I'm falling for a stripper. I'm married but my wife is clinically depressed and mentally abusive.

So I went to a strip club last week and met a dancer who is a perfect 10 and sweet as pie. I don't think she even belongs there. She's educated and comes from a nice family. We talk all night and then go make out (everything but sex). I just want to rescue her and run away. I can have her but I can't bring myself to do it WTF I'm so frustrated.

Back to my marriage.. I have a young child and until now I was willing to pretend everything is fine for his sake. But when my wife comes back from a family thing I'm going to tell her to shape up or ship out. It's the only thing I can do to keep my sanity since running away with a stripper is about the stupidest choice I could ever make.

I have to confess that i masturbated with my step sister last night. We had both not been laid in months and were getting to the point where everything was making us horny. She said she had caught me taking her dirty panties that she had just changed out of. Of course i denied it, but she caught me off guard and i didnt have a chance to hide them in a good place, plus i had my cock in my hand. I fessed up and told her that seeing the pubes left in her panties and seeing how wet they were made me so horny that i couldn't help it. She told me she had not masturbated in 2 weeks, and was so horny that she would consider masturbating with me just to keep her sanity. She was surprisingly very into it as she kept touching my hand and my cock. I had always wondered if she had a vibrator or a dildo. I had searched before but never had any luck finding one, but she had a nice rabbit. She pounded her hairy little snatch(i always imagined her being shaved) with the rabbit and i just grabbing her ass inching closer to her asshole. Once i got to it and started to spread her asscheeks apart and saw that perfect asshole we both came and sort of parted ways for the night. Kind of scared to see the reaction the next day. Hopefully it wasn't a one time thing and goes further.

I confess, everybody where I live is a robot, & I waste magical resources by accident and that people are reprogrammable.

Sometimes people have liked me, for no reason, then they've hated me, for no reason. Because they're all reprogrammed. Don't ask how it's done, it's irrelevant.

People have chased me to attack me professing I'm a deviant. Attacked for thiniking good thoughts, attacked for thinking bad thoughts, told my role in life by one sect, told my role in life by another, strange childish minded all powerful people who believe life is a role playing game. The next day they have no recollection and behave logically again. Reprogrammed.

The impression I give to others varies. Sometimes people see something about me that identifies me to them as a deviant and offer me deviant services. And I get health benefits and protection from deviant services and allies. Not by choice, but because they mis-recognise something about my appearance, through their "robot-eyes".

It's depressed me a bit. All I've ever wanted is a career and family. But something perverts the natural course of my life. Something powerful, this thing that tries to manipulate the natural order of things. I find never thinking a safe way to maintain some sanity. And denial of most things. I have come to understand with logical evidence, that there is no such concept as time money or power, that letting these childish ideas in your head are part of a manipulation strategy, best ignored as childish.

Each to their own reality.
Yours could be different.

Good luck with yours.

I want what I want. I wouldn't be I if I wanted something else would I. I'd be you if I wanted what you want. Doh.

i love doing lots of e and playing with myself for hours on end in front of my screens. that and some hardware nitrate is the best. i feather myself for hours and fully absorb myself in my induced sexual madness. when i finally do blow, i feel like all the life, energy, sanity and cum have been eternally sucked from my soul.i would love to broadcast on cam to whoever is interested. i guarantee its the funnest, raunchiest, dirtiest, thing youve ever seen.

why do the Republicans continue to fight for the rampant speculators on wall st ? whos pocket is the kick-back going in ?? to all you brainwashed morons....who still want to believe it's "supply and demand" listen to the truth !!

Two Bay State congressmen blasted the GOP for trying to gut a key provision of the Wall Street Reform and Consumer Protection Act that would curb oil speculation and lower gasoline prices.

�The Republicans want to protect billions in windfall profits for the oil companies,� said U.S. Rep. Edward Markey (D-Malden). �These guys don�t care that consumers are being tipped upside down at the pumps to get their last dime.�

In a joint appearance yesterday on the Capitol Hill steps, Markey and Barney Frank (D-Newton) said Republicans have introduced a measure to delay a Commodity Futures Trading Commission (CFTC) regulation that would place limits on the kind of commodities trading that has driven the price of gas to $4 per gallon.

�Most of trading on the oil markets is being done by derivative dealers, hedge funds and other speculators who are driving up the price of gasoline and turning the oil trading into a casino,� Markey said. �The oil market needs to be returned to companies that use or sell fuel, not people who are trading paper for a profit.�

Dan Dicker, an oil trader and author of �Oil�s Endless Bid: Taming the Unreliable Price of Energy to Secure Our Economy,� said speculators comprise abut 97 percent of the oil futures market. He said a rule to rein in the wild speculation is overdue. �Regulators must make sure that those people who can access the futures market have a physical connection to oil,� he said. �If that happens, the wild swings on price would be dampened and the price of crude would be cut in half.�

remove the speculators and bring back sanity to gasoline prices ! but you moron republicans will still argue it's supply and demand raising the price. their right wing wacko mentality will never believe the republican party is only interested in making the rich richer. a weak mind is so easily misled

im very new to being a member of this site but the more i look around the more it seems to be more of the same.. overrun by bots pretending to be females and bots pretending to be males with pics of hot females. The difference is i can post on a message board without a credit card... please embrace me motherless i need you to be real for my sanity(believe it or not) lol

Guys,please stop with the wwyd post. They've gotten quite annoying. Seems like every fifth post is a wwyd. Please stop,for our sanity,please stop. Thank you.

i did it... i finally beat CoD Classic on veteran mode. i can move on now. im ready to gain my sanity back.
*goes outside for the first time in 2 days*