My sins are my torment. The lies I tell to make poeple stay are away my own. I lie to every person I meet so they think that I am a certain person and so that they will never know who I really am. I cannot except myself, my own faults and failures, so I make it seem that I have none. I know that the people I meet know that I am full of crap, but they will never know just how full of crap I really am. Confession 101, be honest with yourself so that you may be honest with others.

A few thoughts I guess...🤷🏻 Just wondering some things...💁🏻 I've met a few guys on grindr over the years...and well, I guess every encounter is different...what's your thoughts on this...❓️ Like, is it normal for some guys to be a bit intimidating...and to submit to their power, from fear of failure...like...some guys can get cocky on you when you finally get them in front of you and they whip out that big thang on you...sometimes strong guys put a little deep throat on you...and you kinda gotta comply with it a little bit...because it can be a bit scary to not comply...because sometimes guys🗣say some wild things while you're sucking them off.Had one guy who I call "Cocky💦Rocky" who stopped me and made me acknowledge that he had a big cock, and made me confess that I liked his big cock...🤦🏻...is this kinda thing common...❓️Another guy handled me a bit roughly, but told me to stick out my tongue, he slammed his dick on my tongue then cumed on my face...how typical is this...❓️❓️❓️Thoughts on this...❓️❓️❓️

*Takes a deep breath* ......I'm a furry..Dr.Phil sucks for having a fucking furry related episode..he is such a failure,so he's having to use us furries to boost his fucking ratings. Fucking asshole,We don't wanna yiff you Dr.Phil!

I'm confused. I love sexually dominating women. But I'm not sure if the attraction is the power you get from the bondage, or the power from teasing them and driving them beyond the limits they previously had, or the knowledge that they're letting you do what you want to do and trusting you won't lose control.

The thought of a woman in a 4 point, be it hog tie or tied to bed or spreader... fucking exhilarating. There's that moment when I gently pour oil down their ass crack, and they know exactly where this goes. They feel the slight pressure. They feel it build. There's this conflict, they want to tighten up, but they're also wanting to relax. Then there's that moment, and they slip over, and it's in. They don't want it in their ass. I know they don't like it in their ass. But I patiently pressed, and there it is, they've got a plug in their ass. That's just the beginning.

Once it's in I'll tease, nipples, back, neck, fingering them right to that edge. To be a real asshole I even leave their panties on. They want to cum, but they don't want to seem easy, so they resist... but eventually there's no choice and it sends them over. They're so sensitive... Theres always this feeling of bliss and failure. Always a big wet spot and a reminder that i got them off with a plug up their ass.

Most would assume you plug, you finger, you fuck... nope. Now it's personal. Now I find something else to tease them with. Could be their toy, could be a paint brush, maybe a toothbrush, could be a vegetable, possibly their high heel, or a marker, or a hairbrush, could even be their husband's favorite cigar. But I'll have something personal to make sure they get fucked good. Something personal, something theyll remember. I want them cumming even harder this time. After they cum I'll usually leave it in. If they're tied to the bed I'll ride their face. If they're hog tied or bent over they know they're getting skull fucked. But it's not rough, it's not gagging... I throat fuck them and I enjoy it. If I cum I try to cum on their face. Again they don't want a facial. I know they hate cum on their face, but they let me do it. A few times they've asked me to wipe it off. If they do I use their panties.

So by the time I finally fuck them they've accepted a plug in their ass, sticky warm cum on their face, and two really good teasings. All of that builds to a great fuck... I let them think i forgot but i never do. Its like a cherry on top. They felt it the whole time. As they feel it start to slide they know.... the plug is coming out and they're about to get ass fucked. Putting it in their ass is fun. Hearing them admit I'm in their ass is even better... but yeah as dominant as I can be it's the tease that really gets me.

The women I've dominated range from 23 to 56. So many firsts for so many of them. Most never let a partner put even a finger in their ass before. Half never used objects, a few never gave blowjobs and most never had cum play... Some have done cuffs, or a leash, but full bondage is new for them. And yet they let me do all that and more, because they trust me.

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Hey motherless I got some breaking world news! Pakistan Lifts YouTube Ban!

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"ISLAMABAD, Pakistan — A ban on YouTube, which Pakistan imposed after an anti-Islam video caused riots in much of the Muslim world, was lifted Saturday, only to be reinstated — after three minutes — when it was discovered that blasphemous material was still available on the site.
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After months of criticism of the ban, the government decided to allow Pakistanis to have access to YouTube again, saying steps had been taken to ensure that offensive content would not be visible. But those efforts apparently failed, and the authorities quickly backtracked.

The ban was imposed on Sept. 17 following violent protests in response to the video, which was made in the United States and ridiculed the Prophet Muhammad. The government then ordered all telecommunications companies to block Internet material deemed offensive to Muslims and urged people to report such material.

But the ban on YouTube came to be seen as censorship, and a growing number of the estimated 25 million Internet users in the country complained.

“This is purely a naked power play by the government and one that we should resist,” an editorial in The Express Tribune, an English-language daily newspaper in Karachi, Pakistan, said Friday. “This is about controlling our behavior and denying us access to the Internet.”

“We need to make it clear that we do not wish to regress to a dark age when a centralized authority controlled all access to information,” the editorial, observing the 100th day of the ban, went on to say. “Retreating to such an era would essentially mean that we were longer living in a democracy.”

By Friday evening, Rehman Malik, the country’s interior minister, indicated that the ban would be lifted over the weekend. Mr. Malik said firewalls by government technicians were being installed to block pornographic and blasphemous material.

On Saturday, the Pakistan Telecommunication Authority directed local Internet service providers to make YouTube accessible. But by the afternoon, Geo, a private television news network that wields immense influence, reported that anti-Islam and blasphemous material was still available on YouTube. The criticism was led by Ansar Abbasi, a right-leaning journalist who often speaks out on morality and religion.

Yielding to the criticism, Prime Minister Raja Pervez Ashraf then ordered providers to again block access to the video-sharing site.

The flip-flop drew an immediate rebuke from users and led to a flurry of jokes on Twitter about the government’s dithering and backtracking.

“YouTube is a huge convenience for users, who benefit from it for educational as well as entertainment purposes,” Zubair Kasuri, the editor of Flare, a Karachi-based telecommunications magazine, said in a telephone interview. Mr. Kasuri expressed surprise over the government’s failure to install an effective firewall mechanism despite having months to do so."

Hows that for fucking retarded?

I am german, so we are all nude in the sauna(just for the prude faggots from the US to note). Whenever I am in the sauna, the longer I stay the more my dick gets hard. It's not based on others it's based on the heat. It seems that I am "working towards" some climax, it's like knowing that I am about to come but different. I did not wait for what was to come as I am not sure whether this is a sign of soon to come heart failure or climax(I don't have a heart disease history though). But still the heat and being nude there feels like something is building up.

Anyone having similar experiences and knows more what's to come? Quick I'll be in the sauna soon again.

I can't. I can't even make a single friend. Fuck me. I'm gonna be alone forever, aren't I? I peaked in the fucking third grade. I'm worthless, god damn it. I'm a failure through and through. Why should I even try? Why bother existing? No one will fucking care. I've lived a perfect, sheltered little life, I have no fucking excuses for being the failure I am. Why try? Why fucking try?? I hate being alive. I have no purpose, I have no fucking passion or drive. I'm just an empty shell living from day to day until something bad enough happens that I stop trying. I can't talk to anyone. I'm severed from the human race, and the human race doesn't want me back. There's nothing I can do, and if there was I wouldn't be able to build up the effort to do it. I'm a lazy piece of shit that can't even be lazy right. I scream into the void, hoping against hope that the void might respond in some infinitesimal way. God, just end me already. Send me to Hell where I belong, or the infinite nothingness and blackness of nonexistence. There is no coming back for me, not anymore. The time for that is long past. Thank you for listening void. I take my leave, in the hopes of falling into the nothingness soon.