Even tho You left me edged and in a little hope for a taste. I want to apologize for my part of madness. I know we don't see some things the same way. You say it's normal when You don't text and that You do it with family as well. And for me that's insane because I am not the family I am someone You are trying to build communication in dynamic that should be moving not standing. And it's not fun being here without You so often. But I do apologize for calling You out on some things. I guess I was mad at You for promises You made, and agreeing to change some things and then doing nothing. However I still trust You. Idk why but I always did. Don't want to be here telling You how boring it is to be exploring on my own while You watch now and then. Simply I like our dynamic when it's more active and my mind cant comprehend why You don't lile same thing considering you say you do then act differently.
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So I do apologize we clearly miss more communication, as I was here constantly calling You out. It was out from passion because if it didn't matter I would just leave it be. But still I get it's not hot at all. And that it just could grow a little resentment from your side as well
Last play- her father died tonight and I am getting ready for a trip. A funeral and it shocked me I was close with him. I would lile to hear You, there is still that sweet and intimate part in me where I just need no matter of the type. But just crave a message from You like it's going yo make everything better. I get that might be uncomfortable for you. But You had or hvve that effect on me. Where when I hear You things are just better. And I hated You for taking that away. So that's I guess selfish to. I don't want to trap You in a role. But You were never a role for me and just someone who provided kink. I like Your company. And was mad that You don't show same.
