I confess. I'm a 23 year old guy who is really good with his words. I love writing erotiCA and for awhile I was posting it on sites and having role plays with girls. But I stopped for awhile because I felt like I was being used. But I kinda want to pick it back up again. I'm torn
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05 Jul 2016 11:48PM
I was like that for a while and I did stop. I felt like I was pouring so much energy into a story just for the girls to say "Oh I like that" or other quick responses and then that was it. As much as I liked the stories, and it did make me hard knowing the girls enjoyed it, I just could no longer justify writing paragraphs of descriptive erotic stories with very little returns. I felt like my work was just old porno mag stories that were read once and then never again. So now I just save it for a couple girls I regularly contact who do enjoy it and like to hear more or even show me how much my stories turn them on.
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05 Jul 2016 11:57PM
Honestly to that man because that's where it counts. Appreciation. You'll get that with them. But if you wanted to venture off, many fetish and bisexual communities love it and appreciate it. Or try writing posts on Literotica, there your work might be a little more appreciated too.
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06 Jul 2016 12:06AM
I'll remember this when I write another story. The thing is though, I've come to enjoy a more personal level of the whole thing. Talking to a girl in Canada, and though we don't want anything romantic, I tell her stories all the time and we share other things. A picture from her is way better, in my opinion, than most porn. Most times just talking about fantasies or sexual encounters is enough too. No need for description all the time since she knows how I talk. It's like an online fuck buddy and I enjoy it way more.
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07 Jul 2016 1:21AM
OP here. English is my first language. And I felt used because girls seemed to use me just for the novels. Like they weren't quick stories. Minimum 45 minutes to write. But usually were close to an hour. Hour and a half.
At the peak of my writing. I was doing 3-4 of these personalised stories ack to ack in the spa of three or 4 hours a day. It lost its meaning and was becoming quite taxing on me. So I gave it up.
