why does life play silly games on me.. as soon as everything seems to get better, it takes a nose dive for the worse. this time is different though. seems that i would do everyone a favor by leaving. there is no point in ruining everyone elses lives by sticking around. no one can help me now. by this time tomorrow, it will end. good bye

Are we on a boat? Are you SCUBA certified? ... No? ... Then nobody is taking a "deep dive", karen. shut the fuck up.

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A while ago, my wife left me for another man - our relationship wasn't the best and we both knew it was over. It was a depressing time and it took me a while to get over the divorce. Luckily no kids were involved (even after 15 years of marriage). I coasted through life, turned 50, and really wasn't looking for a serious relationship... until I met this beautiful 24-year-old French girl, who was an art student visiting the USA.
I was a regular to a small dive of a coffee shop, I'd go in there and kick back, read a book and drink some coffee. She was in there a lot too. Eventually she approached me and talked to me.
"You know there's nothing more attractive than a guy reading a book... My name is Reine." She said in broken English with a heavy French accent. (It turns out her name means Queen in French)
I must have blushed, I wasn't used to talking to super attractive women at all - in fact most of the time if I was lonely I'd just find some ugly slut to fuck, or try Tinder which usually resulted in ugly sluts lol.
We talked for a while, got to know each other and she told me she's always had a kink for older men.
We started dating, I told her "You know I'm 26 years older than you so if we're still together when you're 50 I'll be 76 or dead."
She laughed it off, "We'll worry about that if and when we get there. Okay?"
I fell hard for her, I was head over heels in love. She was sweet, charming, and paid attention to me. What more could a guy ask for?
After a few days of getting to know her, we fucked - and let me tell you I've never had any sex that compared to what I've experienced with her. There was energy involved, it was like both of our souls met on a higher level and nothing else mattered.
I warned her that I was getting older, and I got some Cialis to make sure I could stay nice and hard for her.
It was probably about the fifth time we were fucking and she looked into my eyes as I plunged into her and spoke some French, but then translated it into English:
"I don't want you to pull out of me when you cum, I want you inside of me... deep inside of me forever my love."
I paused and all kinds of things flooded into my mind, especially if she was on birth control - and then I leaned forward and kissed her as I began thrusting into her beautiful body. I came deep inside of her, and she held me tight as my cum sprayed into her tight pussy.
It turns out, she had a creampie fetish - a breeding fetish.
This went on for months, and she ended up moving in with me. I'd fuck her almost daily, unless she was on her period. One day she looked a bit concerned and seemed to shut down, and she wouldn't talk to me about what the problem was. I went to work, and when I came back there was a note on the table from her.
"I didn't want to tell you, but I am pregnant and my visa has expired and it needs to be renewed so I need to return to France, I already had a flight booked and I was afraid to tell you. I love you very much and I don't know what to do. You are the most perfect man I have ever met, and I hope one day to be called your wife... but for now, I will return to France and get the visa renewed. I hate leaving you like this, it's stupid of me I know. But if you knew I was pregnant and returning to France, you would have stopped me. I will text you when I land and we will make plans to be together my love.
Always yours,
Reine"
I had a panic attack. I texted her, called her, and nothing. Days passed and depression set in for me.
While I loved this woman with all of my heart, I knew nothing about her family, or where she lived in France. All of her clothing was gone, and she didn't have too many personal items...
Sometimes we would sext each other when I was at work, and that's where the picture came from. I just miss her - and I have even thought about going to France to look for her - but how the hell would I even find her? It's such a big country. I don't even know what city or town she's from.
It all came to a head and I was about to do something stupid and hurt myself (hey depression sucks - and being this in love with someone... well it's like having your guts ripped out)... but I finally heard from her yesterday:
"I'm coming back, but I want you to promise me that we can be married. My father and mother disowned me, they're heavily Catholic. I am sorry I left the way I did, I am sorry for hurting you the way I did, I was just in a bad place - being pregnant, and knowing I have to tell my parents. I will see you soon, I still have a key."
Of course, I texted her back like "WTF WHERE ARE YOU" - hell I don't even know why I'm doing this - maybe out of revenge... but maybe for advice - she's so fucking stunning looking, she's so talented too. I'm broken without her, but I do know that will eventually pass - yet it's so hard to deal with such a loss. Sorry for rambling. Yeah I'll take her back... I might delete this later.

I confess that I get off by touching other girls around my GF.

Last night she took me to this show at a little dive venue, it was packed. There were a couple of chicks dancing in front of me (I was standing side by side with GF at the time), and I did not know the one that kept bumping into my cock had a BF nearby. We grinded for a few seconds.

Then I saw the girl talking with her BF, they kissed and were getting close. She was a cute brunette, but then I look down and she's wearing one of those super tight and tiny short shorts, spandex type that are stretchy. I reach down and touch her butt, not spank or grab, and she does nothing. A few minutes later I reach down again and rub my finger in her ass crack, she does nothing. I could tell she was enjoying it, or else she'd look back or tell her BF.

Then the third time I got a bit more bold, and rubbed my two fingers down her ass crack and into her pussy, got a good feel of that tight cunt. She probably glanced back but didn't do shit. If she were alone or just with her girl friend, I would've rubbed on that hot pussy a few more times. I bet she would've gotten so wet. My GF didn't even notice but I told her afterward that I was copping a feel of the girl's ass.

A side story, with the same GF, we were in our computer lab at school one time and this girl I flirt with (who has a serious BF) was talking to my GF. GF was on the computer, and this girl was bending over a chair, with her ass straight up in the air, wearing little khaki shorts. Of course I spanked her butt twice, softly, "pat pat" and she looked over at me as if she were mad. She kept talking to my GF and I squeezed the back of her thigh and she didn't even do anything.

I've had a few other times where i'm alone and I squeeze on a girl's thigh and she doesn't even do anything. I know bitches love this perverted touching.. probably gets them off as much as them rubbing their own cunts. I've done this with two different girls who were engaged, in my classes.

This kind of stuff really turns me on.. being a total pervert with my "GF" right by.

After a relationship with my girlfriend came crashing down, I kind of gave up. I had to move out. I had to move back with my parents. I had to be on certain rules. I also had no job so all the money I got was from my parents. Hard to accept when you are 28.

Because of my depression I started have sex with guys. I decided that I would fuck whoever, whenever. It started with putting my full name and phone number on craiglist. I would get some older guys, horny to dump their seed since their wife wouldn't fuck. I would come over and do what they wanted. I would go out to the dive bars in town and I would see someone's eyes light up. They would come over and buy me a drink. Soon I would be in the dirty bathroom getting humped.

I would get harrassed by other guys who knew what I did. I have been punched and pushed around. What's funny is that rednecks are some of my favorite fucks. They are hidden about it, but they love to fuck me like a girl. They put passion into it. It's to the point where if I go to a bar, guys will get me to a corner, sometimes a couple and start grabbing my cock and ass. Shoving their hands down my backside and roughly fingering my hole. Since I can't say no, I go to their SUV's and take turns pleasing their buddies. I've had so many pics and vids taken of me it's hard to keep track.

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So I went for a few beers after work in a local dive bar, when I got in it was a good crowd of the usual suspects and a cougar that was new, I got the empty seat next to her at the bar and after a few minutes we got into a conversation about general shit, I bought her a few drinks and then she got all flirty. Two hours into kit she said she had to go so she went out to call a cab, when she came back in she asked if I wanted to go into the parking lot to say goodnight cause the cab would be 15 minutes. Out we go and she drops my pants to the ground and starts blowing me and it was good. I came in her mouth about ten seconds before the cab pulled in and she just piped up and jumped in the back .I pulled up my pants and the fucking bitch had stolen my wallet. Most expensive blow job ever!!!