I'm not getting any from girls lately and I am tired of watching my bank account get depleted trying to date. Getting jealous that any girl no matter who they are could get a fuck buddy but only a handful of guys get to BE a fuck buddy.
I just want someone to get off with. I have a great sleeve to fuck myself with which is good, but not like the real thing.
I'm not attracted to guys and I am definitely straight but starting to think it would be cool to have a guy who could drain me on the regular.
Not sure if I would be able to get hard with a guy. Watching hetero porn a lot of guys turn me off. Gay porn turns me off to the point of losing my erection. Bi guys getting pussy and sucking cock is sometimes hot but usually because of the woman more than anything. So my hope isn't high I would enjoy being with a guy at all.
Trying to consider it, though, and then I am concerned I don't measure up? I am straight up average 6" sized cock. A former girlfriend had a dildo that was about my size and it was her favorite, but it wasn't anything special. I've browsed gay profiles on tinder and it seems they are all looking for massive cock all of the time. I think my ego would be crushed if I was mocked while trying to cum to a guy who I am not even into.
thoughts?
