I confess I worship powerful black men

i am a 21yo white male, and my fantasy is to be mugged by two strong black thugs. i want them to take my phone, my wallet, everything i own, then punch me just to put me in my place

when theyre about to leave i will get on my knees and beg them, "fuck me, i worship the superior black race"
mmmmm, and then they take me off the path and into the woods a bit and take turns taking my dignity and my virginity
my little white dick shooting cum the whole time
their big long black dicks fucking me so hard and deep that my eyes roll into the back of my head
they fuck me retarded until they're ready to shoot their thick nigger cum deep inside my inferior white boy pussy
i feel their dick throb inside me and i know exactly what theyre doing,
"thank you so much for turning me into a faggot, thank you so much"

My beautiful wife cheated on me with a nigger and it destroyed us both. It happened over twenty years ago. Our marriage ended shortly after this. I left her but have never been able to get past it...neither has she. She wa a hit as hell 21 yo girl..5'5 with chestnut brown hair and a lithe body with small but perky tits with nipples that could cut through glass and a true bubble butt.

The incident was consentual....but was on that borderline between non-consent and coercion. He knew her through her work and played like he was simply wanting friendship. He kept wanting to go out and have a drink and maybe some dancing. Afterwards they went back to his place. He had been a perfect gentleman until he got her in his house. He then started to try and kiss her. She tried to make him stop. He got up..locked the door and dropped his pants and showed her his dick. Apparently she was scared but turned on....she told me she was mesmerized by it...and he told her she had been teasing him. He walked up close to her with his dick right in front of her. She protested that she was a married woman and this should not be happening. He said he did not care that he wanted her. She felt she had little choice...but also said it was still cosentual because she did not refuse any further. She said she was really turned on and wanted it to happen.

Apparently he was really hung and was very aggressive. She said he was twice my size..litterally and fucked her hard...very hard for about an hour. She said she got to the point she could not take it any ,ore and begged him to let her suck his dick to finish. She said she plead with him to let her suck him off. He finally agreed.

This event and the knowledge of who it was and how good it was to her has destroyed me. I am a racist guy...at the time I tried to not be so. We all are to a certain degree. Now I do not even try...I hate them. This event tore me apart and though the pain was horrific...as time has passed it has become my obsession.

The thought of my beautiful white wife getting monsterfucked in a dingy mill house in the late night hours of January 1994. Being fucked silly by a black motherfucker who was willing to force her..but she demands it was consentual....in the town of Camden. S.C.

To make matters worse...this was a small southern town and people found out about it. They were both employees of the city and word spread fast. I was not only cheated on by the woman that I loved with every once of my being but was humiliated by it. I never will get over it.

That is my confession....I have never talked to anyone about it. It is one of those things that the people that know me and know what happened avoid. I moved away and do not talk to anyone from my hometown except family. I never re-married and it is because of this event. My ex-wife did but to a man who she does not love....he is simply a "good man" as she describes him. She willing confesses that she is still in love with me. She has descended into depression that has left her a recluse and physically a wreck.

It will never end....it has been this weight that I have carried since that night. It ruined my life...in many many ways. I should probably see a shrink....but they do not really solve pain...they just help people deal with it. I am so ashamed that even the prospect of talking to a real person is un-imaginable to me. So I have lived with it by myself for over 20 years. This is the time I have told the true story even in an anonymous fashion to anyone.

I confess that I'm white and I had a nigger on his knees blowing me today.
He knew who his white master was and begged for more.

Craigslist Joe showed up as I finished up removing my body hair with Nair hair removal cream. I blissfully greeted him at the door wearing a towel and a smile with my long, damp hair on either side of my neck. I took yet another gulp from my bottle of whiskey and asked him to wait while I applied my makeup and stretched my faggot cunt with my butt plug. He obliged, knowing that he arrived early and I caught him looking at me in the mirror, patiently as I grew excited with my rubber phallus, stretching my shit cunt. I peeked back, winking and making small talk while he was polite and waited as I applied my eyeliner, lipstick, etc...

The door was knocked on yet agin, as to my surprise a very dark skinned, fat lip nurse showed up to my hotel room with a BBC in his trousers. I gave him a French kiss as he entered and asked him if he was ready to fuck this bitch faggot up tonight. He laughed and sat on the opposite side of the bed as he and "Joe" conversed as I finished my face and dressed. Joe asked, "How much do you like dressing like a slut for strangers?" while I undressed myself in the mirror. I replied as I knelt on the bed. "Last one to put their raw cock in my slutty faggot ass gets to fuck my throat! " They were naked in no time, where Joe spat on his dick and forced it inside my hungry shit cunt, I eagerly choked and gagged on the black cock in front of me.

I was spit roasted for awhile by these two strangers who replied to my Craigslist ad, until the stench of shit blew out of my bowels with Joe deep in my faggot cunt. He slapped me and whispered into my ear, "You're going to be sorry for that faggot !" and without hesitation, pulled his shit covered cock out of my ass and jammed it into my throat. I didn't hesitate to take his dick, but I puked as he forced his stinky dick into my faggot throat. The stink was overwhelming and I love to vomit, so to me, this was ecstasy. With the black dude watching, Joe was finally disgusted and left after taking a quick shower.

The black guy sat next to me while I was covered in filth at every orifice, and asked what I really like. I drank some more whiskey and showed him videos of myself eating shit, puking and fucking myself with massive dildos. He cuddled with me for awhile before he squatted over my mouth and squirted his rancid diarrhea into my willing toilet of a mouth. I gargled his diarrhea and begged him to violate my ass with his naked black cock. I spat in his face while he endured the stink and called him names like "faggot lover" and "shit nigger", only to have him pull my hair, donkey punch me and tell me "I'm his AIDS bitch now and I have him to thank for the diseased semen dripping out of my shit ridden throat and ass."

When he finished, I passed out on the bed just before he left, only to video record myself vomiting the remaining whiskey I just chugged all over my shit crusted body for all of you delightful perverts to jack off to. I am black owned now, and a shit eating sissy faggot at the disposal of dirty old men who like to use dirty fags like me as their toilet...

Hail Satan !

Ok here’s the deal mother fuckers. You guys all think it’s cute to say how hot a nigger bitch is.
STOP
Them cunts are barely fuckable among the men monkeys.
I’m not racist, I’ve fucked a half dozen of these stinky cunts. One was a very expensive whore in Vegas. All smelled fucked up. All were monkey looking. All had fake hair. All had a big loud mouth that only begged a fist to shut it for them.

Nigger bitches stink , they’re ugly, and don’t fuck like people.
Throw them to the wolves.

Male monkeys.......Suck a dick with your bitch ass threats over this you jobless inmates

Love fucking married woman begging for Nigger cock.. i give em just that! hard fat black cock and cum in them deep. Nothing beats making a white wife a black cock cum dump

I can no longer tame my hunger and desires of thick black cocks! I was racist but now I beg to be gang fucked and filled with black sperm. And gaped deeply. Make me take your cum as I beg for that nigger nut to make me your slutty fuck toy! 

DISCLAIMER: This confession could be viewed as hateful or vulgar. However it is a wild sexual fantasy I hope to be consensual with someday.

I have a confession to make & I need to know what people think of it or maybe its common. Let me say a few things really quick though. I'm a big black guy who was raised by a white family. So growing up I always liked white girls & never black girls. I don't know why but that's just what it was. Then at about 29 or so I really started having a thing for black chicks. I was watching black porn, checking black girls out. I had the crazy urge to just be able to cover a black girls face with a load or two of Cum. That lasted for sometime & then just stopped, I thought it was a phase. Then one day I was on a free chatline for the phone & came across a black women begging to be degraded. (Sorry If this isnt aloud here but I think it is.) She was begging to be called a Nigger over & over while she listened to us. Any name we could think of she wanted me to call her. She kept saying how she was just a useless slave. Confession number one, Im sorry but it was so fucking hot. She turned me onto Raceplay.

So confession number 2 is a idea of sorts. I'd love a Personal Nigger Sub who just wanted to be owned & degraded. When I get home from work I can just make her suck on my cock & lick my sweaty ass or I could have her walk around naked at a party & catch cum with her face. If I have a bad day, I can face fuck the dumb cunt. If me & the lady are fighting we can always degrade her & take it out on her. It just makes me so hard thinking about it but I know it shouldn't I guess. I'm not in any form a racist. I just have some fantasies. What do you think? Is anyone else into this? I would have loved to be a little more vulgar but I didn't know what's aloud.

I confess that I worked fo this cracker ass at a trucking company that hauls super loads all over the country. Would smoke weed every day on the job. We had some bullshit drug test but I knew I wouldn't get fired cuz that cracker loved my nigger dick too much. Failed the test and he begs me to stay, telling me he'll do anything. So this cracker sucks my dick before getting me a second test but I didn't care, I failed that one too. So the fucking cracker tells me I'm fired while taking my cock in his ass and after I finished I went and slashed up his truck and sued the fucker for discrimination!

I would like to confess to being just a worthless old nigger, and beg the white mans forgivness for all the trouble us niggers has caused the world.

i caught my whore of ex g/f fucking a nigger. and i left and the next ay she came back begging me to take her back. i mean crying on her knees everything you could think of. she said she would do anything thing. i told her ok get anked and on your knees over the edge of the bed. and she did then i called rusty in hes my 115 pound great dane. she said no not that i said you said anything. so she burried ehr head in a pillow.and rusty mouned her. and before she knew what happened he was knotted in her ass and she screamed.
about 20 minutes later he pulled out. she was crying . i told her to get her nigger loving ass up and get a shower.
when she got out of the shower i let balto have his turn hes jsut a black lab and in her pussy. when she got up i ask her was they better than the nigger dick she had in her. AND TO BE HONEST. she said she liked it.but but i thought she was lieing jsut to make me happy.
so i told her she could stay here long enough to get her cloths paced and then she could get the fuck out.
her sister came and piced her up about 45 minutes later. and took her home with her. about a week later my dog rusty went missing. the next day i heard rumors she stole my dog. so i went over there and parked around the corner.and as i walked up on the pourch i could see threw the window and there she was getting fucked by my dog. i knocked on the door and yell police. then jumped back to the window and there she was pulling like hell to get away from him. i banged on the door and i guess i changed my voice enough she didn't know it was me and said police are you ok in there do i need ot kick the door in and jumped back to the window. she screamed no everything is ok i iwll be right there. and she forced his knott out of her i'm not sure if he ws in her ass or what but it was fun to watch.
i banged on the door as she threw on a over size t shirt and yell on my way . i looked in the window about the time she opened the door and i yell rusty get in the truck. and he came out went running down the road towards my truck. i jsut laughed at her and told her. at least your fucking something better than a nigger but if you ever steal my dog again i will bring the cops next time. and maybe they can see what you doing .
when i got back to my truck my dog was in teh bed wagging his tail jsut as happy as can be.