Beautiful boobs on a Monday morning, can't beat it

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5ea5jKFGgUw

When I was younger, I had the biggest crush on Audrey in this film. Still do. Perfect legs, perfect boobs, perfect ass, sexy voice, cute outfits, a girly girl to the end. I have gone in hard to every frame of her.

But when Orin showed up, things get intense. What was once a self-confident, sun-shiny character becomes an obedient, scared, dominated blonde bombshell that looks stunning when she's terrified about getting the beating of her life. Add handcuffed, beaten and humiliated to all of the adjectives above and I have my ultimate movie fantasy.

The movie is such a tease. She has handcuffs in her bag. Orin forces his way into her apartment, clearly knowing she is out of vitalis and the camera cuts away after he grabs her and slaps her once and begins to strangle her. WHAT HAPPENED NEXT!? WHY DO YOU DO THIS TO ME!?

If I were Orin and I was in Audrey's apartment, alone with her, I just know it would be an amazing evening.

I struck gold.

I am 40, divorced for five years, and after the end of my marriage, I didn't really have much action. So, my friends, who are a married couple I know for over 20 years, suggested introducing me to their friend, a 45 year old divorcee, like myself. Of course, I agreed, expecting some beat up woman, but hey, pussy is a pussy, and I have been dry for too long.

We agreed on meeting at a restaurant, all together, to pretend like it was a meeting by accident, but both me, and her, knew it was a set up. Before the said meeting, I realized I could've asked for a photo, from my friends, but since I grew up and dated in a non digital age, I forgot about that option.

Oh man, was I surprised! When I got there, they were sitting with this, slim, hot brunette, with big boobs (found out later she did a boob job after divorce), and cute on top of it. Successful, cardiologist, it felt surreal. We talked, drank, had some fun, and exchanged numbers.

I thought she will be a tough nut to crack, thinking, she was out of my league, but she responded to my first call, and we decided to go on a date.

Fucked her on the first night. Man, was I elated, thinking, that I am such a hunk, and I was only not aware of my raw sex appeal...

Well, of course it wasn't like that.

We are seeing each other now, for around five months. Sex is amazing, she is so hot, and opened, and, all in all, a great fucking catch.

But, in that time, I found out a bit about her. She got divorced more than 15 years ago. Felt like an ugly duckling (she is not the prettiest woman in the world, but very, very cute), got a boob job, and after that, her life was a stream of bad relationships. She lived with two guys in that time, and both of them dumped her in a really bad way. Tried dating casually, but as she said, that felt bad, and left her feeling even worse.

So I started feeding that urge, to feel loved, appreciated, wanted. She fell for me so hard, that now I have this gravitational pull towards her. One time, I fucked her missionary, while kissing her, and told her I love her, and that I want to put a baby in her (I had a vasectomy after divorce), so when I started cumming in her, she came so hard, that she started shaking and crying.

I can do whatever I want with her, and I have pushed some limits, she responded without hesitation.

Now, here is my dilemma. She started talking about me moving in with her, after her younger son moves out to college, next year. I kind of want to do it, I like her, everything is going great, but my fear is, that after we do it, the magic will disappear.

I am a bit naive, believing that it won't, but my experience so far, proved me other wise. And in the end, how shall I say no to her, since I feel that might make me lose her.

I am your average fifty year old dude, but I need some advice. I had the great luck of moving in with a beautiful friend of mine, after she broke up with her boyfriend of many years (he was my friend, too, and still calls her, but moved far away). She didn't want to stay alone, as she said she was scared, and asked if I'd move in, of which I did. I should mention that she is about fifteen years younger than me, blond, big boobs, and kicking curves. Although she has been a really close friend, almost like a little sister really, I have had my fair share of fantasies about her over the years. I even suggested we fool around once, a long time ago, when her and her boyfriend were still together, and she just looked me in the eye and said, "I'll pretend I didn't hear that." Still, she has confessed that she has not been laid in a long time, as her boyfriend stopped fucking her a long time ago, and she is not one who cheats. We get along great, hanging out at the house whenever we can, and I see her giving me that look every once in a while. Yet, when mutual friends ask her if we are fucking, she says things like, " No, we are not like that. We are friends." So, my question is this: Should I try to get in her pants again? If so, how should I go about it? I don't want her to get upset and kick me out. Likewise, I don't want a romantic relationship with her, at the moment, as she is still getting over her breakup. I can't stand the idea of some other dude beating me to the punch though, as I really want to be the rebound guy. Just curious if any of you have any advice (besides 'yeah, fuck her, dude) that may help me to fuck without getting kicked out, or causing any issues. Please let me know. Thanks.