I am fucking a married woman, for almost a year now.
I have known her for quite some time, we used to work together, and, she always seemed flirty, and into me, but I really never was interested in that kind of a relation, because I didnt really think it through, as a serious option, and because she is generally not my type.
But, as things tend to get complicated, we attended the same wedding, two years ago, and got a little talking, so she asked for my number, as if she needed some legal advice, so I gave it to her, and that is it.
When lockdowns started, she began texting me. Texting turned into sexting, she started sending me cheeky photos, than nudes, and finally we hooked up.
So, I have been fucking her, atleast once a week, for the last year or so, and, it is amazing. She is still good looking, blonde, not the prettiest woman in the block, but with a nice body, nothing special, but still sexy for a 35 year old, married woman.
And it has been a blast. Even when she is on her period, she would come over, not to fuck, but just to suck me off, and, who wouldnt like this situation.
About 3 months ago, things changed in my head, because I saw her with her family, out, in the city, and I felt like a piece of shit, and even more, I realised, that she is one. Our sex encounters started with me giving all I have got, to please her, giving her head, licking her ass for hours, just to please her sexually, but now, since I feel this disgust, I started using her, in ways, I sooner wouldnt have.
She became a sex toy, because I wanna push her away, punish her for being such a shitty person, by being even worse. AND IT IS AMAZING!!!.
For last few weeks, I just fuck her in the ass, I dont touch her pussy, no head, no vaginal penetration, no manual stimulation, and she is fine with it. I mean, she wants me to please her, she asks me, but I just do my thing, and she is ok with it. Gets super horny, and started visiting me 2 or 3 times a week, and to be honest, this is the best sex I ever had.
Will update, when something changes, but it seems that she is loving to be hate fucked, as much as I do enjoy hate fucking her.
