I am 39, never been married, and obsessed with a man from work. I have been thinking of him that way for ages, to the point that those thoughts alone, made me dwell in the world of online erotica, searching for stories and scenarios in which I could immerse myself, while thinking of him.
He is married, but I was so determined to take him for myself, plotting about it, that I threw myself at him, every chance I could get, only to get a cold, uninterested treatment.
That made me want him even more.
Last Friday, I stalked him to the bar he and some of other men from work go to after hours, I was there "by accident" and they invited me to join them for drinks. After everyone left, I was just begging him to take me, first through compliments, in the end, openly. Ended up sucking him off in the toilet, and he came on my cleavage. I invited him back to my place, but he said no - this alone was too much, and that he shouldn't have done it.
The seed is planted, this week, I will make him come to my place, and do more. Wish me luck.
