i was playin dirty with my dildo :) im ashamed now

  I'm constantly ashamed of females I meet that do not have any idea about proper penis pampering.
For 22 years I have this gal Lori in my life. Which meant I had 22yrs of the skill level loving my lengthy love log. Never before was my cock near 9inches long EXCEPT during those 22yrs. And since that time my cock has retreated well short of 9 inches now.

  So fellas fellatiating females are finds worthy of your best efforts to gaurenteing they stay forever. BECAUSE THE GRASS ISNT GREENER ELSEWHERES.
AND  TAKE IT FROM 1 WHO CHOSE AND LOST IT ALL.

I got caught short when I was out for a cycle ride this morning. I stopped in a lay-by, adjacent to a park, to relieve myself. I lowered my cycling shorts just enough to get my cock out, and started pissing. Then I heard a cough from near the gate leading into the park. Another guy was stood there watching me. I couldn't stop pissing now, so thought I would just continue. I glanced over to him again and he was stroking a bulge in his trousers.

I would normally have just finished pissing, got on my bike and rode off, but for some reason this morning I felt curious. After my piss I wheeled my bike over to where he was. He was very straight forward and just asked straight out if he could suck my cock. I've never been sucked by a man before, and told him so. He reassured me that he would want nothing in return. We went into some bushes and I lowered my shorts. He knelt down and took my cock straight into his mouth. He sucked and circled it with his tongue and I was soon throbbing. It felt strange seeing a man doing it, and he was wanking his cock. I shut my eyes to try and not think too hard about it. Just as I was approaching orgasm the sucking stopped. I opened my eyes and looked down, he was now lying on the ground on his back. "Sit on my face" he said, so I did. I at facing his feet with my ass on his face.

He pushed his tongue up my ass. Fuck it felt so good. I couldn't really help myself now, I reached forward and grabbed his cock and jerked him off as he ate my ass out. He reached round and jerked me at the same time. After a very short time his body jerked and his cum shot out over his top. When I saw that I also lost control and shot my cum over him.

I got up, feeling strange and ashamed, and pulled my shorts up and retrieved my bike. He stood up, made no effort to clean himself up, thanked me and said he was there each week if I wanted to meet again. Then he just walked off, with both our cum shots running down his top.

I don't know what to do. If felt great, but I thought I was straight. Should I meet him again? Maybe it would be interesting to bum fuck him.

Ashamed to say it's the third anniversary of when my wife last let me fuck her.  Since when I've been granted 7 hand jobs each after I've begged for a week and none for the past 12 months. I used to wank off to the thought of what she gets up to with other men but the feeling of jealousy and despair afterwards no longer make it worthwhile.  Now my only relief is wanking off to ml!

I confess that I have erectile dysfunction, and it's ruining my life. Everything was OK just a few years ago when my performance started go get worse. Now I don't even try to have sex, because I can't finish. I was stupid, and ashamed, so I didn't go to the doctor right away, but it didn't make any difference when I did. Health care is shit in my country. I'm waiting months for examinations, and months to get the result, again months to show the doctor the results, I'm just waiting, and nothing happens really. I would pay for a faster/better way, but I can't afford it.

I don't know what to do. I don't even try dating with anyone because I only end up being a disappointment. Even if sex is not everything in a relationship it's necessary.

This whole situation makes me hate my life. I don't see the future I was hoping for when I was young. You know, having a family, a volvo, a dog and a house in the suburbs. I only see a lonely bitter guy alone in his apartment trying to figure out how he should end his misery.

I don't know what to do. My doctor told me that I shouldn't use any medical solution until they know what exactly is wrong, and even if I could take a few pill it might give me a few hours of pleasure but it won't fix the problem. What really kills me is that I can't do nothing. I'm just waiting maybe the doctors figure out something, until that my life has no value...

Sorry guys, I had to write this down, it actually made me feel better a bit. You don't have to tell me in comments that I'm a pathetic waste, I already know that.

Is my dick big enough? I feel ashamed. :(

I want to sleep with my friend's girlfriend bad as hell and I think she would let me because she admitted that she used to like me. I'm ashamed to admit it, but if the oppurtinity arose, I'm sure I would probably do her, even though she's my friend's girl. If anyone ever found out, I would lie and say I was drunk or somethin.

I will confess I am ashamed of my dick, I mean I am more of a grower than a shower but I just wish I had the kind of dick that when a woman took it out of my pants made her gasp

There's a girl in one of my classes, who's very nice and friendly towards me. I confess that I have lusted after her. She's short, of Iranian descent (she was born in Iran, but looks and sounds completely "white"), kinda nerdy/hipsterish, and she has huge breasts.

I feel ashamed of this. She has a boyfriend, but that's not why; I know you'll probably laugh at me for this, but I feel like a pig for this. She's extended her hand in friendship and I've just snuck looks at her tits and ass and nearly took a picture of her while she wasn't looking, and I've jacked off thinking of her.