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Yzplzddy 19 Dec 2025When I lose my virginity I fantasize about it being so brutal and horrible that am unrecognizable and need machines to even survive and the recovery is long when you're done. I will live with elderly ppl in a facility beti need so much care The elderly people will squint and stare at my mangles and disfigured face trying to figure out what I used to look like. Even though I'm blind and brain damaged I love audiobooks. I try to listen to them but constant headaches from the plates that put my crushed skull back together cause extreme headaches so I listen to audiobooks in parts The doctors say that I may not be paralyzed forever. I think about the day that t was airlifted into the hospital. Broken arms with exposed bones, legs that were amputated primitively, completely destroyed, ripped, shredded and mangled asshole, vagina, breasts and face. I could go on an on but these are the fantasies that ruined me . I dream about it nightly and wake up so wet that I have to get in the shower right away. Nobody in my real life knows about my fantasies because I want the man in my nightmares to find me and surprise me one day. I am 18 years old I don't have any tattoos I have a flat belly I love to swim I love to play volleyball I love to play mini golf and I like to play pool. I'm very about with my church and I sing in my choir and I go to church three times a week my parents and family are very nosy and I lift the life of a girl but I do want the things in my fantasy to happen one day if I'm lucky they will but if I'm luckier they won't I guessReplies 0
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