I (34F) tought i was bi or even lesbian util it came to me i preffer mostly much younger woman, and if possible submissive. So i can use them as i wish but, i dont even know if its sexual thing or its something wrong with me but i love to be rough , punch and humiliate them. Hotter they are more i hurt them, if they have really nice tits i punch and torture them, if they have nice face i make it serve as my chair, toilet or i trample their nose while getting really horny on toughts about makeing it crooked or leaving her tits saggy.
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Anyone in Mid Michigan, in or near Roscommon County a Dom. That seeks a Slave to use and degrade? I love to experience new things at least twice even if I think I wont like them. I seek a Strict Dom Male, Female, Trans or even a Lesbian solo/couple. Open to many things including Rough Play, Predicament bondage, Degradation and humiliation and more.
Haven't had any play or action in over 7yrs, Would love to find someone for Regular session and also open to a Long Term Relationship.
I can't get this fantasy out of my mind now since i was exposed to it. While it is true that i consider myself a lesbian service slave, that isn't a secret at all. What i will confess is that i want to have another owner like i had before and live that live with Her.
i was owned by this bi-women, yes her slave. Well she had several lovers both male & female. Now consider this: i consider myself a lesbian, but when she brought home a male lover she made me kneel at the side of the bed and watch her fuck him. Then made me clean-up both of them. Yes drink the cum out of her and clean his dick clean. Doing that usually made him hard again and they fucked again.
It messes with my head thinking i am one way and yet i do other things that i would never ask for. The hardest part of it all is that i enjoyed being treated like that. It was humiliating. Today when i think about the things she put me through i get wet. Truth is every relationship i start i hope that she will treat me like that. i know i can't just tell someone to treat me badly, but i can hope.
Is my mind messed up to want to be treated as a toy. Is it wrong to want to be inferior to her? This women changed my life and feel that i am here for good. i chatted with a Domme that is long distance, meaning we will never meet. i told her my desire. I said like, "i love you to my owner and she spits in my face" The truth is that i feel that she cares and i want to show her more devotion and service. The Domme laughed at me, but she also said that i was on the right tract of being a slave/submissive.
Funny how a person can change another's life. Anyway i had to get this off my chest. Maybe it will help another submissive girl like myself so that she understands herself.
cynthia out
I've had years humiliating sexual experiences with women regarding my unimpressive size, performance, and bank account. Because of this I've fallen down the black hole that is internet porn. It started of with vanilla and lesbian porn. It progressed to group scenes and anal. Then inter-racial, femdom, and cuckold porn. I've now realized that I can't compete with a real man in any way. Since I have nothing to offer woman other than friendship, I've decided to lock up my little cock and train my body to accept penetration and eventually get pleasure from it. I'm still painfully attracted to women and find men disgusting outside of internet porn. I'm hoping long term chastity and dildo training will help me learn to crave cock and get over my revoltion to men in real life. I would be eternally grateful to any dominant female who's interested in this sort of thing and would help me realize my goal. Or maybe you have your own ideas for my reprogramming?