I want to hook up with a sexy, super fem shemale, not just to fuck, but to love. Wether or not im gay because of this fantasy doesnt really bother me. Problem is, im too much of a chickenshit to make that gigantic of a step into "deviance". Everyone i know would probably shun me. and i wouldnt want to lose all my friends and hurt my family over something that might not even work out.

Oh, and lets not forget that i already have a g/f thats helping me get through school and paying all the bills... but i honestly dont love her anymore...

things could be worse, but ill be fucked if this doesnt suck ass.

:(

I confess that my first sexual encounter was with another dude. We were 12 or 13 i think. It was at a beach vacation and it started all weird. We slept in the same bed which is normal at that age. We were horsing around and I ended up touching his dick which had fallen out of his boxers. I remember it being soft. We both got all quite and he said "Do you want to" and i quickly replied in a jokingly manner "Yea if you suck my dick first" and he said ok.
He sucked on my dick for a few min, which was very nice as it was my first blow job ever. I then sucked on his dick as I assumed it was the only right thing to do. It was salty. After that he let me fuck him in his ass for a little while which actually wasn't that great as we had no idea what we were doing. He then asked to fuck me, which i said was ok because once again i assumed it was only fair. He never penetrated me though as I lied and said it was in when it wasnt. the whole thing was over pretty quickly and i remember feeling weird after.
We went on to fuck a lot more for a couple of years until we just stopped one day. I think in the end he only ever penetrated me once or twice as i usually lied and said it was in when it wasn't.
I never felt gay for doing it either, i never questioned if it was right or wrong. I have never done anything else with a guy since then either and have had nothing but girls since. We never kissed or held each other, it was always just blowjobs and fucking.
I have a few more times i remember, but not a lot, none of them were that memorable I guess. I just wanted to see if anyone else ever did this as a kid and if it ever lead to anything else or if it was just "boys being boys"

i am gay i know and i walk around with some kind of butt plug up my ass everywhere i go. i have been running a fevor for 2 weeks now so i decided to go to the doctor. he told me he wanted to check my prostate. fuck i was in trouble i had a 4 1/2 wide butt plug 9 1/2 long up my ass. (he knows i'm gay). i told him i had it in and he acted like it was nothing and told me to stand up and drop them and bend over.

i did and i heard him gasp and pulled it out. he told me there not much of a reason to check. but he stuck a finger up my ass anyway. he said he cant even feel it so i told him to put his fist in its ok. thinking he would say na thats ok. but i was wrong he put his fist in my ass. and started fist fucking me. i looked back and told him to get more lube and he can go to his elbow and he did. then he started rubbing my balls and stroking my dick. he was suprised that i could get hard while being fisted. he didn't stop untill i came all over the table.

it was 4 days later he showed up at my house. he told me he wanted to do a follow up on me. i was like ok and we went into the house and he told me to bend over and pulled my butt plug out.my boyfriend was there and he said he might need to check him too.
hell the next thing i knew is he ws fisting both of us elbow deep. and now it seems he comes by on fridays to check us over. and hes learning to take a fist hiself. it took me over 2 years to take my first fist and my b/f took over 1 1/2 years.
but the doctor is only been doing it 4 months and can damn near take one.

oh test show i have aids and i said no meds. just going to live untill i die and i hope they put the biggest butt plug up my ass they can find when they put me in the ground.

I confess, that while my girlfriend was gone to dominican, i hooked up with a guy on craigslist and i sucked his dick and jacked him off. I also let him feel my ass, after that weve been texting eachother andtalking dirty and he always wants me to meet up again, Not gonna lie i kinda liked sucking his dick

Before this, i started going into my moms
Underwear drawr, i chosw her sexy pantys md started playing around in them, checking out my ass and shaking it in the mirror, i dug further into my moms underwear drawr and found a medium sized dildo, i was really horny at tw time so i went in
The shower and used some loop and shoved that dildo right up my ass! It felt alright the forst couple times but recently its been feeling SO good with a hard dick up my ass... I always cum way more than i usually do after im done , this is what made me
Bi curious. To this day i have fantasys about my guy friends fucking
In the ass.. Im actually such a slut ahaha. (i am a guy)

Reply with ur feedback on my sluttyness id love to hear what you all would do to me :)

Does this make me gay? Should i still hook up with him?

I had my first Gay male experience today I went on Craigslist found a older guy he was 63 I'm 51 he invited me over when I got there he was naked he told me to strip which I complied he said suck my cock I did this for only about 3 or 4 minutes when he said I'm gonna fuck you I asked him if he had a condom he said shut the fuck up and bend over he lubed up my ass and didn't even try to go slow he shoved it in I was telling him it hurt he said don't worry I'm cumming I could feel it pouring out of my ass when he pulled out I was in total shock what just happened he said get up get the fuck out I was can I clean up he said not here you faggot I got dressed and left the whole encounter wasn't even 10 minutes I don't know what to feel or think right now.

the only time i ever have gay thoughts is when i think about one of my friends. if he wanted to fuck me, I'd let him stick it up my ass or I'd suck him off, i just want his penis so bad. he's a pretty awkward person in the sense that he probably doesn't even know what 'cum' means which is I guess what turns me on. i feel terrible because i'm not gay and it would be really bad if he turned gay to fuck me or whatever but its just wrong, yet i want his penis sooo bad

Blow jobs in porn is a turn off if your straight. Like I get the idea is that you're supposed to be all like "oh wow what if that pretty face was doing that to me" but you know she's not, so you're really just getting worked up over another guys cock. Especially when the vid is JUST her face and maybe bare shoulders. If you're getting your rocks off and the vid is no tits, no pussy, no ass, and just a cock being worked and displayed then how is that not just gay porn?
And if that's what you want then more power to you. But it's annoying to constantly have to shuffle passed just watching a dudes dick being featured.

I have a confession.
I went to the adult theater a few weeks ago. The theater section always has a guy getting blown. I sat in those seats this time and let a couple older guys stare at my cock. Them one of them said he liked my cock so I left him stroke it. we were interrupted so I didn't cum in his throat. but he said he wanted to drink my cum and blow me.
a young gay guy asked me to hook up but I only receive blowjobs I don't fuck in the ass of suck guys i'll beat them off and rub dicks together and cum on each other but No anal.
So each guy there had small dicks so I hurried up and got my 9 inch cock hard which made them all beat off harder. I enjoyed just being watched but when the one guy started rubbing my dick I wanted to fuck his mouth bad. instead when I came I was in a booth and nobody made it to catch it in their mouths. next time im wearing a cock ring and bringing some ice to smoke. shit will get kinky then. those guys will be riming me and begging for my cum. Last time I got high and came 3 times twice on some guys once in a guys mouth

i confess, I stole my moms dildo, since she hasn't used it in a while (long story) and I love to take it into the shower and use shampoo as lube and fuck my ass with it. the sensation you get from using shampoo as lube is like nothing else. make my asshole clench up and become very sensitive. I'm a 21yr old male btw not gay by no means just enjoy anal play with myself.