Secret Desires, Hidden Fetishes, and a Fantasy approaching reality...

((I was trying to come up with some well written text to go along with this, but alas, I've got nothing))

The wife and I have a date night this weekend. In turn, we need a babysitter. Since we're going to be out late, we've found one that will spend the night.

A wonderful teen that makes my heart (and other parts) swell. I'm infatuated with her, at least in small doses. Of course, no one really knows this.

What to do, what to do?

I Confess that I am total Lust with Kate Upton. Thanks to my job, I have had the opportunity to meet her on several occasions, but never really talk to her. More like see and meet her along with a room full of other people. That is until just the other day when her and I shared an elevator ride together, and talked for an eternity! (More like 1 minute 30 seconds, but seemed to last forever!)

As I fumbled for my voice to introduce myself finally one on one, she actually said with a laugh, "I know who you are, (my name here) we've met several times!" Which incredibly flattered me!

I tried to be professional and just commend her on her work ethic and how this must all be like some wild dream to her, but in my head all I really heard was, "OMG I love you I love you I love you I love you"

Unfortunately, not much else happened here except business talk. I wish I could tell you all some exotic story about elevator sex, but, alas, no such luck.

Maybe next time! lol

In the meantime, enjoy my favorite picture of her!

The stupidest motherfuckers on earth. (Cyberspace.)

So there is this place called myfreewebcam.com. There are lots of these stupid sites, but this one really is a glaring example of how pathetically fucking stupid and lame most men have become. For them. . ..gone are the days when they just jerked off, got the poison out, and got on with the actual living. Gone are those moments when they used to have the balls to approach living breathing women, if they ever had moments like that at all. No. . .these mouthbreathing fucking retards actually throw their money at these camwhores for nothing. These chicks just sit there and the tips keep coming. Oh sure..the women do a good job of teasing these fucking schmucks and leading them on. . ..promising to eventually take their clothes off and do a "cumshow." I can't think of anything more disgusting or degrading for all parties involved. Oh boy she's gonna do a cumshow guys let's just throw our fucking money at her so she can get off while we watch and grovel like pathetic wimps trying our best to forget that we never will touch these women. It makes me sick. I have more respect for crackwhores than I do for the manipulative fucking bitches on this site. But alas. . ..it is these squirming wormlike renditions of men that make it all possible. In a perfect world these guys would all get their balls back at once, the chicks would not be able to make money just for masturbating anymore, and these fucking pigs would have to start to actually suck cock again in order to get paid. The way it is now is a fucking joke, it is making society weak, turning grown men into little bitch cheerleaders. . .and I tell you what. . . . .Satan has got to be loving this shit. You Fucking Assholes.

I confess I wanna turn my girlfriend into a proper dirty little slut, to service men wherever and whenever while I watch, and if I'm not there to watch, she films it and posts it all over the internet for everyone to see what a whore she is. Alas, dreams never come true and she's frigid as fuck. FML

I want my wife to fuck other men, but she refuses to. 

I want to watch as big cocks fuck her pussy. I want her to come home after getting banged, with cum dripping out of her pussy. I want to eat her out with cum deep inside her.

But alas, she won’t do it 😭.

always wanted to watch the video this gif is from, but alas, have never found, anyone out there in motherless land that can lend me a hand?

http://cdn1.reporo.net/smrc/42b3f636eb51.gif

I’m a sissy faggot! I’ve tried to be a normal man, stopped shaving my body, tossed all my female clothes a few years ago. I made an honest effort to maintain my beard, and the persona but alas I am what I am. I love being shaven and love to wear the pretty and silky soft clothes of women. I can’t stop wondering what I would look like in what that other woman is wearing. I wonder about her underthings, lingerie, soaps, lotions and all the feminine products she uses. I smell the scent of her perfume and want to wear it too. I look at her jewelry and take note. It’s compulsive and I can’t control it! 

Adding to my compulsive tendencies my wife is an admirer of Crossdressers and dominant over sissies like me. She encourages me to be femme and wear panties 24/7/365 everywhere no matter if I’ll have to undress or not she takes great pride to tell nurses, doctors or others she loves me shaven and feminine, and the panties are a must just as sitting to pee like a proper sissy.  She loves me in feminine way but not so much when I’m hairy and manly. She really doesn’t bother with me at all in man mode. Whereas when I’m feminine we do all kinds of outings and we especially like when I find another sissy and she dominates us both by directing our sex. She loves watching gay males, sissies, Crossdressers. She says it’s the transformation from my outward personality as a male who is boisterous and bold yet behind closed doors and when out of town she sees me in a different light, the feminine persona is what she desires most. 

she often mentions castration, and complete sex change where as if she had the means and money she would rather me change to female than stay a male. 

so as our lifestyle and marriage come back full circle we are two days into embarking on our next chapter of our wife/sissy relationship. I wonder what she has in store, there’s no telling. 

she would like some help from other wives and sissies for humiliating tasks and compromising situations. Open to all legal tasks she will use on a daily pick out of a box for tasks. She will do her best to photograph what we can but that’s not always her intent when on outings. 

Those that wish to help her humiliate me we thank you for your responses up front.