Seriously Master won't You be the man who will lead me into more of rabbit hole rather someone else?
Wont You be the man who will show me what more true dynamic looks like other than just being hungry slave? If Your only kink is to above all keep me just hungry and never getting a taste of what I like and need then You already have it so much that I am even scared to wish for that kind of dynamic because I don't want to dream impossible.
Is Your only desire to watch me and not explore with me as You say it is but You don't explore You leave me to explore alone and just invite You to it?
Was it not a big step for You and something that makes You excited what we did, did I not sparked the passion between us in our dynamic?
I do not want to stop dreaming of getting a taste and stop chasing and putting myself out there but Your actions are proving me that I won't get a taste no matter how much I chase.
I don't want to fo rce anything, but You saying that You want it then acting differently is just pushing me further away from dynamic, is that what You truly want? It doesn't give me space to work with You, You just kinda lied to me. Did I for ce You to kinda say it? Do You know what You desire?
