I got recently divorced, and last week I went on my very first date in 15 years. She is a bit younger than me, pretty hot, in her early 40's, never been married, and the date went well, she invited me to her place, and we fooled around, it ended in a very nice, and sensual hand job, and I am happy.
I tried to make more of it, went for her buttons, she backed off with a smile and words "not yet", while continuing to kiss me, and touch me, like she is the horniest woman in the world.
Since I have been off the dating scene for a while, this confused me in a way. Is this something that happens nowadays? I mean, last hand job I got from a woman, after a date, was back in hs. She seems to like me, we are going out again on Saturday, but I am not sure, if this time, I should push for more, immediately, or go with the flow.
This may sound stupid, but I feel more insecure now, than I did when I started dating, as a teen. What do you think?
