My (24F) ex-BF (26M) got me addicted to porn. I never watched before until he wanted to while we had sex. It was fun and exciting. He picked a regular amateur vid of a couple fucking. Nothing very noteworthy about it now but at the time I felt so dirty, watching other people fuck while he was taking me from behind. I could tell he loved it because he was harder than I'd ever felt him and he barely lasted. I was riding the high of being so dirty for a while. 

The next night he just put it on without saying anything. This time he licked my pussy till I came before he fucked me. The whole time he was watching a woman getting gang fucked. I was jealous that she turned him on more than me but I loved seeing all those men taking her without even caring if she liked it. I'd never seen a man act like that and it made me feel like I was missing something. Thinking about it made me feel even dirtier, which just turned me on more.

I started watching it without him, going down a rabbit hole of increasingly degrading scenes. He loved it. He loved coming in and seeing me fucking myself to women getting brutally fucked, hit, spit or pissed on. I stopped wearing bras (i have smaller tits anyway) and eventually stopped wearing panties except for during my time. 

He dumped me about 4 months later. He texted me that he was going to stop by with his brother (25) on their way to go on a dirt bike camping weekend. My brain took that to mean he was bringing his brother over so they could fuck me together. When they got there I was completely naked and ready. His brother was shocked and just walked out. My BF went off on me about being a whore and left. I apologized over and over and cried for hours. Even after that I couldn't go to bed without getting off. I felt horrible and turned on for being that way. 

I hate that I love porn so much. 

i’m lonely. I fantasize I’m being sexually submissive to men older than me. I want to experience rough, brutal type sex with man who were interested? I’m just a 34 old housewife, bored, sexually, and looking for something different?  Whatever would happen, privately, would always be a secret with me

I have been with only few men in my life.

Lost my virginity to a guy in high school, and we broke up soon after.

In college, I met the love of my life. We were together for seven years, and when the time came to start our life together and get married, he got cold feet, and I left him. Reasoning - he is not mature, ambitious, serious enough, and I thought my time was passing.

Then, I had a six year gap, after which I met my husband. We started a family, but I am aware that I settled.

Now, this is not the story of me, coming back to my ex, no. It is about the gap years.

With all three, I had a lots of sex, and I am still having a lots of sex with my husband, but, in those gap years, I was having an affair with my exs friend. Yes, the friend of the love of my life.

He was married, and still is. He was successful, handsome, dressed well, had perfect manners, and I guess, subconsciously, I wanted my man to be like him. I guess he sensed something, so I spent almost the entirety of those, gap years, in a sexual affair with him, while dreaming of him leaving his wife, and becoming mine. Eventually, I figured out that there is no chance of that happening, and I moved on. But the sex...

He was so rough, even brutal, I can say that he used me, and treated me like nothing more than a sexual object. He got me into porn, which I didnt really like, except for the erotic stories. With him, I have tried I think almost anything you can do in sex, and it was amazing.

Now, my confession is this - I am not sorry that it didnt work out, I would not like to go back in such a relationship, but I miss the sex, I miss someone being dominant over me. I miss the thrill.

My wife loves to show off for strangers! I want her to experience a brutally rough gangbang! She loves rough sex so I want to push her as far as we can!! I want to see her body lose control from constantly orgasming. Watch her fight to stay conscious as she gets railed on for hours!!

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My wife hates anal sex. Even if I am very gentle, she still cries. Her crying turns me on so I am more and more brutal each time. Am I an abusive husband? We've been married 7 years, I am 40, she is 35.