I must confess that I am attracted to my English teacher. I am 30 and she's around 50, she is a redhead, not very attractive for everyone else but for me she's cute and hot. She's very nice to me because I was her best pupil last year but she's not teaching me this year, but she always says hello and we sometimes have a small talk when we see each other.
Last summer she might have asked for my phone number and she started to talk to me via messages. We talk about anything and occasionally she compliments me and I do the same to her.
I don't know if I should try to ask her out for a coffee or a drink. She once did it to me but I was too afraid and told her I was sick (because I am a coward).
The thing is that she's not a hot woman for everyone else in my class and if I ever date her I would be very ashamed and I would fuck everything. But at the same time I really would love to date her. I never had a girlfriend because no girl has ever had interest in me, plus I would love to date a mature woman because I think she can teach me many things about life.
I don't know what to do, I just keep having polite chatting with her and try to keep the things the way they are, but if she ever happen to make a move I wouldn't know what to do.
But at the same time, I can't stop thinking about her. I see her as a great opportunity to have a serious relationship and a great opportunity for me to lose virginity and probably have the greatest sex of my life.
But I wish a girl my age asked me out or at least accepted that I liked her, because there would be no problems and I would go for it without a doubt.
What would you guys do? I don't want to ask her out and tell her to keep the relationship in secret because I find it an insult to her, but at the same time if we start to hang out and she shows a different attitude towards me where I study then everyone will say that I am sick or that I have no idea what I'm doing going out with her.
