens.

Anything that, in happening, causes something else to happen, causes something else to happen.

Anything that, in happening, causes itself to happen again, happens again.

It doesn’t necessarily do it in chronological order, though.”

“Ford, you're turning into a penguin. Stop it.”

“Who is this God person anyway?”

“On the way back, they sang a number of tuneful and reflective songs on the subjects of peace, justice, morality, culture, sport, family life, and the obliteration of all other life forms.”

“Well I think we've sorted all that out now. If you'd like to know, I can tell you that in your Universe you move freely in three dimensions that you call space. You move in a straight line in a fourth, which you call time, and stay rooted to one place in a fifth, which is the first fundamental of probability. After that it gets a bit complicated, and there's all sorts of stuff going on in dimensions 13 to 22 that you really wouldn't want to know about. All you really need to know for the moment is that the Universe is a lot more complicated then you might think.”

"`...You hadn't exactly gone out of your way to call attention to them had you? I mean like actually telling anyone or anything.'

`But the plans were on display...'

`On display? I eventually had to go down to the cellar to find them.'

`That's the display department.'

`With a torch.'

`Ah, well the lights had probably gone.'

`So had the stairs.'

`But look you found the notice didn't you?'

`Yes,' said Arthur, `yes I did. It was on display in the bottom of a locked filing cabinet stuck in a disused lavatory with a sign on the door saying "Beware of The Leopard".'"

"`Time is an illusion. Lunchtime doubly so.'

`Very deep,' said Arthur, `you should send that in to the "Reader's Digest". They've got a page for people like you.'"

"`This must be Thursday,' said Arthur to himself, sinking low over his beer, `I never could get the hang of Thursdays.'"

"Pages one and two [of Zaphod's p********ial speech] had been salvaged by a Damogran Frond Crested Eagle and had already become incorporated into an extraordinary new form of nest which the eagle had invented. It was constructed largely of papier mache and it was virtually impossible for a newly hatched baby eagle to break out of it. The Damogran Frond Crested Eagle had heard of the notion of survival of the species but wanted no truck with it."

“this is obviously some strange usage of the word "safe" that I wasn't previously aware of.”

"`You'd better be prepared for the jump into hyperspace. It's unpleasently like being drunk.'

`What's so unpleasent about being drunk?'

`You ask a glass of water.'"

"If there's anything more important than my ego around, I want it caught and shot now.'"

"There are of course many problems connected with life, of which some of the most popular are `Why are people born?' `Why do they die?' `Why do they spend so much of the intervening time wearing digital watches?'"

"The fronting for the eighty-yard long marble-topped bar had been made by stitching together nearly twenty thousand Antarean Mosaic Lizard skins, despite the fact that the twenty thousand lizards concerned had needed them to keep their insides in."

"`We've got to find out what people want from fire, how they relate to it, what sort of image it has for them.'

The crowd were tense. They were expecting something wonderful from Ford.

`Stick it up your nose,' he said.

`Which is precisely the sort of thing we need to know,' insisted the girl, `Do people want fire that can be fitted nasally?'"

“What to do if you find yourself stuck in a crack in the ground underneath a giant boulder you can't move, with no hope of rescue. Consider how lucky you are that life has been good to you so far. Alternatively, if life hasn't been good to you so far, which given your current circumstances seems more likely, consider how lucky you are that it won't be troubling you much longer.”

"Ford grabbed him by the lapels of his dressing gown and spoke to him as slowly and distinctly and patiently as if he were somebody from a telephone company accounts department."

“Arthur's consciousness approached his body as from a great distance, and reluctantly. It had had some bad times in there. Slowly, nervously, it entered and settled down into its accustomed position.”

"His eyes seemed to be popping out of his head. He wasn't certain if this was because they were trying to see more clearly, or if they simply wanted to leave at this point."

"There was a point to this story, but it has temporarily escaped the chronicler's mind."

"`You know they've reintroduced the death penalty for insurance company directors?'

`Really?' said Arthur. `No I didn't. For what offence?'

Trillian frowned. `What do you mean, offence?'

`I see.'"

"`She hit me on the head with the rock again.'

`I think I can confirm that that was my daughter.'

`Sweet kid.'

`You have to get to know her,' said Arthur.

`She eases up does she?'

`No,' said Arthur, `but you get a better sense of when to duck.'"

"The beak was a major piece of armoury. It was a beak that would frighten any animal on earth, even one that was already dead and in a tin."

"`Could we perhaps take a snake bite detector with us to Komodo?'

`Course you can, course you can. Take as many as you like. Won't do you a blind bit of good because they're only for Australian snakes.'

`So what do we do if we get bitten by something deadly, then?'

He blinked at me as if I was stupid.

`Well what do you think you do?' he said. `You die of course. That's what deadly means.'"

"Mark turned and asked a passenger behind us if these planes ever crashed. Oh yes, he was told, but not to worry - there hadn't been a serious crash now in months."

"Virtually everything we were told in Indonesia turned out not to be true, sometimes almost immediately. The only exception to this was when we were told that something would happen immediately, in which case it turned out not to be true over an extended period of time."

"Komodo dragons sleep headfirst in large burrows. It is a very, very, very bad idea to even think of pulling its tail."

“Plenty of people did not care for him much, but then there is a huge difference between disliking somebody -- maybe even disliking them a lot -- and actually shooting them, strangling them, dragging them through the fields and setting their house on fire. It was a difference which kept the vast majority of the population alive from day to day.”

“Nothing travels faster than the speed of light with the possible exception of bad news, which follows its own laws.”

“The idea that Bill Gates has appeared like a knight in shining armour to lead all customers out of a mire of technological chaos neatly ignores the fact that it was he who, by peddling second-rate technology, led them into it in the first place.”

“The big corporations are suddenly taking notice of the web, and their reactions have been slow. Even the computer industry failed to see the importance of the Internet, but that's not saying much. Let's face it, the computer industry failed to see that the century would end.”

“One of the problems of taking things apart and seeing how they work - supposing you're trying to find out how a cat works--you take that cat apart to see how it works, what you've got in your hands is a non-working cat. The cat wasn't a sort of clunky mechanism that was susceptible to our available tools of analysis.”

“For thousands more years the mighty ships tore across the empty wastes of space and finally dived screaming on to the first planet they came across - which happened to be the Earth - where due to a terrible miscalculation of scale the entire battle fleet was accidentally swallowed by a small dog.”

“The technology involved in making anything invisible is so infinitely complex that nine hundred and ninety-nine thousand million, nine hundred and ninety- nine million, nine hundred and ninety-nine thousand, nine hundred and ninety- nine times out of a billion it is much simpler and more effective just to take the thing away and do without it.”

“Since this Galaxy began, vast civilisations have risen and fallen, risen and fallen, risen and fallen so often that it's quite tempting to think that life in the Galaxy must be (a) something akin to seasick - space-sick, time sick, history sick or some such thing, and (b) stupid.”

“It wasn't his job to worry about that, though. It was his job to do his job, which was to do his job. If that led to a certain narrowness of vision and circularity of thought then it wasn't his job to worry about such things.”

“All you really need to know for the moment is that the universe is a lot more complicated than you might think, even if you start from a position of thinking it's pretty damn complicated in the first place.”

“Computer, if you don't open that exit hatch this moment I shall zap straight off to your major data banks and reprogram you with a very large axe.”

“I think all cats are wild cats. They just act tame if they think they'll get a saucer of milk out of it.”

“Look, would it save a lot of time if I just gave up and went mad now?”

“Now, either you all give yourselves up now and let us beat you up a bit, though not very much of course because we are firmly opposed to needless violence, or we blow up this entire planet and possibly one or two we noticed on our way out here!”

“Rome wasn't burned in a day.”

“The great thing about being the only species that makes a distinction between right and wrong is that we can make up the rules for ourselves as we go along.”

“The most misleading assumptions are the ones you don't even know you're making.”

“There is probably buried in the Western psyche a deep taboo about eating anything you've been introduced to socially.”

“Totally mad. Utter nonsense. But we'll do it because it's brilliant nonsense.”

“We are not an endangered species ourselves yet, but this is not for lack of trying.”

“Don't you understand that we need to be childish in order to understand? Only a child sees things with perfect clarity, because it hasn't developed all those filters, which prevent us from seeing things that we don't expect to see.”

“If you really want to understand something, the best way is to try and explain it to someone else. That forces you to sort it out in your own mind. And the more slow and dim-witted your pupil, the more you have to break things down into more and more simple ideas. And that's really the essence of programming. By the time you've sorted out a complicated idea into little steps that even a stupid machine can deal with, you've certainly learned something about it yourself. The teacher usually learns more than the pupil does.”

"Time is the worst place, so to speak, to get lost in..."

"...he was at least twice as unbalanced now, and quite liable to fall off whatever it is that well-balanced people are supposed to be balancing on."

"In his dreams he was walking late at night along the East Side, beside the river which had become so extravagantly polluted that new life forms were now emerging from it spontaneously, demanding welfare and voting rights"

"Busy executives often didn’t have time for a full-time wife and family and would just rent them for weekends."

"It was impossible for Arthur to know this, but he just went ahead and knew it anyway."

"I refuse to answer that question on the grounds that I don't know the answer."

I confess that I masturbated in my friend's panties.

Here's how it happened. My sister has two of her friends over for an extended period of time. They're both pretty brunette's, probably virgins. Their names are Ana and Catherine. Ana, the older of them, is really cute, only about 5'2, and Catherine is quite hot, with long gorgeous hair running down to her butt, which by the way, is excellent. I have often fantasized about that ass.

I was putting a load of laundry in, and Ana shyly walks up behind me, and in a bashful little voice she asks "um, are those colors?"

"Yeah they are," I answered "why?"

"Could I put some of my clothes in there too?"

At the time, I didn't think anything of it. I just automatically said "yeah sure" and moved on with what I was doing.

The next day, I started to pull my clothes out of the dryer, and I saw a pair of cute purple panties. I was surprised, until I remembered Ana asking to put her clothes with mine. I got a little hard right then thinking about that little piece of cotton wrapped around her slender, innocent body, but I moved on and took out all of my clothes. I left all of Ana's clothes in the machine. Of course, I made sure to take note of what they all were; several pairs of her bra's and panties.

I was going to ignore the incident, until the next night, when I went back to the laundry machine, and noticed that all of her underwear was still in there. Not only that, but hot little Catherine had her back to me, and was bending over with her sexy ass sticking out. As she walked away, I saw what she had left there, her bucket of laundry, complete with a pair of very girly panties on top.

Later that night, I waited for the girls to go to bed, and then snuck back out to the laundry machine to check on their unmentionables. I started shaking with excitement when I saw that they were still there. I took Ana's undies out of the dryer, and Catherine's out of the clothes bin, and took them over to my room. Locking the door to make sure no one could see what I was doing, I pulled down my pants and started rubbing up against each pair of panties.

Each of them were cotton panties, very soft and smooth, easy to rub my dick against, especially with the knowledge that the girls had no clue I was violating their underwear. I imagined the disgust on their faces if they saw what I was doing, and that only turned me on all the more. Then I examined the edges of each of the girl's panties, imagining their smooth skin being gripped by the soft cotton. And I imagined pulling the panties down and off the girls bodies, exposing their innocent, virgin pussies.

Then I heard footsteps coming down the stairs. I stopped jacking off, and holding a pair of the panties, I walked to my door and cracked it open. Ana was walking out into the living room. I squeezed the panties against my crotch, and in a hoarse whisper, I said "Ana!"

Startled, she turned around to see me, with my face peeking out the door, but the rest of me hidden from view.

"What are you doing up?" I asked.

"I couldn't sleep." She answered. I gazed into her gorgeous brown eyes and started quietly rubbing my now rock hard dick with her panties.

"What's wrong?" I asked, as turned on as I'd ever been by the situation.

"I dunno, I guess I just don't really like myself"

"Ah but you should!" I said, still grabbing my crotch with the girls own panties "after all you're really pretty and really sweet." I continued. She smiled thankfully, but then a sound came from outside somewhere. Startled, she turned and ran back up the stairs. Good thing too, because I wouldn't have been able to hold out much longer. I ran back to my bed, grabbed a pair of Catherine's undies, and with both Ana and Catherine's panties stroking my dick, I exploded.

I mean I really exploded. I shot my cum straight through Ana's underwear and soaked Catherine's.

After resting for a few moments, I took all the panties, crept out the door, and deposited them back where they came from. Yes, that includes the two pairs that I had cummed on. The girls have no clue what I did to violate their underwear, which is part of what makes this so fun to me.

In fact, I'm masturbating over the thought of my cum all over the underwear that Ana and Catherine are wearing right now.

I secretly hate my life! No one knows how miserable I feel in the inside. All people I know think I am content with my life. There are days that I feel like ending it all. I want to kill myself but there's something that avoids me from doing it. I don't know what it is but my thoughts are never turned into actions. Other days I am actually good, happy and these thoughts don't cross my mind. Today isn't one of those days. I feel like shit. I want to be alone. I just hate myself period! I don't know why. I just do. It might have to do with the fact that I am still single. I try but all I am given is a false hope. "I'm not ready to date anyone yet" or "Things are good just the way they are between us". I'm lead to believe that something will develop then at the end all is taken away. If not then just tell me from the beginning! This is never the case because they like all the attention I give them! They were just waiting for someone better to come along. Someone better looking because they didn't want to be seen with me! I have tried but this is all I end up getting. "Keep trying" or "They weren't meant for you" or "Don't listen to them, you are a good guy there is someone out there for you". How many times do I have to be told this for me to finally believe it? I pretend that I am good and all will be well. It really never is good and well. I get jealous when my friends are with someone because I want that! I want someone by my side. 21 years old and still nothing!! That's all I am good for. For being used by others. I guess I am not meant to be with someone. I'm tired of trying. It just makes me feel more like the piece of shit I am!! I hate myself! I loathe myself! I want to die!

I've been struggling with the dynamics of two evils. One, my own, the other, that of an x-co-worker. I'm the live and let live type, just a cowardly drunk doing time on the planet, yet my sexual tastes have led me into many dark situations. Shemales, beast,incest and underage to name a few. I'm no saint and like most people I will rot in the ground someday and deserve it!
But now for my "buddy". He came across as a nice guy at first, clean cut, hard working, engaging. But in a few short weeks he began to expose his real side to me, like he was doing me a favor by being my friend. He was a racist, a drug dealer, a petty thief and a con man who exploited everyone he knew to his own advantage. I didn't know whether to laugh or puke the day I watched him threaten someone over the phone as he calmly trimmed his Christmas tree. He soon informed me that I was to start doing him favors or things could get bad. He was a real snake, but to outsmart a snake you need to think like a weasel! So over a period of time I pretended to admire him. I praised him often and became a friend to his family, all the while planning my escape from his bullshit, the job at the power plant, and the state of New Jersey as well. One day I was just gone for good. I knew this piece of shit back in the nineties and haven't seen or heard from him since. He's the only man I ever wanted to kill. Not put him in his place with words of trash his car, but KILL!
I thought I'd ask for your opinions. You, the motherless crowd, never at a loss for words. Who is the more evil, or are we a pathetic tie. You be the judge.

I know that this story is going to sound �made up,� but I have to tell it anyway.

I just returned yesterday from the beach. Saturday night, my daughter wanted to take a late swim in the indoor pool of our condo. I went down to the pool with her, staked out a chair and sat down to read. I�d noticed the lady sitting near me, but was tired and really didn�t say anything to her other than hello.

Well, every few minutes my daughter would yell, �Daddy, watch this!� There was only one other girl in the pool at the time, so I called my daughter over and told her to go introduce herself. I said (loud enough for the lady sitting next to me) that I thought I�d heard her mom call her Alyssa. Alyssa�s mom called her over, we introduced them and they went off to play.

Alyssa�s mom thanked me, laughed and we both went back to reading and periodically checking on the girls.

Now, I have to confess that I thought Alyssa was a real cutie. Her mom told me that she was 11. She was wearing a two-piece with a hot pink top covering her very small, but developing tits, and a white printed bottom that was somewhat see-through. Alyssa had sort of a pear-shaped figure. That is, her butt had really outgrown her chest, but she was still very cute and seemed very sweet.

So, 10 o�clock comes and the pool is closing. We�re all four walking out when my daughter says she has to go the restroom. Alyssa says she does too and the girls take off. Her mom and I began making small talk again, and I notice that she�s a fairly attractive lady. She thanks me again for introducing the girls, and says that maybe we�ll run into each other again tomorrow. I told her we were leaving bright and early. That�s when she asked if I�d like to come to her condo!

Now, I�m shocked. I�m not much to look at, and wasn�t really looking for companionship of any kind at the time. I was tired and dreading the drive home the next day. But, my �other head� took over and I agreed to come up after making sure my daughter showered and putting her to bed. She mentioned that this would give Alyssa time to shower as well and would work out perfect.

So fast forward� I�m now headed to her condo. Nervous as a goat and wondering what in the world this lady, who�s a little older than me is going to be like. I�m pretty sure I�m going to get laid and I�m liking the prospect.

So, I ring the little doorbell on the condo and the door opens. Alyssa is standing there in a towel and tells me that her mom is still showering. She invites me to sit and watch TV. She sits in a chair and I sit on the couch sort of perpendicular to it. I noticed again that she had a cute face, then noticed that she was sitting with her knees up, towel slightly open, with no panties on! I could see her pussy (yes, it was hairless) and I liked it!

Now, I confess that I�d been looking at little girls this entire trip! I love them. They look SO good in swimsuits. Any age under 13 or so is amazing. But, I didn�t expect to see that. And now I�m getting a little hard. And I�m thinking, �Mom is going to come out any minute and I�m not going to even be able to stand up!� (Note: I have NO attraction whatsoever to my daughter so please don�t go there. I think her friend are hot and have seen at least one of them naked though!)

So, I looked away and calmed myself down. Mom comes out (finally), sits down by me and sort of snuggles up against me. Again, the whole thing seemed a little forward to me and I certainly wasn�t looking for a woman (since I�d been looking AT girls.) But here she was and I liked it.

Well, I look over again at Alyssa hoping she�s getting sleepy and there it is again. She�s got her legs spread pretty wide with her towel open and now her little left tit is also showing. I feel my dick rising and I squirm a tad. That�s when things went a direction I never would�ve expected.

Mom asked (way too loudly), �Do you like that?� I was shocked and guilty and surprised and had to be ten shades of red! She moved her hand over to my cock (I was wearing gym shorts so there was little hiding my reaction) touched me gently and said, �I see that you do!�

I then glance over to Alyssa to see what her take on all of this is. She stands up, drops her towel and prances across in front of us. She sits down on the other side of her mom and cuddles up against her.

Mom now whispers, �Yeah, I saw you looking at her at the pool. I�m not stupid.� I asked, �Is this some sort of a set up or joke?� She sends Alyssa into her room for a bit (not sure why) and then spells it out for me. Alyssa (at 11) is apparently a little insatiable when it comes to sexual things. Again, I know this sounds crazy, but it is what it is.

What I followed of the conversation was that Alyssa had been molested by her father. Like many of the girls that post here, this set off sort of a huge sex drive. She started doing things with the neighborhood boys and got a bit of a reputation and earned the ire of many of the parents. When mom found out that she was messing around, she wanted to get to the bottom of �why� and found out what dear old dad had done. Dad disappears completely and now Mom is left with the fallout.

Mom proceeded to tell me that she simply could not get her to stop (nor could her therapists) She didn�t really mind Alyssa being sexually active (she�d started young herself), but was afraid that the wrong boy (or man) would come along and Alyssa would end up missing and/or dead. She decided that Alyssa could have all the sex she wanted with anyone she wanted as long as it was under her roof.

Well, not many young teenage boys are going to go for doing it with mom in the next room. Alyssa had also told her mom how bad most boys were at it. From this twisted mess, mom decided to start fixing Alyssa up with older men. Again, it is what it is. Believe it or not. Enjoy or not. It�s up to you.

She now calls Alyssa back in the room. Alyssa comes in.. naked. My heart is pounding and my cock is erect. Mom reaches over and feels me again. She whispers, �Perfect! She doesn�t like really big guys. Says they hurt.�

Alyssa comes and sits down again, but this time beside me. She now reaches over and touches me. I�m already breathing heavy and my heart is in my throat. She stands up and pulls me up off the couch. Mom hands me a condom and tells me that I have to use it. She says to Alyssa, �Don�t wear him out too much! I�m too tired to find myself another one!�

I walk into Alyssa�s room and she helps me out of my shorts and shirt like a pro. She lies back on the bed and spreads her legs to show me her pussy again. She seemed to really like me looking at it and it was amazing! Again, I�ve seen young pussy online and seen one of my daughter�s friends naked, but I�ve never even touched a girl under the age of 25� ever!

She asks me if I�d like to taste it. Taste it? I�m still in heaven just looking at it! I did the dumbest thing I could. I said, �What do you want with an old guy like me? You could have any� � She shushed me and said, �Mom won�t let me. I haven�t been with a man in 2 months. Please just shut up and do something!�

So, I knelt down and began licking her pussy. It tasted amazing! I was SO hard that my dick hurt. She was enjoying what I was doing and was getting pretty wet. She moaned a little and would move her hips around to put my tongue where she wanted it.

After a bit she sort of pushed my head away and said, �Now do me!� She handed me the condom, rolled her eyes, and said, �Mom will check to make sure you used it.� I rolled it up on my throbbing dick. She turned over, stuck her ass up in the air on the side of the bed and moved back against me. It had been awhile, but this was my favorite position and I was in heaven! I slipped my cock up against her pussy lips and pushed in. It was tight, but looser than I expected. I�m a little embarrassed at how short a time I lasted. But I came SO hard in her. Just like that. I licked her, fucked her and it was over and it was amazing (but I wish it had lasted longer!)

So I pulled out and she rolled over. She looked at me, smiled, leaned up and gave me a kiss then jumped up off the bed. She bounced out of the room then came running back in with something in her hand. She yelled to her mom, �I�m borrowing your vibrator!�

She looked at me and said, �I�m going to finish up. Grab your cloths and go see my mom.� As I was leaving (peeling off the condom, trying to dress, walking out) she hollered, �Thanks!� I�m guessing she was a little disappointed but I certainly was not!

Anyway, I was still pulling on my clothes and walking out of Alyssa�s room when I see Mom. She�s now naked and her body is WAY better than I�d realized at the pool. She says, �No need to put those back on. Come with me.�

We go into her room and she starts to kiss me. I�m soft and can feel that I still have cum on my dick. She leans back from kissing me and says, �Did you like the taste of her pussy? I can taste it on your lips.� She smiled and went back to kissing me. She then reaches down and starts rubbing me. I�ve never been much of a two-in-a-row guy, so I�m thinking that she�s going to be really disappointed. Then she stops kissing me and immediately goes down on my soft cock!

The switch flips and I�m getting hard again and loving it! She gave some of the best head I�ve ever had. Then she would stop and rub her tits on my cock. They were big and natural and even a bit �saggy� but it still felt great.

I�d now all but forgotten that I�d just fucked her 11 year old daughter! That was like a dream come true and was so surreal. Now this is just two older people having a great time.

I don�t remember each and every little detail that followed, but I know we were in the room for around an hour or so. I licked her pussy a little. We joked about how we both go �natural� down there. I sucker her tits and fingered her for the longest. She came at least once from that. Then, I finally came in her pussy while we were in the good ole missionary position! I must�ve grunted a little too loudly because I heard Alyssa holler, �Way to go Mom!� from the other room.

I went back to my room and fell asleep. We left the next morning. I caught a glimpse of them headed down to the beach, but left it at that. Oh, I never even found out the Mom�s name!

As before, it is what it is.

Need help finding the name of a film where the actress is stripping/mostly naked around a few young kids. I think the film maybe French, from the 60s 70s or 80s and somewhat of a period piece. I think the actress got quite a lot of criticism for the scene.

i have a confession
When i was a little kid i got abused by my uncle,we were neighbors and when our rents were out of the house we usually ended up at the Aunts house.
My "uncle" was married to my fathers sister,he has 2 daughters,(my cousins got abused as well).
Recently i started to deal with my issues talking to my girlfriend,she is an amazing woman in every sense.
So thanks to her telling me about her past,i learned to deal with mine.
Anyways,when i was about 4 he used to lay in bed with boxers,(witch i hate just the sight of them today).
He was buddy buddy with my father (another idiot),and i think they got the kicks with children.
I remember a few incidents where i was laying in bed with him and he will put some jelly on his dick and made me lick it off,i was so young that i didnt know what was sexual and what was not.
Then will put some on his toes as well, and made me lick it off.
This went on for a year or so.
I even remember some instances of my father watching,but those are more vague like a dream in my head. (maybe cause i dont want to believe it)
Until i told my grandfather when i saw him peeing that his toe was larger then my uncle's.
He grabbed me and got down to his knees and asked me,who told you that the penis was called a "toe".
So i told him what i did to my uncle,and he started to cry,then he grabbed his shotgun and drove me to my house,(next to my uncle's).
Later that night my father came and had a talk with me,about sex,i was only 5 years old!. But he didnt feel bad or anything about shit,he just gave me the talk.
But since that night i felt that my family has cast me out of everything,felt guilty for getting people in trouble,so i retreated to be a very introverted person.
Then after the years went by,i became a teenager with my hormones raging all the time.
Well.. i got to live for a short period of time with my Aunt i always flirted with her,and she did with me,i got to see her naked plenty of times,and she would not mind at all if i was looking at her.
I touched her breast many times but never did anything sexual with her,she probably got turned on thinking of me masturbating to her.
But then again,i didnt pursue her much,i was more in to flirting with my cousin,she was older then me,and what happen one night led to the other one,
With me getting a blow job from her, inside of the closet.
The great part about this story is that i got caught by her dad,he flipped the fuck out.
I remember him so mad and red,spitting saliva like a mad men,he was yelling at her to the top of his lungs.
Then he turned to me,cussing me out and grabbing my arm like he wanted to rip it off my socket,and said wtf is this shit,how long this has been going on?.
And i said to him, this was the first time i made her suck my "toe".
He started to puke and i ran out of the room.
Never the less i got a beat down from my father when i he came to pick me up from my grandpa's home.
I am almost 40 now,and it took me this long to realize how my childhood fucked me up in every sense,i was never able to be intimate with anybody,i never felt wrong for having sex with too many women,always treated them like pieces of meat,and i never let anybody get too close to me,i am a loner and i suck being around people,Now i have a girlfriend in my life,and well i just want to thank her for making me fall in love and making me deal with my issues, that is the most beautiful experience in life.

Part 21: Honeymoon with Haley [for the rest of the story pm me, I can send you the link]

I talked a lot about my sex with Anna here, but rarely about my sex with Haley, even though its far more of a 50:50 deal than you might think. And unlike between Jim and Anna, the sex between me and Haley is not one sided. If you were to ask me with whom the sex is better, I couldnt give you an answer.

Before Haley and me went on honeymoon, we talked about what we both wanted out of it. I wanted mostly sex, cuddling, spending time only with each other. Haley wanted all that too, but also a feeling of vacation. So we chose to fly to an island for our honeymoon. We would stay in a nice hotel, close to the beach, big pool, jacuzzi. All we desired and more.

When we were in the plane, half way to the island, Haley whispered to me
H:"When I saw you packing sex toys, I was already excited. But now I am horny as fuck. I could fuck you all week long, without any pause."
Me:"I cant wait as well. I want you to be my sex goddess. I want to fuck you in public, I want to show off your body to strangers."
H(blushing):"I'd love to be your sex goddess as long as you praise me. I dont know about the showing off though.."
Me:"We'll see."

When we arrived at the hotel and got into our room, Haley started unpacking her things. I went behind her and started groping her. My hands went under her top and under her skirt. She wore a dark blue bikini underneath. She started moaning softly. I turned her around and undressed her, then she undressed me. She looked amazing, the sun on her skin and hair... I pulled her close and kissed her. We went down on the bed and Haley sat on my belly. She danced on me, slowly, winding like a snake. I took her ass in my hands. She moved her hip forward periodically, so every few seconds I could lick her pussy once. Then she turned around, ass to my face. Her hip movement continued and I could still lick her every now and then. Her hands were all over my belly and legs and finally she started stroking me slowly. Then her head came down to kiss the tip. Then she took half of my dick into her mouth, circling the tip with her tongue. Next, she turned around again and lowered herself slowly onto my cock. While my dick went deeper and deeper, she clawed into my chest and rolled her eyes moaning in her deepest voice. When I was completely filling her her hole with my cock, she moved her hips in circles. Then up and down, slowly. At the lowest point, I always lifted my ass a bit so I penetrated her even deeper. I was rewarded with a deep moan. After a while of slow fucking, Haley kissed me and said "fuck me like you want to destroy me."
I sat up and pushed her onto her back. Then I came over her, kissing her. I pulled her hips closer and began hard fucking her immediately. From her came a drawn-out moan then scream of pleasure. Then she returned to deep grunting. We made so much noise, I was sure the whole hotel could hear us. And I loved it. Soon I shot my load into her, filling her wet pussy with my hot cum. We sank onto the bed.
H:"I had at least two orgasms..."
Me:"Ready for the next one?"
H(Laughing):"Lets get set up first and have a look at the pool."
So I put on some trunks and Haley put on her bikini again. The pool was big and not overfilled. We swam around a little and played a bit, then we chose one corner of the pool with no people nearby and hugged each other, she with her back to the wall of the pool. We made out a bit, Haley had her legs around me and pulled me close. My dick was rubbing against her pussy. I got hard. Looked around. No one paid attention to us. I turned to Haley, she was grinning. And then she grabbed my cock. I never thought she would go so far, so I looked very surprised.
H:"Well you said I should be your sex goddess. Now I am horny. What about you?"
Me:"I could never deny you."
Her hand stroked my cock for a while, then she pull it out of my trunks. She moved her bikini bottoms to the side and before I could say anything, she had my dick inside her. She bit her lip and rolled her eyes.
H:"Damn, I think I just came again... you inside me... in front of all these people.."
We fucked very slowly for a while (otherwise others would have noticed) and when Haley was pleased she told me to step back a little. I did as I was told, pulling out in the process. Then Haley submerged and shortly after I felt something around my dick. She was giving me and underwater blowjob. When she came back up for air she kept stroking me. When she submerged again and blew me again, I came in her mouth. Bubbles rose from her and she came up spitting out water and cum.
H:"Wow I didnt expect that ...so fast.."
Me:"I couldnt hold it any longer... this is amazing."

We made out some more and before we left, I told her to pull up her bikini bottoms so I (and everyone else) could see her camel toe. When we got out of the pool I caught some people looking at us. Especially guys looking at Haley. Exactly what I wanted. When we got to our room, we had to get ready for dinner already. I brought up the first sex toy: a remote-controlled vibrator egg. So in addition to her lovely summer dress in with the multicolored dots and her hot string, she wore a vibrator egg to dinner. And I had the remote control on my phone.

I played with her the whole evening. First I turned it off, until it was time to chose our meals. So when the waiter asked her what she wanted, she answered:"hhhnnhmmm ohhh... I uhhh... .." before ordering some pasta.
When the waiter was gone, I turned it off again to give her some breathing room. Next I turned it on when we got our drinks. I turned it up so much, that she couldnt hold her glass still so she had to put it down. She pressed her thighs together. Then I turned it down. Her head was already red.
H:"I think I just came."
Me:"I dont think it'll be the last time tonight."
She smiled. While we had our main course, I turned the vibrator on, but kept it on the lowest level. It looked like Haley got accustomed to the level of vibration during the meal. Before the waiter came, I turned up the heat again. Haley couldnt stop herself from touching her throat and cleavage. Even when the waiter came, her hand was still on top of her tits. She had her eyes half closed when the waiter asked her how she liked her meal. She said "it was... very very good..." in her erotic voice. I could see the waiter blush and I think he even got a small bulge in his pants.
H:"I just came for the third time... what do I have to do so you turn down the vibrator?"
Me:"Show maximum cleavage. Pull it down so far that I can see a hint of areola."
Her nipples were already super hard. Her tits looked super erotic in that dress, they almost wanted to pop out. I turned off the vibrator.
Me:"Now I want you to start a conversation with the waiter. Doesnt have to be for long, but I want to see if he'll get a boner from just looking at your tits like this."
She played her part well, asking the guy how long he's been working here and if he liked the dress. After the waiter walked away I asked her
Me:"Did you see his boner?"
H:"Yes I did. I'm so turned on right now... lets hurry upstairs.."
We went to our room, ripped off our cloths. I opened the door to the small balcony and pulled Haley to me.
Me:"I'm going to fuck you right here. I want everyone to hear you scream while you get fucked. Everyone shall know that we are having fun."
She smiled and started dancing in the moonlight. Her hair glowed silver-blonde. I could see her goosebumps and erect nipples. Every detail of her body. Then she went down on her knees and blew me. I love it when she keeps eye contact. Then she got up, leaned over the balcony and whispered "take me."
I needed nothing more. I slowly pushed in. Inch by inch I felt her pussy lips around my cock. I fucked her slowly, my hands pulling apart her buttcheeks. I increase the speed. Her moans get louder. I fuck her harder and harder, my balls slapping against her pussy. She is so loud, I can hear a slight echo from the hotel across the street. But she reached her peek, when I put a finger in her asshole. Her "oh yes I'm cumming!" echoed through the night. One final drawn-out moan and I shot my cum into her belly. I turned her around and hugged her. Then I carried her to the bed, laid besides her. She cuddled to me and we fell asleep in seconds.

The next morning I woke up to Haley sucking my cock. When she saw that I was awake, she jumped on my cock and fucked me. I sat up and hugged her while she was riding me. We kissed and fucked for a good 15 min before we both came. We got dressed and went down for breakfast.
That day would be a beach day. When we were about to leave, I made sure that Haley's bikini covered as little as possible. We went to the beach hand in hand. We both wore sunglasses so I could easily keep an eye on the surrounding men. We were walking down the beach with one foot in the water basically, so everyone would be looking at us. I saw several men staring at Haley's ass as we passed them. We found a spot far away from all other tourists and there we put down our stuff and blanket.

We went swimming for a good while, the ocean had just the right temperature. It was a beautiful day. When we came back, Haley wanted to sunbath so I put on some sunscreen. As I caressed her body she moaned softly. I said "stop moaning or I'll get a boner." We giggled. She turned on her back so I could put sunscreen on her front. I removed her bikini top in the process. When I touched her nipples, she moaned again. I removed her bottoms as well and applied sunscreen there. More moans, but Haley looked discomforted. When she tried to put her bikini back on I stopped her.
H:"What? I cant lay here naked! Come on."
Me:"I dont want you to get tan lines. Just cover yourself with your foulard." (Thats a colorful piece of cloth, and almost transparent).
She was still unsure but I insisted. So she laid down with only a foulard covering her nakedness. Just looking at her made me horny. Haley had closed her eyes. She just looked perfect.
From time to time a person would pass by. I could watch them through my sunglasses. The men, even if they were accompanied by their GF's/wifes were just staring at Haley. One even stumbled and almost fell over his own feet. After some time I realised that some of the men came by a second or third time.
When we were all heated up, we went swimming again (for that haley put her bikini back on). I told Haley about the guys looking at her. She blushed but I told her that I love it when other guys see her like that, because they envy me then. She was my sex goddess but others worshipped her as well. She liked that. So when we returned to the beach, I told her to strip naked again and then lay on her belly. She covered herself with the foulard again. When no one was around, I would finger her until she was wet. Then I moved the foulard so that her pussy was visible if you were looking hard enough. I told her how she looked to the others. She giggled and spread her legs even a little bit more. I could see her pussy getting wetter as well. Again, a lot of men came by to worship my goddess. I told her and she said she wanted to go back to the hotel to fuck. Cant say no to that. So I told her she should only put on the bikini bottoms and cover her chest with the foulard. On our way back, every single man was looking at her. When we had returned to our room, we wasted no time and fucked for hours. We took breaks to drink and eat, but other than that I basically was permanently in her. I really enjoyed slow fucking her in every position. It was dinner time when we finally stopped. At dinner, we were romantic like on a first date, eating off each others forks, holding hands, looking into each others eyes for serveral minutes. After dinner we went to bed and cuddled until we fell asleep.

The third day of our trip, I gave a new bikini to Haley. It was a micro bikini, so it barely covered anything. I wanted to try it at the hotel pool first, because there were only a few people there. The bikini top is literally just strings with a tiny bit of fabric to cover nipples and areola. The bottoms are even more revealing. Its literally just strings of fabric, barely enough to cover the asshole and the clit. The string is sinking in between the pussy lips. All in all a bikini worthy of a sex goddess. When we got to the pool, there were just a few people, mostly old men. They were staring at Haley like she really was a goddess. I could see that Haley was insecure, blushing under her sun glasses. We got in the pool and fooled around a bit. Haley had to readjust her bikini often, since it slipped off her nipples all the time. It war really easy for me to slip a finger into her pussy every now and then. By the time we got out of the water Haley was turned on so much that I could see the wetness of her pussy, not covered by her bikini. I told her to get us drinks and that she should walk past the men like it was a catwalk. She did so and I could see her self esteem rise with every step. On her way back I was sure she could order any of the men to do anything and they would jump at her command. Only the women looked jealous, because all the men clearly kept staring.
Haley never looked so good before, she was radiating.

I had an idea. We went up to our room, opened the windows and started fucking right after. I wanted the guys at the pool to hear Haley cry out in pleasure. And she did scream. We decided not to go back to the pool. So we cuddled for a while, watched a movie and went to dinner. For dinner, Haley wore a low cut top and hotpants that barely covered her ass. When we crossed the room to get to our table, I saw a lot of guys looking at Haley lustfully. I recognized most of them from the pool. The corresponding women didnt look so happy.

The next day we wanted to spend at the pool again. Haley wanted to put on the bikini again and of course I didnt say no to that. Mostly the same women and men were at the pool. We had made a plan, to get Haley to walk in front of the men as often as possible. So first she had to get back to our room to get a towel. After we swam, she got drinks from the bar. And then went back to the bar to bring the glasses back. I watched the other people all that time. I think I saw some of the men getting small bulges in their pants. When Haley had passed the men for the seventh time, one of the women got up and went into the hotel. I watched closely as she came back with a guy from the hotel staff. They looked in our direction. I told Haley what I saw and also that she should try to flirt her way out of the incoming situation.

The hotel staffer came to us and said "Ma'am, I have had some complaints."
Haley took off her sun glasses and looked at the man. In her sweetest voice she answered:"Oh? What complaints?" In a dramatic gesture she touched her chest.
He:"Well.." he scanned her body... "the other guests feel that you dress... inappropriately."
H:"Inappropriately? For the pool?"
He:"Well..." he couldnt take his eyes off her. "Yes... the bikini you are wearing..."
H:"Whats wrong with the bikini? It covers my tits"- she touched them -" my vagina.."-she spread her legs-"and also my ass." With that she turned around and gave him a good look at her goods. "So what is wrong with wearing a bikini at the pool?"
He:"I... well..." The blood surely rushed from his brains to his dick. His pants were already bulging. "May.. Maybe it just doesnt cover them well enough..."
H:"Well I think I am well covered."
He:"Still I would like to ask you to put on something else..."
H:"And I would ask you to leave me alone. If you dont, I will file a sexual harassment suit against you and the hotel. I can see your boner. And my husband will support my claim. The way you look at me is inappropriate. Now get out of here. Please."
First the guy just looked puzzled, but then he left.

I grinned. Haley really knew her shit. The women who had gotten the hotel guy in the first place looked even more angry when he left without a result. She went into the hotel again and Haley got up.
Me:"What are you doing?"
H:"You'll see..."
She went to the man of the woman who just left. She talked to him for a bit, touching herself just like she did when she was talking to the hotel guy. She even turned around and bent over too. They laughed together. I got up and slowly walked up to them. As expected, the woman reappeared with another hotel staffer. I took Haley and we jumped into the pool.

When the staffer tried to talk to Haley, she dove to the other side. He slowly walked around the pool, so he wouldnt slip. When he finally almost reached her, she swam all the way back, we got out of the water and into our room. With open windows, we fucked again. I lifted her up, pressed her against a wall. We fucked in that position until my arms got tired. We slow fucked doggystyle for a while then went on to missionary. I blew my load then. We chilled the rest of the day. At dinner we got more angry looks from the woman who wanted to rat us out. Her face went dark red with anger, when her man (lets call him Steve) waved to Haley and she waved back. Over the course of the evening I could see the couple arguing. It ended with her storming off. Btw, Haley wore a skirt and a tank top. When we were done eating and went to the elevator, we spotted Steve at the bar. I told Haley she should flirt with him some more. Haley was reluctant, but I reminded her what a bitch Steve's wife was. So she agreed. I went up to the room and waited for her. After 40 min or so, she came. She was grinning when she told me how she flirted with him. She touched his arm, his hand and laughed with him. He then asked if her husband would feel okay about this. Haley told him "He'll never find out if you dont tell him..." Then she talked to him about his wife. Haley touched his arm some more and as a goodbye even hugged him. After that Steve clearly had a boner she said.
H:"I feel naughty... was that a bad thing I just did?"
Me:"I dont know and I dont really care. It turned me on... thats whats big here."
She laughed. We got naked and had a nice and simple good-night fuck.

On the fifth day on our trip, we decided to go to the beach again. Haley was finally feeling good about using her bikini there. She got so many looks. I then encouraged her to take of the top, which she did. She was clearly the center of attention. We went into the water, going as far away from the other people as possible. She gave me some salty kisses and then grabbed my dick underwater.
H:"I want to fuck you in this ocean right now."
I was happy to comply. Soon I was fucking her from behind, basically in full view of all the other people. Haley tried to hold back her moans but some went through. So after just 5 min we had a lot of attention. Haley knew it as well. I came a minute later and so did she. We stayed in the water for a little longer, then went back to our blanked. Haley was sunbathing again, only covered with her foulard. We went back and forth between swimming and sunbathing until it was already late. We went home and took a shower. We were so late for dinner that most guests were already done.

On the sixth and last (full) day of our honeymoon, Haley was done with showing off, so we stayed in our room the whole day. Here I saw and took my chance.
Me:"Do you want to try something new?"
H:"What are you suggesting?"
Me:"Anal."
Haley thought for a while and then agreed. I got the other sex toys we hadnt used the whole week and started pleasing Haley. I lubed up her ass and a small dildo. I went easy on her ass and made sure that her pussy stayed wet the whole time. Her first anal orgasm came from an vibrator egg with a cord. I pushed it about 2 inches (5cm) in and let it vibrate. Her moans clearly indicated that I had hit a sweet spot. After I had used another dildo on her ass, she was ready to get fucked. I slowly inserted my dick, inch by inch. Haley's high-pitched "Ahh"'s rang in my ears. When I was all in, Haley grunted deeply. I felt her juice running down her and my thigh. I started fucking her ass slowly, then increasingly faster. My balls slapped against her pussy again and again. I would cum soon and when I did, Haley had a squirting orgasm, covering my legs, her legs and the bed in her juice. We collapsed onto the bed and cuddled.
H:"This was the sex-richest week of my whole life."

End of Part 21.

Me and Anna already have some ideas on what to tell next. Vote for your favorite title in the poll (that story will be next).

I am fucking a married woman, for almost a year now.

I have known her for quite some time, we used to work together, and, she always seemed flirty, and into me, but I really never was interested in that kind of a relation, because I didnt really think it through, as a serious option, and because she is generally not my type.

But, as things tend to get complicated, we attended the same wedding, two years ago, and got a little talking, so she asked for my number, as if she needed some legal advice, so I gave it to her, and that is it.

When lockdowns started, she began texting me. Texting turned into sexting, she started sending me cheeky photos, than nudes, and finally we hooked up.

So, I have been fucking her, atleast once a week, for the last year or so, and, it is amazing. She is still good looking, blonde, not the prettiest woman in the block, but with a nice body, nothing special, but still sexy for a 35 year old, married woman.

And it has been a blast. Even when she is on her period, she would come over, not to fuck, but just to suck me off, and, who wouldnt like this situation.

About 3 months ago, things changed in my head, because I saw her with her family, out, in the city, and I felt like a piece of shit, and even more, I realised, that she is one. Our sex encounters started with me giving all I have got, to please her, giving her head, licking her ass for hours, just to please her sexually, but now, since I feel this disgust, I started using her, in ways, I sooner wouldnt have.

She became a sex toy, because I wanna push her away, punish her for being such a shitty person, by being even worse. AND IT IS AMAZING!!!.

For last few weeks, I just fuck her in the ass, I dont touch her pussy, no head, no vaginal penetration, no manual stimulation, and she is fine with it. I mean, she wants me to please her, she asks me, but I just do my thing, and she is ok with it. Gets super horny, and started visiting me 2 or 3 times a week, and to be honest, this is the best sex I ever had.

Will update, when something changes, but it seems that she is loving to be hate fucked, as much as I do enjoy hate fucking her.