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15 Nov 2009 8:49AM
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My confession.

Three years ago, I spent my summer holiday visiting Thailand. I met a lot of smoking hot asian girls whom I of course fucked senseless. There were many hot nights with lots of alcohol involved, so it had to go like it would go. I did unprotected sex, that I regret painfully today.

Upon my arrival at home, I went testing myself for STD and I turned out to be HIV positive. This really broke down my world, I hit rock bottom and I was probably depressed at some point. I got over it which lead me to what this confession is about.

After getting over the really hard times, I felt angry. Somehow I directed this anger towards others by having a lot of unprotected sex. I must've slept with some 20 different girls during the last two years. Now, I don't know if they're infected but there's a good chance some of them are. Luckily the medicines these days help you live a longer life and the earlier you get on them, the better the prognosis. I regret this behavior profoundly at this time and day. Should I tell, have them test themselves, get on treatment which will better prognosis, but put myself at penal risk; or should I just keep silent and let this one fly?

It would be very dumb to tell them directly or indirectly. If there's an investigation it will all lead back to me quickly. Shit, I don't know guys. And please no judgemental posts.

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15 Nov 2009 8:56AM

i hope you die
you worse the hitler

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15 Nov 2009 9:19AM

This is the TS.

When I had unprotected sex, I was really angry. Looking in retrospective, I didn't think clearly. I was sick. Today I'm regretting it. However, I will not tell these girls if I have to spend time in prison. I know they serve harsh sentences for offenses I've commited. You've gotta see it from my side as well; I will have to spend 6+ years in prison if they manage to pin this on me. It's not my fault these girls were slutty and dumb. I shouldn't be punished for that. It's not like they don't know what STD is. When I went to Thailand I knew well enough what STD was, but I was stupid and that's life I've gotta live with it. I think the same applies for these girls, they were stupid as well.

The only difference is that I was smart enough to test myself. However, I'm feeling pretty bad for not telling them.

This is really hard for me and I don't expect help here, just thought it would be nice to get other's insight and thoughts on my dilemma.

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15 Nov 2009 10:23AM

I love how you try to justify that it was alright what you did beacuase they were "dumb and slutty". You knowingly had HIV and possibly infected these girls with your careless manner. You are a piece of shit.

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15 Nov 2009 4:35PM

They were slutty and dumb? What about you? The girls in Thailand Should have told you if they had HIV. And you Should have known better than to do what you did.

You Should have been less of a selfish, blame-shifting jerk when you Knowingly had unprotected sex with girls, possibly infecting them with HIV. Slutty and dumb or not, you were the same.

You committed a crime. HV can stay dormant in the body for 14+ *Years* before manifesting, or showing signs.

You piece of shit.

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15 Nov 2009 9:19AM

My friend, you are on my 'Burn in Hell' list....

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15 Nov 2009 10:43AM

your lieing, lol funniest aids story ever, if u arent, ur a pretty man whore and well, your gonna die slowly, burn in hell dick wipe is all i can say, u got gook aids too haha

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15 Nov 2009 10:45AM

dude u can get help here, it YOUR Falut for not saying i hav aids before hand, and using a condom, u cant do that, retard.

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15 Nov 2009 11:06AM

ASSHOLE!

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15 Nov 2009 11:28AM

If you didn't know you had the HIV then it's not criminal. If you knew you had the HIV and fucked them with out telling them you are positive then it is criminal.

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15 Nov 2009 12:41PM

You are a fucking dumbass. It isn't those girls fault...It's yours. Man up and take responsibility for your actions you pussy. I really hope you don't get sent to prison for this...they need to just give you the chair. Regardless of what you do. When you die (which hopefully will be soon), you will rot in hell.

Maybe you can go try and stick your dick up your ass and speed up the process?

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15 Nov 2009 3:38PM

TS here again.

Actually, I knew posting here was a dumb idea. I have no idea why I still did it. I will admit right away, that having unprotected sex was a very cruel thing to do. What is done is done and it doesn't help that I regret it today. The essence of my problem is: how can I get rid of my bad consciousness and at the same time avoid prison time.

I've more or less decided that I won't put myself in a way that gives me a prison sentence. During the next week, I will have a talk to a lawyer to hear what he has to say.

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15 Nov 2009 7:15PM

There is a way to Advoid Both and it is really quite simple... Just go talk to Smith and Wesson... I am sure they have something you could use to solve all your problems

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15 Nov 2009 6:01PM

you do know that you have just ruined the lives of multiple woman? you will probably cause the to die an early death. take responsibility for yourself and turn your self in before people take revenge on you and take you down

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15 Nov 2009 6:22PM

The more I read about what you have done, the more pissed I get. FFS!

If you are fair dinkum about this, I have a solution. Grab a pistol, write your will, confess all � names and dates would be a good idea � just so the women can get some help. Place the pistol in your mouth (cocked and loaded), press the barrel on the roof of your mouth � as far back as you can go, just to the point you start gagging � now here is the important part, twist the weapon to your left so it is on a 35 degree angle or so, then pull the trigger.

If this works, you shouldn�t die � you will be a vegetable but the literature says you should still feel and hear the world, a nice way for an arsehole like you to spend the rest of his life!

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15 Nov 2009 10:18PM

Here is some real advice, send them a letter through mail with not return address with something that reads,

"It has come to my attention that I am HIV positive. I'm not sure how long I have been infected, but at any rate I would like to urge everyone I have had sexual relations with of any kind to seek HIV testing. Out of fear of my own safety I do not include my name or a way to contact me. I sincerely regret this whole scenario. I truly am sorry"

If you're not bullshitting us, I want those girls to get tested asap and this is a plausible root to get such done.

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15 Nov 2009 10:32PM

RE: Here is some real advice

I guess you won't shot yourself, so this idea is a good fallback.

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16 Nov 2009 1:16AM

As you didn't know you were infected, you can't hold yourself responsible for infecting anyone else. The only person at fault is the girl that gave it to you, assuming she knew. (If not, then it's the person that gave it to her, and so on up the chain.)
You also aren't responsible for not using protection after you were infected. You didn't know. (In hindsight, protection probably would have been a good idea, but you can't do anything about it now, so forget about it.)

In any case, the ethical thing to do would be to inform them, if you can. You don't have to include your name or anything, like the poster two posts above this says. Just give a rough date, so they can inform anyone they need to also.

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16 Nov 2009 1:44AM

Read the post. He Knew he was infected, and had sex with them anyway!

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16 Nov 2009 1:21AM

Please fuck only ugly girls. There are already too many ugly girls and your help in getting rid of them would be helping us guys

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16 Nov 2009 1:36AM

Well, if these 20 or so girls are that loose to have unprotected sex with a guy they hardly even know, you can bet half of them probably already had HIV before this guy came along anyway... or if not, it would have been the next HIV+ man to infect them.

In any case, there sure are a lot of judgmental motherfuckers that responded here. I wouldn't be so quick to pass judgment upon another man, if you haven't walked in his shoes. You'd be surprised what kind of fucked up shit YOU'D be capable of too, if you felt like your life was over and you were about to die.

Just my 2 cents.

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16 Nov 2009 1:46AM

I Wouldn't destroy people's lives if I knew I was about to die!

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16 Nov 2009 4:35AM

Sorry - I still vote for the 'Burn in Hell' and/or the Gun option - no matter what shoes he wears!

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16 Nov 2009 6:52AM

Ts here for last time.

Hi guys. I was meaning to end this bluff, last night, but was unable to because site went down/unresponsive. Anyway, it was all just a joke made out of boredom. Sorry.

While I just made up this story, I know several cases from the real world where the story just as well could be real. So lesson to learn for all the careless faggots and sluts out there. Be careful; you never know what you gonna get.

I just noticed another nigger reposting my story and it warms my heart to see! Thanks. Lol

Okay, be safe folks and thanks for the good laughs I got.

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19 May 2010 8:12AM

still have herpes though, right?

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15 Nov 2009 11:44AM

wel let me put it this way ur going to prision when those girls find out you got them infected just kiss your ass goodbye because in my country if somone has a hiv and dont tell noone your as guilty as shootin somone in the face so your pretty much fuckad

P.S i hope somone shots you in the face

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