I want to hook up with a sexy, super fem shemale, not just to fuck, but to love. Wether or not im gay because of this fantasy doesnt really bother me. Problem is, im too much of a chickenshit to make that gigantic of a step into "deviance". Everyone i know would probably shun me. and i wouldnt want to lose all my friends and hurt my family over something that might not even work out.

Oh, and lets not forget that i already have a g/f thats helping me get through school and paying all the bills... but i honestly dont love her anymore...

things could be worse, but ill be fucked if this doesnt suck ass.

:(

wow just got a call that i have been waiting on for 28 years today. i have a daughter 38 that brought her gay step son over here and dumped him because he was a faggot and she said having a gay daddy is enough and she not having a gay step son. well he left a few months ago to go live with his BF. but what i haven't told you that read my post is i also have a 42 year old son that i haven't talked to or seen in 28 years. he lived with his mother that turned me Bisexual then left me because of it.
anyways she told him every lie a ex can say about the other ex and he was young so i didn't get to see him. the last i heard is he joined the military as soon as he finished school and that was the last i heard anything about him. until the ex died. and that he refused to come and he hoped she rotted in hell. but i never spoke to him or saw him all i knew is he was still alive.
then at 2 am this morning i opened FB and i had a message. ask me if i lived at so and so town and was i ever married to so and so. and if i was him he was my son and wanted to hear from me. so i put in my number and told him to call me anytime day or night. and 10 minutes later my phone rang. and it was john.
hes living in Az. divorced no kids. and wanted to know if he could come see me. i could tell by the way he spoke he has something he wants to tell me but scared to. after talking over a hour i just ask him what is it. i dont care what it is i still want to see him.
then he said i'm ashamed I'm gay. always have been. even when he was married and thats why he left her and got divorced. and now living life as a shemale.
i laughed i said dont let that stop you from coming here. i am bisexual and thats why your momma and i got divorced. and she is the one that turned me.
i said i will pay for the plain ticket to get him here if he wants me to. but he said no he will drive.
i hope he wants incest and is a passable. because if he is i plan on being balls deep in his ass the ASAP.

I have been branded- (tattooed) by my wife... as her sissy. She doesn’t want my little clitty (cock) anymore. She has recently made me ask for permission to cum and if she finds out I’ve done it without she’s locking me up in chastity 24/7! She can’t use me as a full toilet due to a house guest since June, this is driving her crazy! So She has started me on herbals that contain estrogen and it’s making my clitty even softer than it was, I can hardly manage a consistent half hard cock anymore. She only allows me to cum with a condom on over my little shaft and balls. After I rub my little encased clitty and cum she makes me wear it until I piss in it, carefully remove it then she makes me drink the contents of piss and cum before she relieves herself pissing in my mouth which I must drink and suck down without missing a drop. She believes her hormones will aid in my further sissification! She’s so proud of her tattoo she’s made me pay for with a blowjob to the artist who did it. She tells her friends, and even had me show it on occasions. She loves showing off my panties too.

I’m so horny to suck cock, and get fucked because she loves watching me fuck and suck men, she talks about it all the toms keeping me horny and when I am rubbing she tells me she loves watching gay men get done by me. She loves me to be gay (not that I can deny I am) she loves her control and power however she can have it over me.

Anyone else been branded a sissy or faggot by their dominant wives?

there is this sexy little pizza guy that seems to bring my pizza every time i call. i never ask for him but it seems hes the one that always shows up. guessing hes 125 pounds 5'4 very short black hair. and they way he carries his self i was about 80% sure he was gay. so i tried something that i did by accident with a old retired repair man about 9 months ago and i'm still seeing him. but hes 100% a bottom. so i took the chance and ordered a pizza tonight was wearing my yellow see through G string. and sure enough about 20 minutes later a car showed up and when the door bell rang i answered it. DAMN it was some cute little chubby girl. and on the desk top my screen saver was going and it had 2 guys fucking while a girl set back and watched. she said nice screen saver and i have one the same panties as you do right now. and pulled her pants down just enough so i could see.
i laughed and said cool but do you have one of these in too turned around bent over so she could see my tiny butt plug. she laughed and said i have all 3 sizes but at home.
i tipped her $20 and ask that boy is he legal age and is he gay or bi. and she Cory he drives the red chevy volt. and i said its red all i know.
she said he legal and says has to be gay. but she hasn't ever ask him but will if she wants me to.
i invited her to stop by when she gets off work and bring another pizza i will pay for it and we can compare G strings. she laughed and said HMMMM.
but i dont think she is coming because of this china virus everything closed at 9 pm around here. and she never showed up.

i think i am either turning gay or girls are getting less attractive. WTF is up with all the ugly ass girls on cam! even on the pay to play sites they look like cheap hookers

So, I have a confession. More of an admission I guess.

I'm not homosexual, maybe I'm bisexual. It's hard to tell, because I've never been with a man. I've always loved women, and I'll never stop wanting them. But lately, I've been thinking about experimenting with being a "bottom".

I guess I should start from the beginning here. The last girl I was with, I guess it was a year or so ago, was the love of my life. I had finally found the girl I wanted to marry, to be with until one of us died. I was happy, and she was EXTREMELY adventurous sexually. Our first night together before we were a couple involved a threesome with her friend. It was actually initiated by her friend actually. That's another tale though.

SO, after we started really dating, things clicked quick, and we fell in love. Love isn't something that I throw around without meaning, she's actually the first of any of the girls I was with that I truly felt it for.

Sex was fantastic. We fucked like rabbits, we fucked in public, in my car, just, wherever, whenever. I STILL to this day dream about the sex. Well, while she would be blowing me, she would always massage around with her other hand, and one day, she went low and started pushing her finger against my asshole.

I never really got into the idea of having my ass fondled, but she was the kind of girl who would convince me to jump off of a cliff. I mean, this girl was heavenly, with a mix of the devil. Natural beauty, un-dyed Raven hair, tits that were out of this world, hell I doubt I'll ever do better.

Anyway, so she starts working around it, and I'm not so much in a panic, but just wondering what I should do. Damn if she didn't figure it out for me, a quick deep throat made me release whatever pucker I had as I felt the ecstasy of her pleasuring, and she worked her finger right in.

She looked at me, and just held her finger in as she stroked my cock with her other hand, and smiled. I smiled too, because, I loved her, in my head I was worried that if I enjoyed it, she might think I was weird.

Well, more and more times during sex, she would work her finger in during a blow job right to the point where she started working her finger in and out. I didn't stop her, because she enjoyed it, and honestly I did too now. It was an extra pleasuring to my already fantastic fucking.

I decided to pay her back with some ass play of my own one day, and I turned her on her belly as I massaged her, working down along the hump of her bottom, spreading her cheeks and working my tongue in. She moaned in joy as I tongued her ass and fingered her clit at the same time. I had never eaten a girl's ass before, but if there was a girl to try it on, it was her. I had fun, she was very clean, as am I, so I wasn't worried about anything "gross". Who am I kidding, I freaked out at first, but in the moment, you just go all in. You know it.

Well, the next night, she decided to PAY me back for her pleasure. She told me to lay on my back, because she wanted to give me a massage. I told her it wasn't a big deal, because massages didnt do it for me. They still really dont. I don't find them too erotic unless I get a bj at the end. Which I never did haha.

She playfully tells me to just do it, so I abide. She starts massaging me, and after a few moments, I realize she started working a lotion around my bottom. Now, I've been told that if I posted a picture of my ass, and hid the fact that I was a dude, I could have men jerking off to it. I've often considered doing it as a joke. Then revealing that the ass belonged to good ol' me. Anyway, back to the story..

She starts rubbing lotion on me, and beckons for me to get up on my knees and elbows. She starts to use the lotion to stroke my dick and balls, and it feels fucking fantastic. I'm wondering to myself, "My god, how can it get any more awesome??!!" When all of a sudden, I feel a warm moistness start to tickle around my cheeks. I tensed up when I felt her breath roll over my ass, a little warm air against my bottom.

Suddenly, she begins licking and rolling her lips around my ass hole as she strokes. I tried my best to not cum, but it was probably the best feeling I've ever had in my entire life. I came BUCKETS. I'm pretty sure I applauded her.

So, some time passes, and one day after lunch on a weekend, she tells me she wants to start using toys. Again, I've never used toys. Never really figured much for them, as I have the perfect toy for a girl right between the legs.

I tell her to get whatever she wants, and we'll try them out. So, a few days later a package from Amazon shows up at our door (we lived together for a bit in a nice rental house) and low and behold, she ordered a vibrating dildo.

I joked with her and said I was sad that she didn't think my dick was up to par anymore and she laughed and said that they were the same size, she just wanted to try a few things. So the night the dildo came, I was eager to see what she had in mind.

She asked me if I'd fuck her in her ass. I'd never had anal sex with a girl before. Don't get me wrong, I tried. My ex some time before her flew off the bed in pain because I was too big. And since then, its never really been anything I thought of doing. The vagina and mouth work just as well.

I said hell yeah, and after careful careful careful amounts of effort, we got it in, and the fuck began. At first it was slow, incredibly slow. Almost to the point where I was just wanting to take it out and fuck her normal. But, as she always did, she surprised me. She started fucking speeding up to the point where it was like I was railing away at her like normal. I still was careful, I'd read too many horror stories.

In all this, I'd forgotten about the dildo. The purple, ugly, veiny didlo. The damn thing sat next to her as I fucked her ass sideways.

Now, I've watched a lot of pornos. And they've been the best education a man could ever need. I grabbed the damn thing, I never held one before, so it was like holding another man's penis. Odd. I decided I was going to double penetrate my girlfriend. I slowed down enough to work it in, and with the satisfactory moan from her, I did my best to maintain a rhythm. Eventually, I handed the rains of ol' Veiny to her and it was epic. She came a lot, I came a lot, and it was a fantastic night.

A few nights later, because I was out of town, I came home to her in a sexy little number and the ol Veiny on the bed. I figured we'd be repeating the night we had earlier in the week, and I was excited. The way she could work a dick, damn I hate the guy who she's with now...

So, we set about it, and she gets the lube out and starts applying it all over the dildo. I kind of had an idea what she was up to. I'm not a moron, and I'm horny like 99% of the time. The other percent I'm sleeping. She asks if she can use it on me.

I stared at her for a while wondering if there was a wrong answer here. I didn't know if it'd be like Indiana Jones and The Last Crusade, where I had to "Choose Wisely", or not. I decided, since she and I had been having wild nights, what the hell. We only live once.

Well, haha, it didn't work out. I did not have the anal space for anything like that, and honestly, I was terrified. I could tell she was disappointed, but not completely downtrodden about it. She told me that we'd have to work up to it. I agreed, if only to appease her.

So over the next couple of months, she would use two fingers instead of one, increasing slowly to three, to the point where it almost hurt when she was working her hand in and out.

Well, things didn't work out between us, and we ended up breaking up before ol' Veiny ended up anywhere near my ass. This is where I'm at now, and I can't figure out what's going on in my head.

I've had thoughts about having a dick jammed into my ass, and it subsequently railing it. I mean, not just any dick, a fit, young fellow like myself. Not a beary old dude. I dunno, there's just something about it that turns me on. I dunno if its because I still am drawn back to the passion with my ex, and kind of "finishing" what we set out to do, or what. I mean if that was the case, I'd just stick a dildo up there and call it a day. I think there's more to it than that.

I have what some may say is a sexy penis. Its not ugly or funny looking, its just exactly what its supposed to be. And I think thats the kind of penis I'd hope for haha. I see some of them in porn, and its kind of a turn off. So, I know its not the penis that draws me.

I've thought, maybe just a girl with a strap on? But I dunno, I feel like if I were to go that far, why not have it be a real, pulsing, throbbing cock?

These are questions I ask myself all the time. I know I love women, but maybe I'm not opposed to the idea of an attractive man. Only sexually though. I couldn't have a "relationship", per se. I mean, don't get me wrong, I'm a supporter of equal rights, politically, sexually, you name it. I'm just not gay in that way. If at all. I think its a sort of bicurious attraction that I'll never fullfill. I dunno. I just had to get it out I suppose. I don't really talk to anyone about my sexual habits, so I figure a sex message board might be the place to do it.

A long time ago, the strangest thing happened to me, I still think about it fairly often over the years. Lately it's been back on my mind a lot, for whatever reason.

I had been swimming with my friend Nicole, and afterward we decided to go back to her place and hang out. We got there and there was nobody else home, so we grabbed some snacks and soda and headed to her room.

We had been casual acquaintances for a couple years, but we became better friends the beginning of that summer. I hung out with her brother sometimes, mostly in the computer room, but I had never been in her room before.

I remember she had bunk beds for some reason, the weird kind with a big bed on the bottom and a slightly smaller bed on top. I have no idea why, either. She had siblings, yeah, a brother and a sister, but they had their own rooms, and her sister was a lot older, by maybe seven years or so. Older to the point where I was surprised she was still living at home. I could only guess that maybe they were a holdover from some time she shared a room with her older sister or something, I never asked and never found out.
I was also extremely jealous because she had a cable box, in her room! Even if my mother could have afforded such a thing, she never would have let me have one, I was stuck with cable coming straight from the wall, like a chump!

She said she had to wash her hair and left to go take a shower. I was sitting on her bed, flicking through channels, watching Nickelodeon or MTV or whatever. I won't lie, I was thinking about her in that shower. We were friends, and I had no delusions of us being more, but she was quite a looker.

Eventually she returned to the room, wearing only a towel... on top of her head! Otherwise, completely stark naked! I tried not to be noticeably surprised, I tried not to have her catch me gawking like a geek, whatever, but she didn’t pay me much notice. I expected her to, like, shriek and back out, like she forgot I was there or something, but she just came in and closed the door.

It wasn’t anything sexual, either. She didn’t come on to me or anything, she just went about her way, casually getting things out of her dresser, looking in the mirror, moving stuff around on her vanity, holding a casual conversation about what was on TV or whatever, I could barely think because I was so distracted. She was acting perfectly normal other than the fact that she was naked.

I couldn’t help but sneak peeks, and longer looks whenever I got the chance, not like I had to worry because it wasn’t like she was trying to catch me or anything, but I was still worried she might. I had no idea what was going on, still don’t to this day. Her family weren’t nudists or anything, as far as I had ever known. I had been to her house before, nothing like this ever happened.

I fully believe she wasn’t coming on to me or trying to entice me in any way, either. I've told a very few people this story before, and they all seem to think I missed my cue, like she was giving me a signal, but I sincerely doubt it. She never gave me any kind of look or approached me in a proactive way or anything, there wasn’t anything sensual or cloying about her manner. She acted the same way she acted while clothed. I’m pretty sure if I had tried to hit on her or touch her or anything, she would have thrown me out. I didn’t so much as comment about her nudity, for fear of ruining anything.

Instead I just accepted the strange luck I had been given and let my eyes absorb everything. For a good while she stood in front of her big vanity mirror with her back to me, giving me a good look at both sides. The mirror wasn’t full length but it was big enough to let me see everything. I remember her wispy blonde pubes, thin enough to let me see the lips of her vulva beneath. I remember her holding the towel with her left hand while bending over to retrieve something from a low drawer. The dimples on the sides of her butt.

Eventually she took the towel off her head and dabbed at her legs and backside a bit with it, before brushing some kind of products through her long blonde hair, still nude the entire time.

I tried not to be visibly excited but I was exploding, in my mind. She shook her still damp hair and retrieved some more things from her bureau.

Eventually she put on a white, lacy bra, not see through but frilly, and then some shiny, slightly blue panties, I watched her pulling them up the entire time, wishing I were them. She finished getting dressed and opened her door, then came and sat beside me on the bed, her hair was still slightly damp.

We sat there watching TV and chatting, eventually her father came home and greeted us, soon enough the rest of her family was there, as well. I was still running her previous nudity through my mind the entire time.

After who knows how long, it got dark, I left and went home. She and I were still cool that entire summer, still hung out at the pool a lot, but there were no more nude house visits after that. I hung with her at her house a few times after that, sometimes we were alone again, but they were all normal, fully clothed hangs. Much to my chagrin.

After that summer we were still cordial, but she was already moving on to different friends, mostly girls, generally stuck up snobs. We would see each other in the hallways and be cool, but we weren’t really hanging out anymore. I still hung out with her brother sometimes, but she would only barely acknowledge me when I was over.

We fell even further out of touch after that, maybe an acknowledgment in the hallway, head nod or a smile, but no more friendly stop and chats.

After a while I realized I stopped seeing her or her brother at all and found out months after the fact that they had moved to another city, entirely! Didn't even think to tell me about it, the last time I had hung out with her brother, nobody had mentioned anything about moving.

I never found out what was going on that day, never found out if hanging out naked was something she had done with other people or something, like it was just normal for her, never found out if she thought I was gay and that’s why she was fine being naked around me, never found out if I was actually totally wrong about it being innocent casual nudity, nothing.

Even to this day I would love to ask, if I somehow got back in touch with her. If she would even remember at all, or if she would remember but pretend not to, or if she would think/pretend I was making it up and being some kind of freak for even bringing it up. Like I was trying to get with her or something. Maybe be freaked out that it's been on my mind this many years later. I just want to put an end to my nagging curiosity, is all.

The whole thing was very weird, and she’s almost become a bigger part of my memories, than she ever was a part of my life, which is sad when I think about it, especially with how important it all felt back then, friends seemed like the biggest thing in your life, people you would know forever, and then one day you just, never see them again. It's an odd feeling when a memory seems more real to you than the person the memory is about, has a bigger impact on your life than the person it's about.

I confess I am cosidering becoming a Moralfag. No No please hear me out.
I have no life. I can not find a women who wants me. The gays take one look at me and walk away. My dick is 2 inches long fully erect. The closest I have come to sex is from a mentally ill patient and as soon as she saw my dick she would not stop laughing. I live under a bridge. I am starting to judge people on subjects I know nothing about. I have warts appearing on my nose. My underware is three sizes to small. But wworst of all my asshole itches all the time and I have scratched it raw. Does anyone have any potions or spells that may be able to help me? I can pay you with Motherless credits as I surf this site all the time looking for underage humans. Please help do not let me become a Moralfag please.

On tuesday my older sis(24) finally moved out of the house, too bad because I always peek at her tight little ass while she changes haha, anyways she threw a shit load of girl stuff away and while dragging them out I found her college diaries and saved them. After hours of pointless reading hoping there would be something to fap to I came across "Discovering Myself At The State Fair".

Long story short she saw a horse backstage at the state fair with "it's huge manhood swinging up and down" and she was hooked, she watched/downloaded a bunch of horse movies blah blah and ramdomly signed up for an animal care class so she could get full access to an actual horse. It took forever for her to get alone with her team's horse hahaha, but after her class left the care station which is about 2 and a half hour drive away, "I got close, it was do or die, what i've been waiting for" but sadly never wrote anything else in detail other than "it was veiny, large and powerful" and "quickly rubbed the ky jelly I've been saving all over and just to see it shine and glimmer I began stroking him" that was pretty much all.

Reading further into her journals she did it a few more times and even took the horse's cum home in a ziploc bag and god knows what she did to it. After she turned 24 she started messing around with our dog, "After hours of trying it finally came out and dropped to the floor!", "it was lightish blue with a red tip", "I wasn't sure but I bent over and he entered me", "it was quick but good". Seriously, after I wanked off to this I tried bending over in front of our dog and he dropped his blue colored cock and mounted me, I'm not gay but yeah I jerked him off afterwards and yes he looked as if he knew what was going on.

My sis is super fuckin hot, she modeled for car expo and stuff to pay off her college crap. I'm not gonna post them up because she's kinda famous now but I found the videos she self took of her sucking off our dog and the horse, too bad hahahahaha and by the way the best video is a 52 sec clip of her sucking the horse really deep while looking at the camera then she threw up all the cum hahaha.

I like being used, and feeling like a gay slut. One guy rode me for 40 minutes, which I guess was the price to pay for being a bi fag.

So my younger sister lives with me and she is dating this guy. Anyway, she was out of the house and I was bored so I snooped her bedroom a little bit (fuck she doesnt pay rent).

Anyway, I found a used condom sitting on the top of her trash. The idea made me hot. I'm not into incest or anything. Anyway, I poured the cum out of the condom and masturbated with it. It was SO hot.

I felt kinda gross afterwards but now I'm turned on again by the idea. I'm a straight guy that has never had any gay sex other than being molested as a kid.

Odd right?

Going out of town for work related reasons and I'm so fucking excited! I haven't done this since before covid started. Been looking forward to this for so long.

last time I was out of town for work I had to go to new orleans. Spring of 2019. Posted an ad online looking for some hotel fun. I created a fake email and everything. I expected a few replies on short notice but ended up with like 60 or 70. It blew my mind. Had my first gay experience there.

first night it was a college age black gay guy who came to the room. We agreed on a blow and go. He knocked on the door, I opened slightly and handed him my eye mask from the flight. he put it on, got in, dropped to his knees and deepthroated me until I nutted down his throat. I got so horny from this I thanked him by stroking his cock and spitting on it for lube until he came. when he did i used his cum as more lube until he came again. He begged me to fuck his ass but I said I want his whore mouth to suck me and get the fuck out. He did that and left without ever seeing my face. before he left he told me this was the hottest encounter he ever had and to message him anytime.

2nd night it was a honduran and black mixed woman in her 50s. she said she was in her 40s but I didn't believe it. No eye mask this time. She saw my face. I had told her I'd pay her 20$ for every outfit she brings and tries on and let me touch her. She earned 80$ that way. SHe also made 75$ licking my asshole (first time ever) and another 60$ letting me spit on her asshole and finger it. She refused money for sex. gave her 35$ to jerk me off and she watched me cum on one of the shirts she brought before she left. money well spent.

montgomery alabama see you in a few weeks!

I've lived in a fairly tale type of neighborhood. There are blue, orange , yellow , and pink houses up and down the street. It's an orgasmic rainbow of colors. Most of the homeowners, I'd say about 75%, are single men, of whom all vote Republican. Most are employed with decent paying jobs. Anywho, it was my second month living in my current home when my girlfriend's gay brother asked if he could rent the room we have over the garage. At first I was hesitant, because I like my privacy, but my girlfriend pointed out that we could use the extra income. I quickly realized how nice the extra money would be. Well he was here about 3 weeks when I noticed many of my neighbors, sometimes 2 or 3 at a time, coming or going from his room, at all times of the day. Didn't take me long to realize he was prostituting himself. Turns out most of the men on my street are gay. Who would have thought? I confess, I wish I didnt have a garage.

I'm living with my uncle for now while I go to college. I was using his computer last night since mine became worthless from multiple viruses. I started snooping through some of his files with some obscure names that peaked my curiosity.
Holy shit! I didn't know my uncle was gay. Tons of dick pics, gay porn, and some videos of him jacking off while shoving a big ole dildo in his ass. I never would have thought it. I've seen him with girls just not any recently. He's a manly man.
I don't really pay attention to dudes, but I don't mind seeing how and what gets other people off. I didn't look at every video mainly, cuz I didn't want to get caught.
Before I went back to doing some homework. I emailed myself a video of him in our shower with a dildo stuck on the wall.
After I finished my homework I went to my room and checked my email on my phone.
I've seen my uncles body, but not naked. He's a 6 foot muscular Latino. He's pretty fit from working construction since he was 18.
The faces my uncle made while he backed into that dildo on the wall, while his 8 inch thick uncut cock hit his stomach.
Watching him enjoy himself so much, and stroke his cock. got me so hard and leaking precum from my own uncut cock. Mine isn't as thick as my uncles, but it's just as long.

Forgive me if this isn't written like a well written story. My mind is blown. I just found out my uncle is gay, and I shot one of my biggest loads watching my uncle twerk his ass onto a dildo in the shower we both use.
I don't think of myself as gay, but seeing how much he enjoyed getting off with a fake cock inside him. I wonder how he acts when he has a real one inside.
I know when I jack off later tonight I'm probably going to stick a finger in my ass, and I'm probably going to like it. and when my uncle goes to work tomorrow I'm probably going to make myself a copy of his vids so I can take my time watching them all.

With as much porn as I watch, and thinking about sex like 90% of the time. I have a feeling I'm going to have give an update on this post soon.

So today I woke up and was so fucking horny to suck a cock I could hardly get dressed. So I head to work pull up outside and stroke before I go in, just made it worse seeing my own cock in my hands. So I post an add on CL and after the normal bull with back and fort emails I find a guy that wants to meet in a park a little ways away. So I make my excuses and head to the park, just about a mile away I get a phone call from the wife talking complete shit about diner and other none cock related things so I wasn't paying attention. After an hour of this I get to the park looking for my hookup in his grey baseball cap and no sign. Send him a email and he fucked off home because he got tired of waiting. Piss ed I head home. When I walk in my cousin who is staying with up is asleep on the couch so I go to our room and stroke my cock a bit more, just not feeling it though really wanted the real thing in my mouth today. So I give up and nap. When I wake up I hear moaning from the living room so I sneak down the hall and peak in. My cousin is naked with Gay porn on the computer. I had no idea he has a hot girlfriend but then I have a hot wife, I stand there now with my cock in my hand watching him rub his palm on the head of his rock hard cock, I can see his eyes are closed and he is really getting into it so I sneak over and suck on his shaved balls. He nearly went out through the wall,lol. He is now on the back of the couch with a massive hard on animals on my knees with a shit eating grin on my face and an equally as hard cock. I just slid my way up the couch and took his cock in my mouth not giving him another chance toreact,I sucked his cock like I never sucked a cock before, I could see he was getting into it when he pulled his cock out of my mouth a d bent me over the armrest of the couch, he spit into my waiting hole and shoot ed his cock deep in me. He didn't take it easy on my ass for a second just pounding it hard. Just before he blew his load he pulled out and I could feel it shooting up my back,it seemed like a massive load of cum,which he scoped up with his hand and rubbed on my face. Now I just needed a quick BJ to blow my load as I was busting from the morning. So I took his face and shoved his mouth on my cock, a couple of strokes into his mouth pussy and I shot straight in his mouth. He gulped my load and started laughing. We layer back watched the porn and stroked each other's simitation hard on till we were ready to go again. We nearly forgot about my wife getting home in all out excitement and just showered with me giving his Co k another quick suck before she got home. Going to enjoy his last two weeks with us, now I have a in home cock to suck.

Does anyone have a a membership to a gay pay site that i can use.

I'm hooking up with more and more gay guys because it's easier than finding another crossdresser to have fun with. I confess I really prefer sucking cock to taking it in the ass. But sometimes my ass has to take one for the team...The price I pay for liking to suck dick.

The followi ng is a true story that happened to me recently.

So I recently returned from a business trip. While on the trip I had some free time to myself. There happened to be a clothing optional beach in the area and one day I decided to visit that beach. There was alot of guys there but there were some beautiful women there as well. I was able to get a couple of pictures of them, I have uploaded these to my uploads - hopefully they will be approved. Another day / evening I went to a swingers club in that area. The only stipulation with this club is that all males need to be fully nude. Anyway after a while a hot blonde came in with her boyfriend. The 2 of them eventually made their way upstairs and a few of us guys followed. They went into a bedroom and started making out with 2 other guys and a girl watching. after several minutes the other 2 guys and second girl left the room, the hot blond then came out in the hall and motioned for me to enter the room with her & her boyfriend. She began stroking my cock while sucking off her boyfriend. She had me cum on her nice firm tities while her bf came on her face!
I went back the following night and towards the end of that night, I was able to watch an 2 girl/ 4 guy orgy. The girls ate each other out while giving blowjobs and getting fucked. I did watch another guy fuck another girl but was not allowed to participate, I did attempt to get a blowjob from her but the guy said no. By this time I was really horny and wanted to cum, but alas the evening at the swingers club had come to an end. I left to head back to the hotel to settle for a masturbation session before falling asleep.
On my way back to my hotel I passed by an Adult Video store, so I decided to stop. The Adult store had some video booths, but to my surprise there also was a theater in the store. I decided to pay the extra fee for the theatre and entered. One room had a gay video playing but the other had 2 videos playing, I started to watch that one and a guy & girl came in but soon left the theater because one of the videos had a girl with a dick. She said that ruined her mood. They went back out and looked at the video booths, I soon followed and pretended I was checking the list of movies for the booths. They walked past me to go out to the regular part of the store, I followed but kept my distance as they were looking at erotic clothing. The 2 of them then decided to go back into the theater, after a minute I decided to re enter the theater. I found them in the second theater and thety were strting to make out. There was another guy in there that moved over to watch them as her BF started to rub her pussy. She began giving her BF & the other guy a double blowjob. Seening this i began to stroke me dick through my jeans. She got on her knees on the chair and gave the second guy a blowjob while her bf ate her out from behind. Her BF then motioned for me to come over , he had me rub her twat, it was very wet. I was able to stick 2 fingers inside her pussy. He then handed me a condom and told me to unwrap it and put it on my now rock hard dick, wich I did and told me to fuck his gf. She continued to suck off the second guy while stroking her BF cock. Her BF came on her backside while the second guy came on her face and I could not hold back any longer and filled the condom with my cum inside her soaking wet pussy. She then got up and pulled up her shorts and smiled at me & blew me a kiss and flicked her tongue at me and winked.
I never did get her name. But a sucessful trip

When I was in HS there was a guy a year younger than me that lived next door. He was always trying to get me to get naked for him and let him do things. I was always saying no but one day said if he let me hide and watch him and another guy have sex id get naked and let him play. He called me one day and said he had someone coming over to have sex . I went over hid in his closet with the door cracked open. A few minutes later I hear them talking and I see them walk in. instead of just one other guy there were 2 other guys and I almost fell over seeing who they were. One was a guy that I had known since grade school and was a really good friend and talked shit about gays all the time and the other was a guy that lived across the street from me one of them was a year younger than me the other a year older.
I watched them all strip naked and feel eachother up and then they started sucking eachother and watching eachother do it to the other. The guy I had known since grade school got on the bed on all 4's and the gay guy gets behind him and eases his cock into him and the other guys getting suckked. I watched as the gay guy cums in my friend and then they all switch places. Seeing guys do this that I had no idea did that was super hot.
When they got done the other 2 guys got dressed and left and I walked out and he asked me if I liked it and was I shocked those guys did it. I was like yes and yes and then he told me to strip that it was time to pay up. I got naked and it felt so weird being felt up by another guy that was naked too. He sucked me some stood up and put my hand on his cock. I felt it for a second and then let go and said I wasnt up for that. He laughed and said you will be sooner or later. He sucked me off and I got dressed and went home.
A few days later he calls me up says hes got another guy coming over if I want to watch again. I went over hid and watched as my very best friend comes in wth him and they both get naked and feel eachother up about 3 feet outside my door. I could see everything very well and watched as my best friend got on his knees and sucked the gay guys cock while he felt his ass and balls then the gay guy sucked him while he dod it he was looking me right in the eye knowing I was blown away that this guy I had known all my life was doing this. I watched them get on the bed and fuck eachother and then my friend left and i came out and he said it was time to get naked and I did and he started feeling me up and sucking me. While he was doing that I heard a voice say wow you like it too huh and i spun around and there was my best friend. I kind of freaked and he laughed and said he knew I had watched them do it and now it was his turn. I told him I dont suck cock and he said you will and he started feeling me up and put my hand on his. I was really confussed and just kept feeling him up I had his precum all over my hand and he put his hands on my shoulder and pushed me to my knees and said just try it who will know. I sat there and still feeling him he kept talking to me about trying it. I finally leaned in and put my tounge out and i was starting to lick it I saw the gay guy watching up close saying how hot it was to see me suck my first one. I licked some and then he said try sucking it and I just did it. I was sucking him and i guess not thinking about much else when he grabbed my head and shot off in my mouth gagging me but shooting alot of it down my throat. I was kind of mad but just glad it was over as well. They talked me into doing it again a few days later and this time i was fucked by both as well.
After getting past the fact I had done all this it wasnt as bad as i thought. I still date girls and enjoy sex with girls but ended up doing it with all the guys they gay guy had over as well. Weirdest was a man he knew that was a PE teacher at a local middle school. Sure made me wonder what he sees and thinks about during those boys showers and that got me wondering what men had seen me in showers growing up and what they were thinking.

I once got with my ex’s best friend, who was really only interested in me because my ex told her I liked to eat ass.This is a long story, in a far away time.I was living at Job Corps at the time, I was broke and fresh out of college and needed a place to stay. I entered college my junior year of high school, so I was still pretty young for a college graduate.

The ex would never let me do anal, sometimes she would let me finger it a little, but she loved having her ass eaten. After we broke up, her friend would sometimes tease me between class. Me and the ex weren’t super serious or anything, so we all pretty much stayed friends after we broke up, but by then the ex was already with another dude, so I didn’t really hang out with her much.

One day, Friend was like, “I hear you like to lick ass” and laughed, and I said, “Yeah, I do”. She was taken aback, like she expected me to deny it, I guess.
”Don’t you know that’s gay!?” she said, and I said “No, I don’t know that”, and continued on my way.

Later on she came up to me in the cafe and said, “Are you going off-res tonight?”, it was a Friday, and we were allowed to leave for weekends if you lived in the dorms. I hadn’t been planning to, but I asked, “Why?”, and she said, “You should go off-res and take me with you”.She didn’t have to ask twice, I was now planning on it. I wasn’t sure what she wanted, but I definitely had my hopes up!

Being broke at the time, most of my stuff was still with my parents, but they weren’t going to be home that weekend, which is partially why I wasn’t going home, I had no ride and I usually hated taking the bus.

But I now had a reason, and decided I’d be taking her home that weekend. I half expected her to be bluffing or messing with me, but nope, she showed up to the bus and got on with me.We didn’t talk much on the ride home, really, and I was still half-expecting a prank or for her to want something from me.

We then had to take a city bus to my house after the first bus dropped us off, and I expected her to balk or mock me, turn around and leave or something, but she just got on with me. I was at least decent enough to pay the fare for both of us, hey, two bucks, it was the least I could do. We chatted a little about nothing in particular this time, but my mind was racing a mile a minute. What did she want? Just to get off campus for a bit? Everyone knew I always had weed, maybe she just wanted to smoke?

We got home and I met a snag in my plan, because for some reason my younger sister was still there. She was supposed to have been gone, too, staying at her friend’s to go to some concert the next day or whatever.

Once she saw that I was there, and with somebody, she made it a point to be a huge pain. “What’s going on!? Why are you home!? Who is this!?”, wouldn’t leave us alone, kept asking annoying questions, kept hovering.

Friend and I were hanging out in my room and I could hear my sister hanging around outside my door, constantly walking back and forth for no reason, nosing around, it was infuriating, what would she think was going on, and why would she want to know if anything was, anyway. We were usually cool, too, so it was really bothering me that she was behaving this way.

My sister was supposed to leave that night, but she wound up staying the entire night, I’m pretty sure it was just to be annoying, just to fuck with me. I wound up staying on my couch and let Friend sleep in my bed just so my sister wouldn’t hassle us all night, not like she should have cared, it was really out of character for her, and again, infuriating. I kind of never forgave her for it, just for how uncalled for it all was. To this very day I harbor some small resentment over it, really. Gotta be honest.

I woke up the next day and took the world’s quickest shower because I was worried my sister would drive Friend crazy and I walk out to find she left or something. Eventually my sister did leave, but she dragged it on for as long as possible, just to mess with me, and again, for no reason, we were all adults, it was really odd. I was positive that Friend would be totally bothered and disgusted with me, too. If not just for my sister’s obnoxious behavior.

Once my sister left, Friend hopped in the shower and I sat on my couch seething with rage, expecting Friend to be planning her exit.

Friend came out of the bathroom in just a towel, and walked over to me.“I’ve never had my ass licked before”, she said. Well, that was unexpected. I stood up and started lowering her towel, and she let me.

Worried my sister might suddenly burst back into the house or something, I took Friend into my room, locked the door, and got her up on my bed on all fours. She had a small butt, but it was pert, and perky. Really nice, and looked especially good bent over. Perfectly pretty little butthole, too, very tight and pink.

I spread her cheeks and started eating her ass, making my way to her pussy as well, but focusing on her ass. Hey, it was why she was here!

After a while, I was good and worked up and quite ready to fuck her. I didn’t have any condoms so I had to rely on the honor system, “I’m clean, are you clean… !?”, I asked. She said yes and I was too horny to second guess her, almost as soon as she answered, I was inside her. Warm and tight, shaved, she had a nice innie pussy.

After a while she asked if I had any lube. Fortunately, I had an old bottle in my top drawer. “Yeah, I do”.
“You can fuck me in the ass”, she whispered.
Her gorgeous ass was incredibly tight and I kept having to stop so I wouldn’t cum, I was very turned on by how quickly things had escalated.
As I pulled out and stopped, clenching my gut tightly so I didn’t bust, she turned around and started stroking me. “Wait, wait, stop” I stammered, not wanting to shoot just yet.
I laid her down on her back and fucked her ass missionary for a while, I wanted to suck her big tits while I fucked her. When I was kissing her she would lightly bite and suck my lips and tongue, it turned me on even more.
Eventually I was really close and pulled out saying, “I’m really close”.
She had these big, pouty lips and she just sat up, opened them and nodded, not saying anything but moaning in agreement.
”I’m going to cum in your mouth” I said, stroking myself to climax, “I’m going to come in your mouth”.
She puckered her sexy lips waiting for my throbbing member, I kept stroking it while resting the head on her soft bottom lip, she started pursing her lips, sucking and flicking her tongue around my cock saying, “Cum in my mouth, cum in my mouth”, and I couldn’t hold back any longer, pulling back a little and repeatedly shooting thick streams all over her pretty lips and face and into her gorgeous mouth, pushing my cock between her eager lips once I was drained, my post-orgasm shaft spasming inside her mouth. She kept sucking after I came and my whole body shook with pleasure and pain.

We fell back onto the bed and just kind of laid there holding each other and breathing heavily for a while before I eventually got up to get her a towel. While wiping herself off she said, “I’ve never had my ass licked before, all my boyfriends always said it was gross or gay… “. I was going to ask if she liked it, but that felt kinda corny, so I just left it at that. This was before ass eating was a huge mainstream thing, she kept calling it “licked”, instead of eaten, but I thought that was pretty sexy.

We took a shower together, I groped and played with her luscious, wet body, soaping up her tits and ass, rubbing her up and down. Somehow she looked even better, wet, I don’t know why that’s always the case, maybe it’s just a me thing.

Afterward, we hung around watching TV for the rest of the night. We made out and groped a little, at one point she put her hand down my pants and kept fondling my nuts, but we didn’t fuck again.
Later on out of nowhere she said, “My ex was huge. Like, really big. He liked anal and it hurt. It didn’t hurt as much, with you”.
Gee, thanks, I thought, but didn’t say anything.
We chatted randomly and cuddled, before she eventually fell asleep on top of me, later on I conked out, myself.

We had a normal Sunday morning and left for the bus stop that afternoon, luckily my sister didn’t come back home at any point. At that time I would have been happy to never have seen her again, I was still so angry.
We pretty much rode both buses in silence, got back to the center and went our separate ways. I wasn’t sure if she would tell anyone and suddenly everyone would be talking or gossiping or whatever, but as far as I ever found out, she only told my ex, who Friend claimed didn’t care, and who I don’t think cared to tell anyone else, really.

But a few weeks, maybe a month later, my Ex walked up to me in the hallway and said, “Just so you know, I only ever came when I was on top”, out of nowhere, for no reason. I’m not sure if it was out of some kind of spite or revenge for finding out, or if she just felt the need to throw that at me in the moment, but all I could think to say was, “At least you came at all!”, before walking off. It didn’t bother me much, especially since during our TV talk, one of the things Friend had told me was, “I was curious, since ‘Ex’ told me you were good in bed, and that liked to lick her ass”. Hey, thanks for the good word, Ex!

Me and Friend were still cordial, but we didn’t really hang out again after that, and we (unfortunately) never hooked up again, I’m not sure if it was because of the Ex, or if she had just, gotten me out of her system, or what. All the flirting had pretty much stopped, too, and I tried to convince myself it was just a thing that happened, she got what she wanted and was done with me, guys do it all the time for instance, but I can’t deny it was a bit of blow to my ego. The little flirting thing we had was a lot of fun, I was a little sad to see it end. And I couldn’t help but thinking that perhaps she had found my sexual abilities substandard. Not like I’ve had many complaints or anything, but hey, you can’t please everybody!
Her and my ex found a new group of weirdos to hang out with, and they weren’t too fond of me and my friends, so we all kind of drifted apart, entirely. I saw Friend in passing at a rave and didn’t know it would be the last time until it turned out it was. I saw the ex one more time, the day I was leaving the program, and she ran up to me and gave me a huge hug and said a very heartfelt goodbye out of nowhere, I hugged her back and we chatted for a bit, I eventually left, and that was the last time I ever saw her.

I had my first gay experience today. I'm 42, so not young. I was out shopping with my wife, and needed to take a piss, so I went into the closest gents toilet while my wife went into a clothes shop. The toilet was a bit rough, but I only needed a piss, so wasn't really bothered. I got my cock out and started pissing in the trough. Another guy came in, a young chap. I'd seen him outside but didn't really pay attention. Anyway, he got his cock out, but I noticed out of the corner of my eye that he wasn't pissing. He was stroking his cock, and looking at mine. I finished my piss, not sure what to do, his cock was now hard and he was still stroking. He walked over to a cubical with his cock still out, and I followed him in, also with mine still out.

He went straight down on his knees and took my cock in his mouth. I was now hard. He reached around and grabbed my arse, and pulled me deeper so I was all the way in. Then I started thrusting in and out, with his hands urging me on. I love blowjobs, and my wife gives good ones, but not face fucking like this. I soon came in his mouth. He stood up, opened his mouth so I could see my load, and then swallowed it down with a smile.

I reached down and held his cock, he thrust his hips to encourage me, and I stroked it. I'd only ever touched my own cock. His was slightly longer than mine, but a bit thinner. I didn't feel ready to suck cock, but in just a few strokes his cum shot out and hit the wall.

I was a bit confused now, I didn't know what to do, but he solved that by putting his cock away, zipping up, and walking out. I realised we hadn't said a word to each other, and it felt so hot and dirty. I went back to the shop and found my wife, she asked why I had been a while, so I just said that I had struggled to find her, but really the whole event couldn't have lasted much more than 5 minutes.

I hate shopping, but I think next time I pass there I might need to take another piss

Need advice

My GF and I have been dating for 2 yrs and living together for the last 6 months. She is 24 I'm 27. We met through work she was an assistant manager for a retail store and I was manager. We worked at 2 different locations 500 miles apart. We talked on the phone about a dozen times ,strictly work, about some policies her store was implementing that my store had already gone through. We finally met at a training seminar and really hit it off. We started talking online and texting. After a few months I I flew down to her place and we hung out for about a week.

She would always ask me weird questions kind of randomly but it never made me think anything was weird or wrong it just kind of went with her personality. I flew in and she picked me up from the airport and we went back to her place. She seemed nervous and was making super random small talk. At this point we had never kissed other than when I told her bye at the seminar and it was a nothing more than a plain kiss on the lips. We got to her apartment and grabbed her waist and kissed her and it was amazing. We started making and I figured we are going to go ahead and have sex when we suddenly stopped and she ran to her and closed the door.

She locked the door and I could hear her crying. I asked her what was wrong and she told me she needed to tell me something. I thought maybe she had a bf or something alomg those lines. When she calmed down she told me she was a VIrgin. It was kind of shocking because she is pretty progressive and open minded but I didn't think it was that big of deal. I told her it was ok and that we could slow down until she was comfortable. She said she really wanted me to be her first but that she needed to tell me something else. There was a long pause then she blurted out I'm a Transexual. I'd worked for a large national retail chain all through college and at this point almost 7 years so I knew plenty of TS women some were obvious others not so much. He was the most shocked I'd ever been in my life. This woman had no traces of masculinity. At the seminar we hung out by the pool for 2 days and she worea bikini and I never once noticed any bulge. I told her it was ok and asked her to come out. She asked if I was mad and I said no. She told me her story and how that she was beat up pretty bad her freshman yr of college because she didn't know how to tell a guy. He broke her jaw,her nose and put her in the hospital for a week. He got off with community service and his record cleared because of no priors and the hick judge blamed her for tricking him.

Anyways outside of her family that was the last person she purposely told. She moved back after that.anyways we didn't have sex that day but the next day we did and it was wonderful. This may sound kind of gay but we really connected on another level. It was more than sex. The week was great we had sex only once more but we really connected. After 6 months I transferred to a store about an hour from hers to be the General manager. I got a good pay raise and We saw each other every day. She went back to school and just graduated with her Masters. We moved in together 6 months ago when moved closer to my hometown. I got a new job,not in retail,and she got a new job not in retail.

Not sure why I wrote all that to ask this question. I bought an engagement ring month ago and plan on proposing this weekend. Nobody in my family knows about her and she has always said that she never wants anyone to know. She still has a penis and has no plans of ever going all the way with surgery. So last night at dinner we were talking and she says she thinks if we get married ,no idea about the ring, we should tell my family, at least my parents, that she is transgendered. I almost threw up at the table.

Anyways am I being selfish not wanting anybody else to know? She's been on hormones since she hit puberty and has feminine body. This is making me rethink everything. I wonder if I even love her if i'm not willing to tell my parents.

Since when was criticizing a woman's morbid sense of logic equal woman hater? Just cause a male questions or 'confronts' a woman about her self righteous ideals, does not mean that we hate your gender, we just are trying to understand this insane 'Equality/Superiority' you call philosophy.
You might not want to admit it, but deep down between every other drama you manage to create, you know it's true. Read a Craigs list post sometime:

'treat me like a queen and pay my cell phone bill'
'Sexy thang looking for a $ugar Daddy'
'Must own car, house, 401 K, no smoking, drinking, Must LIKE kids'

No bullshit, those are real ads. So how should we think and or treat your gender. Face it reality tv has destroyed the woman's movement and has made us reconsider the Suffragette movement. When a fish can walk on land, man will understand woman. I love your gender, the whole amusement park effects you have on our gender and the dramatic non-sense of a greek drama. Please remove the grip you have on the balls of 'nice guys', you have the gays, the hipsters and thugs. But let the nice guys come back to normal male reality, they make the best tech support guys and we can no longer have them bogged down with thoughts of the near hope of getting laid.

Just got my first blowjob from a man tonight.

The worst part is it was entirely due to boredom on my part.

Work was unusually slow tonight. My main obligation was basically to sit around for the last half of the night, just in case something happened. Got bored as Hell and started reading STUFF magazine. The pics gave me some ideas, but there was no way I was going to score pussy at work, that wouldn't cost me my job. Then to Craig's list personals, which got me more excited. I can't believe some of the shit that gets posted there. Eventually I got myself rather excited.

Then this fat little gay guy from another department comes wondering in. He always hits on me. He's creepy and even if I was gay I wouldn't be attracted to him. Of course he notices the hard on I have, and immediately goes into how he would suck every last drop of cum out of my balls. So I'm like "You talk alot of shit. Prove it"

5 minutes later were locked in a conference room, where no one should go anywhere near at night. I'm sitting on the table with this guy sitting between my legs. Staring this dude in the face I started losing my erection. Men don't do anything for me, and this fat little dude is no poster child for porn. I'm starting to have second thoughts and he's not so eager to let me leave, unitll he's given it his best shot. I lay back and start imagining one of the hot secretaries we work with and he starts working his tounge up and down my shaft.

I get hard and he starts giving me some pretty good head. He keeps changing his technique but he seems fond of ticking the tip of my cock with his tongue. As long as I don't look at him I can enjoy myself. He keeps playing with my balls. I don't think I've ever had any woman pay so much attention to my balls. It was weird, but it didn't hurt, so I let him do his buissiness. Then he started tounging my ass hole. I got a little worried what he was planning when he started tounging my asshole, and I think he sensed it so he went back to sucking my cock.

He stopped fucking around at this point and started taking it deep. I started thrusting and getting loud and he ontop of it. He had one arm across my stomach, one hand cupping my balls, and his head bobbing up and down on my cock like his life depended on it. I tell him I'm getting close, and he takes that as his cue to start twisting my nipple with his left hand and slide one of his fingers up my saliva soaked asshole. I would have hopped off the table if he weren't holding me down. I like a little bit of pain. The nipple thing worked. He hit my prostate with his finger and I cummed and twitched like I was having seizures. He sucked me off for a few more minutes after that untill I got paged.

While I was getting dressed, he asked me what were the odds of me returning the favor and I told him slim to none. After that I gave him a pat on the head and went off to answer the page.

When I got back he was gone. Which was a shame, since I was eager for some more head.

I was out of town on a business meeting last month and went to a XXX film one night just for a kick and something to do. I payed my $20 and went inside, there were 4 choices, Gay Lesbian Barely 18 and Old meets young, I decided on Barely 18. It was dark as hell and only the flashing of the screen lite the room a little as some sex blond played with a massive black cock as I searched for a seat. There were 7 or 8 rows maybe 10 seats per row I slid into the second row and took a seat near the middle. As my eyes adjusted I could see I wasn't the only one in my row 2 seats over were 2 other guys and in the next row almost in front of me were also 2 guys. After scanning around me I returned to watching that foxy blond mouth that massive black cock and bounce her titties, she had such wonderful nipples. My cock was hard within minutes watching the clean shaven blond and hardly noticed as someone came in and took the seat direct next to me. By the time the blond was ready to sit on that massive cock my own cock was pulsating in my pants and it was just then that the guy who sat beside me layed his hand across my swollen lump and softly ran his hand along the lenth of my hard on. I froze and couldn't say a word but my cock jerked wildly as he tighten his grip a little at a time. The longer I was quite the bolder he became, till finally he opened my pants and pulled my cock free. He jack it off for a few minutes then lower his head and gave me some of the best head I ever had, finished me off, cleaned my cock good and then got up and left.

i went to a gaybar for the first time last night for my friends birthday. i got hit on more than he did. i won't lie, i liked all the attention i got from gay guys paying drinks for me and trying to get me to do sexual stuff with them. an old gay guy offered me 75$ to suck my dick. Something about sex with straight guys turns him on.

I left the place without having to pay for more than 2 drinks, while having a good drunk going, AND i got to keep my anal virginity.

Gaybars are awesome.

I confess I have been frequenting adult bookstores for a quick blowjob through glory holes in the video arcade ever since I turned 21 last month. My bookstores don't have glory holes and the booths don�t have doors. Usually you just go around a corner to face the video screen and sometimes there�s a mirror in the corner so the management can walk past and see if more than one person is in the booth.
I really don�t like this configuration because having the wall there and not being able to see who was actually sucking my cock allowed me to imagine it was the girl in the movie. I also don�t like having people lurking in the hall see that there was another guy in the booth with me. That and having to worry about getting caught in that situation by management or worse yet the cops.
Over all the years I�d been doing this I never even considered being on the giving end of a blowjob. I did however find myself paying a lot more attention to the cocks in the movies I watched. I actually found myself mentally critiquing them and thinking which kind I preferred to watch as they were doing some hot chick. I also found that the more cocks that were doing the girl the more it turned me on, so my preference turned to gang bang flicks.
I mostly find myself stopping at the bookstore when I�m heading home after being out and having some drinks. This usually lowers my inhibitions to the point that I can let someone in my booth to blow me and I can still concentrate on the blow job instead of worrying about who is watching.
This particular bookstore also has a theater area with a straight and gay film continuously showing in two separate rooms. I�ve gotten blowjobs in there also, but again you�re usually the center of attention. When there is live sex going on, the action on the screen is the last thing people are paying attention to.
One night after having way too much to drink to be driving I made my usual stop at the bookstore to get my rocks off. Being a Saturday night there were plenty of cars in the parking lot and I figured my chances of getting what I needed was pretty good. I decided to try my luck in the arcade area and found that the booths I usually use at the end of the hall were busy. I had to settle on one in the more high traffic area but in my current condition I really didn�t care.
I put several dollars in the slot and started flipping through the movie choices until I found what I was looking for. It happened to be one of the Gangland series films with a bunch of black guys giving a good pounding to a hot little blond. I really like these because they usually cum all over her face at the end. I took out my cock and started stroking it so the cock suckers lurking in the hall could use the mirror to see what I had to offer.
It didn�t take long for someone to come in and start the ritual of stroking my cock before going down on me. Only this guy didn�t look like the normal guys that come in to suck some cock. He was dressed like and actually looked like a tough guy with the thick leather belt, leather boots, chain on the wallet and worn jean jacket. I figured what the hell, if he wants to suck my cock who was I to complain.
While he was stroking my cock he undid his belt, opened his fly and pulled out his own cock which don�t bother me because he should be able to jerk off when he sucks some cock. Only this time it was different although I didn�t notice at the time. He stopped stroking my cock and stood up straight with his cock and balls hanging out of the front of his pants flicking it back and forth. I also didn�t realize how long I was mesmerized and staring at his cock.
It was beautiful, the perfect looking specimen, just like the kind I like to watch in the movies. It wasn�t anywhere near hard, still hanging down a little but mostly pushed straight out. Even in this state the head was quite I bit bigger around than the shaft. His balls were shaved but there was still some trimmed pubes above his cock. His nut sack looked so good completely clean like that, I could even see his balls moving around in there.
I guess I was staring for quite awhile as he stroked it, and I found myself giving in and my sense of everything around me was gone except for the the cock in my face. I started sucking it.
The first thing I noticed was his musky smell even though it was a clean smell. In the current condition of his cock, it fit completely inside my mouth with his balls resting against my chin. Then I felt his cock starting to grow and get harder and I thought how different but good his cock felt as it was filling my mouth. He held my head still and slowly fucked his cock in and out of my mouth. By now I wasn�t really resisting, I even started to like the feeling that my mouth was relegated to being his personal fuck hole.
As his cock grew it would no longer fit completely in my mouth and I had to use the back of my tongue to keep it from penetrating my throat and causing me to gag. Even though I was no longer resisting he still held my head in a very firm grip and fucked my mouth with increasing speed. He was probably fucking my mouth for 3 or 4 for minutes when he stopped, put it back in his pants and walked out without saying a word.
After he left I just sat there in a whirlwind of shock not believing what had just happened. So many thoughts raced through my head. Why did I let him do that? Why did I seem to like it? Did anyone see? Should I just run out of here? Where did he go? Why did he just leave? Was I doing something wrong?
I found out soon enough because he was only gone about 2 minutes when he walked back in, pulled out his now soft cock, grabbed my head and shoved his cock back in my mouth. When he started fucking my mouth again is when I noticed another set of boots next to his. When I looked up I saw another tough looking guy leaning past the first one as he fucked my mouth. That�s when I realized he had left to go get his friend who was probably in the theater.
I did however get to feel his cock grow to it�s full length in my mouth again. I soon stopped caring what anybody thought of me because right now I was happy just being a cock sucking slut. He still kept a good hold on my head and worked into a steady rhythm of fucking my face without ever letting the tip of his cock past my lips.
I know I must have been lost in lust because when I felt his balls tighten up and his fucking rhythm get jerky I realized he was about to cum in my mouth and I had never even thought of that. Again I tried to pull away but he had too good of a hold on me as he thrust forward one more time, grunted and started to cum. He held my head still and after the first two spurts splashed against my throat I just felt my whole mouth fill with his hot salty tasting cum.
After it seemed like he was finally finished cumming I tried to pull away so I could spit it out on the floor. He still wouldn�t release his grip on me even when I put my hands on his thighs and tried to push away. He just held a firm grip and shoved his cock in further which caused some of his cum to leak out the corners of my mouth. It was obvious what he wanted, so I swallowed a few times until the rest of his cum was gone and hoped he would leave.
He finally let go of me and backed up, but instead of them leaving the other guy stepped up in front of me while stroking his cock. They told me to put more money in the slot since the movie had ended sometime while the first guy was face fucking me. I did and started watching the movie while the guy jacked off next to me.
I looked away as long as I could but soon found my gaze was focused on his hand sliding back and forth on his cock. I could see the old-cum leaking from the tip. He reached out with his other hand and when he put it on the back of my head I leaned forward and took him in my mouth. He didn�t have to make me suck his cock, I was doing it willingly and trying to make it feel as good as I could. I bobbed up and down on his rod for a while until he took over and started to fuck my mouth like the other guy had.
He didn�t last nearly as long and soon pulled out of my mouth furiously stroking his cock. When his body started to jerk he told me to open up just as the cum started to fly. I closed my eyes but still I counted six spurts on my face before he put his cock back in my mouth for me to clean it off.
Wow, I really liked seeing that in movies and here I was in a sex shop booth with cum all over my face. They both walked out on me like nothing happened. I didn�t have any paper towels with me so I used my shirt sleeve to wipe the cum off my face.
When I left I was so paranoid, it seemed like everyone I walked past looked at me like they knew exactly what I had done. Who knows, some of them probably did.

Knottygal_
are most of u guys gay? Every time i post i get little or no replies but most u jack off over each others posts instead of actually paying attention to the pussy around. Gay!

I"m having a discreet gay relationship with a guy who lives near by me.We get together every weekend.He takes me out to romantic dinners,he pay's for me.
We go dressed as men.At frist it took a little getting use too.A guy payin' for me,he's the guy and I'm his girl.After dinner go to his house,as soon as I get there, I become his slutty girlfriend.
I put on sexy woman clothes & underware and make my self up as a woman,for him
I put on lip stick,mascara,eye shadow and blush.Witch he buy's for me and the clothes. He alway's gets naked and makes me a drink as I get transformed into a woman for him.I enter the room where he waiting all made up as sex as I can make myself.He alway's stands and kisses me on my lips and tells me how hot and sexy I look.I walk around a little poseing like a girl for him.Letting him look at me all made up.We sit on the couch and make out enjoying a few drinks,and conversation.As he removes my dress or skirt and blouse, what ever I'm wareing that night.He likes me too keep the garter belt and stockings and heels on.Witch I like wareing my self.He touches me all over,getting me hard and him self hard too,kissing my body from head to toe.We cuddle on the couch I alway's put my head in his lap. I gently lick his cock as he fingers my ass,getting me really turned on. Witch I like also,I suck him for a while witch I love doing bye the way!After a few minutes,I lay back and let him slow fuck my ass.As he tells me hot hot and sexy I am.Oh by the way he's uncut about 7 inches,and I'm uncut also about 6.5 inches.He alway's pulls out of my ass and cums in my mouth,that he does for me I love to eat cum.Sometimes we tongue kiss and share the cum, thats cool I like doing that.We relax have a drink,I play with his cock ,we kiss ,I lick his ass clean.Sometimes he invits his friends over,to hang with us.And I pleasure them also.I alway's hang the whole weekend made up as a woman,sometimes totaly naked,some times dressed as his slutty little girlfriend.We suck and fuck non stop.I must say I love being a woman!! I love men,Tell me what you think? Is this cool?
Bisexual pussy lovin' cock sucking open minded kinky guy

so i finished fable 3 the other day... left me going wtf. cause seriously, peter molyneux is such a bullshitter. now i will tell you that the game had *some* awesome parts in it, but yet again they fail to deliver. its amazing how we get promised so much, and in this game you make promises to the people who help you overthrow your tyrant brother mean nothing as well. they mean shit! the game up until the so-called revolution was fun to me, but it makes no fucking sense after that.

weapons are almost entirely shit and the "morphing" is like pure bs. combat is horribly imbalanced. it really made me miss that charge ability from the first game(where you could knock aside groups of enemies). i'm pretty sure there are even less clothes in this game. almost no tattoos. the map system is fucking shit. towns and places on the map do not even resemble the actual place and there's no indication of where you are on it!

god its such a shame how gay fable 3 is. god its so disappointing. wanna know the literally gayest thing(well it would be cool if you were in fact gay) about the game? 3 escort missions the male npc will ONLY follow along if you hold his fucking hand!!!!1111one1111111 i played as girl btw but i still had to run at full speed in the attempt to lose the fucking bastard, which at times worked, but mostly the npc managed to run top speed with me holding my hand. if you were a straight male character that warrants at least a beatdown if not a murder. two escort missions however involved a woman and child. rescuing a child from a pack of wolves and then bringing her back to down was an amazing step forward in gaming you have to admit! but the game takes a few steps forward and then steps sideways trips and falls then attempts to get up but a rabid raccoon then attacks and it then runs around bleeding from its neck wound for awhile screaming and then dies.

thank god i didn't pay for that fucking insult of a game.

for the most part, this guy angry joe is right on, though on the pc i had no technical problems like he did. http://www.blisteredthumbs.net/2011/01/aj-top-reasons-fable-3/

This has been bugging me all week and this is a good place to let it out. I was out of town for a meeting and while down town on my way back to my hotel I ran into one sex shops and couldn't resist going in for a look around.
I checked it all out, looking at all the different sections, even took a peek at the gay section, until some guy came over and was smiling at me and got me a bit on edge but before I could get away he looked at me smiling and told me there were some hot films in the cabins at the back of the store. I mumbled some kind of "oh tthankss" and quickly moved away towards the back without even really looking at him, I wondered if he thought I was gay or what.
I must say I did look at those various pictures on the covers but I sure wasn't gay and moved into the simi-dark pay flim cabin section of the store. I saw on the wall a list of films and big black numbers over them, you name it they had it from A to Z. Anyway I went into a cabin and figured out the system, feeding a machine $5 and zoom on comes the big screen. You change whatever comes on by dialing in your number from the list in the hallway but I didn't change right away and started watching right in the middle of a session with 2 guys 69 each other with wicked close ups and monster big cocks. It caught me so up in the lust I ended up sitting back and opening my pants and my cock was hard before I took it out.
I heard someone in the cabin beside me settling in but between those hot cocks, sucking lips and my cock in my hand it was a passing thought and I slowly jacked off watching mouths slipping over swollen cock head across the big screen. My cock head was pulsating as my hand slid downward along my cocks length and then I froze hearing a whisper and watched as a finger pushed some paper that must have been blocking the glorehole between the cabins that I hadn't even noticed.
I was frightened yet my cock was still rock hard and the whisper invited me to let him take care of my cock, just slid him in the glorehole he said and I didn't miss a heart beat standing up and pressing myself against the wall and pushing my cock through for that waiting warm wet mouth. He sucked my cock and had me moaning into the wall, man could that guy suck cock, nothing like my wife, he enjoyed sucking and teased my cock and my cumming out until I thought I was going to explode. When I did finally CUM it was like a fucking horse, I don't think I have ever shot such a big load or cummed so intense. I am back fucking my wife, good sex, she even asked me what happened at that meeting, just told he I was horny for her hot body but really that assume glorehole sex makes me hard just thinking about it.

First of all, I'm sorry about the length. Brevity is usually my strength, but I don't think I can hold back here. You don't have to read it; this is just to kind of organize my thoughts a little. Bravo if you actually read all of it though :P.

I've never told anyone everything before, it's all been bits and pieces between anyone who cared enough to ask. Anyway, I remember a time when I was an innocent little boy, oblivious to the world. I'd lie, cheat, steal, fight, sabotage, and occasionally attempted to commit acts of arson (needless to say I wasn't the nicest kid around :D). I wasn't at the top of the pecking order, but I definitely wasn't near the bottom either.

I don't remember how it began, but somehow my life completely collapsed when I was in my early teens (I think). I became severely depressed, so now in addition to my brilliant qualities of lying, cheating, stealing, I was also antisocial and suicidal. I really hated myself. If I wasn't such a coward I probably wouldn't be here still. I persisted until I was 17 or so, when I was just half a year from university. I realized then that I really had a problem, and that I should do something about it. See, all this time I was leading a double life; I tried my best to appear normal in front of the other kids and my parents, but I'd break down when I was alone - and I always wanted to be alone. Depression's a vicious cycle - you wonder why you don't have any real friends, yet you seek loneliness, pushing away anyone who tries to come close.

So I made a rule that if anything that made me depressed, I would think of at least one positive thing that came with it. If I really struggle to think of anything, a simple 'well, it taught me not to do that stupid thing again' would be acceptable too. The focus isn't really on the positive thing itself - the focus is on getting the mind to think positively, about the good things, not the negative ones as you'd be prone to do if you're in a depressed mindset. At this point in time I made a vow to myself that once I was out of the hell I was in that I would help others like me. That thought kept me going along with that difficult process. Surprisingly, by the time I began university I had progressed so much that I was actually feeling happiness again. It took me a further 2 or 3 years to fully get over the depression that had plagued me the past 6 or 7 years - by which time I had a whole new set of problems...

Actually, allow me to go back to my high school days. There was a girl in my class (I won't name names). I can barely remember what she looked like. She kept to herself mostly, sitting there alone on the one side of the classroom. One day an announcement came on while classes had just started. She had done the unthinkable. It's been so long now that I struggle to remember it, but I must remember. She had given me motivation to go on, and besides, someone has to remember her. I owe so much to the girl, even though we've never even had a conversation together. Then again, actions speak louder than words, right? She made me realize that there are others out there ravaged by depression, not just me. During my last 3 years at university (I took 5 years because I switched into psychology late), I came to the conclusion that I should dedicate my life to helping people - not just with depression, but other things as well. I figure I owe my life to the idea that one day I'll make others happy, that I might as well just spend the rest of my life trying to do as much as I can. I owe that lovely girl my life too, I feel like she sacrificed herself to turn me into the person I am today. I still regret so much for not taking time to talk to her. I often wonder what might have happened if I took any one of the dozen chances I've had to be friends with her. Could I have saved her life? Actually that brings me to where I am right now, 23, unemployed, and fresh out of university. I've turned over a new leaf. I try to be nice to everyone, do nothing that would make another living being suffer, and definitely no more dishonesty.

However, I find it extremely difficult to get started in doing what I want to do. I'm still looking for a job to start paying off some of my student loans, even if it's just entry level stuff. I've been looking for a LONG time, and I really don't know what I'm doing wrong. My goal is to eventually receive a master's in social work, then do social work while volunteering on the side. I'd use as much money as I need to live fairly comfortably and give all the rest to charity or individuals in need. I have a few leads for volunteering right now, so I might do that, but the job situation is still a big deal. I hope I can find one fairly soon. As for the social work degree, I don't know if I have the grades to be accepted. I have a B average, so it would be difficult considering it's just the bare minimum for most graduate schools. Furthermore, when I do actually get my degree and get a job, I don't think I'll have time for anything else. Between taking time for work and volunteer, I don't even think I will be able to have a dog, much less a family. It's sad because even though I've always had my doubts about having a family, I always thought I would get a puppy and teach him to be the best dog ever. It's also sad because I do think about what it would like to have kids and raising them to grow up to be Nobel prize winners :D. Because of this, I have been avoiding relationships going past the friend phase, and rejecting any women who were bold enough to say they like me. I always feel bad about that, but they don't have any ideas of what I have planned, and I just want to save them from that fate. Who whould want a man who's never home and gives away all his money? I also haven't told my parents about this yet. How would I tell them? This is worse than telling them I'm gay, because at least then I could still adopt kids and get married and be happy. No, this is going to be terrible for them. Added is the fact that not only am I the only child, but my parents aren't even originally from this country (Canada), so not only would I be cutting our line, I'd undo the fact that my parents came here in the hopes that me and the generations after would be better off. Well, that just might not happen. So, basically it comes down to what should I go for now, my dreams - what I thought I owed my life to, or my own happiness? Either way I'll have to give up a lot. For now I figure if I'll be regretting about something anyway, I might as well do the thing that will bring the most good - making as many people happy as I can.

If anyone's still reading (who knows, there might be one or two of you), I urge you to do something good in the next 24 hours. Give a good friend a gift out of the blue - they'll be happy, and you'll feel good. Maybe donate some money to a charity. If you're going to a bar, buy some random person a drink. And always have hope, even if it seems hopeless. Nothing good ever came out of feeling hopeless. If you're a good and decent person you can accomplish just about anything you want. Thanks for listening to my ramblings :).

I've been a porn addict every since I was young, very young. Now I'm attracted to males. Instinctively I look towards male body parts especially the crotch and ass. It's an instinctive reaction in response to watching hours after hours of cocks going into pussies, cocks getting sucked on by girls, cocks going into girls asses, going between titties, etc. Any sexual act you can think of involving a dick and any female body parts, ive watched it, fantasized about it, jerked off to it, did it, etc.

I'm a real fucking pervert. A real raw pervert. I've watched so much porn that now I can't help but to glance at male body parts. I don't want to do it. I try and prevent myself from doing it as much as possible. But I can't prevent it anymore. Growing up I thought of myself as straight as a fucking coke line, and never even bothered to question my sexual preferences. But I've reached the age ,after years and years of watching porn and seeing men naked in the presence of women, where I now instinctively glance at male body parts.

Everyone notices it. Everyone thinks I'm gay now. It's completely destroying my life!!!

So I advise, to all of you men on motherless out there who are porn addicts and can't stop yourselves from watching it, I advise to BEWARE of the gay influence.

I will honestly tell you that I thought I was straight until I got older. Now anything that resembles a ass is worthy of my attention, and I cant help myself. If a man walks down the street in spandex with his asscrack in clear view, I will stare.

I don't see myself doing anything sexually with a man at all. I want to prevent that as much as possible. But unfortunately i've succumbed to the gay influences in the porn industry.

Again I advise all of you straight males, if you're straight and you want to stay that way, then STAY AWAY FROM PORN! Stay away from it. Because even if a cock is going into a pussy, or getting sucked on or whatever, sooner or later if you're watching that stuff enough, you'll start to naturally gravitate towards an instinctive attraction of male sexual body parts. I kid you not. It happened to me. Don't make the same mistake. Please don't. I will destroy your life forever.

I don't know who to blame for this. Some of you might say blame myself because I was gay all along supposedly. Others might say blame the porn industry. There's lots of different excuses. Who cares. Just know that if you want to stay straight, then stick to female porn, lesbian porn, just anything involving WOMEN AND WOMEN ONLY!!!! No males. I should had known this from the start. I wish I had. Now I'm paying for it.

I fucking hate niggers. I work at wendys and one of the niggers there is a gay guy and is fucking lazy. Im going to beat the gayness out of him one day. Niggers that go up there are the cheapest sons of a bitches.. If its more than 99 cents,, they dont want it. They pay in change and wadded up dollar bills. They get the cheapest items, and want everything made "fresh" or "hot" they wait 4 minutes for an order of nuggets. Just ONE order. Thats 5 nuggets... Why are niggers so annoying?!!?

I confess that I've been a gigolo ever since I separated from my wife. I've been hustling women for almost 4 months and so far I have 8 regulars that do everything from gas up my truck to pay my bills. I literally sit at home all day answering texts to these girls and send them pictures of me posing in the mirror.

Recently I met a girl that I was instantly attracted to. She is smoking ass hot. I admit I dropped my game to chase after a regular relationship with her but I got stuck in the friendzone. After that I let her in on my secret life and that turned her on like fire.

We've teamed up and turns out she's a hustler. She has dudes chasing after her all over the place and she won't let them touch it. She bats her eyes and gets what she wants (She's ridiculously hot). The fact I'm an adult entertainer on the weekends (think magic mike) and that I'm nailing lawyers and dentists (all female, no gay) for their money drives her wild.

Last night she gave me a lap dance while she was on the phone with her boyfriend and we laughed about him. She left to go run a hustle and I went to another bar to do the same. We met up at the end of the night and she came home with me. We laughed naked and rolled around in the cash on my bed (it was only 300-400 dollars but it was the thought that counted). We've teamed up to run the shit out of these ducks and things have never been so exciting. She's 10 years younger than me. She hasn't gotten anything off me yet as far as money but I have off her. We have the weirdest and hottest relationship. I love being a hustler.

january 20 is a day i will never forget.

it was 2006. i was backpacking in europe. i had just arrive in england and stopped in manchester. i unloaded all my crap at the hostel and went to a random pub to spend the evening and take it easy with the locals.

went to this place that seemed cool from the outside. an old school style english pub. exactly what i wanted. had a few pints, chatted with some friendly guys and girls. but there were a lot more guys as you would see in most bars.

had a great time and a few hours and pints later got a little sloppy. at the end of the night i got invited back to a flat and hang out. so i went. we were 2 guys and a girl. had a good time and then the girl left.

the guy asked me if i realized i went to a gay/lesbian bar. i had no idea. it was 2006. not like today where a bunch of drag queens and rainbow flags would be the dead giveaway. i said i didnt know and that i was straight but didn't care because i had a great time and met great people.

this dude literally pulls out his wallet and offers me 150 quid to watch me shower and stroke me. i laughed it off as a joke and he offers me 50 more to finish on him. then he smiles and tells me this is his kink and the more i do the more he pays.

i laugh and tell him to show me the money up front. he goes to another room and comes back with a wad of cash. i was pretty drunk, adventurous, and young. so i went for it

he showered me and massaged me. put me on his bed and bent me over. he licked my asshole for the first time ever. he then got on his bed and started jerking off. i sat on his face and he went to town with his tongue on my balls and asshole. i slapped my cock on his body at his request and blew a load on his chest. i then watched him cum on my cum and scoop it to his mouth. it was fucking gross and gagged. he laughed.

i showered again, had regrets in the shower. when i got out of there my pocket was heavier.
fast forward to today. i have a wife and kids and nobody knows about this. never had another gay experience. life before smart phones and social media like today was so good with anonymity.

WARNING! GAY CONTENT!
Obviously I've got a confession to make, otherwise I wouldn't be here.
When I was younger, ie. late teens Some times I loved to put on a sweat suit and go commando. I wore only a pair of flipflops.
I'd walk about half a mile and into the woods near a ski jump. As it was hidden from the road, there was a clearing with just grass and straws. I'd strip off my clothes and just frolic naked and barefoot.
Roling in the grass, lay myself on the grass and then hump the grass til I came.
Weird, I know, but I enjoyed it..
I should point out that it was around 3-4 in the morning and so I didn't expect any people around. And I'd been lucky for a long long time...

But one day my luck ran out and I was caught by a guy who was our taking a stroll at 4.30-ish.
He wanted to know why I was fucking the grass. I was completely taken aback by his presence and in a move so not what I normally would have answered, I said that I needed the satisfaction.
He then asked me if I was afraid of being naked in front of him. I rolled to my side.
And exposed myself to him. What do you think? I quickly saw he had intentions by the bulge in his pants.
He asked me if he could touch me and I told him that he could touch me anywhere he wanted to and he then proceeded to pull down his own pants and asked me to touch his.
And pretty soon we were wanking each other off.
When I came in his hand, he immediately lapt it up like it was some kind of fine wine. Afterwards he licked up everything in my hands.
And after he did that, he pulled his pants up and asked me if I had any plans the following week, which I didn't and told him so. He wanted to meet me in the woods the following week at the same time, which I I didn't and told him so.
I told him that the next time, that I wanted to see him just as naked as me.
And the following week day that we agreed on, I showed up and ditched the clothes as I had done on previous occasions. I hid them in a hollow tree just at the mouth of the forest clearing.
I wasn't too sure what to expect, so I hid near the hollow tree. And sure enough, he arrived at the same time as we had agreed to.

I emerged from my hiding and I could tell that he was glad to see me.
He hugged me and then kissed my neck before asking me to lay down on the wet grass, which I did.
He then started to kiss me all over.
Quite literally all over.
Even the bottom of my feet. Which was a bit weird, but I just relaxed and let him do it. When he told me that he wanted to suck my dick, I didn't even hide my excitement and relented quickly.
After he was done sucking me off for the third time. All the while I was busy wanking him. I had his cum all over my hands and
He wanted to fuck me. but I was simply too tired to do go along with it.
When I woke up an hour later, he was no where to be seen and I was albeit a little sore behind.
Not that much though.
So I found my clothes, put them back on and went back home.
I never saw him again, and I know that I should have been traumatised or whatever, but I honestly didn't pay it that much thought.
I still enjoy the odd butt fuck so he didn't scar me for life.
Though now I do it indoors and with guys I know and trust.

Update on the cock craving I posted about last month.



It turns out I didn’t have to look too far. I have a woman friend. We’re not physically intimate. Never have been. But we get together every so often for a beer and to swap stories. She knows about my early experiences with guys so it wasn’t odd that I would tell her that I was thinking about getting some dick for the first time in years. The problem is that I work, recognizably, at a public job, for uptight people, and it wouldn’t go over too well if they heard I was trolling for a fuck on Tindr. Worse if it was Grindr.

She kinda chuckled and told me she thought she might have just the guy for me. A friend of hers in Colorado Springs, about my age, happily married for about three years but kinda sexually stifled by a wife who, while she liked the ‘normal’ stuff, was a real 3 Position Sally, blowjobs (no swallowing) on his birthday, nothing kinky, kinda person. Lovely woman. I’ve met them both at her house, so they weren’t strangers, but I knew precious little about them.

Long story short, they were up a couple of weeks ago and I got to ‘bump into them’ as if by accident. My lady friend had texted him and asked if he remembered me. He did. Was he still thinking of finding someone to play with? He was. Was he still interested if it was a guy? Depends on the guy. Remember Val? VAL?! He had no clue I would consider a guy.

 We chatted for a minute in her back yard about ‘the next Bronco season’, and made a plan.

His wife works four 10 hour shifts a week at a hospital. Sometimes she’s off Thursday-Saturday. Sometimes Sunday-Tuesday. Some of those don’t overlap with his work schedule. He’s a 9-5, Mon-Fri guy. So, on some Fridays and Saturdays, there are about 12 hours a day, if you include the commute, that he has free.

Free to meet someone in a motel. Someone who also works 9-5, Mon-Fri.



He got a room in Denver and was waiting when I pulled up, delayed by Denver’s monstrous rush hour. I knocked on the door and he answered, dressed almost exactly like me. T-shirt. Sweat pants. Athletic shoes. Same colors even. We laughed and then I asked if he was still up for it. He dropped his sweats to his ankles and asked if that answered my question.

 He wasn’t huge. 4 1/2, maybe five. Cut. Small in the balls. Thick in the shaft.



I gave my first blowjob as a teenager and I didn’t mind swallowing back then. But after the few I had given as an adult, I wasn’t too hip to the idea. When he asked if I was going to swallow, he didn’t know that I knew that his wife didn’t. I told him I would and guided him to the desk chair. 

I worried that maybe I wasn’t going to be good enough at it. I was when I was much younger and my one real gay affair had never complained. But doubt does creep in. I started slow. Licking, tonguing, kissing the shaft while pumping with a loose fist. Then I had the head in my mouth, paying attention to his breathing and his hips. When we got to ‘Aw fuck, aw fuck, aw fuck!”. I pumped harder, took him in deeper, and when his hands took hold of my head, I pumped until I felt those few drops of cum and took him all the way down.



So much cum.

Swallowed every drop.

He asked what he could do for me and I was honest with him. I have a history of spinal injuries. As I’ve aged, my ability to get and maintain an erection has ebbed and now, at nearly 60, a real hard on is rare. So while I wouldn’t mind, I just really wanted to get him off and would he want to fuck.

 His answer was to strip completely, as did I, and I knelt on the edge of the bed.

I’ve always been iffy about rimming someone. I’ve done it but it’s usually in the shower. He, on the other hand, wanted to do it to his wife and she wouldn’t let him. With finger and tongue, he took his time and got me well and truly ready. Then pushing me forward on the bed, he knelt behind me. He’d come prepared. I heard him putting on a condom and there was the click of a lube bottle cap. 

Friends, I was right to want to get fucked. He didn’t go as deep as maybe I would have been able to take but he was thick enough to stretch me wide and make it sting. That man could fuck.

Where the blowjob might have taken about 4 minutes, he stirred me up for about 20. When he grabbed my hips and stuffed all of him in me and came, he was wheezing so hard that I thought maybe I’d coronaried him. I don’t know where he got it all but when he pulled out, even after all the cum he’d fed me, that reservoir tip was full.

He looked at mine, dangling there. “Because of me?”

“No,” I replied, “Because of me. But believe me, hard cock or no, that fat thing of yours felt sooooo good in me!”


We showered together and when I lathered his privates, he stiffened up again. He’s almost my age and where hardness is difficult for me to achieve, it seemed that he was built like a teenager.

We dried off in a hurry and I laid down on my back, pulled my knees up, baring my asshole, and said something like, “You had better make this one memorable. It’s gonna need to last,”



”Until next time?”

“Until next time.”



When he came this time, it was the last gasp of empty balls. He pulled off the condom and came on my soft cock and balls. Even that felt good.



Will there be a next time? With him? Maybe. He’s good but he’s married and while we were talking he admitted that this could be a one-time thing. But even if it’s not him, I could see me playing with the right guy. I don’t mind swallowing as much as I thought I did. And I definitely enjoyed being fucked.



I still enjoy and prefer the company of women. And if I can get hard enough to fuck, I’d rather share it with a woman. But somehow, getting another guy off is something completely different and I’ve still got a craving for it. If I do it again, I’ll let you know.

So the first time I did sex for cash was via CL after turning 18, some soldiers from Fort Hood who put up an ad saying they'd pay to gangbang anything as long as he or she was clean. It was rough but not scary, they were funny guys and so it was good money.

I had a gay friend who needed cash and gave him their number and they just massacred the guy. He didn't pick his phone for a day afterwards and asked me to drive him to the doctor. Apparently they double-dicked him, went ass-to-mouth ("You never go ass to mouth!"), and generally made him miserable. But they did pay him.

This friend is the holy grail to me cause he's gay but is so gorgeous and we've known each other since junior high. He looks like he should be fronting the best emo band ever. He got tatts the moment he turned 18 and it was so hot.

TL;DR. My confession is that I've jilled off like a dozen times thinking about it.

Mine was when I was in the military. I was stationed overseas and went on a recreation center sponsored tour. Since I was alone recovering from a breakup with a girlfriend, I was assigned a roommate in the hotel we stayed. He was a 60 something Red Cross psychologist and I was 22.

That evening in the room, I didn't really feel like talking, but he did. He offered me a glass of Johnny Walker Black and soon was paying me really nice compliments on my looks, my physique, and even my voice. I had played around with guys in school, but that went no further than jerking off together. However, I found myself becoming aroused when talking to him. He wanted to go down to the bar, but I declined. As he got over to leave, he walked over the the bed I was lying on and grabbed the toes of my bare right foot, squeezed them, and said he'd be back soon. As soon as he had touched my foot, I knew we'd have sex that evening.
He came back a few hours later, and I had the lights out and was in bed undressed except for my shorts. He undressed and climbed into his, and started talking again. After a few minutes, he asked he could get into my bed. My whole body tingled in anticipation, as I told him "yes." I had my back to him as we continued to chat, and he soon moved into a "spoon" position with me. "Do you mind if I touch you," he asked. "No," I replied, and he soon had his hand down the front of my shorts playing with my cock. It was almost like electricity moving through my body, and I was hard instantly. Soon, he had my shorts off, and I was kneeling naked on the bed with him working lube and fingers in my butthole. It burned a little, but I was completely aroused. I was in heaven, I thought. He turned me over and slowly slipped his bare cock in me, all the time asking if it felt ok, checking to see if it hurt. (This was back before I knew to use condoms when being fucked) It didn't. It was wonderful. When he was in and I began to fully relax, he put my feet over his shoulders and began a steady rhythm. It sounds strange, but as soon as I saw my bare feet over my head on a man's shoulders, I truly realized I was having sex with a man. It was incredibly erotic. He wasn't especially handsome, nor did he have a great body, but I didn't care. I felt his balls slap my ass as we fucked, our naked bodies rubbing, saw his face as he enjoyed our sex, the trivial stuff like looks didn't matter. I was moaning and making so much noise, he warned me to be a little quieter or someone might hear. (Gay sex would get you kicked out of the military back then.) Then when he came, his body tensed and he grunted as he pushed his cock in as deep as he could. I loved the sight and the sounds as he orgasmed inside of me. He collapsed on top of me and we hugged and held each other for a while. Later, he gave me a full blow job and I came in his mouth, another first for me.

The next morning I had mixed feelings. When he watched me walk naked to the shower, I felt very sexy, but also embarrassed that I had had sex with a man. It was still something I did not accept, and something that could have gotten me discharged at the time. We never fucked again, but I always remember him and that first time.

I don't know who needs to hear this but.....
Why do some of y'all get so faggy when you're on speed? Just because it's rubber doesn't mean it's not gay. Y'all are too thirsty. And all this pegging non-sense is fucking up the game for us straight tweakers. Quit scaring off the puddle sluts and crank skanks to the point that they are paranoid that every dude is gonna ask them to do some fucked up weird shit. Also, because you have to keep paying them money to do all that shit they all think that the rest of us will pay to fuck them too. Which is not the case at all. You're giving these girls very unreal expectations about us very real cocksmiths and cunnilinguists. If you wanna jam something in your ass...that's cool...i guess... but for the love of the game just come to terms with your shit, grow a pair of balls and go take a real dick in the ass like a man and leave the girls to us clit junkies and pussy hounds. Own your homo bro. Let the professionals handle the estrogen okay? Shout out Methamph-hetero Massive out there rollin bowls and lickin' holes!

Thanks, The Management