Hi, in all honest ive come here to get an opinion. Ive been hindered my whole life by crushing anxiety due to in part by my small dick, every time i get close to a girl, i push her away out of fear that she will laugh at the size of my dick. I guess im looking for affirmation, i dont really know. I guess i just want someone to tell me if i should give up, and go completely celibate.
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I woke up violently horny, and my hot af yard/landscaping guy is here. I sat in my window, mostly naked and touching my wet pussy, watching him. He looked up and saw me and smiled.... I went to the back door to give him a bottle of water while wearing just panties and a sheer t-shirt. I told him the door will be unlocked if he needs ANYTHING.
I know his cock was hard. I could see the bulge. It's massive and I'm kinda scared. He's on the phone in my backyard and keeps looking to my bedroom window. The invitation was for him...not other randos.
Have I fucked up? Should I tell him I just wanted to fuck him....not his coworkers or friends or whatever.
I'm naturally tiny but I've not been fucked in about 5 years (I went celibate for dumb spiritual reasons). 2 of my own fingers is my limit...
I'm worried this is about to be something I'm going to regret.
Including photo of me for reference of how small I am.
I am 40, divorced, in voluntary celibate for over 8 years. The last part is the reason that I ended up here. I was never pretty, but my body still has it's perks. I was always shy, introverted, and I guess that is the reason these last years of my life were as they were.
After browsing through this place, for years, ideas have started going through my head. I thought about making some of them come true, but I never had the guts. Finally, I went out, and decided to have sex with someone, anyone, who gives me attention.
Just decided to let go, to give up...
Ended up in a threesome, with two guys. I sucked, fucked, rimmed, got dp-ed for the first time, licked the cum off the floor, that was previously inside me...
It felt dirty, wrong, sinful... Yet so fucking good!
I confess I'm celibate but I like porn becomes it's there.
I’ve been celibate since my ex cheated on me, now I’m 20 and haven’t had sex in almost 2 years and I’m craving someone to be inside me again.