I confess that I have fantasies about my wife being kidnapped and mercilessly abused and tortured by a psychopathic sexual sadist or a group of them. I love her and would never really want it to happen but the fantasy makes me incredibly hard. I love to imagine her being forced to suck cocks while getting her tits and pussy tortured. Sometimes I ask other pervs what they would do to her if they could and there was no consequence and get off when they tell me their sadistic fantasies about her. THe most sick and depraved responses turn me on the most.

I must confess, I have no idea why I joined motherless last week. I just got out of a relationship (2-1/2 years, and the last year was me saying hell-no to any of her sexual advances).

What am I even doing here? I like porn, sure. Who doesn't? Communists and prudes, that's who. But what perks could membership have?

Why am I even posting?

My real confession is that I'm feeling kind of lost in the universe. I fear I might be becoming a psychopath, because I haven't felt emotion (save anger) in what feels like years. Part of why I ended my relationship: I set her free because I wasn't happy, and she was deluding herself to thinking she was.

Perhaps I'm broken. Perhaps I'm just jaded. Perhaps I'm just an asshole. I can't shake that I may very well be all three...

Or perhaps I'm going Schizoid. I hope that's not the case...

I confess I am unable to stop thinking about trying to turn my room-mate into a slave/whore using easy to get psychoactives.

Rewind 10 days and I found that if administered while there was a stim in my system a dose of Lunesta had the effect of making me "black out" for 3ish hours, during about 1 hour of which I was uncontrollably horny and disinhibited (masturbating, speaking about taboo subjects). I was having really disgusting and obscene conversation before going to sleep in my bedroom. Luckily my housemate knew I was experimenting with a new drug (Couldn't sleep from an "upper" withdrawal) as I had been having terrible "insomnia" - as it was just on the pack's side effects she just laughed it off.

Actual administration of a stimulant and then the Lunesta would be easy, just in her soda over the evening.

I figure I could just do this and then addict my victim (withdrawal is almost impossible from z-drugs) or blackmail her? I figured perhaps I could make my money back by camgirling her or perhaps prostitution.

Not that I would likely ever do it unless I was ridiculously under the effect of something, but just wondering if anyone sees a flaw? I grant that it's a fairly "hit or miss" approach but I have plenty of time. Could even just addict her and go about it in a more blunt way.

Oh well, since I got a good night's sleep after that night using a heroic dose of benzos I have been utterly enchanted with this idea, although I find myself rather guilty when I reflect upon how literally psychopathic it is.

This planet is a rotten place, maybe its actually the place we call "Hell" in the west. Until a short while ago i wanted to change things and all that grap. Che, revolution and all that.
I am 28 now, i tried the last 15 years to make it a better place. U know what i got in return? Fuckin nuthin, people dont want to be helped it seems.
So one day i decided to let my antisocial narcicism out mix it up with some esoterik grap about reallity (Hologhrapgic Universe), and now i am fine. I only give a fuck about my familie and me.
Fuckin prey on the weak. No one cares. The elite is stealing our bankaccounts, destroy the planet, enslave the masses and the sheeple dont get that. The masses are used and abused by the elites for millenia. It wont change. So u have 2 choices: U are either enslaved by the elite via marriage, social norms, debt and wageslavery, or u join the ranks of the narcicists, psychopaths and Sociopath that our elites r and start doing the same. Use the massses to ur advantage, they dont even get that. Once u understand what we call reallity, u start behaving very differently. JUST TAKE IT , seem to work just fine.

Any comments?

black history month my ass, you can shove that shit right up your monkey ass. fuckers get a month where we are supposed to remember shit they did, but let us try to have a white history day and they would have a fit about it.
to hell with monkeys.
to hell with border jumping fuckers too.
and those psychopath middle east bitches as well.
and their prophet can lick my ass.

Seeking a full-time personal assistant and companion, to serve the dark side at the highest level

I will become responsible for a special project carried out worldwide at the top level of theistic satanism. This makes it necessary for me to have a full-time companion , as my personal assistent for various duties, mainly in converting key figures to satanism. I am therefore searching for a dedicated companion. This is not just a partnership; it’s a complete devotion to a lifestyle steeped in freedom, exploration, and ultimate submission, where lust prevails and laws are flexibel.
It will not be easy, at least not most of the times. Your role will be very demanding, but it is also extremely rewarding. You will be in the known and have every opportunity to experience the reward of following the dark path and letting lust prevail without remorse

Age, Background and Availability:
You must be over 35 and available full-time. You have Dutch, Belgium, German or Romanian nationality and no restrictions for travelling e.g. due to past convictions . You have a valid driving license and have had one for at least the last five years. You should not have any dependencies—no children or obligations that would interfere with our life together. Your life before this commitment will become irrelevant, a memory and I want to emphasise that you should have no obligations to anyone. You must be willing to live with me, where you will be respected, but have to be submissive and comply with every request, always, no exception. No is not an option when told to do something. You have no conscious, no empathy, no remorse and preferably are a functional psychopath. Education at bachelor level or higher. Fluent in English. Ideally, you should have some familiarity with theistic Satanism or a willingness to convert, preferably from a baptized roman catholic or orthodox cristian background. You will have to converted if not already a satanist, if you are already a theistic satanist you know what to send in, if not please describe why you would want to be a statist, how you think about christianity.

Sexual Experience:
A history of sexual promiscuity and comfort with anal sex and gangbang scenarios is essential. You should have Chemsex experience with stimulants, preferably slamming, but I am looking for someone without problematic use.You will engage with multiple partners as part of our lifestyle. Al intercourse will be anal. We will record videos for instruction and you must be comfortabel to have sex in public places and churches. You should have no shame whatsoever. If you are on the shortlist of candidas this will have to be proven by letting me fuck you in a crowded place. You wil, have sex when told, with whomever I demand. You will function as a cum collector after which I will savour the cum directly from your ass, which I shall worship and will be my temple. It will be all about your ass, not your pussy, nor your dick if you have one and your looks are irrelevant, although you have to be passable as a woman in public places, because of our mission. You must have tits, not that I care but they are essential for the mission, if you don’t have tits you will have to undergo surgery at our costs, after about a year of service.
Because it is essential I repeat: You can be cis, trans, a sissy, or a crossdresser, but you must be passable as female. A photo showcasing your assets is required. Do not react if not passable in dim lightning, it is essential for your tasks. In that respect a cis woman would be ideal, but I doubt I will be able live with a cis woman, as much as as I Iike feminity, but there have in the past been very few German and Romanian women that could have been a fit. If you are a old menopausal cis woman we will block your menstruation.

Please respond by June 15. After that date, I will contact the candidates I’m interested in for a personal interview. If you believe you can fully commit to this lifestyle and meet the criteria, I look forward to your reaction. But before you write think twice and be sure that you fully understand what is asked from you.

This is a one-way journey—once you step into this life, there’s no turning back.

This lifestyle is not for the faint of heart. You must not judge lightly and be prepared to think deeply about your decision. It’s a rewarding but intensive commitment for life, as you’ll be actively involved in converting others to our beliefs. you will be treated with respect, but obedience is non-negotiable. Your role will involve worship, particularly of your physical form, and you will be expected to fulfil tasks such as groceries, meal preparation, and welcoming guests. You will not be one off the regular sluts that fuck for Satan, but my right hand, temple and companion, functioning at the top-level.

goddamn, fuck Jesus, expel the holy spirit
Hail Satan, Hail Satan, Hail Satan

I confess... I'm on the verge of slaughtering as many people as I can. For no reason. Tonight just tipped me off. I was over watching movies with this girl I like and, all of a sudden, I just got the urge to slit her throat and watch her die. Naturally, I stepped outside to collect myself. Unfortunately, after that I... just felt like taking a knife to anyone I randomly met walking away.
I've been psychopathic for as long as I can remember, but tonight... it just got out of my control... I heard laughter from a party and just wanted to silence it. I'm not sure what to do with myself anymore

To the fucking cowardly and moronic owner and admins of this site: Congratulations on removing SOME of the psychopathic animal torturer's videos. You finally grew some tiny balls to go with your tiny faggot dicks.

Now explain why you couldn't quite muster the courage (an unfamilar word to you -- look it up) to remove ALL of his animal torture and murder videos. REALLY??? So did you make a "moral judgment" that dawg and cat crushing videos are unacceptable, but stomping a rabbit or other animal to death is cool??? HOW FUCKING RETARDED ARE YOU?

If, as is more likely, given your obvious lack of ANY human morals, you simply got scared, either from your inept legal "team," or your advertisers, and merely made a legal judgment, or business judgment, how is it that you believe the federal statute astute visitors to your site so compellingly jammed down your cum-filled throats mandates your ban of some animal crush videos, but not others. How, exactly, are you splitting that hair?

Finally, I DARE the great and mighty overlord himself, DEWEZ, (I won't even bother with his real name since he is so terrified of it he bans it from the boards like a fucking little crybaby) to come out of hiding, take his left hand off Randemonium's tiny dick and his right hand off his own, just long enough to address the filthy masses who called him on the issue and shamed his faggot ass into finally taking action, as half-assed as it was. Explain to all of us morons what caused you to finally see the light. Come on, motherfucker, admit you were wrong in allowing that shit here and disavow fucking little cunts like "Norde." These things, along with a FULL AND PERMANENT BAN on animal cruelty shit might actually go a ways toward restoring a small amount of respect folks USED TO HAVE for your piece of shit site. Stop being a crying little coward and come speak to us. You chicken-shitted, fat-assed faggot.

To "Norde": Fuck you, you psychopathic, sub-human piece of shit. If most humans on this planet had the same lack of conscience you possess, you would've been hunted down and crushed to death long ago. You owe your miserable, loser life to the fact that most people aren't like you. If you were a man, not an unloved psychopath, you wouldn't hide from us in anonymity. Why don't you tell us your name and location? Are you afraid of a fate worse than that you mete out to innocent animals? You fucking coward.

To MrExtreme and all the others who so brilliantly and forcefully jammed this issue down DEWEZ'S throat, and forced him to do what he resisted for so long (the right thing, which must have been so hard for him considering how dearly he loves watching animals being stomped and tortured to death): BRAVO AND CONGRATULATIONS!!! You people are heros and truly outstanding human beings. Thank you all for persevering, reporting, and keeping the issue alive.

Unfortunately, there remains work to do. We must stay aggressive and forceful until the very last of these videos has been removed. We cannot allow DEWEZ to get away with half-measures designed to do nothing more than placate the masses and shut them up until he can bring his precious videos back unnoticed. We must rid this site of every single one of them.

I am so proud of every person who posted, commented and took any other action on this issue. Well fucking done, people! We can rest when "Norde" no longer has this forum to use for his terrorization and pointless slaughter of
beautiful, innocent creatures.

Finally, if anyone has, or knows someone who has, the tech skills necessary to identify and track down "Norde," please let me know.

OK, so IEL I am a nice guy who is good to children, animals, old ladies etc. etc.

But in my mind I am a pitiless psychopath who wants to torture women to death.

Please help me stay on the right side of the line by posting vids of torture/snuff on ordinary looking females, a good example is

Naughty Nicholas

My confession is that I am an honest liar. I am honest about being dishonest. For example, if I am going to cheat on an exam, I will not lie about my intent or actually lying about cheating. I have no shame about being dishonest because everyone and I mean EVERYONE is dishonest. People called me a psychopath because of it but the funniest thing is that I have found that those who bitch the most about lying are the biggest liars themselves. Also people who put shit on their families are also the biggest liars. At least I have my limits!

10 Types of Men to Avoid

The Man who Fathers Children without Marriage.
Unlike a divorced man, he somehow managed to like a woman or many women enough to get them pregnant, but not enough to marry them. This type of guy not only sends clear signals that he is not the marrying kind, but also not the kind of father who believes he should live with his children to rear them properly throughout life. If you get involved with this guy, your life will be an instant soap opera of nagging women, torn children, court dates, and child support. Don't throw your life away.

Mister Drugs.
He either sells them, abuses them, or creates them. The plethora of problems that comes with this kind of man is painful from the get-go. This type of individual will usually lack ethics, morality, or self-control. You can easily put yourself in danger by association. This man could also have behavioral issues when he is high or low that could put your life at risk. Mister Drugs might never be a man you can lean on to do the right thing. If he is in rehab or recovering, wish him luck, but similarly stay away. Once someone has been involved with illegal drug use their reliability will always be iffy.

The Man who Never Has a Job.
I don't mean a man who has been laid off six months or even a year, I mean a guy who simply can't hold a job more than a few weeks or is never able to snag one in the first place. He probably doesn't even look for work at all. Any man you date should have a strong work ethic. A guy cannot hold his share of the load up if he has no way to pay for it all. The Abusive Man. This guy is a hitter or makes an emotional wreck out of women. He has NO relationship promise and could endanger your life. He is quite possibly a sociopath or psychopath. Of all types of men to avoid, this is the biggest one.

The Sex-only Guy.
From the first or second day you talk to him he alludes to sex. He only spends time with you if you can hook up or have sex. He also is reluctant to make any gestures of courtship at all. He seems hesitant to take you to dinner anywhere, though he might take you to the movies because he can grab at you in the dark. This man is entirely selfish, has no real interest in you, and having a sexual relationship with him will never lead to anything serious. He jumps from woman to woman, playing the same game over and over. He could also be deemed "The STD Guy."

The Guy who Asks You to Pay his Rent.
Any man who relies on a woman to pay for his rent, groceries, buy him clothes, etc., barring any unforeseen medical issues or accidents, is a user of women. A man that can't support himself cannot support you in any way whatsoever.

The Cruel or Brutally Honest Man.
Not too long after you start dating this guy, or perhaps after sleeping with him too soon, he becomes a total jerk. He tells you what he doesn't like about you, insults you, and verbally throws you to the wolves. These men are also sometimes deemed sociopaths. These messed up guys have an over-inflated sense of ego and entitlement.

The Man who Keeps You Outside of His Circle.
He won't introduce you to anyone he knows and doesn't allude to it ever happening. Men who are leading a double life often do this. He might only be interested in having sex with you, already be married, be secretly bisexual, or have another trick up his sleeve. Don't stick around to find out.

Mister Gadget.
Whenever you see this guy, he's either constantly glancing at his phone, playing video games, or texting someone. He isn't interested in you and you shouldn't care. He lacks focus, and any concept of interpersonal skills.

The Man who Doesn't Follow Through.
He either doesn't call you when he said he would, declines to meet you for an arranged date, stops e-mailing or texting you, or even leaves you stranded in the middle of a date. A man who doesn't follow through is telling you he isn't interested in you and that he also is incredibly rude and ungentlemanly.