I am a long, long time visitor of this place. I married young, and divorced young, in my 20's, so over the past 20 years, I was alone, taking care of my offspring.
Now, I was never pretty, one might say that I am quite the opposite, my ex was the only man I ever had, and that, along with my lack of beauty, took a big impact on my self esteem. So I spent all of those years alone, without anyone, and my body wanted sex, so I ended up in places like this one, looking for thrill, but without guts to ever seek it myself, in real life.
That ended last night, as my brakes finally failed, and I did something unimaginable - I got spit roasted by two guys in their early 20's.
I won't go into details, but here is my confession - I loved every second of it, and I was such a fool to let life fly past me, while I could have lived it.
I know this confession is not the most exciting one, but it is my first, and last, life awaits.
