I am a 50 year old man who believes he has been cuckolded for years.
You tell me what you think.
My wife was raped by a black man with a huge cock and I walked in on it , but I didn't really see what was going on inside the bedroom because it was so dark. All I knew was that when I called her name the door was slammed in my face. I thought she was just 'being my wife'. Slamming doors in my face was normal for her and still is. The weird thing about it was that she actually loved it!
You see we had been to a party that night and she had had a little too much to drink so she told me she was going home. I said OK and she left. A little while later I thought I should go and check up on her. I walked into the house and the back door was unlocked and left a jar, but I thought that she had not closed it properly because she was so drunk. Anyway I started through the house and as I reached the bedroom I called her name and that's when the door slammed in my face. I thought she just wanted to be left alone so I turned and walked away and went back to the party for a little while. It was only when I returned that I found the bedroom door wide open that i thought something was not right.
As I entered the room I found my wife lying on her stomach with the sheets rolled up into a ball and her panties lying on the floor. She had had sex and It wasn't with me! I nearly panicked and started to ask her what happened but she was so out of it (or so I think she was) that she didn't say anything but only moaned.
Then I started looking for signs of semen because she didn't use birth control and I was panicking thinking that she could have been impregnated. So I started feeling up inside her pussy and searching for any sign of semen but I couldn't really tell anything. So I took out my dick which had become hard by this time (I don't know why this happens to men when their wives are fucked but It does) because it was the longest thing I had to search for semen inside her.
Well as soon as my dick was inside she started to moan and buck and grind against my cock like never before (or since). Acting like she was looking for more cock to fuck her deeper and harder. It took me by surprise because I thought she was totally out of it and kind of forgot why I was fucking her in the first place. So I just let grind on my cock a until I came wondering what the fuck just happened?
As I rolled off her she didn't say a word and acted like she was passed out. I lay there worrying about her being pregnant for a while and finally drifted off to sleep.
Needless to say it was a life changing experience.
When we got up the next morning I tried to talk to her about what had happened but she just got mad and said that I had raped her too. So we never have been able to talk about it in any detail, I just have to live with the memory of what happened that night.
Then a strange thing happened later on that day, as there was a knock on the door. When I answered it there was this black guy from the neighborhood who said he wanted to talk to my wife. I yelled for her to come and she spoke with him for a few minutes and I asked what he wanted she said she didn't know.
Up until then we had had a pretty good sex life but then things changed. Sometimes she would make me go 6 months to a year without having sex with her.
During one point in our marriage she moved to Nashville to take care of her mother who was sick, and she would only come home about once a month. I would beg her for sex but she would just look at me when I asked her what was I supposed to do?
Not long after that she moved into the guest room and stopped sleeping in my bed all together. She still sleeps there to this day.
I know for a fact that she has cheated on me in the past because she's told me so.
Now here's the kicker. She says that she does not have a boyfriend, nor does she sleep around.
Now before some of you say that's because I'm lousy in the sack, let me tell you this. I went to boot camp in Orlando, Fla and when we had finished we had a three day pass. My friend told about this female recruit he had promised to meet at a motel but was going to meet another one instead and asked me if I would go and take care of her. I said sure.
I met her and had a great time, she liked it rough and so I gave it to her rough. Anyway I left thinking that was that, I didn't know her name, I was married we had a one night stand, done. But a few days later we are marching in formation and here she come running across the parade grounds calling for me to stop. I have to keep marching or all the guys behind me will march right over me. She breaks ranks as we continue to march telling me to stop, I tell her I can't. She then proceeds to tell me that she's shipping out the next day and asks me where I'm going, but I can't because I don't even know yet. She then gives me a slip of paper with her new duty station info on it and BEGS ME to find her. So I must have done something right! I have never had a woman complain about my having had sex with her, quite the opposite!
Now I am consumed with watching my wife with other men, because I am convinced that she is fucking them behind my back.
Now you tell me, do you think that I am a cuckold or not?
