As I am the one who started this thread I would like to be the one to bring it to an end. In the time between now and the last post I made I got to meet a girl that I put so much faith in to be the one who brought some light to this dark truth Ive found. But I was dead wrong i put myself in harms way to be with her and I was in no way vague about my intentions, her response was she couldnt handle having to deal with her brother (she's 17 and her older,much larger brother doesnt like me. hence Im not worth the trouble
So to all that posted, you tried, you had it, but Ive chosen my dark path and all that comes with it, sorry to them and the world.
Signed: The Scarred Ronin
