I confess that it's been a long time since I've been with a woman. I don't know how to have a relationship with one anymore, emotional or physical. When I jerk off, I jerk off to both women and men. With men, it's mostly guys jerking off together, double tributing a pic, or covering a womans face in cum. I am bicurious but too scared to try anything these days.
Once before, I visited a spot that I knew was a cruising spot, in a bathroom of a shopping center downtown. I saw a guy who had his dick out at a urinal and he was kind of just looking around. I pissed next to him, washed my hands, and left. I got so nervous but I went back and stood at another urinal. He came over. I jerked off into the urinal and let him watch me cum. He wanted to touch me, but I did not let him.
I don't know how to get started or if I really want to do this. Any tips? pm's are open.