I confess that when I look at porn I get out of control. It becomes my drive and I get so caught up in it that I can't think of anything else. I have been "using" porn for 18 years since I got my
first computer, and It's taken a long time, but It's finally controlling my life. It also cost me my marriage. I've gotten into gay, tranny, and satanic porn and it's made me bisexual. It just gets more and more perverted... not that there's anything wrong with perversion as long as it's not controlling you.

Last night I hooked up with a guy from Craigslist, went over to his house, and sucked his dick for an hour until he came im my mouth (I spit it out... cum tastes like shit). This was my 4th time hooking up with a guy on craigslist since last summer.

I learned when I told my (now) ex wife about my problem that you just keep some things to yourself. (or spill your guts anonymously via Motherless...Thanks Motherless!)

I wanna share my first experience with another guy. I was at a wedding of my close friends. All my friends were there to. I had been fantasizing about sucking a guys cock for a few a while and was really hoping to get a chance to. I was about 18 or 19 at the time. Alot of us were staying at the place where wedding was so the after party was incredible. I  knew my friends uncle was gay but never met him. We were all partying and I was starting to get a little anxious. I kept talking with the uncle getting to know him and I realized I really wanted to go for it. Everyone was calling it a night and I managed to get alone with him in his room. He was cool about it and didn't know I was interested yet. He was sitting on the bed and I was talking to him and then I lowered my eyesight to his cock and that I was curious about sucking a dick. He immediately got up and took his pants off and layed on the bed. I was really nervous but got on my knees and started to lick and taste him.I remember how much I loved it and started sucking him. He was pretty big and fat to. I can still remember him getting hard in my mouth and telling me what to do. He asked if I wanted to taste his cum and I just moaned what his cock in my mouth. He shot a load in  and on my face. It was fucking incredible. 

I got busted by a cop Tuesday night he caught me smoking some weed. I thought my life was over and i knew I was going to jail. Im 18 and was thinking all the worst thhings that were going to happen like confronting my parents and jail so i was freaked out.
The cop said I didnt have to go to jail if I sucked his cock. Im not even close to gay so I was freaked he asked me to. fear does alot to screw with your mind though. He asked me one more time and i said you sure I wont go to jail and he said nope you wont. I said ok and he put me on my knees made me unzip his pants and pull out his cock then he asked if i ever sucked a cock before and i said no and he said he was gonna love being my first and he pushed his crotch into my face. I opened my mouth and sucked his cock what seemed liked forever. All of a sudden he grabbed my head and shoved in deep making me gag and came tons down my throat. I thought i was done and he said for me to leave it in my mouth and keep sucking it when he got hard again he pushed me into the side of his car and pulled my pants down and fingered my ass I protested but he said for me to shut up and either take it or go to jail. I shut up and he pushed his cock inot me and fucked me I was trying not to scream but it hurt like mad he finally came again tossed my wallet at me said to get dressed and get lost which I did.
I wanted to tell someone but I dont want friends to know so Im telling it here

I've decided after worrying too many times over potential pregnancies, I've decided to ride my luck no further and go out with my gay friend to gay bars and scope some fine ass shemales.

I had sex with a tranny once before and it was awesome.

I've decided I don't give a shit about what others think. I'm 32 now, and I'm gonna find a 18-25 year old shemale with a nice, petite body, nice tits and nice cock, and make them my girlfriend.

My family will disown me, but they're cunts. Fuck them. I'm fine getting drunk, sucking my girlfriends cock, and filling her ass with cum.

I was out playing pool last night and got talking to a young guy about 18-20 im 35 we was chatting at the bar im a straight guy and he was a young very fem looking guy he was flirting with me because he was so fem i was enjoying it then i went back to my friends and he did the same after an hour i was leaving he came up to me and asked if i wanted to go back to his house for drinks he said his parents where away i was like ok we got back to his had a drink he said he will needs the toilet and will be back soon 15 mins later a sexy girl walks in the kitchen it was him dressed up with a brunette wig tight little skirt black stockings and looking so hot he walked over to me and started kissing me i didnt stop it then he went down oh his knees pulled out my cock and started sucking we then went to his room and was sucking each other after a few mins he was lubing his butt hole i was not thinking of him as a guy but a cute girl so i put my dick inside him and slowly fucked him we was kissing and he was pulling his dick it was amazing he said he is ready to cum so i fucked him harder he came over his body and i came in his ass then we just laid there talking and kissing the whole night was amazing and the best fuck i have ever had and didnt even feel gay, we are meeting up again monday night so i will set up a hidden cam in my room and put it on here after im done.

So at the time I was 17 me and my girlfriend were taking a break and I guess that just sorta messed up how I think so one night when I wasent to down I was watching some porn and saw how nice the guys cock looked in the porn I was a little embarrassed that I thought that but his dick just wouldent leave my mind

so I gave in to my forbidden thought and started looking at gay porn nothing crazy just pictures of dicks and 1 or 2 videos of some guys sucking dicks it started to get really bad and my thought I guess you could say got worse so here I am daydreaming about buying a car on craigslist and I see this little tab that says man seeking man so I was like huh lets click it and its just a fuck ton of dudes asking to get there dicks sucked or to suck dicks and my thought process basically just blew up I locked myself in my room and started just looking at these post and finally had this crazy idea to post I want to suck a dick telling people I was 18 nothing crazy and nothing sexy just literally "hey I am kind of curious to try this I wanna blow a dude"

about an hour later this guy sends me a message and says hes close and dtf so I tell him where to me me and its some indian guy I guess he was handsome I don't really find guys attractive so we go to a secluded place and we just sorta stared at eachother for a minute he asked if we were gonna do this as he grabbed my crotch

I slowly got on my knees and shakingly unzipped his pants and pulled out his dick now I have seen dicks before both on porn and just other peoples dicks but this dick took my breath away it was so close to me and throbbing for me to give it attention I was extreamly nervous about actually doing this so I took his uncut 7.5 inch thin dick in my hand and started to beat him off to get him harder and I also was sorta trying to prevent this from happening so I am jacking him off right in front of my face just and inch or two away and he puts his hand on the back of my head and starts to push me closer my heart stopped and I froze up my mouth actually just sorta dropped open from being nervous and the tip of his dick went in my mouth a little bit I pulled away and he asked if I still wanted to do this I nodded my head yes not being able to find words

I looked back down at his now fully erect dick and I stuck my tounge out slowly and licked his dick from the base to the head I pulled his foreskin back and licked his head and it just took me over the taste of his dick became amazing I opened my mouth and and took him in I guess he liked that just as much as I did and he started to face fuck me I guess my gag reflex is good too because I deepthraoted him over and over and over again I felt his cock throbbing harder against my toung and slamming the back of my throat again and again I felt a lot of precum start to cum out and then it happened he blew what felt like to me a humungeuos load strait in my mouth the taste wasent as good as the dick but I grabbed his ass and pulled him into me more and he slammed my head onto his cock even more he pulled his dick out with a cum trail leaving my mouth to his dick I pulled him close to me again and cleaned up what was left I stood up looked at him and with out either one of us saying anything we just walked away from eachother and never saw eachother again now I am married and still have thoughts and craving of sucking another dick that's the confession I had to get off my chest

I'm living with my uncle for now while I go to college. I was using his computer last night since mine became worthless from multiple viruses. I started snooping through some of his files with some obscure names that peaked my curiosity.
Holy shit! I didn't know my uncle was gay. Tons of dick pics, gay porn, and some videos of him jacking off while shoving a big ole dildo in his ass. I never would have thought it. I've seen him with girls just not any recently. He's a manly man.
I don't really pay attention to dudes, but I don't mind seeing how and what gets other people off. I didn't look at every video mainly, cuz I didn't want to get caught.
Before I went back to doing some homework. I emailed myself a video of him in our shower with a dildo stuck on the wall.
After I finished my homework I went to my room and checked my email on my phone.
I've seen my uncles body, but not naked. He's a 6 foot muscular Latino. He's pretty fit from working construction since he was 18.
The faces my uncle made while he backed into that dildo on the wall, while his 8 inch thick uncut cock hit his stomach.
Watching him enjoy himself so much, and stroke his cock. got me so hard and leaking precum from my own uncut cock. Mine isn't as thick as my uncles, but it's just as long.

Forgive me if this isn't written like a well written story. My mind is blown. I just found out my uncle is gay, and I shot one of my biggest loads watching my uncle twerk his ass onto a dildo in the shower we both use.
I don't think of myself as gay, but seeing how much he enjoyed getting off with a fake cock inside him. I wonder how he acts when he has a real one inside.
I know when I jack off later tonight I'm probably going to stick a finger in my ass, and I'm probably going to like it. and when my uncle goes to work tomorrow I'm probably going to make myself a copy of his vids so I can take my time watching them all.

With as much porn as I watch, and thinking about sex like 90% of the time. I have a feeling I'm going to have give an update on this post soon.