Devil likes breaking me so he asked what would and when i told him he did exactly that.. and as usual I grabbed for everything I thought it will make him less cruel towards me.. and He knows how much I suffer when i miss Him and how thirsty He makes me for Him so I’ll be a good girl when He shows up.. just wondering is He really that Evil, isn’t there just a bit of soul did we not grow it, when i beg with my breaths to have mercy on me.. when He knows that stuff we ordered are keeping coming and reminding me, Devil likes reminding and I loved it to, just for me it’s hell but not for Him.. wondering why would He leave me not knowing will i see Him again when He knows what it do to me.. and what it do to me that because of work i am going today at professors place and will be there for few days.. and how doesn’t mean anything that i lost my anal virginity for my Master if it doesn’t mean anything that i was a toy just a sex toy for professor and his two friends.. and doesn’t it mean anything that some new dirty thoughts are running up my head and where I think I could only do them with Devil.. sure I forget them in time but that’s not the point.. just wondering with what I earned such cruel emotionless treatment, and why would my Master want to damage things he liked about me, why changing something that pleases Him, why trying to take away trust that made us go into rabbit hole. Why leaving me in such risky situations. Why changing everything we built.. just a word would help me keep my same mentality like we used have.. it’s not about how much I’ll wait for Devil or was it the only strong connection where He had all and beyond.. it’s about just a bit of care for Your toy.. and she never demanded always begged or my Master actually doesn’t want big jumps and keeping them not damaging.. He knows I just needed Him to land me after such tense task, can’t I rely on my Lord?
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20 Aug 2023 6:38AM
The light playful side of me isn’t lost side that my Master loves.. slave just begs Master to allow her to build more trust and to keep what He likes about me and not make it heavy too heavy.. will You hear me Master?
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20 Aug 2023 8:35AM
like ur master is gonna belive u r playful after all ur posts. non are fun or playful
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20 Aug 2023 11:28AM
oh my lord oh my devil oh my oh my oh my?
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