So what does one do when stereo typical terms do not match me? (no smart ass answers, it will just show you can not read nor take anything to heart from anyone who asks.. think about that please).

This pic makes me wish there was someone who truly wanted to be mine.
It makes my heart pound and crave many things.
I am not submissive and will not dominate.
I want who ever to talk and truly tell me things and I can tell them.
I would love for someone to want me to guide both of us but I want them to truly share in what we do.
I want them to have a real interest in finding new ideas with me and be open to all to learn about but we find what we want to share and how and what we do not want.
If someone in general has been watching us in what we look at for ideas and what drives our dreams AND what we do and how...., The words could only be the following in general to describe what they feel looking at it all...
Warm, Loving, Kind, Giving, Thoughtful, Fun, Hot, Kinky, Caring, Protective, Sweet, Funny, Real Love and so on.

Terms are used to place a box for someone to fit in...
A box can not define all I am and what I am not. That should be good :)

What I crave to give and someone to crave to give to me?

I like to take time and even edge for pleasure and NOT to use against someone.

slow 69 and for sure share in a kiss or swallow :)
Touch and play with each other to relax and bond.
Rub balls and any area to the point of pleasure and NOT harm or use in CBT or those ways.
Lightly pinch and rub nipples and breasts.
Lick,kiss and such nipples.
(can say same for cock or real clit and not what some call a dick).
Rub areas of body softly.
Edge each other.
Hug each other with nothing on and might just close eyes and just feel safe and loved.
Kiss and not just the lips :)
Both will at any time want to just give oral, lick and play with the others clit or cock and by default we want to do something for the other but can ask they watch and just enjoy too. Same for many things:)
Play in the bath or shower together.
Let me know they crave getting anal be cleaning their self well.

Let me know they crave we share anal be already being clean and wanting me to go to a nice place we make at home where they sexualy and with love and care touch, clean me out, play with ass, out side the anus and inside. If they want as they play, I want to play with theirs also :)
If they want they can rim me but I do not need that. If they do, I truly think of doing that also but so afraid and am not sure if I can.
Being so clean might mean we need time and play to cause our anus to make the mucus as we get turned on and want anal even more. This part if done right I like the feel and hope they would too:)
Before any anal, I truly would love any oral given and want to give it too:)
We talk about how we want to share anal. Do we want the other to slide in the others wet hole and just go till we cum then swap?, Give to the other for their pleasure then swap? Both edge how ever we want?
Want the other to ride at any speed or how ever hard but not more than the other likes.
Want the other to sit in our lap in them and they contract their anus and do what ever feels great to them even if it is to jerk to edge and enjoy the feeling over and over or jerk to near cum and then ride hands free to cum and then play to get hard and do again?
Ride dick till near cum and stop, then when they are ready ride some more and see how long that can go?

Every way one can think but both talking and together doing any of it all together any way it can be done.

I can not be called a sissy or alpha as I do not act or do as others show those terms to be.

I want toys to be included in ideas.

Size of the person is not what I need.. It is the want as I have to share pleasure and find ways to make that even better even with toys.

I can cum from my fingertips just penetrating over and over just in the lips (for lack of better terms) of my anus just as hard as when I use a toy over 6in around.

It is the persons need, want and craving for ME and to give me pleasure I want more than anything.
But I am the same so I must have someone like me who loves to give for the others pleasure but also wants to get pleasure being given just because they need,feel,crave,want,love to as I would.

Any race or gender that matches the respect and deep care for me that I have for them is fine with me. I am more open to beings and their hearts than the outside of their body.

As one small example..
If they are just 2in fully deep but foreplay makes me cum hands free when they give anal then I will crave them making me cum hands free first and want them balls deep and they cum from my anus being warm and tight around them as they do not pull back and slip out but as they work against my clamped tight anus they can push deep into and cum like crazy as I watch them :)

If they want to fill me up, then use a nice thick toy (I am not into long and pain so I never myself used a long toy.) that is 5 to over 6.5 inches around... I have used them and it has not made me where I can not choose to grip tight :)

If they want toys then great!
Nothing like each having a vibe near the P spot controlled by the other as we do 69 :)
I kind of like the idea :)

well...

One day I hope someone like me finds me :)
I wish in general the world had terms and places for many like me....
Not into hate or shame but shared love deeply with a true soul connection :)

i wanna be a whore to a BIG HARD DICK! i wanna feel it when it is soft and start to harden in my hand. knowing that my touch is making his cock hard gets me going. i wanna look at it, blow on it and watch it jump and jerk as it gets harder and harder. i wanna run my painted nails under the bottom of it as it grows to full hardness. i wanna bury my face in his crotch and smell his muskiness. feel his big hard cock presing up against my cheek as i sniff in his aroma. i wanna nuzzle my face in his nut sack and then start to cover his balls with little licks and kisses, making that dick get ROCK HARD! i wanna start to lick it from the base of the nuts, underneath it where it feels sooooooo damn good. little short licks, followed by a steady hot wet lick from balls to head then engulf the head of that cock into my hot wet mouth and suck on just the head. followed by more licks and kisses. i want that dick to get just as hard as it can. a BIG HARD COCK about 8 to 10 inches long, with big veins wrapped around it. then i will grab the base of that cock and squeeze, making those veins bulge out even more, and the head get bigger and bigger. i LOVE to feel a big hard cock in my mouth when it is being choked by my hand. then i start to lick it like a lollipop, slurp, slurp, slurp. licking under the head and taking the head inside my HOT WET MOUTH. as it starts to leak that sweet pecum, i let it fall on my tongue the suck it down into my belly. licking up each precious drop of that sweet nectar, before taking it ALL the way down my throat as my lips wrap around the base he can feel my tonsils, i relax and swallow and my throat closes around the head and sucks it down. i LOVE BIG HARD COCKS dowm my throat, gagging me, making me drool all over them. i start to suck on that dick, bobbing my head up and down, up and down with a good amount of suction. my cheeks caving in as i pull my head up then puffing up as i go down again. up and down, suck, up and down, suck. again and again, over and over, my head is spinning as i feel the cock getting bigger, hear him start to breathe a bit heavier as i continue to bob and suck, bob and suck, bob and suck. cock getting bigger, breathing heavier, i can sense he is getting close, more sweet precum drip from the head onto my tongue, as i continue to bob and suck, bob and suck. up and down, bob and suck. i take it all the way down and swallow, letting my throat wrap around it tightly before bobbing and sucking some more. i feel his hands on the top of my head as he pulls me down further, harder, now it is like he is fucking my face. using my mouth as his cunt, fucking it harder and deeper, sucking noises coming from my mouth and slapping noises as my nose bounces off his belly. bob and suck, bob and suck, up and down, again and again. now he is really going to it. i no longer have to bob and suck as he pulls my head down then back up again. he is fucking my throat and i am LOVING it. Take that DICK, BITCH, Take that DICK. my head is now going up and down so fast its almost a blur as he pulls and pushes it up and down. the head of that BIG HARD COCK is pounding my tonsils with every stroke, i gag and drool, spit is now flowing freely from out the sides of my mouth as he fucks it again and again, he tenses, then pulls me down hard, the head of his cock almost reaching my stomach, but that is not what i want. if he cums now, it will bypass my mouth, my tongue and i will barely taste it. i close my throat and he pulls down as i push up and he screams, AAAAAAHHHHHH and the cum erupts form his balls, i can feel it as it rushes up the shaft of that engorged cock and erupts just as i reach the head. it blows right into my wanting waiting mouth, and floods my mouth. i catch it all inside my mouth, spurt after spurt of that YUMMY DELICIOUS CUM-MMMMMM. i feel it flood my mouth to overflowing but i dont dare swallow, nor do i let a delicious drop escape my lips. he slows and soon stops bucking his hips as i wrap my lips tight around the head, holding all that goodness insdie my mouth. i let the head pop out of my lips, closing up so i dont spill a drop. i llok up at him, my make up smeared all over my face, my lipstick on his now deflating cock. i lean my head back and open my mouth slowly, to show him the big load of cum inside my lips and mouth. i lean further back and start to gargle, some of the cum drips out the sides of my mouth and drops on the floor. little cum bubbles are popping up around my nose as i gargle, popping on my lips and chin. i stop gargling and start swishing all the yummines around inside of my mouth, making sure i get my teeth and gums coated with it befoe i show him again before i swallow it down, feeling it flood down my throat and it almost splashes when it hits my belly. i open again to show him that i swallowed it all. i look down and see the drops of cum on the floor. then i get down on my hands and knees, in my short little school girl skirt and 6 inch heels. head down and ass up as i stick my tongue out and lick the cum drops from the floor, making sure he can see the gstring up my bare shining ass. i moan, as i lick it up, MMMMMMMM i LOVE your cum. i shake my ass and i feel his big heavy hands slap my ass, and i know that soon, that BIG HARD COCK will be buried balls deep, in my ass as he pounds me again and again, over and over. oh, how i LOVE being a PRISSY, CROSS DRESSING, PANTY WEARING, COCK SUCKING, SHORT SKIRT FLIRT, DICK LICKING, HIGH HEEL CLICKING AND CLACKING, CUM SWIZZLING, GARGLING, GUZZLING PRETTY LIL SISSY FAGGOT. A FAGGOT FOR COCK AND A QUEER FOR CUM!!!!

Sweet Sugar Baby 
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