Hello

I am a married white female in my early 30's. I have blond hair and am what most men would consider to be good looking. My husband and I have been married for 6 years. I recently discovered he has been looking at Interracial Pornography on the internet. Almost exclusively black men having sex with white women. There seems to be an underlying theme of White Wives cheating on their husbands with well endowed black men, sometimes with the white husbands being forced to watch.

This was a very disturbing discovery for me. I was appalled and surprised that my husband has so much of this stuff on his computer and in his internet history. What's even worse is he looks at "cuckold" porn and many of the women in these videos have the same look that I do. Thin, white women with with blond hair and blue eyes. If you do not know what interracial cuckold is, it's pornography where a white man watches his wife wife have sex with a black man. The black man always has a much larger penis and the white man is verbally and physically humiliated by his wife and the black man. Why does my husband look at this stuff? Is it possible that he is thinking of me while he watches it? Why would he fantasize and masturbate to thoughts of me with black men?

As I found this pornography on my husbands computer, I began looking at it more and more. My husband doesn't know that I know about his fetish. It began is detective work to find out what turns him on and what he spends his time looking at.

I was raised in a racist family in the south and was taught to stay away from black men. I have never been with a black man. And now here is the even bigger problem.

It's beginning to turn ME on as well. When I was looking at my husbands computer there was one picture of a blond girl that looks a lot like I do, with a very large black man. I was shocked and excited at the size of his penis. I hate to admit it because it makes me feel so ashamed, but I masturbated that night while viewing the picture. I didn't want to, but I was so turned on that I felt like I couldn't stop myself. I felt dirty afterward but it was just the beginning of my addiction.

Now I've began viewing these interracial picture of black men with with women on my own computer. These fantasies are dominating my sex life, and I've lost interest in having sex with my husband. Just the sight of a black mans penis seems to get me going and I can't stop thinking about it. One re-occurring fantasy I have been having is being "taken" by a group of 5 large black men. When I go out in public and see a black man walking by, I think about him sexually even if my husband is by my side.

This is an intrusive fantasy that has been affecting my marriage and sex life. I would like to know what I can do to stop it, and get my husband to stop looking at it as well.

I am here to continue my journey of self discovery and yearning to be at peace with all of my past.
I confess a need to talk about my younger past and come to a point of understanding all those conflicting emotions and yearnings.

I confess I get distracted too easily when soemone piques my interest(S). Especially if the happen upon one that sets me on fire and I find I have NO control.
I confess I feel helpless to my own desires.

I'm guessing if you have this foot long baseball bat then you know you're big.

For the rest of us it's more or less discovery through partners. I'm not sure if "tightness" is genetic or more common in specific ethnicity/body type. I just know that after the first 12 women "really needing to relax so I can fit" that I was larger...

Each time really wet, thought they were ready,  too tight to slip in. Even when fully relaxed you still had to avoid the "too deep" part... One deep thrust and it'd hurt and she's out...

So later partners benefited from my advanced knowledge of foreplay and I learned my limits. A byproduct is I really started to enjoy getting blown more than actual sex. There's still the occasional tight mouth, but not as common... not many can throat it but the edge play is teasing.

I'm curious what others have dealt with.

is it sad that while watching this new discovery show "naked and afraid" and all I can think is "I hope they have some better looking chicks in future episodes" and "I hope the eventual dvd's they're obviously going to release are uncensored"

Police in South Lanarkshire

Last night announced the discovery of an arms cache of 200 semi-automatic rifles with 25,000 rounds of ammunition, 20 tonnes of heroin, £5 million in forged UK banknotes and 25 trafficked Ukrainian prostitutes, all in warehouse behind the public library in Larkhall.

Local residents were stunned and a community spokesman said, "we're all in a state of shock, we never even knew we had a library"

from a friend of mine in scottland

Can't find a torrent for dawn of discovery Venice anywhere. Can any of you find one?

She bashfully looked up at me, her eyes wide revealing a beautiful hazel swirl of shades; the gaze was innocent and curious, but entirely trusting. Soft music played with a slow drumming rhythm that sent bass vibrations through the walls. My gaze lowered from hers and traveled through what was absolute perfection, her naturally hairless skin adorned slight goose bumps from the breeze that now danced against her nude self. It traveled around the ever so slight mounds with hard nipples as their peaks, down her stomach and around the belly button that cutely poked out, down around her untouched, pink lips, and against her slender legs and finally through her cute, small toes. She breathed perfection. She resonated an incomparable energy that grasped my heart, my breath becoming short and deep and my muscles lightly restricting.

I slid my hand across her cheek and held her as I lowered my lips to hers, and tenderly kissed her, prolonging the end and tasting her sweet lips. I kissed again her cheek and again her neck; her breath was suddenly audible, though remained unresisting as I followed the winds trails with kisses. Her nipples felt hard against my lips, and with the anticipation of what seemed like an eternity, I lowered to between her legs. Not parting these innocence just yet, I pressed in with my lips and could feel her tender and hairless labia. I slowly slid my tongue between the perfectly plump lips and a rush of euphoric sweet sensations filled my mouth. Sliding my tongue inside her, a slight moan escaped her lips. The sensations were not familiar but filled her body with a resounding begging for more, so she lay with her legs skewed to each side and my tongue inside her, enjoying the ride with her eyes still wide open and now blankly looking through the ceiling above.

Her juices were sweet with a slight tang of urine, a mixture that was irresistible, though I ensured to slow as her body became rigid from the flurry of feelings that would soon bring her into an unknown world of euphoria and complete bliss. Her, not knowing of this final destination, had no anticipation, but my knowing of the climb to such a discovery left my pulsing penis harder than it had ever been. We would enjoy the ride, meandering through the climb into this world of ecstasy.

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If you like, please comment asking for more. I don't want to waste my time if no one is interested. Thank you! Also, suggestions are appreciated!

i just saw previews for next weeks "the colony" on discovery where some raiders kidnap the hot girl and got an instant boner. How hot would it be to live in a post apocolyptic world and be able to kidnap hot girls to turn into sex slaves?

I just want to confess that I'm a fan of con men and certain thieves. Not just any criminal/crook whatever you want to call them who goes out and steals. In my eyes those are thieves.

I believe though if you can out smart someone and through that you can take from them whether it may be like bank fraud, ripping off a store in a clever way, conning someone, etc. (not quite sure how to explain it)

think of "the real hustle" if you've ever seen the old tv show.. whether it be the US or UK version. People like that are absolutely smart and not just "thieves" they out smart the general public and in doing so they enrich themselves with money and probably satisfaction knowing they did. (though the people in that show are on the good side of the law they have potential to make 100k+ a day)

also there was this show on discovery channel where 2 guys were ex burglars and now working on the good side of the law. They broke into houses and took stuff. Now show the public how to prevent it.

Or another example Frank Abagnale the "catch me if you can" guy another great example.. if you haven't seen the movie I suggest you go get it RIGHT NOW.. its based on a true story.

For a fiction movie example.. I would suggest "Inside Man" a really clever and great movie.

Like I said people like all the ones Ive listed in my eyes above are not criminals or thieves.. but if you're out purse snatching, holding someone up with a gun, or with fear/intimidation then you're just a low life criminal.

But if you can outsmart someone and take from them without their knowing or just by being clever.. then good for you I'm all for it.

Now I know some of you aren't going to agree or whatever but to each his own.

then comes the question "well what if someone stole from you or your mother, etc."

well sure its not right but if it happens it happens.. smart people though wouldn't be out stealing from just anyone or your average person. You'd know what I mean.

and if it ever happened to me.. would it suck.. sure. Though that's why I stay smart myself though and make sure to take measures against that type of stuff. and I do have rules and ethics/morals I live by. Esp. if you were to ever take from someone don't wipe them out completely.. they have bills to pay too you know and need to eat.

anyways.. just wanted to confess that.

I confess I watch Investigation Discovery to get new ideas.

I'm not trying to convert anybody, truth be told I'm still set in my old ways. I did, however, recently learn that guys give head every bit as good as girls. Which, in a round about way, led to me thinking that maybe all those years of watching tv as a youngin' may have had an unexpected effect on my brains ability to perceive gender.

Maybe, just the way it does.

See, sex sells. No doubt.

What then, if you you're only allowed to allude to or imply your top seller on your top advertising platform? TV.

You can't depict nudity or explicit sex on TV. FCC saw to that. So without nudity you have depictions of sex wherein clothing takes the place of anatomy. Gender defined by fashion, ya'll dig?

So this recent experience of mine doesn't seem odd to me at all seeing as my benefactor wore all the right clothes. She was A trap. (Lucky me) I found myself using she, her and girl when talking to and about her. Despite the fact that bare bones, she was a boy.

What does that mean? I don't know. To some folks, almost exclusively super hetero men I might add, it means I am a fag. In more reasonable terms it seems perfectly clear that I am a heterosexual myself, I just have superficially defined gender perceptions.

My experience was absolutely positive, I loved it. I hope to take her out again.

I will admit, however, that should she decide she'd like to go out as a male in male clothes; I have no interest and am quite turned off.

Shallow? Maybe, but honest. I took a boy dressed as a girl out on a date this weekend, I had a great time and got phenomenal head.

Long term? No, I think there's plenty there that I'd have to acknowledge at some point and it would ultimately end things, probably poorly. I just felt it necessary to share what I think was a relevant discovery.

That discovery was this.

It's all in our heads.

Feel free to share an opinion. I already covered my Fagdom, so since that's out of the way. What do you others think?

We've only been out the once. It was fun if not ordinary.

Well, that's actually not accurate I guess.

I've never been so sexually involved on a first date, I guess that makes it rather special in it's own way. You learn something new every day don't you?

science of sex evolve knowing is half the battle.

http://dsc.discovery.com/tv-shows/other-shows/videos/science-of-sex-appeal-the-beauty-of-symmetry.htm

hey all, so this is a confession/ random post
I am a 19 year old trans person (mtf) and while I'm attracted to lots of different kinds of men I've recently found that I am really attracted to asian men, I'd love to talk to some guys about this recent discovery and my other kinks, if you're interested pm me. Xx

Did anyone besides me thought the dad was tapping his daughter in that show in discovery, sons of guns? They are very... Southern...

Okay, so I'm DESPERATELY looking for a lesbian porn video I had a while ago, but now I can't seem to find it! It's about a brunette and a blonde. The blonde catches the brunette having sex with another woman on her CCTV and then shows the brunette her discovery. The blonde then says that the brunette really looks like she knows what she's doing and the two proceed to having sex. The blonde then admits that she's watched the CCTV footage a few times on her own while masturbating and the two of them then decide to make a sextape for themselves.

I've gone through all the blonde/brunette lesbian videos I could find online, but I couldn't find it

I hope anyone can help me find this video! I'd greatly appreciate it.
P.S. I think the brunette was house sitting for the blonde (Maybe that helps..?)

I confess that I found pictures of my mom naked and every once in a while jack off to the images.

I remember the day so clearly. One day after my mom left the house I felt very snoopy. I went inside her closet and pretty much just dug around trying to find any kind of kinky stuff she might of been in to. I ended up finding a pink vibrator that was about 6 inches, then I found a clear dildo that was at least 12 inches and was super huge, I even gasped at how big my mom liked it. Found another vibrator and some lube but none of that was even comparable to what I found next.
In a box buried beneath other boxes and crap she had all over the place was a photo album. Before opening it I thought it was odd to have something like this so far deep in the closet. Once I opened it my eyes widened so big and my jaw went straight open and I got an instant hard on. It was a photo album of my mom naked.

Now my mom is a bit on the heavier side but she has lost weight over the last decade and in today's standards she is considered on the chubby side. She has huge tits and a nice ass and her face is beautiful. Anyways most of the pictures were over her pussy and my god was she wet. A couple pictures of her with that same pink dildo I found sliding inside her beautifully wet pussy. Some pictures were just ass but her tits were sagging down as well so it was still nice. One of my favorite pictures is just her smiling at the camera with her huge beautiful boobs.

After I found those pictures I took them to my room and probably had one of the greatest orgasms I have ever had. I probably whacked it at least 5 times before I ultimately put the album back where it was. I made the up most precautions when digging in her room. I left her room looking exactly the same way it was before I went digging.

Since that first discovery I have grown a liking to incest videos (mom/son). I have never made any advances on my mom and I will never will. Just the thought of knowing I jerk off to pictures of my naked mom is enough to satisfy me crave for incest.

Anyways I just had to get this off my chest, I hope ya'll enjoyed my little story and feel free to post similar stories of yours!

Lesbian here. This is a story about how I got into lesbian scat porn, so please, if you're here just to judge and critisize, just go away. I don't need shaming and arguments. I merely want to share my experiences and get answers from like-minded people.

All my life, I've been attracted to girls to the degree of worshipping. I tried being with a man once but it's not my thing. I am obsessed with beautiful girls. I started watching porn in my early teens and I gradually discovered more and more kinky stuff. First, it was the threesomes - I love this so much that if I was not engaged with an amazing woman (she's not into kinks though) I would definitely look for threesomes all the time.

Then I accidentally stumbled upon pics of girls peeing in their mouths. This was one of the most beautiful things I've seen in lesbian porn. I got so obsessed with this idea that I started doing pee sessions myself - I was drinking a lot of water or beer an went into the bathroom and started peeing on myself in different poses, aiming for my mouth or trying to collect it all in a glass and then drink it. I loved that so much that I started doing pee sessions on every shower. I was spending many hours during the night of watching lesbian pee porn, chatting with girls, and peeing in a glass, then drinking it. At certain point, I even asked my girlfriend back then to pee on me. I was sure she will decline and call me a pervert bitch but surprisingly, she agreed. We went in the shower and I kneeled before her and she started peeing on me and I put my mouth on the stream and started drinking. So pleasantly weird activity this was... I felt almost high.

Back to my lesbian porn discoveries. After I found I adore lesbian pee porn, I couldn't even go back to regular one so I went even further. Started watching lesbian domination and BDSM and I loved some particular activities. I soon started experimenting with chains, ropes, and clamps. I found that slapping myself makes me even hornier. Once I asked a girlfriend to slap me in the face during sex and she was repelled off by this idea... Nevertheless, I started finding lesbian domination and facesitting utterly arousing. When combined with pee in mouth, it was divine. I was even more obsessed and now that my tastes escalated, I needed something more and I couldn't go back.

Then, in my search for more activities, I found a video of a woman, sitting on a girl's face, getting a nice rimjob. It was Brazilian porn so I couldn't understand what they're talking but then the woman started shitting in the girl's mouth and I felt so strange... it seemed totally unacceptable, yet amazingly hot that I couldn't stop watching it. I started looking for more and more lesbian scat porn and I couldn't stop masturbating on this. I started doing small scat experiments myself during my shower sessions, along with the pee play. The bravest thing I did though, was to put a small piece in my mouth and spit it out after 20-30 seconds.

I would like to ask those of you, who got into scat porn:

Did you felt the need to try it for real? If yes, what was your experience? If you liked it, what particularly do you like about it? I would love to know all the details you're willing to share.

Thank you in advance!