Sorry for the long post, but I have to get something off my chest and I've lurked this site long enough to know majority of you are just as depraved and shameless as I feel right now and I feel solidarity in that. So, here it goes. 

My older Male cousin is much bigger than I am. He's so tall, and I'm a tall woman, muscular, and has always bragged about having a huge cock. I know this to be true from my own friends that have had the pleasure of fucking Him and always hype Him up to be the best fuck they've ever had. 

My curiosity had grown so much that once a few months back when He visited me, I mentioned I was tired and wanted to lie down, but couldn't sleep without being cuddled. So He followed me to my room and I removed my bra from beneath my shirt in front of Him. I did not look at Him in case I saw rejection. But He said nothing, just followed me into the bed and beneath the covers. 

For a while He did nothing but hold me. It was only when I was almost fully asleep did He begin to caress my tits. I knew it. I knew He wanted me. I had always seen the way He stared at my chest, my ass. I knew He enjoyed imagining me beneath Him because I know He is sick and depraved. He wants His own sister too. He is greedy and I love it. 

His hands began to knead my breasts but at first I was too afraid to make a sound. All I could do was gently grind my ass against His swelling cock. I could feel it through the thin fabric of my pants and His own jeans. 

Then He spoke to me, right in my ear, His delightfully warm breath against me and deep voice so soft, yet so menacing. 
"You want me," He said. It was not a question. He knew. 
"Yes," I whispered back softly, grinding my ass against Him harder. 
"I will take you, but not now. I want to see how far you're willing to go for me. I want to drive you mad," He told me. 

True to his word, He did not take me then and has not still yet. But that evening He did whisper the naughtiest promises in my ear as He groped my chest. He turned me onto my back to suck my nipples. He was so kind to let me stroke His huge cock. As much as I wanted to taste Him, He would not let me. He just teased me, telling me I'd best be sure that I wanted Him when the time came. 

I needed release so badly, I was so desperate that I grinded myself shamelessly against His knee, fully clothed as I was. He mocked me, egging me on at the same time. I was too far gone to feel shame... I fear I still am. 

Since then, all of my horny thoughts have been filled with Him. I can't get enough, no matter what I do otherwise. This isn't right in the slightest. I don't mind serving other Men, I love it in fact, but why does nothing seem to compare to Him? 

He wanted to drive me mad, I fear I'm already there... 

I have a confession, theres this one girl at my school that has driven me insane ever since freshman year. It's been 3 years since then and she still manages to crush me on the inside. You see, i owe it half to myself, I made myself look like an idiot by writing little love notes and trying to impress her but it didn't work. In fact I've only found out recently that she would read those same love notes aloud to everyone on my bus, and let me tell you, It's been a rough four years. But I can't stand not paying attention to her, she has the perfect blond hair and blue eyes, glasses which I think is sexy, and on top of that, a perfect rack and nice ass. Sometimes I feel so pissed off at the fact that she mocks me and teases me and has made me a laughing stock that i want to fuck her brains out just to get revenge, but i don't want to even dare to look her in the eye. So......the fuck do I do?

I confess I love the look on a girl's face when she realizes she's just become a complete, worthless slut.

A little background: I was a complete nobody in high school. Like, skinny little nerd boy, Star Wars posters on my walls nobody. I decided my senior year to join the military. That got me fit, got me confident, and put me in a few of the right places at the right time to make some good investments. Fast forward a few years and I'm out, own a company, and pull down (low) six figures.

Last year I went to my ten year reunion. Word got around about how well I was doing these days, and before long one of the girls who was a huge cunt back in the day was chatting with me over some drinks. We had a few laughs about how she made fun of me when she found out I thought she was good looking (because she was) over some drinks. As the evening wound down, she admitted she was having some financial issues. She's a waitress now, engaged to a cook at the restaurant she works at, and they were about $400 shy of paying the rent and close to getting evicted. We talked some more and I made my offer. I'd give her the $400 if she woul do something for me. She took the deal fast enough that I figured that was her goal the whole time.

We met up a few days later while her fiance was at work. I made it clear that for her to get the money, she had to do exactly anything I wanted. I think she figured I wanted a blowjob, a quick fuck and that was it. Nope. I had her strip down, got naked myself, and she started blowing me. It was okay, but not great. After a minute I grabbed her hair, and started fucking her mouth. Didn't start easy, just went straight to treating her mouth like a pussy. She fought a little, pulled back and said "What the fuck Charlie?" I slapped one of her tits, told her to shut the fuck up and take it, and went back to going to town. She kept pulling back and heaving, and I kept slapping her face or tits, telling her if she wanted that money she needed to stop being a worthless cunt, and went back at it. Every now and then I'd spit in her face, taking a cue from one of my favorite pay sites (you know the one). After about five minutes she suddenly got up and ran to the bathroom. I could hear her throwing up in there. I followed her in, stroking my cock and telling her she needed to get her mouth back on my cock or I was walking.

I could see she was considering telling me to get out, so I grabbed her hair and pushed her back to her knees. I could see she didn't want it, but opened her stupid mouth anyway. Over the next ten minutes she stopped to hurl three more times. I laughed at her, mocked her, and spit on her every time. Finally I told her her mouth wasn't good enough, and told her to bend over the sink. She thought I was going to fuck her pussy until I spit on her little ass hole. She looked up at me in the mirror and asked me not to, begged me just to fuck her pussy instead. I spit on her ass a few more times, told her to shut the fuck up, and squeezed my cock in her ass. She screamed, I grabbed her hair and made her look at her self in the mirror while I pounded her ass. She started crying pretty quickly, and I just laughed and asked if her fiance fucked her like this. If she was proud of her self, etc.

After a while I was ready to cum, pulled out and pushed her back on her knees. She closed her eyes an mouth, and tried to turn her head but I held her in place and blew a huge load on her stupid face. Then I had her open her open up and fucked her mouth a little more. She gagged probably from the thought of A2M as much as the face fuck. I stood there over her a few minutes, letting my cock get soft again while I berated her, asked her why she didn't want to taste my cum, and she kept asking to wipe it off. I spit on her again, and told her she should clean herself up. She started to get up, but I kept her down, and had her lean her head back over the tub. I stood over her and started pissing on her face and she freaked out. I pinched the stream and told her to stay the fuck still or I walk with the money. Spit on her again, finished my piss, then went and got dressed. I could hear her sobs from while I got dressed, and that got me laughing. When I walked back in, she was curled up naked on the floor, her body shaking while she cried, still glistening from her golden shower. I laughed at her, spit on her, then tossed the cash at her. Thanked her for the fun and told her I'd show my self out.

My wife is tiny, but she is my mistress. She is only 5' tall and very slender, with a pert little ass and lovely little pert breasts. I am just over 6', work out and keep fit, but I love to be dominated by her.

Today her boyfriend came over, she has had boyfriends since before we got married, she only has one at a time, and the rule for me is that when she has a boyfriend I am not allowed to fuck her. I'm also not allowed to masturbate without her instruction and with her watching me. She has been with this guy for 6 months, so I haven't fucked her in that time, and she has only allowed me to cum occasionally. So this is a little story about today.

She let him in the door, embracing him his hands went straight to her little ass, up her skirt and started fumbling in her panties. She mockingly spanked him, telling him off for being so impatient. "When did you last cum?" she asked him. He told her it had been a couple of days, "oh good, I was hoping to collect a big load". I wasn't sure what she meant by that, but they went upstairs to the bedroom and I followed. I got naked and sat in my chair. She always make me watch when she has a boyfriend.

She was pulling his clothes off as he was rubbing her through her panties, I could see the cloth starting to get wet, wishing to be able to taste her. Then she was on her knees, taking his cock in her mouth, now her own hands were working her pussy through her pants, making her wetter and wetter. Taking his cock in her hand she licked down over his balls, wanking his cock.

"Fuck me now" she said. She laid on the bed parting her legs and he pushed his cock in to her. My own cock was throbbing hard but I hadn't been told that I was allowed to touch it, so it just ached wanting to be wanked. "Dam, I forgot, I want to collect your cum", she said as she pushed him off. She got a condom and rolled it down his cock. She turned and got on all fours so he could fuck her from behind. She knows I love the view of her little ass sticking up like that. She picked her wet panties off the bed as he was fucking her and reached over and pushed them in to my mouth. Shit, she tastes so good! I sucked on the skimpy cloth in my mouth wishing I could touch myself.

Then, with a groan he came. She pulled of his still throbbing cock, reached down and peeled the condom off him. It had a very large load of cum in it. She bought it over to me. "For you" she said tilting my head back. I opened my mouth and she poured the warm liquid in to it. "Swallow", so I did.

She asked her boyfriend to pass her another condom, which he did. Why did she need that, was I finally going to fuck her, was she going to change the rules and let me feel her tight pussy on my cock. She cupped my balls in her hand, shit, don't cum, don't cum, hold it in. I've not cum in ages and her hands feel so good. She unwraps the condom rolling it down my throbbing cock, looking me in the eyes as she does it. It feels amazing, but I manage to hold back, I want to fuck her so badly. Again she cups my balls in her hand, gently, teasing, tickling. She puts her lips to my ear, just touching, my cock twitches. She whispers, sexily "I know you want to fuck me". Fuck, my cock has a large twitch, my cum is pumping out into the condom, she is laughing, tweeking my nipples as my cock continues to spurt cum.

Now she peels off my condom and offers that up to my mouth. I drink my own liquid, it is worth it to see her smile. But my time is over for now, her boyfriend is hard again, and she wants his cock in her, they fuck again, bareback this time like usual. When they eventually finish I get to clean her with my tongue. I make her cum, and as this pleases her she allows me to cum again, but I have to drink it again.

Her boyfriend has gone now, and we are alone. She has told me to write this as she wants others to see it. She tells me she is getting bored of her current boyfriend, maybe it is time for a break or a change. If she decides that then I will get to feel her pussy again, at least until she finds a new interest.

It passes me off that my friend can so easily get sugar daddies online without at all needing to meet up bc he's below 5ft, white asf and has crazy pretty priveleges, meanwhile I, who live in a low income household to which my friend group that he's in will sometimes mock me for being poor, cannot get one because I'm black, 5'9 and not attractive enough(I'm assuming). Like I'm so willing to sell amateur pics bc I need the money and since I live in a lowkey racist town, nobody has been hiring me the past two months I've been searching.

Hey Euros, if you wanna mock Americans, you should hammer away on the fact that 85% of us are still stupid enough to believe in God. It would at least be a valid criticism.

Please put me in my place and humiliated and mock me.