I went to the gym today just to be a bitch, doing my fifth workout of the week (i usually have just four). Im doing just cardio.Under my yoga pants I'm wearing a butt plug and my remote control vibe at lowest power.I made a pretty visible camel-toe, the fabric of the pants continues to grind against my pussy each step and drives me crazy.I already took two 'toilet breaks' just to play with my clit and turn up the power of the vibrator to edge, and I still have to do the stairmaster :)Im having so much fun, I wish someone would catch me being such a slut in public.

Asked my sister to pass me remote from down the side of the sofa, what u think? Would someone please cum tribute or X-ray?

i was seriously considering not only wearing panties to the office today, but my remote controlled butt plug as well, along with my chastity cage as well to help me focus on my work. Luckily i didn't. Normally these days i am one of maybe 10 working on a floor where almost 200 normally work so i am by myself with the nearest person maybe as close as 10 meters passing by. Today, not only did my boss work a few meters away, his boss was also there maybe 5 meters away and his boss 30 metes away. There is no way i could have gotten away with it.

I'm a 26-year old female. I confess that it has been five years since my ass has been fucked. :(

I have mixed feelings about this situation. Firstly, it makes me sad, because I am absolutely in love with having "Daddy" stuff his fat cock inside my ass.

I can do the screaming and crying schtick if that's what will make you happy (it is often what does the trick for me, as well), but my default is more along the lines of screaming and crying because it feels so motherfucking amazing. So, sad face.

When I last had my asshole fucked, I was in a relationship with a man who was 29 years my senior and mostly only fucked my asshole, which I was quite happy with, especially considering he was so thick. That was 2008.

Since then, the man I was in a long-term relationship with in 2009-2011 was so busy having me do far more fucked up and filthy shit, my ass being fucked didn't even really occur to us. Granted, we were long-distance for about half that time.

After that ended, I was busy with life and only "dating" occasionally. But I'm picky, and both the vanilla boys and the not-remotely-vanilla boys just aren't doing it for me where I live, so it hasn't come up.

So, more sad face.

But!

I've started looking at it almost like a badge of honor or revirginization of my ass or something. Now that it's been so long, I don't want to give it to up to just any loser. I want someone I know for sure knows what he's doing, someone who makes me want to do nothing but reach back and spread my ass open for him, to take it.

Truthfully, I'm a tiny bit nervous about my new first time. I don't remember who fucked my ass the first time or what it was like at all; I'm assuming it wasn't too traumatic since I don't remember.

This time, because I'm nervous, I hope it doesn't hurt. I kind of want him to be gentle.

But I don't. I really don't want him to be gentle with me, and I really do want it to hurt.

I fucking miss it so much. :(

Where has all the intelligence gone? I mean, at some point people gave a shit enough to be independent thinkers.

Instead people are all up in arms over TV, music, and other shit that doesn't require you to think, and instead require the simplest thing a human being can have. A sense of taste. No matter how bad, simply having one qualifies you to enjoy and judge TV and music. The simple fact that "Cult classics" exist means that nothing can ever truly be bad, because shitheads will watch it anyway and it'll get deemed "Special" because a few select people have absolutely atrocious taste.

People piss me off at their lack of intelligence, and their lack of an ability to have an interest in learning. Like ricers and musclefags for example. Two non-interchangeable sort of folk who do the exact same shit. They obsess over their tastes, completely put away any rational thoughts, and hate each other blindly. Little import cars are manuverable. Muscle cars have eons of torque. Neither 'suck', as both are incredible on their own terms, and yet these... primates cant be intelligent enough to console their differences and get the fuck along.

It's why i like to use guns and ammo as examples. As my brother says "A bullet to the brain has the same effect regardless of the person struck". And yet we've got people arguing that the slightest difference in weapons and ammo makes one vastly superior to the other. BLINDLY projecting their versions of the truth, instead of simply admitting any firearm or ammo type is deadly. Durr 1911 is betteer than glock, 9mm is superior to your dum dum .45's. You get shot with either, in the face, and you gon die.

I dont even want people to get along. It's this fiendish disease known as ignorance that kills my faith in humanity. How anyone can blindly ignore whats right in front of their faces is beyond me.

The best possible example i can think of is Russia Today's fans on youtube. You wont find more insanely biased and ignorant folk than them. They're the sort of people that truly believe that the US is one big crumbling tent city, just because the kremlin's mouthpiece tells them so. And that Russia is a prospering country, with no debt, starving, disease or crime, because the kremlin's mouthpiece tells them so. And when you go to point out something that so much as grazes the thin line of their competence, they immediately attack you, calling you a sheep, a slave to the government, a CIA paid troll, or simply denounce what you've said as entirely invalid just because you're american or have a silly video on your youtube page. And any valid point that they cant deflect in that manner, they instantly blame it on the big bad ol United states. Collapse of the soviet union? United states fault. Black market in russia? United state's fault. THE ENTIRE GLOBE'S FUEL, ECONOMY AND FOOD PROBLEMS, the united state's fault.

Nothing can ever be any single person's fault. And as such, you can begin to see how it doesn't matter what side you're on, ignorance is still ignorance. Be it that you're a patriotic republitard that blindly supports whatever the US gets into, or part of the filthy yuppie protesters that believe that everything belongs to them and that the government should just give them jobs, you're still ignorant for even picking a side.

Thank god 2012 is magically going to be the year the world ends apparently, I dont think i want to live in a world where you cant have competence and intelligence, where either side of the coin is a dumbed down, media fed beast of ignorance. Fuck all you people i'm moving underground and stocking up on supplies and ammo. Anyone else remotely interested in surviving the holocaust of the ignoramuses, i humbly advise you do the same.