i would have given anything, to be her everything.
there was nothing, that i wasn't ready to do, to show her.
i took pride in her smiles, because it meant that, for a few seconds, she was happy.
i was the funny guy, that always wanted to help her forget her worries, even if it was only for a couple hours.

but she, this angel in my eyes, was fixed on another man, who treated her like shit.
she, couldnt take her eyes off of him, and she could only see a slim chance at happiness with him, but she would take it.

for years i would watch the cycle repeat, countless times.
break-up, make-up, happy, sad, mad, suspicious, break-up, repeat.

i wanted to stop it, i wanted her to be happy, and not stuck in a cycle she thought she could break. definition of insanity, and i thought i was insane for trying, maybe i was.

ofcourse i would always wait until they were broken up before i would even hint at the possibility. i couldnt do the same thing i did before, to start up a relationship with her, it didnt end well before so why try the same thing?

she wasnt interested, so instead, i played the friend, i didnt mind. so long as i could get her to smile and laugh while she was with me, i could take that and be alright with it. i would take her out to movies and what not, as a friend (idk if she thought they were dates, but in my eyes they werent).

days passed, and it started up again.... the cycle... i cried, i truly cried. because it was insane, and i knew she wouldnt change her mind.

so, after that, i left the scene. i told her my thoughts, she told me hers, mine weren't lies, but im sure her's were.

i would not sit and watch her go through the cycle again, only to come out with the same answers and same questions.

to this day, i still love her, but i will not go back just to see i was right.
even if i am wrong, i loved her for who she was. i would only stay in love with her until she found the next guy she thought was good enough, and i would be forced to leave due to the sight of her being intimate with someone else.
i want her to be happy, if i cant give that to her (she tells me i cant), then i will leave it up to someone else, and when i know they're good, i will always leave.
if i didnt, i would only get inbetween them. i dont want her to see me, as someone who doesnt want her to be happy.

maybe one day i'll look back and say "hey, this bitch wasnt worth it".
It's what i hope for

i will stay anonymous, because she also has a motherless acc.

will she see this? highly doubtful.
even if she did, she wouldnt contact me over this and i have her blocked on fb.

I am Stephanie, PA to the Head of Department in Social Sciences at the university. He calls me into his office. I am wearing a translucent white blouse and short burgundy skirt over my favourite red satin with black lace bra and pantie set. My smooth legs are bare and on my feet are my beige three inch heel pumps. I love how this outfit makes me feel.
He is sat behind his broad dark oak desk, his chair turned to the side. He beckons me over and invites me on to his lap. I sit down my left arm across the back of the chair and my long legs dangling on his left. His right arm captured my waist and his hand presses gently on my flat stomach, his fingers stroking small circles and toying with the bottom button of my blouse and the waist of my skirt. His left hand rises up and takes my right breast, squeezing and caressing through my blouse and bra. My nipples harden and press against the soft satin. He moves his hand to my left breast and continues his caresses there. Back and forth he touches and fondles each in turn, all the while his fingers keeping up their movement against my stomach.
I become aware of a slight movement beneath me, a presence making itself known. His hands move from my breasts and stomach and I slide off his lap. I place my hands between his knees and ease them apart. I kneel down between them and unzip his fly licking my freshly glossed lips. I ease his erection out and lick around the head before taking it in my mouth. Slowly I rock my head back and forth, sliding his cock almost out of my mouth then back to take a little more in each time. My tongue writhes around his shat enjoying the mix of his salt with traces of my lip gloss. As the head starts to enter my throat I increase my pace and the urgency of my movement, matching his moans as my lips meet the base. Soon I feel that tell-tale twitch and he erupts in my mouth spilling the bitter-chlorine-saltiness on my tongue. I swallow until he is spent. I slide back and catch hold of his cock as at slides from my lips. I take some tissues from the box on his desk and remove all traces of my lip gloss from his cock then tuck it back in his trousers then reclose his fly.
I stand and pour us each a glass of water from the carafe on his desk. As I drink I feel his eyes on my lips as I sip and then moving to my throat watching it pulse with each swallow. I put down my glass and see him smile as I retrieve my lip gloss from its usual hiding place between my breasts. With practiced ease, I apply a fresh coat of gloss and his tongue mimics my motions across his own lips. He slowly stands as I return my lip gloss to its home. He slowly stands and steps behind me. As he moves my hair aside I can feel his breath as he begins to nuzzle my neck. His hands slide down my back and briefly caress my derriere before moving back up around my sides to stroke my stomach on their way to my breasts where they linger before roaming to my waist, sides, stomach, breasts, décolletage and around again. Keeping up his attention to my neck, he leans into to my guiding me onto his desk, my hips lifting to accommodate, my feet firmly planted on the floor as his hands move to my hips and my cheek comes to rest on his desk. He slides my skirt up then hooks his thumbs into the waist of my red satin knickers, squeezing and caressing my cheeks as he slides the scarlet satin and black lace to my knees. I hear his zip go down and a second later an insistent pressure that slides into my vagina, stretching my well lubricated walls, with drawing then advancing a little further, over and over and over until he has gone as far as he can and has me delightedly crushed against his desk before he retreats to make another advance. At my quivering climax, I feel a hot liquid surge and hit a higher peak. As our breathing returns to a staider pace I hear another tissue leave the box as his cock leaves me. His zip closes as the tissue hits the bin. I stand up and pull up my knickers then straighten down my skirt and return to the outer office.

THE END

I confess that last year we had moved into our new home and had scheduled to have cable and internet installed in our home. I was given an appointment date and waited for the cable guy to arrive. My husband of 15 years had left for work as well as my daughter so I was home all alone.

I decided to put on a pair of white shorts and a white summer beach top. I wasn't wearing a bra as either as I love the freedom when I am home alone. The cable guy was due to arrive anytime after 10 am and he arrived approx fifteen minutes after 10. The van parked in our driveway and I looked out the window and saw a very muscular and handsome black guy exit the van. He was very tall 6'2 and had a nice build. I would mistake him for a football player if I didn't know any better.

I met him at the door and invited him in and showed him into the living room. He introduced himself as Ty and I told him my name is Jill. Ty went to work right away and I sat on the couch watching him go to work. I had never been with any other man never mind a black man and I admit my mind was certainly running. My husband and I have a great sex life and just last night we had fucked for hours into the early morning. Any way I digress. Here I was looking at Ty and trying to imagine if he had a big cock or not. Why was I thinking this way? I never thought to cheat and I had only one lover in my life, my husband.

I am 35 5'1 100lbs 32b long blonde hair blue eyes and very tan. I am completely shaved as my husband likes that look. The young look as he likes to say. When Ty finished in the living room I showed him into my daughters room to set up her internet and cable. I also showed him the spare bedroom and my bedroom which also need the same hookups. I left Ty alone and went to do some of my house chores. I walked by my daughters room and saw Ty crouched behind my daughters desk and then I noticed he had something in his hand and had it up to his nose. OMG is he smelling her panties? I didn't know what to say as my mind was spinning with all kinds of thoughts. I walked away and said nothing. I walked into my bedroom and stood with my back to the door.

Was he smelling my daughters undies? Did this turn him on? I was getting turned on myself at just the thought. I don't know why but I undid the button on my shorts and slip my hand inside and slipped a finger into my pussy. I shuddered when I touched my clit. I was soaking wet! Why am I thinking this way. I continued to rub myself slowly and then I heard him. It was a clearing of the throat sound. I froze. Then I heard him enter the room and walk towards me. I was frozen like a rabbit. He stood behind me and slid his hand around my waist then down into my panties. He cupped my hand onto my pussy. Then he whispered to me. Your a slut aren't you? I shook my head yes. Why did I? I'm not a slut. But I said I was. Ty pulled his hand out of my panties and then slid my shorts and panties off. I stepped out of them standing there bare assed. Bend over he said. Put your hands on the bed. I did as he said and I felt his tongue lick my ass then I felt him spread my ass and kiss my asshole. Ty pushed his tongue in and licked all around. then he stood up and I heard him unzip his pants and remove them.

I felt his cock press into my ass. He aimed his 8x6inch cock into my ass then I felt him opening my ass with his cock. I had never been fucked in my ass before and now I as going to have this huge black cock take my anal virginity. The pain was intense as he pushed deeper inside with every thrust. I was clenching my fist and tears were coming down as he fucked my ass. Ty soon was pushing in and out of my ass with reckless abandon and giving me a fuck of a lifetime. Soon the pain went away and I was enjoying his huge monster. I started meeting his thrusts as he entered my ass. Then he told me he was going to come. Ty grabbed my hips and buried his entire cock up my ass and with it his load of cum. I felt him twitch and jerk as he emptied his load into me. When he pulled out I could feel his cum running down my legs. Ty turned me around and pushed me to my knees and said lick me. Suck my cock clean. I did as he said.

When I was done he put his clothes back on and told me he was done for the day. He had other customers to install. I said what about the rest of the job. Ty said he would be back tomorrow. I couldn't wait.

i was caught yesterday pulling one off by the young teen next door as i sat in what i thought was a secluded part of my garden. she was watching from a small window in her attic, i was wearing sunglasses so i didn't make eye contact. i blew my load and carried on like i didn't know she was watching me. then suddenly, a SWAT team busted down my gate to the backyard and were pointing their weapons at me. i looked up and the girl had disappeared from her attic window. Chris Hanson from Dateline was standing nearby along with a man in a bear suit which i could only assume was pedo bear. they yelled at me to get my hands up and then arrested me. i literally shit and pissed myself i was so terrified. a river of shit and urine ran throughout my "secluded" part of my garden. they broke my sunglasses and threw on the handcuffs. now i am someone's bitch at county every single night all because i was a fucking pervert to the teen girl next door that i should have left alone.

Confession - this is a follow up of a post I left a day ago. Quick story I recently have been taking notice in my gf's step sister. She is 15 and I'm 24, I do not have a thing for young girls like that but I always catch myself looking at her. Had a party and she was there gave her a drink which elders approved and she was getting tipsy. She was flirting with me and making constant eye contact and wearing tight clothes. Couldn't help but stare at her. Idk what to do. Should I sit back and wait to see what she does or should I move in and make the first move and see the reaction? I'm not the type of person to be messing around with someone that young, but thinking about the fact that my cock, if it came to that point, would be her first is turning me on so bad. Let me know what you think

I keep pushing things further and further with my mother in law. She's at my house a lot babysitting and started just jerking it in another room while she was there. That worked for a while until it wasn't enough. So I started whipping my dick out when her back was turned or she wasn't looking. Eventually I grew the courage to walk out naked when she was coming in the house, I acted like I didn't know she was there and I know she saw me - she told me wife that she walked in on me. I feel like I can only do that about once before it becomes obvious and I highly expected her to not be interested considering she is SUPER conservative. A while back I let my dick hang out of my shorts as I laid on the couch and she came in to the room, moved her eyes to it and quickly looked away. A few months ago she was on the couch with her nose in her phone and I let my dick hang out of my zipper and walked across the room. She looked up unexpectedly and I'm not sure if she saw it but I had quickly put my hand over it. She never said anything about that. A couple weeks ago I wore shorts and nothing under so you could easily make out my cock. I swear I caught her looking at it several times and even positioning herself so it was in view. Thats when I first started thinking maybe she actually wants to see. Today a laid on my bed with dick fully out of my shorts and even one ball out - extremely visible. I got myself half hard and she walked in to say she was leaving. I was laying on my back and the door is near the foot of the bed so I could see her, I could see my dick and she had a brief conversation with me but had zero reaction to my dick. She then started to collect her things to leave and said she left her shoes in my room. Well they actually were there, on the floor next to me and she walked in, my dick fully exposed, bent down to get her shoes and my dick was literally 3 feet from her face. She picked up the shoes, stood back up and left. I'm like WTF is going on here, is she somehow not seeing this or is she just not wanting to react? Not sure how far I am going to take this but she's moving in with us in a few months.

My wife doesn't know I know she's showed/shared my cock with her sister. Only happened twice and nothing ever happened beyond what I'm saying here, so don't tell me I should have a threesome, or fuck the sister in law, or ask for pictures.

First time - we were staying at her sisters house and my wife and I were in bed. She was awake and I was just waking up and still had my eyes closed but could hear her and her sister talking about breakfast. They stopped talking for a minute and I felt the sheet being pulled down enough I was exposed. They started whispering and I barely heard one of them say something like he's really big.

Second time - Her sister was staying at our house and we have a large blackout shade on our bedroom window. Just after we went to bed my wife said she was getting a glass of water and would be right back. After she got in bed we were talking for a couple minutes and she asked if I wanted a hand job. Felt a hand on my cock but it felt different because my wife is right handed and she was on the left side of the bed, so her hand would have been under my cock with her fingers up. The hand I felt was the opposite with knuckles on top. She asked me how that felt and I told her good keep going, but I was thinking to myself somethings up.
As she "supposedly" stroked my cock she kept asking how it felt and if I was close. I reached down and felt the arm of whomever was rubbing me and I felt the arm coming from my side of the bed not hers. As I touched the arm the person flinched a little not expecting to be touched and I ran my hand up the arm and could tell someone was kneeling by the side of the bed jerking me off. I decided to have a little fun, and told my wife I wanted to feel her boobs. Reached over with my left hand and was feeling her and I reached over with my right hand and started feeling the other woman which now I knew was her sister because I could feel a necklace around her neck and my wife doesn't wear jewelry to bed.
I felt her sisters breasts for a few minutes and started playing with her nipples and suddenly I felt her pull away and then resume, but now I didnt feel her shirt anymore which she had pulled off. Next thing I know I feel a boob in my face and I started sucking it. I decided to see how far I could take this and reached behind her sister and was grabbing and squeezing her ass. For the next couple minutes she let me play with her pussy and ass. I started using my fingers in her and was surprised at how wet she was and even pulled my fingers out and was able to lick them. The whole time my wife is still asking me if I'm close to blowing my load and if she should speed up more. I told her keep going that's a good pace. This whole thing had been going on for maybe 10 minutes and I had to finish, so I told my wife, I'm almost there, dont stop. I felt the hand speed up and just before I was ready I said right now right now, but I wasnt there yet except I felt a mouth replace the hand. At that moment I unloaded in her sisters mouth. Had to be the most satisfying cum load I ever delivered. I felt the mouth gulp a couple times swallowing whatever I had and then move away from the bed. My wife leaned over and said she was going to get a washcloth and would be right back. I heard some fumbling around as she tried to find her way to the bathroom. When she came back with the washcloth and was trying to wipe down my abdomen I was laughing a little and she asked what was funny. I was thinking to myself, there's nothing to clean up because your sister swallowed it all,but instead I just said that was fun we should do that more often. Never happened again and neither of them brought it up.

I write to tell you about a mess of a weekend that starts off seeing Nine Inch Nails this weekend.

It started when my girlfriend was saying she could hardly stand or see.

I knew that after how much she had taken of various means the only solution was to make her vomit.

Forgetting how tight security is when just trying to go to the bathroom we snuck around like thieves in the night and found a lockable changing room.

She did well considering she was inebriated.
She knew to keep eye contact and make sure I was enjoying my display.

I forced several pints of water down her then she fell to the floor.
I grabbed her hair back. pushed my way deep into her pussy and held my fingers down her throat, feeling her pussy pulsate as she gagged down my arm.

I could tell this was waking her up when she suddenly flips around and sits in the corner of the shower and forces her hand down her throat.

"Nobdoy said stop" I said.

Hey hand was no longer emptying herself but soothing the new red mark on her face.

I grabbed her neck and forced my cock down her throat and fucked her while she puked up all she had left.

After vomiting, fucking, cumming, showering, having a snack of some caramel buttons and just missing the last of the terrible support act... The Stewards finally come to the door. I can hear their walky-talkies.

Somehow I tell you all. We were left alone... We walked out of there and there where no questions asked.

We found our way back to our spot quite close to the front.
People could smell us. They could see the wild sex craved high lunatics in us and they were hungry for it.