When I was 5 I used to let my older first cousin, a girl of 9, watch me when I peed outside at our farm She liked watching me make marks in the ground as I squirted around. Twenty five years later, when we were both single and at a family reunion I hosted she was the last person to leave. She helped me clean up the dishes. Afterward we sat on the couch, then we kissed, then she asked me if I remembered showing her my penis when I peed. We slipped into the bedroom and fucked all night.

Last Xmas my cousin and I went out and had drinks after our family get together. I don’t know what it is but ever since she’s grown up (I’m 10 years older) she’s had this look to her. Shes on the bigger side but her face is amazing. For the last few years I’ve gotten so turned on to the thought of her watching me stroke my dick until I bust all over her face. As the drinks started to add up we began to flirt. She doesn’t get a ton of attention from other guys, so it didn’t take much before I started to open up and confess to her that I’d love to paint her face. She didn’t know how to react and ended our night immediately. I was so worried and upset at myself. Luckily there hasn’t been anything mentioned since and we’ve hung out a few times, but last night she sent me a text saying she wants to get drunk with me again tonight after our family get together. I replied, saying the way it ended up last year I wasn’t sure that’d be a good idea. She said, she thought I was just drunk, messing around but she got super turned on by it. She said she wants to see my dick and watch me jerk off..so should I do it?

I confess I want to fuck my 2nd cousin and she wants to fuck me. I wrote out this long boring ass story sob story explaining our lives but realized you all wouldnt give a fuck. We're flirting. We've discussed fucking but decided it would be weird but the other night we got on a good drunk and made out. Im bound by morals and so is she. Where I'm from incest isn't exactly unheard of but MY direct family would probably disown me. I swear though this girl.. This isn't just some fling someone I just want to get my dick into. She's more. I've never related to a person on this level. I never thought I'd even be considering it. But it's like finding the perfect person but it's just too taboo to have it and it drives me nuts. I know this is probably a terrible place to find actual advice but on a serious note what would you do. Put yourself in my shoes. Is a moral dilemma passing up something that could be great?

Also I probably should mention I met her about 6 months ago. It's not like I was raised around her I didnt even know she existed until then. We started talking online one day and we just hit it off. She's also beautiful. But to keep this private I need to keep pictures off limits I'm sorry. I'll describe her if you'd like.

Here's a little story that I've only told a couple times in my life. You know it's true because there's basically no climax. It's almost boring, actually.

I live in Japan. A couple years ago, I lived on the 2nd floor of an apartment building that had a house right behind it. A family lived there, and from the 2nd floor hallway of my building, you could see through the house's glass back-door into their living room.

To make a long story short, I happened to look in one day to see the roughly six year old girl that lived their making out with one of her older siblings. I think the older one was also a girl. And that's it. They did it for a couple minutes, then the little one ran off while the older one slept on the couch.

It was hard for me to believe. I once visited my cousins in Florida, and while playing with the youngest one, we did the touch-foreheads-together-and-make-funny-faces game. My much older cousin later said that when she saw us doing that, she thought we were kissing at first. Here in Japan, I asked myself if I could be confused like she was. It's definitely possible. However, it really looked like they were making out.

I never saw anything else like that happen again at their house. I moved away a few months later.

Not a Word Was Spoken
Had flirted a lot with my cousin's daughter. It was accidental, we were talking about relationships and I let it slip what a manwhore I can be. She was intrigued, asked to see pics. We swapped pics, flirted more. She wasn't happy with her husband, he was much older and his health made sex rare. There was always that, well maybe. There were a few chances, but nothing happened.
Then she came into town alone, a couple days early for another cousin's wedding. She got a hotel room away from the rest of the wedding party, asking me to come by one night. Now I had alone time with her, watching TV in a family member's basement. I had my arm around her and was feeling her up while rubbing myself. she didn't make a move, so I just left it as flirting. Well we chatted most of the night, watching nothing on TV. She asked if i'd lay with her, I took of my shoes, socks, pants, slipped into the bed next to her, instant erection. From then on nothing was said. I pulled it out again, stroking it while we stared at the TV. I was close to giving up, figuring she wasn't going to cross the lin....... then it happened. She slid her hand up my leg and replaced mine with hers, never looking at it but took over the stroking. I soaked that in for a couple moments, then silently undid her top, exposing her huge tits.
Rubbing, sucking, biting her nipples. She got aroused then pushed me off her breast, thought it was over, but again, in complete silence she leaned over and took my cock in her mouth, moving over to grind herself on my leg as she did.
We continued for a long time, her sucking, me fingering, her stroking, me sucking. I swore she'd stop me but she didn't, instead opening her legs up as i rolled on top of her. It was surreal, no words were spoken as I began fucking her. She came again and again, then I pulled out and came on her thighs.

Cousin is a nudist.. walks around like this a summer family bbqs

I need help starting up a really old desktop pc from about 10 years ago to retrieve the pics I have of this girl I used to fuck. Damn PC has been in a box in my closet for so long it doesn't seem to start up anymore. Plug everything in and the pc fan is going crazy and then eventually shuts off on its own. Repeats that pattern.

Yesterday I had an extended family gathering. First time we had one since covid. Turns out one of my first cousins who I don't speak with has been dating this girl I used to treat like a fuck toy 10 years ago. My cousin and me were never close. We don't have the same last name. We don't look alike. One of those 'see each other at weddings and funerals' type of cousin. Anyway he's serious with this girl. They've been together a while from what I was told.

When she saw me she remembered me and made a comment about how we used to have classes together in college. I pretended I didn't remember. My uncle made a comment about how "it could have been me with her and not his son".

I haven't been able to stop thinking of us fucking and how she told me I was the first to fuck her ass. Don't really care if it's true or not but now I can't find the pics because my old pc won't start and all I want to do is stroke my cock to this fuck slut who swallowed so many of my loads with a smile on her face.