I guess this is the right place for this. I have been married to my wife for over 10 years, and we dated for almost 9 before getting married. We've been together since college. She claims that I am her one and only guy to ever have sex with. She's a reserved lady, so I tend to believe her.
Lately I have really thought a lot about it and have realized that the idea of her having sex with someone else is a turn-on for me. Maybe because she wasn't my first, but I was hers, I just feel like she missed out maybe?
I went so far as to offer her a "hall pass" if she ever wanted to explore and she was like "ew no, I only want you". I realize it would be bad for my relationship with her to push it any farther, so this is my outlet.
Am I the only one who likes the idea of his wife getting fucked by someone else? For anyone who has the same fantasy and a willing wife who has done it, how did it feel? Did you regret it afterwards?
