Updated Profile/ Time out for games/Looking for Real
This is on my profile, philosophy for weeding out phonies...Thoughts?
The last leap into domesticated fantasy……
I am not a Dom nor do I wish to be dominated by all means not a hint of being
"SUB" is in me.I have been scouring the
internet and quite a few fetish site have the role play of this particular interest, but
none for me...I don't wish to rule, but be understood and adored...The word
"Bull" is used in such a caustic way that the people involved seem to forgo the
natural intellect and the basic of all that moves real life, and hence nothing long
term is ever established in this realm...instead I am seeking a kinky, perverted family
more or less, my description will probably be brief, but I assure you
that I do not desire pictures or uneventful thought up stories...and I hope through
a series of communication my idea is understood...As the hubby should know his
role as a submissive, humiliation should be spared until the order of things are
disrupted, either by him or others within the family, that will be explained....As for
a constant BBC breeding that is only a fraction of the experience that most seem
to get stuck on...In my proposal, I would like an atmosphere built around honesty
and truth, meaning a lack of closed-door, an acceptance of being in the moment
for whatever that moment seems to be...i.e. within the home of course
escapades will be heightened, but the basics of real life will not only be explored
but enforced! Those are that of self esteem, Education, and of course work and
the ability to become in the maintaining the things in life that are far beyond the
basics, as in that particular life we "the family" should not settle but excel....Nice
everything, the actual only, I guess true difference would be upon entry into the
home, as all would have the freedom to date, to come home with a new suitor
one might find another in the den masturbating feverishly to a new porn, or
perhaps someone get a blowjob, or pussy eaten with the only excuse is "my
family doesn't believe in doors, no secrets”. I would like to continue with this
discussion, but it is late, I will sleep as these quick words marinate.....Oh and
of course the "Bull" will work as well...I'm hoping this doesn't fall on deaf ears, but
that of a group that understands the entire "Live-in" dynamics...NO FREE
RIDES...WE ALL WORK TOGETHER....Hope to hear from you as so many have
taken this concept as a way to drop out...my thoughts are to bring together the
best of all..., CUCKMATES, FRIENDS, all doing their thing...with a twist.
Wise Bull
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So you guys no the pornstar Alyssa Hart? I've got a theory. SO she mainly does HandJobs and Blowjobs right? The most she gets is a fingering at a gloryhole. But, recently a video came up of her fucking this guy. So it circulated and I fapped to it a couple times. A short time passes and I can't find the video anywhere. When searching for it I find a couple new videos but she looks bigger, and that's when I noticed it. She was pregnant. So I thought to myself; Isn't it weird that she refuses to do fuck scenes, and on the first one something happens to make the video be taken down, and then new videos of her being pregnant show up? Well I found the video again, and i noticed at the end of the video, he jizzes in her pussy. So then it all makes sense. She does her first fuck scene, gets jizzed in, gets pregnant, and then has the video taken down because she doesn't want her first child to see its conception. She realizes she can't take her handjob videos down, but it's that video specifically because it's the one where the child was conceived. Also I looked up and apparently she's married now too. I haven't checked yet but I think it might be the same guy from the video.
Falling in love is a waste of time. The entire concept of romance is a sad joke.
I took the advice and talked to the 19 yr gf about my thoughts...here is part of the convo...
her: do some of those dark recesses have to do with julie?
me: no
me: if your asking what I think your asking
her: im just curious
her let me say this:
me: ru asking if you have to worry about annything between her n i
me:everynight when she go to bed, she sucks my boobies to go to sleep. I expect you will get to see tha ttoo\
her: no
her: im telling you that she does things that might get you excited and its ok if that happens
me: as long as I use that exciment on you and wifeie
her: lol
her: im saying at that time - you and her can work out whatever and illbe ok with it
me: ok you wanting a very open family
her: yes
her: and the other kids as well
me: which in turn if we had a boy you would when time was right and he was willing
her: id be willing -
her: think wifeie would be?
me: so you are actually open to the incest concept in lifestyle??
her: yes - are you?
me: not sure luv...we never really talked about it since it is very diffucult for her to get pregos
farby_z: maybe we can work on that too
my question is....should I be worried ... scared...exciede...or just run into the night screaming???
I've sit back and thought a lot about how the content has become so mundane and if money is to be made, I know I could bring in more than some shit I've seen. Although I am not a performer, no only fans, I have a few good ideas for creating one.
If you have wanted to get a slice of the cash you keep reading about others making, feel free to pm me and let's talk. It's no rush, I just got vaccinated but I am looking for women who haven't done work. And more importantly, I want individuals who won't be looking to maintain in this industry. I'm just thinking about a couple small concepts to test and it involves building a storyline.
I received a letter like this... is it working or scam ?
it sounds working scheme... are anybody having any experiences with it ?
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I confess that my wife has a hot hole. When we first started out, she was very against the concept of her ass being explored. Now to get her really off, I have to make sure I'm finger fucking that tight ass of hers. She loves it. What would you guys do to her? I have been trying to get her to let me bring someone in to fuck her to give her that real solid sense of fullness.
i confess.. i ever been to brazil tour... i went to pool with my group..
drinking lots of water on airplane.. it made me want to pee.. so i went out of cotton
seek for toilet ah of course i told my tour guild .. i tried to find toilet ... i was over limit
dying of it.. i almost .. pee... and i saw one of guy just going into cotton and that cotton
design was little weird there was two girl and boys image without things wear
i thought its public toilet so i in... and i saw bunch of naked people ... out there..
there were lots of girls too... but first important things was pee... and i was so desperate
running whole way... and yeah... i went to pool.. in there pee.... some of safety guard ask me
are you okay ..asking why i run whole way telling safety concept .. and that safety female guard
was naked too... i was so shame to see... something new..
my eye ... there was naked pussy world and i lose of situation... i fell off..
and when i get my minds back.. i was naked too! .... and near me there was safety guard
i was thanks to her.. about moving me on suntan chair .. and when i confuse about i'm naked
by staring at my dick.. she answered its the rules in here.. i was so confuse am i dreaming
what am i doing.... oh my.. and yeah my dick suddenly stands...get thick and hard...
i asked her for my clothes.. but she didn't really listening what i said
she was staring at my dick.. like she had been stared my dick for a long time ago
she started giggling laugh out loud.. so loud enough to make me shame
but i saw no body are interest to me and safety guard
and when i get back my tension try to say somethings
she asked me are you interest to sex with me? horny...? (giggle)
umm.. i couldn't say next words because she kissed me licking my tougue
i felt little fell off rather than what am i doing here
she grabbed my hands to small room with carpet
she reply you feel okay to sex with me start sucking my dick..my dick got more
licking sucking everywhere... reaching my tits.. went down sucking my belly to my dick again
grabbing stocking ... sucking my ball... went very down to even my asshole....
i was very shame i tried to get lead of her because of its my first time ...
my body didn't functioned well.. no power i couldn't grabb even my finger
more i tried avoid her licking my ass... we licked my ass with tougue...
it feels so crazy... she knews how to threat a dick my dick start making precum
even bubble by her fluid we went to dick head staring at me
i thought she's giving me a break.. but she start again sucking my dick inside her mouth
her tougue tease my cover of dick she put even her deep throat
taking out dick from her mouth.. with lots of fluided she putted again.. slow motion
staring at me showing connection dick heads to mouth
it was messaging your dick is sucked by sexy girl ..
hearing heartbeat of my dick ... i felt everything is blank feel scared my dick felt ... its melting
and i feel some things .. is gonna going out ... i was scared ... but she stroked her hands
on my tummy saying its okay ... and i cummed inside her mouths... so much
cum filled her mouth dropping ... but she didn't stop sucking it she stroked it
it until i feel nothing left even a tear of cum to dick entrance . and .get smaller ...
she stared me again.. and start sucking dick again.. i feel like she really wanna doing this things
.it get hard as rock .. she started rubbing it camel shaven pussy my dick got bigger .. and bigeer
could feel her warm... and she said are you fairly new to the sex? i said yes..... hee...ee...
do you want to continue sex ? she asked me with breast on my face
i said yes... softly...please... she made an erotic smile... continued rubbing my dick with her opussy
don't worry you are just learning something new.. messaging she will do gentle..
i feel better than worries.. and the time reached i used to her pussy .. she made erotic smile again
hey little cute boy whats your name i answered i'm xxxx... okay are you ready for new journey ?
with opening her pussy with two fingers towards me.. i was scared.. but i felt
i won't experience again ..this is unique experience and actually to be honest i was always
curious about sex.. but never made in action.. because i was little scared to have
but in this time i answer please..my safety guard... she giggled with here we go face message
she move her body towards my dick slowly and i see.. its sucking my dickheads with
stingy squirt.. and feel.. something wet... warm feel.. its swallowing me...
know it completely went in by hearing finished! was it too hard for you ? she smiled and asked
i answered it feel good i'm sad that i didn't experienced this .. she made erotic smile
laughing i feel her heart rhythm and she start moving her flexible body with hug
i feel there's lot of worms in my dick feel some of hard things likes small balls inside her
she moved and it made me so sexual wet naughty .. and i smiled too escaped from scared
i hugged her too biting her tits touching it licking it
her pussy get wet and wet my dick become hard and hard
she made loud whizz moan when it reached climax she begged me lets cum together
and i tried to control but because her pussy was so great i cummed firstly
but maybe because i haven't masturbate for a long time
there was enough cum untikl she feel climax too my cum dropping from her pussy
i hugged her and she hugged with laugh
saying you was so great .. even i'm first to sex . and when we hugged for a long time
she took out my dick from hers and much of cum fallen it was very sexy
well my dick stand again.. and she laugh as what she did at the first time imagine what did it happen in the ends!
ps- even i was late(i felt late) my tour guild just ask. where have i been thats all he asked yeah
telling me other ppl are eating now so i walk to that roads with smile
I confess that AT&T Uverse is the shittiest excuse for a cable/internet provider. It's too damn expensive, the equipment is absolute shit, and the "customer service" is non-existent.
If I am recording a show in HD, I can only watch that show. If I try to watch something else it pauses, skips, and is unwatchable. The best part, the show I try to record pauses and skips then too.
The wireless Internet is a great concept, except it uses the same resources as the cable. So when watch a show in HD, I can't stay connected to the Internet for more than a few seconds at a time.
Sorry guys, not a great porn confession. But I am banging a 19 year old.
I obsess over the very fact of existing. Not just some thought from time to time. ALWAYS.
Lately it just REALLY fucks with me every hour of every day. I'm pretty successful but I really couldn't care less, I just don't get the concept of getting born, doing some random shit and dying. Doesn't it bother anyone to do everything they do for nothing, before we all go extinct and leave nothing behind ? For whom even ? What for ?
I'm exhausted and can't seem to stop the thoughts. Drinking and smoking I guess.
It's not even depression, it's just that I do not comprehend any of it.
Anyone else ?