I'm so so so so sorry. If I could do it all over, I'd change everything. I'm happy for you and hope you are happy in your marriage, but I'm sure I'll think about you every single day for the rest of my life. I know it's you I'll be thinking of when I draw my last breaths one day. I wish I'd have known, but I was young and foolish.
Well, at least I still have our sex tape ;) (and no, I'm not going to upload it) But if you happen to be her new husband and want to share...you go on ahead.