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I am a married white female in my early 30's. I have blond hair and am what most men would consider to be good looking. My husband and I have been married for 6 years. I recently discovered he has been looking at Interracial Pornography on the internet. Almost exclusively black men having sex with white women. There seems to be an underlying theme of White Wives cheating on their husbands with well endowed black men, sometimes with the white husbands being forced to watch.

This was a very disturbing discovery for me. I was appalled and surprised that my husband has so much of this stuff on his computer and in his internet history. What's even worse is he looks at "cuckold" porn and many of the women in these videos have the same look that I do. Thin, white women with with blond hair and blue eyes. If you do not know what interracial cuckold is, it's pornography where a white man watches his wife wife have sex with a black man. The black man always has a much larger penis and the white man is verbally and physically humiliated by his wife and the black man. Why does my husband look at this stuff? Is it possible that he is thinking of me while he watches it? Why would he fantasize and masturbate to thoughts of me with black men?

As I found this pornography on my husbands computer, I began looking at it more and more. My husband doesn't know that I know about his fetish. It began is detective work to find out what turns him on and what he spends his time looking at.

I was raised in a racist family in the south and was taught to stay away from black men. I have never been with a black man. And now here is the even bigger problem.

It's beginning to turn ME on as well. When I was looking at my husbands computer there was one picture of a blond girl that looks a lot like I do, with a very large black man. I was shocked and excited at the size of his penis. I hate to admit it because it makes me feel so ashamed, but I masturbated that night while viewing the picture. I didn't want to, but I was so turned on that I felt like I couldn't stop myself. I felt dirty afterward but it was just the beginning of my addiction.

Now I've began viewing these interracial picture of black men with with women on my own computer. These fantasies are dominating my sex life, and I've lost interest in having sex with my husband. Just the sight of a black mans penis seems to get me going and I can't stop thinking about it. One re-occurring fantasy I have been having is being "taken" by a group of 5 large black men. When I go out in public and see a black man walking by, I think about him sexually even if my husband is by my side.

This is an intrusive fantasy that has been affecting my marriage and sex life. I would like to know what I can do to stop it, and get my husband to stop looking at it as well.

I confess I am not a racist. I hate everyone equally.

I confess that I'm not racist, but I know most of you are, in addition to also being faggots and pedophiles. So here's a poll for those of you capable of reading:

Whom do faggots, pedos, necrophiliacs, Canadians, psychos, retards and other similarly mentally ill or deranged people hate the most?

This racist slut confesses that she hates her Nazi father and loves choking on black dicks

This is how I train an emo slut mom living in Massachusetts and I can train your wife too as well

i think everyone on here should go to craigslist and then rants and rave , and every other message board they belong to....

and post this:

"I confess that I love Halloween because it's the only time the wetbacks and niggers come in.
I do not give candy to niggers or wetbacks. I don't even need to be racist. There is nothing more sadder than a 20 year old nigger or wetback trick-or-treating. They seem to all stop growing up emotionally and psychologically past the age of 12. That is why they all want to be called by these childish nicknames instead of their birthnames and reject grown-up realities like school and work.
Anyways, if I see niggers or wetbacks coming to my house, I set off the sprinklers. It makes me laugh because it reminds me of how the police would use fire hoses on niggers back in the 50s/60s.
Another effective tool is having a dog. Dogs naturally hate niggers and wetbacks. They have a pretty good sense of people. It doesn't matter if you have a maltese or a rotty. Dogs scare niggers and wetbacks because they know that dogs hate them too.
I also LOVE it when niggers and wetbacks park on my street. I LOVE calling the parking enforcement and seeing them get cited. One Halloween, I had some niggers towed for parking in a driveway that didn't even belong to me.
Last Halloween, I put up a lynched space alien in my tree. It was one of those aliens dressed up in a jail suit that read 'illegal alien.'
The most favorite part is when they cry racism but they will still come year after year because they won't even trick-or-treat in their own neighborhoods. They would rather do it in a racist area! ""

My beautiful wife cheated on me with a nigger and it destroyed us both. It happened over twenty years ago. Our marriage ended shortly after this. I left her but have never been able to get past it...neither has she. She wa a hit as hell 21 yo girl..5'5 with chestnut brown hair and a lithe body with small but perky tits with nipples that could cut through glass and a true bubble butt.

The incident was consentual....but was on that borderline between non-consent and coercion. He knew her through her work and played like he was simply wanting friendship. He kept wanting to go out and have a drink and maybe some dancing. Afterwards they went back to his place. He had been a perfect gentleman until he got her in his house. He then started to try and kiss her. She tried to make him stop. He got up..locked the door and dropped his pants and showed her his dick. Apparently she was scared but turned on....she told me she was mesmerized by it...and he told her she had been teasing him. He walked up close to her with his dick right in front of her. She protested that she was a married woman and this should not be happening. He said he did not care that he wanted her. She felt she had little choice...but also said it was still cosentual because she did not refuse any further. She said she was really turned on and wanted it to happen.

Apparently he was really hung and was very aggressive. She said he was twice my size..litterally and fucked her hard...very hard for about an hour. She said she got to the point she could not take it any ,ore and begged him to let her suck his dick to finish. She said she plead with him to let her suck him off. He finally agreed.

This event and the knowledge of who it was and how good it was to her has destroyed me. I am a racist guy...at the time I tried to not be so. We all are to a certain degree. Now I do not even try...I hate them. This event tore me apart and though the pain was horrific...as time has passed it has become my obsession.

The thought of my beautiful white wife getting monsterfucked in a dingy mill house in the late night hours of January 1994. Being fucked silly by a black motherfucker who was willing to force her..but she demands it was consentual....in the town of Camden. S.C.

To make matters worse...this was a small southern town and people found out about it. They were both employees of the city and word spread fast. I was not only cheated on by the woman that I loved with every once of my being but was humiliated by it. I never will get over it.

That is my confession....I have never talked to anyone about it. It is one of those things that the people that know me and know what happened avoid. I moved away and do not talk to anyone from my hometown except family. I never re-married and it is because of this event. My ex-wife did but to a man who she does not love....he is simply a "good man" as she describes him. She willing confesses that she is still in love with me. She has descended into depression that has left her a recluse and physically a wreck.

It will never end....it has been this weight that I have carried since that night. It ruined my life...in many many ways. I should probably see a shrink....but they do not really solve pain...they just help people deal with it. I am so ashamed that even the prospect of talking to a real person is un-imaginable to me. So I have lived with it by myself for over 20 years. This is the time I have told the true story even in an anonymous fashion to anyone.

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YellowPotatoes 17:17:03
when i was in jail i encountered a hateful racist. and then i trolled him heavily. i trolled him a lot. and he got crazy butt hurt :)
it's one of the stories that i feel that i should share with the group
:)
i mean... i've been stealing jokes from here since 2013.