I have this dark fantasy.

As i returned to Master after having refreshed my makeup back into the perfect state that Master expected and demanded after having given him a blowjob after his dinner as usual, Master was standing waiting by the Polaris UTV waiting for me, holding a gag harness up for me. It was the gag harness i hated most, it was a large penis gag with a that had a large ball at the end. It really forced to to focus on managing my breathing since it reached deep down into y throat when fully tightened. Obediently i approached him, kissed the gag as i had been trained to and opened my mouth wide to accept the penis gag deep into my mouth. As it lodged itself deep into my throat i relaxed my throat and focused on my breathing as i held my ponytail away to make it easier for Master to tighten the straps around my head. i heard him snap small padlocks to the straps securing the harness on me. Next he motioned for me to turn around so he could lock a pair of stainless steel cuffs on my wrists and then lock them tightly together. With a firm grip on my arm he led me up and into the passenger seat of the UTV before securing me in place with the seat belt. He then went back to his tent and retrieved a small bag that he placed in the back of the UTV and got in behind the wheel and drove off, deeper into the forest carefully to avoid obstacles. i had no idea where we were going or what was happening but i was so used to obeying my Master blindly these days and i had given up resisting and trying to disobey just over a year ago. Every time i had resisted there had been severe consequences and it felt like Master had been so many steps ahead of me every time that i eventually gave up and surrendered totally. It had started with chatting online but eventually He had enforced His control over me and overpowered me and took full control of my life. Master headed deeper and deeper into the forest and eventually we arrived at the foot of a small mountain where he stopped. He went around the UTV and came around to my side where he opened the backpack and locked a pair of stainless steel ankle cuffs over my pink high heeled boots. The heels are almost 5 inches but the heels are not a stiletto heel, that would be too impractical. There was a 4 inch hobble chain locked between the cuffs severely hobbling me. The seat belt is released and Master attaches a chain to my stainless steel collar and pulls me out of my seat and onto the soft ground. With no sounds or emotions Master starts walking towards the foot of the mountain and i have no choice but to follow hobbling along, but fortunately Master walked slowly so i can keep up even though it takes an effort to keep up. i focus so hard on keeping up, not stumbling and the huge penis gag that i am somewhat caught off guard when Master stops in front of a locked steel bar gate. As i look up to see why we stopped, Master pulls out a lock pick kit and impressively quickly opens the padlock and pulls the steel bar door open. He then pulls out a powerful flashlight and leads me inside the old mine, now i have to focus even more on the ground in my high heels so i am soon very disoriented and when Master stops after several turns and twists i am totally lost. Master pulls me closer to the rock wall and i hear a loud click in the silence, and Master takes a few steps back and focuses his flashlight on an iron ring secured to the rock wall and a padlock. From that padlock goes a right chain and at first i can’t put the clues together into a clear picture but eventually it dawns on me, Master has secured me to that iron ring deep inside the mine.
i look up at Master and finally he speaks.
-Well, i am sorry to say that here is where our ways separate. I have said many times that the biggest thrill for me is to find, break and then train the perfect sissy slave. When I achieve that point with a sissy slave I get bored, I was a bit disappointed that you broke so quickly and gave up. You once told me about your deepest and darkest fantasy and it was being chained up and left in a deep dark cave so enjoy my sissy and goodbye.
Master turned and simply walked away without turning back or another word. i was totally surprised and my mind was completely blank as Master disappeared with the flashlight. i tried to follow him but was stopped by the chain after just a step. i try to pull against it to reach the disappearing light but there is no give. As the light from the flashlight went around a corner the darkness became compact. Carefully i moved backwards to the wall to get some support as i struggled to understand what just happened. Did Master really mean it or was it a trick to test me. Surely it was. With the support of the rock wall i sank down to a sitting position since it is easy to lose balance in real dark places. i try to smooth my dress out under me as i sink to the hard stone floor but i can’t since my hands are locked behind me. i listen intensely for Masters' footsteps as he returns for me. Surely he was just testing me. Of course he was, he’ll come back for me. Won’t he?

I went to the gynecologist for a checkup about contraception at 16:00. There was only a doctor and a nurse there, so I could go inside right away.
The doctor asked me to sit on a chair and asked me questions as usual, but he also asked if I had ever been ass penetrated (No, I'm not). I was there for contraception, so it didn't seem strange to me.
After the interview, I signed the papers, but there were somehow more than usual. He asked me if I want to read it, but I signed them without reading. Then the doctor asked me to go get ready in the bathroom as usual and when I was done, to come and sit in the gyno chair.
Chair was a little different than the last time I was there, but it didn't seem strange to me at that time. When I was lying down, I looked around and didn't see the nurse.
He said there was nothing to worry about and that he had to tighten the straps around my calves so I wouldn't accidentally kick him. As usually he lubricate his finger and insert into my pussy and slowly sliding in and out.I noticed a nurse coming into the room with some bag. Then doctor said he must insert speculum because he needs a swab from vagina.
He insert plastic speculum into mi pussy and did a swab and put it out. I noticed a nurse doing something behind me, at that time I don't really care. 
She prepared BDSM accessories for that gyno chair (straps for arms, straps around the thighs, straps around my chest, and the structure that is supposed to hold your head against the seat with a mouth gag. But I didn't know about it.
She asked me to put my hands over my head. So I did. She grab a cuffs and cuffed my hands to chair and quickly deployed the structure with gag on my head and insert gag in my mouth. Then started tightening straps around my ankles, thighs and two around chest.
The doctor stood up and said "Mount arm restraints to the chair. We need her well secured for this experiment !". I tried to free myself. Nurse uncuffed my left hand, doctor grab it and she tied my hand (wrist, forearm and biceps) with 3 leather straps so I have my arm next to the chair. Same with my right arm on other side.
I never felt so helpless and vulnerable.He put latex glove on his right arm and put whole hand to bucket with lubrication.
Start inserting 2 fingers in my pussy. He added a third one shortly after. It was painful but also good and nurse put vibrator on my clit and held it there. It was like heaven at that time.Doctor pull out and try to put whole fist in my pussy. I screamed through gag. It was so painful.
After trying his best, he pull out after good five minutes. I was already in tears, but I was relieved that it was all over. At least that's what I thought. 
He reached over to the table and grabbed big stainless steel speculum and put lubricant on it. Inserted that big speculum in my pussy and he started to expand it to full extent. I was in pain. 
Nurse put lube on a small orange tube and gave it to the doctor. He started slowly inserting it to my pee hole. It wasn't painful but it was uncomfortable and weird. Then nurse inflated it a little and connected it to the bag hanging below the chair.
The doctor pulled a small table on wheels towards him. There are various tweezers, pliers, needles, injections and cleaning supplies on the table. 
He gave me an injection in my cervix, grab pliers and started stretching my cervix. It hurts like hell. I cryed and shaking a lot. Then he pulled out pliers and insert big stainless steel needle and start stabbing my cervix. I never felt that much pain in my life. After it he insert some small brush and start fucking my cervix with it. I went to cry my eyes out.
After he was done he said to the nurse "Here we are done, we can pull speculum out!".I thought my nightmare was over. I was looking forward to them untying me and letting me go so I could get out of there quickly. 
Nurse started to narrow the speculum and pulled it out. I was happy that it was over. But they still left that tube in my pee hole.
The doctor came to me with 5ml injection of lube. He ran his lubed fingers over my anus and told me "One more hole left". I started crying again. I tried my best to free myself from this hell, but it didn't work.
The doctor laughed and put injection of lube in my anal and emptied it.
The doctor pulled out empty injection from my asshole. He put on new latex glove and drowned ot in bucket with lube.
Insert one finger in my ass and immediately inserted the other one. It's starting to hurt a little. After a while he added a third finger and it started to hurt a lot and I started crying again. 
He came closer to me and said "Why are you crying ? We don't even started yet. You said that you have never been anal penetrated before. We're going to change that now." He pulled his fingers out of me and walked away.
I noticed him unlocking a cabinet in the back of the room. When he opened the door on cabinet, I focused my eyes through my tears and saw so many different dildos and nozzles. There were also many fucking big ones.
I was so scared that I felt my heart in my throat. He came back with some big bucket.The nurse brought a stand with a water bag. She placed it next to the chair and started filling it with cleaning water.
The doctor pulled out the 12" colon nozzle and put lube on it. 
At the beginning it's 1" in diameter and comes it up to 1.4" and last 4" insertable is 2" in diameter and then there is a stop where the hoses are.
He slowly started to push it into my body. After about 6 inch it stopped, even though he pushed hard. I was screaming through gag as it hurts. 
He pulled out and the nurse handed him a plastic stick. He inserted it into me and started circling it to find out where my large intestine continued. 
Then he started to insert the hose back in, but this time hard. He pulled it in and out until he got it all the way to the 2" diameter. He looked at nurse and then pushed it in hard until the end. She handed him the hose to plug it in and start the enema.
I felt water flow in my belly, it was unpleasant and painful. I was screaming and crying and shaking with myself trying to free myself.When the water bag is completely empty and 2,5L in my colon. The doctor pulled out 12" nozzle and immediately put inflatable plug in my ass and started pumping. 
He stood up and said "You will be like this for five minutes. Then I'll pull out the plug and you'll dump it all into the bucket". The nurse massaged my stomach the whole time. It was terribly painful.
After I let it all out, the doctor came with a bigger and longer hose, and happily said "Let's have another round". My anal was inside out.He linked all his fingers together and pushed them hard into my ass tried to get his whole fist in there. I cried the whole time. It was really really painful.
After this the doctor pulled out another one. "This is 40 inches of anal wrecking". I went to cry my eyes out after this message. The nurse said to the doctor "She's skinny. She can't take it all". Doctor said her back "I will make her fit it all in"
The doctor was seriously waiting for my ass to get tighter. He said that my anus is turned inside ouf after fisting and it wouldn't be fun.
After about 5-10 minutes, when I had calmed down a bit, he came and said "I finished my coffee, now we can start".
He put his gloves back on and started lubricating that 40"inch colon tube that starting with 1" diameter and gradually increases to 3" in diameter with two 3,5" retaining balls before end.
The doctor started pushing that thing in my asshole. The first few inches weren't that painful, but after about 10 inches the pain started to increase sharply. I started screaming through the gag and started shedding tears. He didn't care, he just kept pushing deeper and deeper.
About 15 inches from the end, he couldn't push it any deeper. I kept crying and snot flowing when I was in pain.
 He was pulling out and pushing deeper inside little by little. It got bigger and deeper in my body and it hurt more and more. It was probably a soundproof room because it was impossible for anyone to hear my crying and screaming.
When he thrust the entire 40 inches into me, including the larger 3.5" ball part, nurse connected it to the hose from the water bag.She turned it on and my stomach started to get bigger as my anus filled with water. He slowly pulled colon tube out of me. 
When he pulled it out of me, he quickly thrust 9" long huge 4" diameter butt plug in. He couldn't push the end in anymore, so he pushed with all his strength to get it in. It was an extreme pain, that I could feel my pelvis expanding.
I cried so much that my whole body was shaking. I was so tied up that it was impossible to get out of that chair. 
After a while, they pulled plug out of my anal and told me to empty it all into a bucket.
The doctor said we're going to finish but he still wants to try the new DP fucking machine with "horse" dildos. The nurse brought the machine in and spread the lubricant all over dildos.
The doctor came in and stuck one in my ass and the other in my vagina. Set machine to 30min with full insertion. It was really painful in both holes, but I felt a pleasant sensation in my vagina a little, but still it hurts a lot.
After 30 minutes, both huge dildos were pumped fake cum in my holes. Doctor pulled out dildos from my pussy and ass. Cum started to flow out of both holes. I was relieved that it was all over.
He looked at my tearful and sobbing face with a gag in my mouth for a moment and then said "One last time". He put all 5 fingers together and shoved his hand into my ass with all his strength. I started screaming and moving around with my whole body (not much because I was strapped to gyno chair)
When he finished fisting my asshole, he quickly pulled out his hand. It hurt terribly but at the same time I felt relieved. My ass was turned inside out. 
He shoved a tampon the size of a penis up my ass after the hole was a little tighter and then gave me a diaper. It was so humiliating.When the doctor finished his work, he told the nurse to "clean up and untie her" and he sat down at the table. He began writing papers evaluating the performance of experiment.
When she untied me, I wiped away the tears and snot, that were both all over my face after this 4 hours hell. I didn't say a word, I just kept sobbing and crying. After this "experiment" of theirs, I was almost unable to walk. When they saw me, they gave me crutches and helped me get into the taxi that they called. Thanked me and waved at me. When I got home, I was glad it was over.

Hi, I'm Lucy. I'm 19y.o. (almost 20) 174cm tall, slim blonde girl

I went to the gynecologist for a checkup about contraception at 16:00. There was only a doctor and a nurse there, so I could go inside right away.

The doctor asked me to sit on a chair and asked me questions as usual, but he also asked if I had ever been ass penetrated (No, I'm not). I was there for contraception, so it didn't seem strange to me.

After the interview, I signed the papers, but there were somehow more than usual. He asked me if I want to read it, but I signed them without reading. Then the doctor asked me to go get ready in the bathroom as usual and when I was done, to come and sit in the gyno chair.

Chair was a little different than the last time I was there, but it didn't seem strange to me at that time. When I was lying down, I looked around and didn't see the nurse.

He said there was nothing to worry about and that he had to tighten the straps around my calves so I wouldn't accidentally kick him. As usually he lubricate his finger and insert into my pussy and slowly sliding in and out.

I noticed a nurse coming into the room with some bag. Then doctor said he must insert speculum because he needs a swab from vagina. He insert plastic speculum into mi pussy and did a swab and put it out. I noticed a nurse doing something behind me, at that time I don't really care. 

She prepared BDSM accessories for that gyno chair (straps for arms, straps around the thighs, straps around my chest, and the structure that is supposed to hold your head against the seat with a mouth gag. But I didn't know about it.

She asked me to put my hands over my head. So I did. She grab a cuffs and cuffed my hands to chair and quickly deployed the structure with gag on my head and insert gag in my mouth. Then started tightening straps around my ankles, thighs and two around chest.

The doctor stood up and said "Mount arm restraints to the chair. We need her well secured for this experiment !". I tried to free myself. Nurse uncuffed my left hand, doctor grab it and she tied my hand (wrist, forearm and biceps) with 3 leather straps so I have my arm next to the chair. Same with my right arm on other side.

I never felt so helpless and vulnerable.
He put latex glove on his right arm and put whole hand to bucket with lubrication.
Start inserting 2 fingers in my pussy. He added a third one shortly after. It was painful but also good and nurse put vibrator on my clit and held it there. It was like heaven at that time.Doctor pull out and try to put whole fist in my pussy. I screamed through gag. It was so painful.

After trying his best, he pull out after good five minutes. I was already in tears, but I was relieved that it was all over. At least that's what I thought. 

He reached over to the table and grabbed big stainless steel speculum and put lubricant on it. Inserted that big speculum in my pussy and he started to expand it to full extent. I was in pain. 

Nurse put lube on a small orange tube and gave it to the doctor. He started slowly inserting it to my pee hole. It wasn't painful but it was uncomfortable and weird. Then nurse inflated it a little and connected it to the bag hanging below the chair.

The doctor pulled a small table on wheels towards him. There are various tweezers, pliers, needles, injections and cleaning supplies on the table.

He gave me an injection in my cervix, grab pliers and started stretching my cervix. It hurts like hell. I cryed and shaking a lot.

Then he pulled out pliers and insert big stainless steel needle and start stabbing my cervix. I never felt that much pain in my life. After it he insert some small brush and start fucking my cervix with it. I went to cry my eyes out.

After he was done he said to the nurse "Here we are done, we can pull speculum out!".

I thought my nightmare was over. I was looking forward to them untying me and letting me go so I could get out of there quickly. Nurse started to narrow the speculum and pulled it out. I was happy that it was over. But they still left that tube in my pee hole.
The doctor came to me with 5ml injection of lube. He ran his lubed fingers over my anus and told me "One more hole left". I started crying again. I tried my best to free myself from this hell, but it didn't work.
The doctor laughed and put injection of lube in my anal and emptied it.

part 2 comming soon...

Wearing clover clamps with bells tingling, locked on posture collar, high heels and tiny stainless steel chastity cage. i enjoy suffering for the pleasure of those that are better than me and are above me. Most are.

I have to confess this here because I cannot tell anyone I know:

Today, I got 2 ping pong balls stuck up my ass while my wife was at work. Today is my day off. I was in the shower playing with my (secret) vibrator and 6 ping pong balls. I had taken tons of enemas to make sure I was totally clean inside. While laying in the shower on my back, I stuck the ping pong balls up my ass one-by-one, until I had 5 in there.

The 3rd, 4th, and 5th balls sort-of sat next to each other, rather than stacking up. My colon was being stretched out and the balls were pressing hard against my prostate. I had a raging boner that I was stroking at the time. The thought came into my head, "It's like having a dog knot in my ass!" Shortly thereafter, I came. It was fantastic.

I then immediately began to excrete the ping pong balls. The first 3 went just fine. Then, nothing came out. I got to my feet, squatting, so that I could stick my fingers up there and try to find the next one. It wasn't within finger's reach.

I didn't panic. Instead, I stuck 3 fingers in my ass in an attempt to reach as far up as possible. I located the 2nd ball at the sharp turn that begins the sigmoid colon. I couldn't feel it directly, though. I felt it through some intestinal wall, meaning that it was around the turn of the sigmoid and lodged in.

I thought, "FUCK!" I knew it would be very difficult to extract it, let alone the 1st ball behind it!

After a few attempts to push it out, I decided to just clean myself up and get out of the shower. My hope was that I could identify some tools that would help me get it out, and possibly help it move downward by walking around.

I tried several things. First, I googled the medical procedure for extracting foreign bodies from rectums. There are several of common procedures. Primarily, a doctor spreads your asshole open and then tries to pry the object out manually. If that doesn't work, they will try to grab it with instruments. If that doesn't work, they might try to slip something past it, such as a balloon, and then inflate the balloon and pull the object out. There were also instances of using a vacuum device. If that doesn't work. . . Colonoscopy!

So, I found the vacuum. I decided that I had no control over the suction and that I was highly likely to rip my intestines out if I attempted to use it. However, I thought that maybe using the cylindrical hose extension might allow the ping pong balls to simply fall out. But, the ping pong balls were too wide to fit into the extension.

So, I found a turkey baster in the kitchen. I got back into the tub (so as not to make a mess) and stuck the turkey baster up my ass and pulled the plunger out. I don't think it did anything. It was small.

So, I googled the anatomy of the rectum to discover which side of my abdomen the sigmoid colon was on. This way, when I stuck something up in there, I knew which direction to turn it in order to pull the intestinal wall downward and out of the way of the ping pong balls.

It turns out that I inherited some old stainless steel surgical instruments. I don't know what they are for. They are about 10 inches long, rectangular extrusions that taper to a sharp edge at one end. All the other edges are rounded. The end opposite the sharp edge is blunt. I decided that I could use the blunt end to pry the intestinal wall down. I returned to the shower after thoroughly cleaning the instruments.

I laid down on my back and pulled my knees to my chest. I gently inserted the thinnest instrument into my ass. It went in about 8 inches. When I turned it a certain way, it would tap against the ping pong ball. I managed to turn it just right to pry the sigmoid colon's sharp corner downward and release the ball into my colon. All the while, I was bearing down as if I was giving birth. The ball began to travel down my colon. All the while I was guiding it and prying my rectum open with the stainless steel instrument. I was afraid that the ball might be inclined to go back up, so I didn't stop pushing until it finally popped out.

I was instantly relieved. However, there was still another ball stuck inside of me. I immediately returned to my feet, squatting, so that I could feel for it. I managed to get three fingers inside myself, as far up as they would go. I could not feel the ball. When I took my fingers out, I noticed a pool of blood underneath me. It was small and looked to be watered down. Perhaps it wasn't all blood.

I inserted the instrument and tried to feel for the ball. Nothing.

I decided to clean up and take a break. At this point I had spent a couple of hours running around the house looking for tools and researching how to go about extraction.

While I took my break, I paced around the house in an attempt to get the ball to move down on its own. After an hour or so, I attempted to find the ball again. Nothing. Just a small pool of blood. So, I cleaned up and I began to research again.

What happens if I can't get this thing out? Like I said before, worst case scenario is that I go to the hospital, spend a ton of money to have a doctor take it out, and never hear the end of it from my wife. By the way, she knows that I enjoy anal stimulation, but she does not participate and does not know how/when I do it. Worst-worst case scenario? Colostomy. I end up with a colostomy bag on my hip for being a fucking idiot.

I decided to drink some gatorade to make sure that I wouldn't run out of electrolytes. I then decided to eat something in an attempt to get my bowels to move on their own. Remember, though, that I had taken several enemas. My bowels were completely empty except for this ping pong ball. I then decided to drink 2 cups of coffee very quickly, since coffee is a diuretic and may cause my bowels to move. I paced the house for 10 minutes, drinking coffee.

I tried to find the ball again. Nothing. Just tiny droplets of blood.

I began to panic at this point. I was asking myself, "Why?! Why do I do this to myself?" I came to the realization that I was a fucking idiot and that I got greedy with pleasuring myself. I should never play with untethered objects. I probably shouldn't even play with dildos. I doubt anything in your ass (besides shit) is really a good idea.

So, in this moment of panic with time running out before my wife comes home from work, I decided that I should try to put something behind the ball to force it out. What could I possibly put behind it? AIR. I went and got the bike tire pump from the garage and promptly stuck it up my ass and began pumping. As air passed into my asshole, it made a fart sound. I felt my abdomen fill with air. I then paced the house for several minutes before sitting on the toilet and trying to pass the ball.

Only air came out. "Fuck!" Now, I was risking embolism in an attempt to get this thing out. Embolism is where you introduce harmful bacteria into your colon (or even other body cavities) and they cause a major infection that can kill you.

So, I really began to panic. "Why!? Why do I do this stupid shit?!"

I finally decided that the only thing I had left to do was to take more enemas. I climbed into the shower and promptly started filling my ass with water via the shower hose. (The shower head has a hose. Remove the shower head and you have a nearly perfect enema hose that's pumps water into your ass.) Taking enemas like this can also lead to embolism.

First enema was small. I squatted and released it all onto the tub floor. No ping pong ball.

The second enema was rather large. I filled myself until it began to put pressure on my abdomen. I squatted and released it all onto the tub floor. No ping pong ball.

Determined, I took a third enema. It was rather small. I squatted and let the water out. But, some air came with it. I thought, "Perhaps the air did work to some extent! If that air came from behind the ball, the ball must be moving!"

Sure enough, I felt the ball enter my colon. I pushed as hard as I could and felt it slowly descend. It finally popped out and onto the floor.

I cleaned myself up and threw all of the ping pong balls in the trash. Fuck you.

I hope you enjoyed my story of idiocy and pain. All-in-all I spent about 5 hours trying to remove these things. I only spent 30 minutes putting them in. I will continue to bleed out of my ass for several days. But, crisis averted. Please, do NOT try ANYTHING I posted here for yourself. It's incredibly dangerous and could lead to severe health problems or even death. If you get something stuck in your ass, your best bet is to go to the emergency room.

This is my penis. In this video I was wearing a stainless steel cock ring. I think I was showing out for the lady behind the camera. I love being filmed. 

I walked back and forth before these disturbing things, imagining to be in his shoes. My heart was pounding and I finally gave up what remained me of restraint. I went to get the stainless steel basin, the one that was going to receive his excretions, I labelled it with his name, filled it with the sterile packages of nozzles and tubes, the two speculums in transparent zipped bags, and I put the whole on the small cabinet under the washbasin.

It was impossible not to note it from the toilet bowl.. I wondered what someone else would think seeing this. Is that really for him? Why the need of all this? What's wrong with him? Everyone would ask themselves those questions. I figured out the situation, and I pretended responding to someone real, picturing that he was here too.

"Yes, it's really for him.. he has an anal problem. False urges, erections when he's penetrated, he dosen't control his needs or on the contrary can't manage to excrete. I even had to help him to go! It is pretty concerning and I take it very seriously. He needs to be examined and I have to accustom him to push. I know, some of the equipment may seem impressive. Unfortunately they are what I opted for him."

I am sending my account now because we are leaving for three weeks and I will be without connection from the end of April. I take a few gloves and a tube of lube with me, with soap sticks (for hiking) that I just received and an inflater for the night. I will post the following if I have requests. Well, it depends on the judgments I will receive.

Swedish sissy submissive that needs and enjoys to be used and abused for the pleasure of those that are better than me and are above me especial while wearing my tiny stainless steel chastity cage. Wearing clover clamps with bells tingling as i move, locked on collar, hobbled to 15 cm in 4 inch stilettos with a chain locked from my hobble to my collar that barely lets me stand up but not straighten my legs.