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I want to confess that I lost my virginity to a much older married man and not my boyfriend. I am a senior in HS Yes I'm 18 and legal. I wanted it to be with my boyfriend but it didn't turn out that way. My boyfriend doesn't know and him and I have had sex since and he believed that he was the first guy to sleep with me. I don't want to hurt his feelings so I will just let him believe that he took my virginity. Is that wrong? I know I'm not going to marry him. Both of us are going away to college next year and we will be 1500 miles apart. Any ways I now realize that I am attracted to guys who are much older than me. When I say older I mean like 30s and up not 20 something's. When I'm out at the mall or whereever I look at older men and think what it would be like with them. Sex is ok with my boyfriend. But I find Im missing something more. I just don't get into it like I think I should. When i was with the older guy he kept calling me baby and I was calling him daddy which really got him and I going. I keep thinking of older guys when we do it. I talk with my girl friends and tell them my interest and one of my friends says its probably because my parents are divorced. I don't see my dad all that much maybe 4 times a year as he lives out of state. When I had sex with the older guy it was OMG so good! I cummed twice with him and I think about it all the time. He seemed to know everything I liked and paid a lot of attention to me more than me doing things to him. I want to hook up again with him but he is married. Are all older guys better with experience? I cant wait to go to college next year. I plan on trying to meet more older guys.

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