are there any jewy/italian porn stars like that chick from monk? 100% serious. thanks
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Ok, may sound pathetic, but here it goes.
I am in my 40s, and I havent had sex for five years. Well, that is the time my previous (and only) relationship ended, so, as you see, my game is practically zero.
I am a porn addict, obviously, since I am here, and, in a way, I wrote myself off, regarding the future of my sex life. I am not into hookers, so, that is pretty much it.
Well, I have a neighbour, some five years younger than me, divorced, and we are both lonely I guess, so we started hanging out. She thought I was gay at the start, when I asked her why, she answered that she never saw any girl coming to my flat, only guys (my friends). It evolved in a nice friendship, and I did have those thoughts about her, even though she is not the prettiest flower in the garden (her only advantage might be that she is not fat), but I quickly supressed them, since it was obvious she wasnt into me, in that way.
Long story short, last night we were sitting at my place, drinking wine, when confessions started. I guess the booze loosened her up, and she was bitching for an hour about her ex husband, her miserable life, how she will die alone etc. I was just listening, consoling her, and after she was over, she asked me about my troubles. So I blurred out, that I live a life of a monk, mourned my non existing sex life, and than it happened. She reached for my pants, and gave me a hand job. The touch of a woman... Damn, I came like a fucking horse...
She left, smiling, and I felt good about myself. This morning, when I woke up, and started rewinding, I realised, that was a pitty hj. She felt sorry for me. And that makes me feel worse, than I felt before this happened.
I have to confess that I find that Doll chick in chat just a bit annoying. Actually, more than that. I find her incredibly annoying. Whenever there is attention stolen from here by someone else, it is almost comical to watch her try her hardest to get it back. Then the fights. People get banned for arguing with her but 99% of the time, she started it.
On another note: If you have a system set up for tipping chicks on cam, you send the message that is OK to make requests whether you tip or not. Is this a webcam site or a porn site? Man, pull the stick out of your ass and relax. The men on this site are a tad depraved and probably not really experienced with any kind of social interaction yet you ask them to act like monks and worship the girls on cam. It is gay. And yes, I mean to use that term in a derogatory way.
I do continue to come here for the simple fact that about 4 or 5 times a day, there is actually a decent chat going on and it isn't centered on Doll calling out some poor schmuck for asking to see her ass which she is showing anyway. I wish some of the people she has chased away would come back. I miss them chatting. Some were pretty quality dudes and I have actually Facebooked them and didn't regret it. One is a god damned engineer in real life and left because apparently he was to smart and proper to be in here.
Oh well. Sorry for this. I am willing to bet that this will get deleted or the only one to comment will be doll or a mod. I doubt this is that anonymous so I am sure I will hear about this later or be banned. That's a shame too. I like this chat.