I am a 50 year old man who believes he has been cuckolded for years.

You tell me what you think.

My wife was raped by a black man with a huge cock and I walked in on it , but I didn't really see what was going on inside the bedroom because it was so dark. All I knew was that when I called her name the door was slammed in my face. I thought she was just 'being my wife'. Slamming doors in my face was normal for her and still is. The weird thing about it was that she actually loved it!

You see we had been to a party that night and she had had a little too much to drink so she told me she was going home. I said OK and she left. A little while later I thought I should go and check up on her. I walked into the house and the back door was unlocked and left a jar, but I thought that she had not closed it properly because she was so drunk. Anyway I started through the house and as I reached the bedroom I called her name and that's when the door slammed in my face. I thought she just wanted to be left alone so I turned and walked away and went back to the party for a little while. It was only when I returned that I found the bedroom door wide open that i thought something was not right.

As I entered the room I found my wife lying on her stomach with the sheets rolled up into a ball and her panties lying on the floor. She had had sex and It wasn't with me! I nearly panicked and started to ask her what happened but she was so out of it (or so I think she was) that she didn't say anything but only moaned.

Then I started looking for signs of semen because she didn't use birth control and I was panicking thinking that she could have been impregnated. So I started feeling up inside her pussy and searching for any sign of semen but I couldn't really tell anything. So I took out my dick which had become hard by this time (I don't know why this happens to men when their wives are fucked but It does) because it was the longest thing I had to search for semen inside her.

Well as soon as my dick was inside she started to moan and buck and grind against my cock like never before (or since). Acting like she was looking for more cock to fuck her deeper and harder. It took me by surprise because I thought she was totally out of it and kind of forgot why I was fucking her in the first place. So I just let grind on my cock a until I came wondering what the fuck just happened?

As I rolled off her she didn't say a word and acted like she was passed out. I lay there worrying about her being pregnant for a while and finally drifted off to sleep.

Needless to say it was a life changing experience.

When we got up the next morning I tried to talk to her about what had happened but she just got mad and said that I had raped her too. So we never have been able to talk about it in any detail, I just have to live with the memory of what happened that night.

Then a strange thing happened later on that day, as there was a knock on the door. When I answered it there was this black guy from the neighborhood who said he wanted to talk to my wife. I yelled for her to come and she spoke with him for a few minutes and I asked what he wanted she said she didn't know.

Up until then we had had a pretty good sex life but then things changed. Sometimes she would make me go 6 months to a year without having sex with her.

During one point in our marriage she moved to Nashville to take care of her mother who was sick, and she would only come home about once a month. I would beg her for sex but she would just look at me when I asked her what was I supposed to do?

Not long after that she moved into the guest room and stopped sleeping in my bed all together. She still sleeps there to this day.

I know for a fact that she has cheated on me in the past because she's told me so.

Now here's the kicker. She says that she does not have a boyfriend, nor does she sleep around.

Now before some of you say that's because I'm lousy in the sack, let me tell you this. I went to boot camp in Orlando, Fla and when we had finished we had a three day pass. My friend told about this female recruit he had promised to meet at a motel but was going to meet another one instead and asked me if I would go and take care of her. I said sure.

I met her and had a great time, she liked it rough and so I gave it to her rough. Anyway I left thinking that was that, I didn't know her name, I was married we had a one night stand, done. But a few days later we are marching in formation and here she come running across the parade grounds calling for me to stop. I have to keep marching or all the guys behind me will march right over me. She breaks ranks as we continue to march telling me to stop, I tell her I can't. She then proceeds to tell me that she's shipping out the next day and asks me where I'm going, but I can't because I don't even know yet. She then gives me a slip of paper with her new duty station info on it and BEGS ME to find her. So I must have done something right! I have never had a woman complain about my having had sex with her, quite the opposite!

Now I am consumed with watching my wife with other men, because I am convinced that she is fucking them behind my back.

Now you tell me, do you think that I am a cuckold or not?

We have to check in and out of our building with security at work, and there’s this cute young black girl who started working as a security guard a few months back. She is light-skinned and pretty and just a tiny little thing. I don’t have any pictures of her, but the one above is her “type”, to give you an idea. We have joked around with each other a bit over the last few weeks. She always calls me “Mister [my last name]”, and I call her “Miss [her first name]”. On Friday afternoons, I have been telling her about how I’m so ready to go get a beer. “Where’s my beer?” she asks me. When it happened again last Friday, I said that we should go get one together. She told me that she is only 18 and not old enough to go to the bar. I felt bad and figured I’d be nice, so I went down the street to buy her a 6-pack. I brought it back and told her to put it in her purse for later. She laughed and thanked me, and I told her to let me know if she needed any help drinking them. That sounded fun, she said. For the hell of it, I asked her when she was getting off work. She said was getting off work soon, and I told her that I would just wait in my car in the parking lot while I finished up on some emails.

I honestly wasn’t hitting on her or anything. I just wanted someone to go have a beer with before I went home to the wife and kids. When she finally came out, I told her to get in my SUV and we drove to a nearby park. We walked from the parking lot to a secluded bench by the lake there and sat down next to each other. We both opened a beer and we shot the shit before she eventually started telling me about her life. She still lived with her mom, and there was no dad or boyfriend in the picture. She didn’t have many friends, and no real close ones. She had moved around a lot as a kid while going to mostly white schools, and it was always hard for her to meet new people. She told me that she is afraid to get close to people because either she leaves or they do. She said that she had been feeling isolated and lonely during all this COVID stuff, and that she had no idea what to do with her life. Most of her high school classmates had gone onto college and she just felt left behind. It was all pretty raw, and while I felt dirty about it, her vulnerability and overall awkwardness was starting to turn me on.


I changed the subject by telling her that she was pretty and that I was sure that the boys all liked her. She said she’d never even been on a date before. I was incredulous, and started asking her more questions about her sex life. She had only kissed a few boys before and nothing came of it. I asked her in a teasing way if she was still a virgin, and to my shock, she said that she was. I told her it was fine to be a late bloomer but joked that she must be burning through the vibrators. She said that she had never even used one before. We laughed a bit and I joked about how all these young guys were sleeping on the job. I told her I would be all over her if I were her age, and that you’d need a crowbar to get me off of her. She giggled and there was an awkward silence.


I noticed that we were both out of beer and so I opened another one foreach of us. I started telling her a little about my life, but nothing too intense. Just a few funny stories from my past to lighten the mood. She laughed and told me that I was crazy. We eventually finished our beers and it felt like things were wrapping up a bit. I told her she was a beautiful young woman and that all those young men out there were fools for not seeing that. She thanked me and there was more awkward silence.

I stood up from the bench and pulled her up by the hand. I went to give her a hug and she just fell into me with one hand on my chest. I wasn’t expecting it at all, but sparks were clearly flying between us. We just stood there holding each other without saying a word for the next few minutes. I put my hand on her face and she looked up at me. I kissed her softly for about 15 seconds and then stopped. We looked at each other without saying anything. My cock stiffened up and I am absolutely sure that she could feel it pressing into her stomach. It was such a hot moment and we were both breathless and unsure what do do next. An older married white man and a lonely young black teenager half his size. Even when flirting with her, this had never even dawned on me as an actual possibility.

I told her to come with me and took her by the hand. We grabbed the other two beers and walked back to the parking lot together. No one else was around. I put the rear seats down and we laid down in the back of my SUV together on top of a blanket and just cuddled each other for a bit in the dark. I soon started to move my hands all over her to feel her young body. She was nervous but didn’t stop me. It felt like I was back in high school. I couldn’t believe it was happening. We kissed some more and I eventually started taking our clothes off. Once I got her naked I was blown away. It had been so long since I had been with a young woman. She had a super tight body and it was sensitive to my every touch. Skinny and petite with a bubble butt and perky tits. She had tight abs and you could see her hip bones sticking out.

I started to suck on her rock hard nipples while she moaned and then asked her if anyone had ever licked her pussy before. She said no, and I slid down and started kissing her stomach and inner thighs. Her body trembled with each kiss. I then sucked on her clit for several minutes. Her young pussy was shaved and she was soaking wet. It tasted so good and fresh. She eventually shuddered and I knew that she had cum for me. I asked her if it felt good and she said that it had. I moved up to rub my cock on her clit and she shuddered again while I did. I just kept sliding my cock up and down on her clit and eventually, the tip of my cock slipped into her pussy. She didn’t say a word and I just kept putting it slowly in and out. I asked her if it felt good and she nodded. 



As an older married man, it felt wrong on several levels. I knew that I was exploiting a vulnerable teenager’s innocence for my sexual pleasure but I just didn’t care. At least she was 18. I thought of stopping for a minute but there was just no way that was going to happen, even without a condom available. She was so tight and fresh, and I was too turned on. I’m pretty thick and didn’t think I would fit inside of her tiny body. I slid into her slowly. It would only go half way in and I just kept sliding it in and out. I started going a little harder and she winced a bit. I told her she was doing ok and that I would try not to hurt her. Eventually, I broke through her hymen and was able to slide all the way inside of her. It was so hot all the way inside of her and I could feel her blood leaking out onto me. I asked her if she was ok and while she was clearly in some pain, she nodded. I kissed her passionately and she wrapped her arms around my back and held me tightly. I kept going slow and it was sensuous. She was gasping for breaths and letting out little whimpers right into my ear. I had never taken a woman’s virginity before. I was so tempted to just hammer her roughly, but I honestly just didn’t want to hurt her and felt like her first time shouldn’t be like that. I told her she was beautiful and just tried to make it nice for her somehow.

She was shaking beneath me and grabbed at me while I continued to fuck her gently. I have never been inside a woman that was anywhere near as tight. It was like her pussy was grabbing at me, and I could practically feel her heartbeat on my cock. With each thrust, I had to push and pull just to get in and out of her. I tried to last as long as I could, but I was so worked up after a while that I just blew inside of her as hard as I have ever cum before. I fell on top of her and we kissed for a minute. I tried to slide my cock out of her and it had gotten so tight it was like her pussy didn’t want to let go of me.

We got dressed and went to the restroom in the park. While I was wiping her blood off of my cock in one of the stalls, it started to dawn on me what I had done. I had just just blown one of the biggest loads of my life inside of a confused teenager less than half my age while taking her virginity. That was a problem. I started to panic a little and couldn’t believe how stupid I was. It could easily wreck my marriage and even my job if I impregnated her. When she got back to the SUV, I asked her if she was on any birth control, and she said that she was not. I immediately drove her to the pharmacy to pick up some Plan B. I made her take it right in front of me in the parking lot just to be sure, then dropped her off just down the street from her house. I kissed her goodnight and told her she was beautiful again as she walked off.

I thought about her all weekend. What had just happened? Was it a one-time thing? And if not, what was it exactly? When I saw her at work on Monday, a few of us were checking in at the same time. I could tell right away that she was nervous. So was I, and I could feel the butterflies in my chest. I let the others check in first, and once it was just us alone, I told her I just wanted her to know that I really enjoyed seeing her the other night and getting to know her better. She was shy but smiled at me. I told her that I would love to spend more time with her sometime and she said, “I’d like that.” I could tell right then that she was probably already falling pretty hard for me. She could barely even make eye contact. That feels a bit weird and surreal as a married older white man more than twice her age, but I guess I was her first, after all. I asked her if she would let me take her out to dinner on Friday night, and she smiled and nodded. I asked her if she had a dress to wear. She said that she did. I told her to bring it to work with her, and that she could go change before we went out for an early dinner.

I booked us an early reservation for tomorrow night at nice restaurant that is in a fancy hotel near work. What I didn’t tell her is that I have also reserved us a nice room upstairs for afterwards. I made up some story for my wife about having to cover for a coworker out of town at some function on Saturday morning and am ready to stay the night. I’ll have some champagne and wine and some sex toys ready for us, and plan on taking a handful of viagra and expanding her sexual horizons all night long if she will let me. I think she is probably already starting to develop strong feelings for me as she undergoes this awakening about sex and love. I’m not dumb enough to think it can go anywhere beyond a fling, but I really do like her. She’s such a sweet kid and it is already some of the hottest sex I have ever had. I feel like I’m just going to ride it out and help to teach her about what sex and love are all about before turning her over to whomever life has next for her. I think it will be good for the both of us, and am grateful for the opportunity to cherish her for however long it lasts. In the meantime, she’s basically a blank canvas that I think I am going to be able to do anything I want with. We will work up to the kinky and rougher stuff soon enough but I don’t expect that to be a problem. If all goes well, she’ll be submissive putty in my hands to teach and mold as I please.

I can't wait for tomorrow.

I confess that I believe that the Duke Lacross Team players really did rape that lady that who was the stripper at their party which held for all the players and the Frat boys and that no one else knows how they got away with this crime but think that this is how it happened:

Behind the closed and locked door to the bathroom where they hustled her inside together, the three men worked together to hold her down while the pulled her panties off, and one by one they took turns fucking her and what their real intentions were seems so completely clear to me. This was not just a philosophical concept of how to get away with committing a rape you guys because it was more than just a three man tag team rape party that the three guys were all together in on, this was all about a plan they had to fucking knock this woman up, and dudes you know she got pregnant from getting fucked by those three guys, because she sure did get knocked up that night the little baby she kept as a souvenir to serve as evidence against them and to make them pay has a daddy somewhere and I'll tell you something you might find is interesting about the guy: I don't believe the daddy knows the kid is his and here's why that is, I think. Lots of men in college do make money as is known donating sperm to local sperm banks and I suspect that at that time there was on campus some male who had been recruited for their crime to participate in some kind of bogus study at the time, to be compensated for his contributions or "donations" as it were at a better price than those several local companies would pay in the area where this all took place, and if someone were to contact all those companies who do keep records of their men who donate sperm and samples too, that running DNA and comparing it to what was collected when the woman's rape kit was done and also from the kid a match would probable turn up. This is why I think that's likely to be the case, you see: to be a qualified donor of your sperm you've got to have this special kind of quality as a man which makes you able to cum loads more than the average guy with loads more sperm per volume of your semen than the usual, as frozen, it's like 50% less viable and they are all about the effort to make sure they've got a potent sample of a guy's semen to impregnate women with his seed, so it seems to me that maybe if they wanted to perpetuate this wicked crime, they'd likely want their candidate selected on the basis of the fact he'd already been established as a qualified donation stud, then maybe taking just the highest quality portions of the dude's ejaculate, the first few spurts, and collecting all of that they then proceeded when the plan unfolded to do the dirty deed with her in this way. She said they had condoms on she thought or sometimes maybe and then maybe not or something, well I guess she probably had something in her drinks as well, but believe that statement makes the whole thing clear and so while distracted one man with his pants down pulled a condom on to his hard cock which was full of all this other dude's huge nut and it was designed to break inside her and he shoved it in and fucked her hard enough that the sheath just ruptured and so in this way she was totally filled up with this seed that completely had the potency to do the job, and pulling out, he pulled the rubber off, and shoved his cock back in and fucked her hard, and at some point probably got himself another rubber out and rolled it down to cover his hard cock before he went back in and finally, as she must have felt the players nutting in her, did in fact ejaculate but that's where there was that certainty they'd cummed in her, while truly, pulling out and flushing the evidence away, then with all three guys at some point each all having done the same while their confederates prevented her from seeing what was going on between her legs then maybe made her lay down underneath them as they held her knees up to her chest and just stayed there deep inside her for whatever time they wanted to help insure that the bitch's cunt could not be turned down to the floor so all the gravity would pull the semen in to where it would be able to pass in to that cervical canal where once in there the party just begins and one lucky little swimmer won the race and got there first, but how about them apples guys? It finally makes everything that is said to have been happening that night make total sense, and if there's any cops on here who understand how likely this is to be the case, then take a guys advice who has a way of knowing things and see if it could ever be arranged to take this high profile case that's locked away and to keep the whole thing on the down low but open it up just for one last crack at nailing those guys who did this and correlate the likely time frame when this might have been and get a warrant or whatever to collect those samples from those firms in the area just to see, not believing it would ever be likely in my mind that anyone would have been successful steeling from the bank, the sperm bank I'm saying has to have accountability, and still if things went down another way like that then maybe check for records too of anything that ever might have gone missing from their cryogenic stores. And well I know how unlikely it may be now that anyone would dare to take this case on again for investigation and specifically where I'm unaware of any basis spam those players could be recharged without it violating laws of double jeopardy I sure would love to nail their asses if I could, you know? Anyone else with me on that? (I did mean literally of course, the guys should go to prison and have their asses raped until they got to like it way too much for their own good. Someone made a big mistake in never having had the brains to figure out how they clearly did it and yet the only thing that matters now besides the woman's testimony is the evidence of the massive loads of dna collected from the lady or the crime scene and it said that those three guys we definitely know went into that closed bathroom with her never told on themselves or one another and as the only other witnesses, allowed the whole thing to unfold as some great joke on them while they got off again and went on with their pampered and successful lives as innocent young rapists who were just some cocky college jocks who decided to conduct this amazingly airtight alibi supported crime to get away with something not unlike a murder, for they did bring forth a young life into this world and should pay for that I think.